This is bomb if this was Ram’s thought process!! This is the same feeling I get from some of his actions too. He is trying to still live in farce remembering what Priya said about the infidelity and paternity. He will have a huge breakdown when the realization hits on his face. Today also his monologue ended with the thought of Priya cheating him, Somewhere he knows is not true but is forced to believe due to the emotional blackmail from his step family! But in the end how can one trust him again, he will prioritize his step family over Priya and Pihu if situation demands again…Originally posted by: RitikaS99
Aww.... You used anika's euphemism nostalgia😆 also i am still waiting on that review you promised me 2 months back on IB.
Ok back to raya😆
You know i think what priya did for eshaan was not her brain but her heart. Her entire life she had taken whips from her father and people for her father.
So on personal level she knew how it feels when people judge you for mistakes your parents made and try to type cast to you a box.
Since his grandfather and step father both were arrested for murder if eshaan also had been arrested for murder he would never have recovered from it.
As priya also got to listen from Nandini " khooni ki beti khooni. Tumhara khoon hi aisa hai" and a lot more.
She didn't wanted eshaan growing up listening to these things that's why kept him safe. And that's the reason also why she never wants pihu to know the truth although pihu will always love her even after knowing the truth she doesn't want pihu to feel that burden which she had felt her entire life. The burden of being a criminal's daughter.
And jaha tak bat hai ram ki i have always said he never wanted to believed priya and kept saying sach bata do. Paternity test was also to catch priya in the lie red handed. But he eventually gave up on priya and pihu bcz he realised that nandini won't be able to accept them and live.
She sent him to get priya but when he tried to get priya back she said no to any efforts! And that's when he decided to believe whatever priya told him. It was a survival mechanism for giving up on his family. He had to convince himself somehow that the reason he gave up on his child was priya and not "his" family and guilt.
Now ram says they are the only one left for him. It's the reality for him bcz he knowingly gave up other relationships for nandini and shubham.
All his anger comes from the fact that he never listened to Krish and never got the investigation done, never did that paternity test or tried to convince priya or even didn't tried to find her all these yrs.
Not once he has taunted priya for shivi's death or talked to pihu about Krish's role.
He is still in denial, doesn't want to accept that he made a major goofup by listening to nandu darling. He can see the similarities and her eyes but refuses to acknowledge it bcz then the pain and guilt will eat him alive that he turned on his wife and child bcz of his selfish reasons. He needed to prove himself as a brother so never stood up as a father. Nandini's constant manipulation at that point when he was out of his sorts was you did right as a brother! So all this thought process and feeling went into getting some solace by trying to appease nandini that time. He was in guilt that his one decision costed them shivina.
To get his mother peace he gave his child and wife a life of vanvaas. And to get this realisation he is asking priya questions he already knows answers to.
Udne Ki Aasha
