So I watched today's episode on time for once š, and I had the urge, as I think most of you did, to go into my computer screen and like blow Sharon's spot. This may sound like bashing, but i don't intend it that way guys :x lol.
[Ooohh, must say ShanTANNUš is an absolutely brilliant actor ! He brings out emotions so naturally ! All that hurt, heartbreak, anger, and disbelief was brought out wonderfully by ShanTANNU ! Perfect Swayam ! š AND AND AND, TanHa's chemistry is AMAZINGš]
Our Swayam d e s e r v e s better and the best ! Which girl doesn't want a secret admirer ? Which girl doesn't wish to get all these little bundles of joy that Swayam gave to Sharon ? I understand, and we all do, that money doesn't buy someone's heart, but Swayam didn't do what he did for Sharon to literally "buy" her heart. It was to see her smile; to see a smile in her eyes. But once Sharon finds out that her secret admirer, whom she was crazy to know about in the first place, is none other than Swayam, it's as if nothing matters, but the fact that the secret admirer is Swayam. Is Swayam not a human being? She treats him so lowly ! How does she even call Swayam a "desperate loser" ? What is up with that? She has no 'respect'for Swayam and his love for her at all.
If she claims money doesn't buy anything for her, than why does it irk her so much to find out that the one that is secretly admiring her is Swayam? And the answer is : Sharon can't look at Swayam as anything else but a weakling ! [At least, that's what her stubborn, obstinate self wants her to see him as]. She can't even go beyond that fact. Her ego just won't let her look at Swayam for who he really is, let alone understand and accept his feelings for her.
After seeing today's episode, and hearing Swayam's repeated dialogue of " You hate me!?!!", I'm just disgusted by Sharon's character. I thought there was a little bit of niceness in her due to the time when she "stood up" for Kria. Like, did Sharon NOT NOTICE how hurt and heartbroken Swayam was ? Can she really not see Swayam's genuine persona ? Does it really just come down to Dazzler vs. Weakling ? After today's episode, all I can say is Sharon does not deserve someone like Swayam and Swayam deserves BETTER and the best, someone who can go past their ego, and see Swayam for who he actually is !