Originally posted by: Pocahontas
Hmmmmm.......
I have not been writing much on Sid these days or rather i have been just reading him as a character instead of hearing from him. Simply because this man doesn't OPEN HIS HEART. He doesn't speak , he doesn't say anything that he thinks or feels - infact, Armaan had to test his limits , beat him , provoke him to get a REACTION out of him. This is the limit of his emotional numbness - no, he hasn't broken down - he has just settled in this pond of self-damnation , self-condemnation and a self-purgatory where he has even forgotten to spell the word 'HOPE'. He seems to have given up on everything and everyone at such a young age and at such a crucial point.
Today when he told Armaan that nobody needs him anymore , that Riddhima will sign the divorce papers - i realized how disturbing it is to look at him like that. Siddhanth is edging towards an emotional paralysis after which he may not believe ever again , he may not feel ever again and it is a terrible feeling to see anyone go through that kind of a transition even if it is in fiction.Armaan at least knows how to deal with his grief and vent it out - he expresses himself but Sid doesn't even do that. I don't even remember the last time he expressed himself without being pushed around to do it. Was it when he told Riddhima not to leave the house and that he likes her?
When you have to hurt someone beyond repair ( through Armaan's POV) to get a single reaction from that person - it indicates danger. I want Sid to touch base with himself - you want to be sad? Okay. But at least scream when you bleed.
Smile again, Sid. Please smile once again even if it means going back to your bratty self - we just want you to behave like a normal human-being , not a stone under a sea.
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