Hi guys..This is my first OS SWARON. I wrote on aftermath of the SWARON PROMO. Basically in hre Sharon is realising her love for him...
Its all of HALLUCINATION for showing the aftermath feelings of Sharon after this big bang. Please read it...there is less of swayam...but he is vry important part for making sharon realise her feelings..Please do not mind with the style of writing..i really need to hurry up.
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ITS GETTING STRANGE !!!!!!
Eventually Swayam did not kiss Sharon and but let her go. Sharon is shocked by keeping her big eyes wide open as he was moving back. The tears were just rolling down her cheeks without her attempt. He moved back letting his hands down and giving her the gap between them so that she could leave from there.
Swayam: "Tum mere pyaar ke kaabil nahin ho Sharon"'...you do not deserve me...get out of my sight... isse pehle mein kuch karr bhaithun chali jaao yahan se, please. Saying this he turns around giving the back to her.
Sharon gets scared of those painful words he just said. With no second thoughts Sharon quickly grabs her feet and runs from there. She slips because of her haphazard run just when she was getting out of the room. Swayam sees her falling down but he doesn't react because he himself needed to get out of all this mess that took place. Sharon on the other hand arranges her heels. Her hands were shivering as she was arranging her heels. In that span she looked from the corner of her eyes to see if he is coming to get her again as he had warned her to go from there. She leaves the heel and goes from there. Swayam noticed all that and picks up heel which he gifted her.
Sharon enters her room.
She opens the door and closes it by banging it hard. Sharon stands at the door. Still breathing heavily. She slowly looks around all her room. She finds so peace. This one place is where she can hide safely from all the blunders she has done. But now this place is also appearing scary to her. All that happened in the empty classroom between her and swayam just sometime back are flashing in front of her eyes.
Still standing supporting her back to the door. She moves her head to left side'..a gentle wind passes. Her hair flowed on her face.
Suddenly she hears a soft voice. "Sharon".
She quickly turns her head to the the other side'..yesss. She heard swayam's voice. But sees no one when she turned.
Sharon: Swayam...tum ho??? but she hears nothing.
Sharon (to herself with utmost gulit): Why Sharon? Why? How could you behave so with swayam? I should not have insulted. He was really hurt. Sharon Raiprakash can go this extent'..insulting a genuine person. Shame on me. Tears rolling down on her face.
She quickly rushes into the washroom leaving her wallet on the bed. She watches the huge mirror in the washroom. She gets all the moment right in front of her. She memorises as to how swayam got so furious to her''How for the first time he held her so tightly that even air couldn't pass between them. Thought of all his made her breathe go heavy. She quickly splashed the water on her face at a rapid pace.
"Agar main chahun tho ek minute mein tumhe apna bana saktha hoon"'.is echoing in her ears very hard. She moves a step back from the mirror and runs towards the shower. Opens the shower. Sits below the shower. She holds her both legs closer to her chest. With stunned expression on her face without blinking her eyes she is lost in the thoughts.
"Maine use itne pass kaise aaney diyaa??? How can he let me struggle like that?? Uski nazzrein'..meri taraff... She dugs her shoulder on her fingers.
I never felt like this before. I was scared but I allowed him to kiss me.He made me helpless. But how could I behave like this towards him when I know from within that he can never hurt me..yess, he can never hurt me'.May be that's why I allowed him to get so close to me.he could have kissed me at that very moment to teach me a lesson but he did not'..
Sharon was still under the shower.
He had always been gentle and soft with me...How can he hold me so tight that it got difficult for both of us to breathe????so close that our chests met'.she sensed a vibration in her heart when she gets remembers that aggressive touch.
"Pehli baar mainey uske aankhon main utna gussa dekha" ...She suddenly felt someone is watching her...takes a look at her washroom. She closes her eyes for a second or so and when she opens she sees swayam right in front of her''.below the shower along with Sharon.
Swayam gets his face closer. Sharon waits for him to get himself more closer.
