~Madhoshi Maaneet thread 4~ - Page 70

~madhoshi~
part 66

he cupped her face wipped her tears, she reluctantly, fearing he may snap
cupped his face and kissed his tears from one eye & then the other
it felt so warm & soothing. it was his soul that was healing with every touch of hers
he turned away straightening himself
maan - tumhe is halat main yanha nahi aana chahiya tha
she hugged him from behind & rested her cheek on his back
maan - tum yanha aayee kaise
geet - adi ne pata lagaya ki aap yanha ho
maan - tum teehk hona
geet - aapke bina main teehk kaise ho sakti hoon
maan - u should'nt be here
geet - phir ghar challen
maan - umm moving away into the tent
geet - aapne cake kaya
maan packing the stuffs - umm
geet curiously waiting for further remarks
maan - aacha tha
geet - u really liked it
maan shows the empty box - dehko sab khatam ho gaya
geet - baby ko bhi aacha laga
maan smiled looked at her stomach which had started to show their love
she was little over 4 months pregnant now. she shied & pulled the duppata on
geet - aise kya dehk rahen ho
baby~papa ke pas rahena hain🤗
he looks away, she comes closer to him & takes his hand places it on her stomach.
maan jumped up with the moment, she smiled - thats ur baby, mujhse dor rahena chate ho,
lekin isse kyun dor hojate ho, he really misses u.
he kneeled down & cupped her stomach wanting to feel more of his moment. he hugged
her from the stomach & rested his face softly not to hurt, on the stomach.
baby moved again and again. tears welled down his eyes
geet - today he kicked me first time & I wanted u to feel it. thats why I came here
maan kisses the baby again & again & hugs her tighter
geet - aap usse kuch boliya na
maan - umm?
geet - woh aap se bahut naraz hain, aur pura gussa mujh pe nikal tha hain
baby~aap meri shikayat kar rahi ho😡
geet~nahi..smiles
geet - boliya na
maan - main kya bollon, I mean
baby~simple, say u love me, missed me, u don't like this mama, bahut naughty karti hain🤪
geet~aacha main naughty karti hoon
maan - aapki mama bahut naughty karti hain
baby~dancing
geet turns her face
maan - inki naughtiness ki to adaatse hogaye hain meri zindagi ko
ek pal nahi rah sakta inse dor
geet - phir kyun dor challen jate ho, aise koi karta hain kya
maan gets up & hugs her

he puts his bag in the jeep & climbs in the driver seat. notices geets discomfort
in the jeep. he lifts her & makes her sit in the car she came in & tells the driver
to get the jeep. maan was quite through out the drive feeling scared of him not
able to stay away from her & how will he explain anything to her.

they reach home & geet prepares the dinner. maan restlessly walks up & down
in the study. she notices his restlessness for while. he tried looking into the mails
to distract him but he couldnot. he glanced at geet working in the kitchen
then looked at the little one growing. his baby, their child, he was trying to
absorb those words in, he leaned back the chair trying to register what he felt.
geet - khana laga doon?
maan looked at her, his wife, his life, his love, how beautiful simple she
looked, her hair was losely hanging, curls where teasing her cheeks
& she pushed it every time with something in her hand. Her dark eyes flared with
life and contentment, she had no complains. From the first moment they met
he had thought she was beautiful inside and out. now he was convinced beyound doubt
his initial assessment was correct. he wondered why she always there for him
does he deserve her at all.
uske sena main ajeeb se jalan thi chahat ki aur doogni use khone ki
ek pal nahi lagta uske khusiyun ko totne ke liya
kaise yeh dar use pal pal kate jata

