~Madhoshi Maaneet thread 4~ - Page 64

~madhoshi~
part 65

he saw her walking in without any complains.
he drove away feeling misserable & disgusted the way things were turning between them
no one to be blammed but him. he drove madly to a far away place deep inside the jungle
and camped. he was reminded about ever little time they spend togather
he closed his eyes & tried to stop thinking about her. he just could not.
every thing reminded of her, he could feel her within him.

it was a week since he was camping. geet continued her work in office & home
she spoke to baby nicely now...but naughty baby still seem to support papa
she was very happy with every thing she had, why was she so haapy
even though he was not around...I guess it was the dairy...
the dairy just filled her with love & passion beyound words
these word remained in her mind always
~naa chaho kisi ko itna,
ki chahat tumari majburi ban jayee,
chaho kisi ko itna,
ki tumhara pyar uske le jaruri ho jaye~
when ever maan moved away she did'nt blame him, she regretted she lacked
she knew if she cared enough, he would'nt be able to go away
it gave her immense strength deep within to stand up & forgo his rudeness
his behaviour really did'nt seem to bother her any more
she knew he was hers & only hers. & she will make him accept it one day
lekin dar us din ka nahi tha, dar us din tak ke intzaar ka tha
kanhi us intzaar main woh saat na choote jis pe ise itna yekin ho chala tha

it was another long week without her. it seemed like ages.
he knew he loved her madly. phir kyun us se door kar raha tha
kaise dar tha jo use rokta. when the pain was more than he could bare he indulged
in self distruction. exhausting himself into tedious hardship
like punshing self. he regretted every word he told her. regretted every act of his

~humare chaton ki koi seema hi na thi mano
lekin unho ne humesha ibadaat ki ho jaise
na kabhi koi gila na koi sikwa, bus bepanah mohabaat
mujhse kabhi kuch nahi manga~
geet - maine inhe mangene ko mauk hi kanha diya...she giggled

~unki bina to aab sansaen bhi bemani si lagne laghi thi
sanjh dahlti to raat se darta tha dil
ki aab kaise rahen ge unse door
har ek lamha sadeeyon se lagti~
geet - yanha to din bhi sadeeyon se lagthi hain
she wiped her tears

~aaj to meri bebasi ne unhe bhi majboor kar diya tha mujhe
aagosh main leena ke liya. kitna sukan mila tha us ek lamhe main
main to aapni saari zindagi ji utti thi us ek lamhe main
lekin woh kabhi aapni seema nahi langthe
kitna sambal the the kudh ko mujh ko...
soch ke mujhe khud hi sharamajati ~
geet - giggled... & shied humare seema ka main kya kahoon
probably we never knew something like that exsisted between us...she smiled...
geet cuddled up & slept missing him..it was 2 weeks since she saw him
it was hurting but did'nt know where was she lacking
chal to diya woh ek hi pal me usse keh kar alvida
na socha uski zindagi ka anjaam kya hoga unke bina
na unke jaane se na apne anjaam se naraz thi woh
bas apni shikayat na karne ki fitrat se naraz thi woh

maan cried out loud...GEET...GEET...echoing her name in the woods
in the darkness that encircled his soul..sat down cutting furiously the logs
yaadein uski har lamha ashqon ka toofan liye aati hain mano
uski aahat ki chah se hi rooh iski tadap si jaati hain mano
na in yaadon se na in lamho se na in ashkon se naraz tha
jisme samayi na uski dhadkan un dhadkano se naraz tha

itna naraz khud se kyun ho jathe ho she wispered in the darkness like an angle
he turned & hugged her trying to feel every skin of her taking in the warmth
that calms him that sooths him, reassuring she was arround
reassuring it was not his dream, it was not reality that he feared

precap
new rules 😉😉😉

Chalo atlast Maan got it he cant jus stay witout her

Loved the way Geet was relating diary's words wit her real life

Originally posted by: -afsha-

Chalo atlast Maan got it he cant jus stay witout her

Loved the way Geet was relating diary's words wit her real life

How did Geet reach where Maan was

Lil confuse wit that

Nice one Muski