Sharon(moving her face close): Tum mujhse aise kaise keh sakhtey ho haan that I don't deserve you"... how dare you?... "you don't deserve me, you get that"
She hears nothing from him. Their faces are now so close to each other that they are ready to kiss.
Sharon closes her eyes and then something happens.The shower stops...she is waiting swayam to kiss her. After wondering for a while she opens her eyes and then she finds no one...No one around her.
Sharon to herself: Yeh kya ho raha hai mujhe? Mujhe harr jagah swayam ka ehsaas kyun ho raha hai??itna affect main kabhi bhi nahi hui''...kyun main usey mehsoos karna chaah rahi hun'..."uski touch ko'...uskey kiss ko kyun mehsoos karna chahathi hun main??? Kyun ye sabb soch karr meri saasein tej ho rahi hai?????
She grabs a towel with those lost thoughts. Comes out of the washroom. Goes near her cupboard to help herself vth a night gown. A gentle wind passes. She feels the wind. Her hearts beat fastens up. She feels as if swayam is watching her from behind. She doesn't dare to look back or even turn around.
She says to herself: "nahin ye sabb mera waham ha"'... She slips her towel down and wears the dress at a very rapid pace. She relaxed placing her head on the cupboard. Now her heart calmed down a bit.
Sharon(to herself very softly in a very low tone): ye kya ho raha hai mere saath??? Main itna desperate kyun ho rahi hun swayam ko apne paas paaney mein jab ki wo yahan hai hi nahin''..kyun meri dhadkan itni fast ho rahi hai uskey thought sey'..ye kya ho raha hai mujhe?
While Sharon was in sort of arranging her dress. She suddenly felt touch of swayam on her waist. He is running his hands on her waist. After getting the grab he pulls her onto his chest'.kisses her bare shoulder'.Her heart isn't beating normal now'.it is at vigorous speed'..She turns around and faces swayam. She sees the swayam who is desperate to get her. Sharon gets scared. She moves back ward and swayam moves forward. (Imagine Dil se song for this)
Sharon closes her eyes.She was totally ready to kiss him'..The window pane bangs'.sharon opens her eyes and sees swayam isn't there. She realized her night gown strip is not knotted. She blushes a little and with a smile she knots her gown. She could hear her own breathing'.
Sharon(coming back to senses): Yeh sabb kya ho raha hai??? why am I feeling him everywhere''kyun I want him to get this kind of control on me. Mujhe wo alag kyun lag raha ha????k yun main apne aap ko control nahin karr pa rahin hun'.What the hell is wrong vth me'..tears on her face. I hate you swayam''.Kya ho tum????
She goes near the window. Closes it.
Sharon(to herself ): Its all my bloody imagination..."bass m scared with the knd of his behavior he showed today''...dats why may be???? This is very good punishment for you Sharon...
"please swayam tum mere paas matth aana...mujhe darr lagney laga hai...bahut ajeeb lag raha hai ye sabb...kyun? "i dont know"...She crumbles her gown near her chest with her fist tightly...
Swayam's voice( at her ears): Sharon tum mujhe pasand karney lagi ho''...you are realizing your love for me...feeling my every touch that you could sense me everywhere. right???
Sharon wondering looking out from the window'.(Pehla nasha BG)
Sharon gazes at the night sky and in lost thought carrying happy tears on her cheeks lies on her bed. Covers herself with the blanket. She felt swayam is watching her. She slips her blanket a little down and sees swayam again, supporting himself on the wall and folding his hands near his chest, watching her smiling. Sharon covers her blanket back with a sort of fear.
Sharon: kya wo sach mein mujhe pasand aaney lag raha hai??? I aM in love??? Kya isey hi??? She blushes'..Kya hamare beech bahut kuch hai swayam???
She slowly slips her blanket down again and watches swayam with a questioned face and swayam watches her smiling and then Sharon goes off to sleep carrying a smile that makes her face dimpled.
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