The moment he started to need her and depend on her, he would lose her.
The problem was, he admitted to himself, it was already too late.
Even though they slept apart, he couldn't imagine the place without her.
the whisper of her perfume kept him awake long after she had fallen asleep.
the sound of her laughter echoed deep within him, taunting him throughout the day
needing her would make him vulnerable. Not needing her would rub out the light in her eyes
lekin uske bahen use aagosh main lena ki liya tarsti thi. sirf us ek lamha ke liya nahi uski saat ke liya, use chune ke liya, use mehsoos karne ke liya. mano uski roh kap uthti ho aaj ka har lamha mano kash tha, woh choona, uka yun anko ko choomna, aapne aaghosh main samet lena, woh choti choti uski pyar bhare ehsaas, mano uske zakmo ko malham laga rahen hon, mano un har ek ehsaas ko dil main samet letha, chupa letha aanpne dil main kanhi
nahi itna khudgarz nahi hona chahiya he thinks & his gaze returned to her in the kitchen
their eyes met. mano ek pal main us ke dil ka hal samjh gaye ho.
she threw the napkin in her hand on the table & untied the apron as she walked towards him
to the study - nahi mujhe nahi lagta
maan - yeh kya kah rahi ho tum
geet - jo bhi aap soch rahe ho, woh teehk nahi hain. waise bhi aap bahut kuch
khud hi decide kar chuke ho, bina meri permission ke. actually meri galti hain
mujhe use waqt aap ko mana karna tha. right?
maan turns to looks at the laptop - yah right!! wondering what was she upto.
she closed the laptop & sat on his lap. her hair fell around their face like a curtain
as she moved her head close to his. aap aise sab kuch nahi decide kar sakte
she moved close. pehli baat hum aise dor dor nahi rahenge. she put her hand around him
& kissed his cheeks. he wanted to move away, he knew it was all not safe for her
he warned himself but he could not move her delicate soft hands were holding
him like a steel band. shayad woh bhi un bahon main kona chata tha. tang agaya tha unse dor ja ja kar. she kissed his lower lips softly like brushing it. setting in
that instant flare in them. she leaned forward & nibbled his ears and he was feeling
it all the way down hardening to take her in.
geet - main aap ke biwi hoon, kyun mujhese itna dor dor rahethe ho
and kissed him passiontaley. maan closed his eyes & pulled her closer
hugging her snaking her back & slipping his hand in her hair
she pulled back glaring at him - mana ki humari shadi kuch aise halat main
huwai, lekin I feel it is still not that bad...u still like me & i like
u 2, 3, 10...maan smiled
geet - main yeh shadi nibana chati hoon, puri dilse, lekin aapke bina
nahi hosakta. u have to let me in. main samjh ti hoon kuch baat hain
warna aap aise khud ko nahi rokte,he looked at wondering when did she
learn to read his mind. aap batna bhi nahi chate, teehk hain
mat bataye, lekin aise khud ko, mujhko aur above all isse to mat duhki
kareya na. after all we are togather for the baby & u r hurting the baby now
she held his hand & rested it on her stomach. we need to have that bond right
maan looked at her caresing the her tummy, the bond she spoke about was already in place
He could feel the silken ties wrapping around his heart and squeezing. She least knew
what she was asking. It was too late. It had been too late for years. least
she knew that anything he loved or tried to love had been destroyed?
she looked at his eyes darkening in pain like never before
geet - maan crying in pain reflecting his eyes
taking his face in her hand maine aapko duhki karne keliya nahi kaha
maan - it does'nt matter
geet - nahi aise nahi hain, it matters, u really matter a lot me
she looked at him like never before, closely his eyes, his nose,
his lips his firm jawline & brushed her nose against his
The tenderness in her gaze made him flinch.
geet said softly - I love you
he was shocked & taken a back. I don't expect you to love me back. something he feared the most. Desire to believe battled with panic and fear. Panic and fear won. He gripped her waist and lifted her away from him. he moved away to the otherside of the room.
maan - tum mujhse pyar nahi kar sakti, mat karo!! woh hi tumhare liya teehk hoga
geet - aap kaun hote hain yeh decide karne wale yah mujhe rokne wale
he looked away, his muscles were tight, his arms rigid at his sides.
His chest tightened and it was hard to breathe - tum bekar hi try kar rahi ho
Kaise samjhau dil-e-hasarat-nasiib ko apne
ke sab kuch milta nahi chah lene se ish zamane mein
geet - main try nahi kar rahi hoon. main aap se pyar karti hoon
najane kab se. shayad usdinse jis din maine aap ko pehli bar dehka tha
lekin mujhe uska ehsaas bahut der se huwa. aap bhi mujhse pyar karte hain
shayad mujhse bhi kai jada. he closed his eyes accepting it. but was facing his back to her
lekin mana nahi chate, its fine by me. but u can't stop me, the way u can't stop yourself.
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uski khamoshi ko hi pyaar ka izhaar manlethi thi mano
uski aankho mein chhupa aapna chehra har waqt tond lethi thi mano
ab to aankhe zubaan ban bethi inke pyaar mein
ab to unke pyaar mein doobe hue hi guzarti iski har subah aur shaam mano