Hi this is riya.. A silent reader in PV forum.. i haven't posted anything here.. this is my first official post.. I don't want to just put a post introducing me as that I'm a newbie or new to this forum etc etc..
So this is my small dedication to PV forum.. hope you guys welcome me to this PV family..a small OS..
A RAY OF HOPE
A day before wedding.. night 11pm..Aarthi standing near the window and looking at the darkness outside..thinking about her new life with new people that she going to have from tomorrow..the moon was playing hide and seek with the clouds..it was a growing half moon..
she was thinking the whole days event.. her anger with maa(shobha).. then the kanyadhan problem.. her mehendi.. call from prashant..Their so called meeting in the mandir,prashant's rejection, waking in yash's arms(car).. then the sangeet..Shock that yash family thinking her to be widow, her face off with yash, his answer..
moon came out from the clouds, like hearing her whole thinking process..she was watching the moon in full concentration as if finding something in the darkness..she started to think first about prashant.."I had a little hope that prashant will come to my life once again by receiving his call for meeting me..i thought I will forgive him and start everything fresh..i ran to him but he once again broke my heart..he said that he don't want me.. just want his maa and his papa..he said that he is happy in his life and even happy that I'm moving on in my life..how can he say that..my life is him..but he said that he wont come back to me again..my heart pained hearing this..as maa said he is selfish he is the one showed me wat is life and now he don't wat to be a part of it..how selfish he was..not even once he asked about my ansh..his son..the way he talked, left my heart in pain..i want to forget you for avoiding my ansh and hurting me badly..but I loved you with all my heart that in the process of forgetting I'll still remember you.." moon just went inside a big cloud as if it don't want to hear anything of prashant..she smiled faintly..
ansh said something loudly in sleep..she turned only to see that he was saying something in his sleep..she smiled at him..he was saying about yash.."srk uncle I'm going to see DON2 with my new papa..uncle my papa is best,my favourite hero.."..ansh said few other thing and once again went to deep sleep..Noticing that ansh slept she turned again to the darkness..moon was hiding in the clouds..
""yash ji..i thought he is remarrying for his needs..why not..the situations between me and him leads me to think only that his character is low.. and thanks to mansi..but I haven't expected that he is a man of values.."
"when I said that I'm a divorcee and not a widow and his family member is thinking that I'm a widow..he was all silent..very silent..I said if you don't want to marry me after knowing my truth..it's ok but don't think I betrayed you..i just want to remarry for my son that he will get father's love also,I just want his happiness..still he was silent..i tought that yash ji and his family member wont accept me..so I turned to leave but he stopped me and I turn arround"
"aarthi ji Wait..do you really marrying me only for your son..(I nodded)..then I don't mind..widow or divorcee..
What..(I blinked)
I don't want any wife..i lived my life to a extent with my arpita that her memory is enough for me to live rest of my life..i too marrying you only for my daughters..who really wants mothers love..and the way you cared for ansh I'm sure you will definitely show love to payal and palak..
But your family..
Don't worry I'll explain them after marriage..(blinked once again thinking how can he speak very softly but clear in his words)..everything will be alright..and I respect you for saying me the truth not considering that this truth will spoil the wedding..
I nodded once again but In my heart I had another question..whether he will accept ansh as his son..as if reading my thoughts he said
Aarthi ji..you will definitely be a good mother to my angels..thats all I needed..ur past wont affect it..and I promise that I'll try to be a good father to ansh..(his eyes said that he is saying from his heart)
Its quiet late so go and sleep aarthi ji..""
The moon as if listening to her came out from the clouds and glowed brightly..as if saying that her and ansh life will be brighter like this…she smiled at the moon as if understanding his unsaid words..
"I haven't said the reason to yash ji why prashant left me..he wont ask me but I have to say everything to him..and I'm sure yash ji will keep his promise..ansh will get his father's love through yash ji..i'm having a little hope that he will fulfill his promise..my ansh life will be brighter like this moon and yash ji will be the ray for his happiness"
p.s..i don't know what will happen today..what will be yash's answer to aarthi's truth that she is a divorcee..but this is a small part that aarthi recollects the whole day event..
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