I remember my dad telling me this story over and over again in my head..
"Rikita, your mother loved you.. it's just that she didn't feel at home here"
" why .. she had me and you isn't that all that matters?" I blinked to hold back the tears
You see my mother left me when i was just a baby and taken my older brother with her they thought they could make it work but my mother was too adventurous, too wild at heart my father would say. He said it didn't work out and that she never loved him.. that she had only stayed with him because her parents so badly wanted them to and then me and my brother Raj came along and she felt like divorce was the only option. I would shout and scream and tell him that it wasn't fair and he would bring me close and say " i know Rikita i know" but he didn't know.
Each year on my birthday i was reminded of her and my brother and felt angry that they had left my dad behind.. left me behind. Now it''s my fourteenth birthday in India, Mumbai wearing my suit tha tmy dad had jsut bought me.
Then as i was doing my hair my dad showed at the door , his expression had completly changed from excited and proud to somehow scared and vulnerable and at the door stood a very beautiful woman in her early 40's she was wearing a sparkly black and red sari , her hair was long up to her waist and light brown , she tyed it in a long plait but strands of haur came out somehow that didn't stop her looking as glamourous as those women in Bollywood . Her eyes were a startling hazel-green and had a sparkle to it as if she was happy to see me.. i know longer believed she wanted me.
Her smile was as wide as a feline cat, and she had gold bangles which complemented her look to perfection.
" Riketa there is someone at the door the meet you" somehow his voice was dry.
He didn't have to tell me who she was, i already knew..
She was my mother....
TO BE CONTINUED ..
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