geet felt it was all so romantic, maan carrying her to their room. she was getting
all heated & began to feel wet with excitement of making love with him.
she slowly played with her fingers. she turned her head towards his neck. she probably
just wanted to feel it on her lips. she closed her eyes & took in his scent
maan - now its ur room ...slowly let her legs touch the ground
tum change karke so jaana, need anything just tell me. I will be in my room
maan turned to leave, his words ur room started to make sense, knocking her anticipation out
geet - yeh sab kya hain pulling him in a jerk to her alag alag kamre?
maan - umm!!! With your pregnancy and all. I thought it would be best.
geet was shocked... she moved back, turned to hide her tears in the darkness
best for whom. she fell on the bed. all her dreams of their togetherness were thrashed
he did'n want to share the bed forget bed not even the room with her.
the thoughts he never wanted this wedding in the first place began to
bother her again. she did'nt want to give up
geet - abhi to main aapki patni hoon na
maan - jaanta hoon!!! yehi tumhare liye aur baby ke liya theek hoga
he walked down the steps to the outhouse
geet - suniye to
baby~aur mera kiss🤔
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he did'nt seem to listen. she changed her dress & removed her jewels
geet ke dil mein salaab sa umad pada tha, na jaane zindagi unhe
kis mod par le aaye thi. she splashed water on her face & looked
at her self, her sindoor her black beaded mangalsutra. she knew
it was all real & maan cannot stay away from her like this.
kasi chode thi ...jo hadd se na guzar jaaye woh pyaar hi kya.
jo pyaar karne pe majboor na karde woh ikraar hi kya.
intezar toh sab karte hai, saanse tutne tak jo saath na de woh saath hi kya!!
she went to the out house. uski aahat ko to dil mein mehsoos karta
yeh baadal aur kuch nahi, teri aankhon ki kaajal hain
yeh bijli aur kuch nahi, teri aane ki aahat hain
yeh mausam aur kuch nahi, teri aanchal ki khushboo hain
is dil mein aur kuch nahi, bus teri ibaadat hain
he knew she was there, when she slowly sneaked into the hall
he pulled the spread & pretended to sleep.
yeh lo babaji meri neend uda ke woh araam se so rahe hain
she cluctched her fist & walked up & down the next to his bed. her restlessness
was piling, she reached the edge of the bed still curious if he was sleeping.
got on to her knees and inched in close to him.
maan -
kya chahiye tumhe in stirn voice
geet -
kuch nahi & turned away to leave
maan rubbed his forehead & came around the bed to face her
maan -
kuch chahiye tumhe
geet -
mujhe nahi, ise chahiye and made a baby complaining face resting her
hand on her stomach. he slowly slipped his hand on her stomach resting on her
hand, she moved her hand away not able to bare his touch & sat on the bed
turning her head to look away, maan sat on his knees & kissed her stomach
baby~dancing in joy🥳
she closed her eyes holding back her hand from embracing him.
he moved up slowly placing kisses. she slipped her hand into his hair
and arched to press herself into him. he raised to stand on his
foot now & slowly held her from shoulder & made her lie dowm pressing kisses
on her neck & shoulder. he pulled back suddenly & straigten himself
maan -
tum apne kamre mein jao
she kept quite
maan -
I said leave now
geet -
mujhe itna door nahi rehna aap se
maan avoiding looking at her, he knew he won't be able to hold himself back
maan dragged her out of the room -
just go to ur room & sleep
she tried to fight back maan slammed the door on her face
he closed his eyes & burried his head in the pillow, he did'nt want to hear her
cry.. she cried for few mins & strangely she stopped crying, she kept knocking
the door for an hour & then it was silent, he heard her walk down the steps, he was relieved
geet wandered around the outhouse. sat in the couch restlessly
babaji yeh sab mera saath kyun ho raha hain, woh mujhse door door kyun rehte hain
yeh sab iss baby ke kaaran ho raha hain.
baby~maine kya kiya 
geet~tere kaaran papa mujse pyaar nahi karte, tum dono bure ho
baby~hurt 
after an hour or so she went back to his room. it was locked
she walked passed his room, looking for a place to shift in
babaji main wahan nahi rahoongi, mujhe unke saath hi rehna hain, outhouse mein
baby~mujhe bhi😳
geet~don't talk to me
baby~hurt again
geet noticed a storeroom, it was dark, dusty & pilled up with broken furnitures
she picked up a cloth & started to clean it up
babaji yeh room theek rahega, unke room ke pass bhi hain aur outhouse mein bhi
she slowly moved the things around making space for herself
she looked for the light switch & finally put it on. she opened the cupbaord
it had some old spreads,clothes, books, files, papers. she pulled the spread
a carton fell on her head from the top self, she managed to doj the whole impact
on her, still hurting her wrist.
yeh kya babaji aap to mera peeche hi pad gaye ho
she bend down to pick up the carton. she put the things back in the carton
and few books had fallen out of the carton she kept them back one by one
then her eyes fell on a dried rose peeping out of a dairy
babaji inke ghar main aise ajooba??arrey rose teri kismat achi hain ki unho ne
tumhe nahi dehka...warna abhi tak tera antim-sanskar ho chuka hota
she put the flower back & just read the lines
~aaj maano meri saari roza kabool ho gayi ho!!!
yah khuda mujhe maaf karna...mujhse yeh kaise khata ho gayi
unke chaand se mukhde ke noor se tera chaand bhi phika lagne laga hain
aaj to unhe hi chaand samajh kar dil roza thode deta hain
Eid mubarak!!! kaha unke labon ne to puri kayanaat zhoom uthi~
geet smiled reading it & sat comfartably to read on
she checked the dates of the dairy, it was dated 6 years back
she turned the pages back ward
~unki ankhein aise dehkti hain mujhe, maano koi khuda se ruba ru ho
aaj do hadd hi ho gayi, sab ke samne mera haath pakda aur mujhe apne paas
kheench liya, uff meri to saans hi aatak gayi thi, woh toh acha ho
nazeem ka ki usne ammi aabu ka dhyaan bata diya~
geet was loving it ...she went back few pages
~kaisa junoon hain unki ankhon main, kaise keh diya
naa chaho kisi ko itna, ki chahat tumhari majboori ban jaye,
chaho kisi ko itna, ki tumhara pyar uske le jaruri ho jaye.
kitna yakeen hain unhe...aab to unke yakeen pe yekin ho chala hain~
geet smiled...
those last words lingered in her mind
naa chaho kisi ko itna, ki chahat tumari majburi ban jayee,
chaho kisi ko itna, ki tumhara pyar uske le jaruri ho jaye.
she slept cuddling up with the dairy on the floor
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
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