Life takes so much from us that one day we get tired and let our inner soul loose ourselves in the moment of time and enjoy the freedom and warmth it gives.
Childhood trauma does not really make anyone mature, you know? It just binds the inner child in shackles and we grow up... Before time.
I am not a psychiatrist or psychologist, so I am just speaking from my experience.
Children who go through things like what Akshara and Abhimanyu did, turns to just put a full stop in their wishes because they fear that one day their wishes will turn into burden for their family and they will loose it all.
Sometimes they turn like Akshara, who fears abandonment so much that she accepts toxicity. Some turns out like Abhimanyu who have his fears, tears, emotions in the deepest corners of his heart and his emotions are covered by anger and he controls his anger by taking charge of the situation. I always feel this, jo bada hi apni maa ka sahara bante huye hua hai, apne bhaiyon ki dhaal aur chaav bante huye hua hai, jo rota hai magar apna darr aur dil ki har tez Dhadhkan duniya se chupata hai wo kitna toota hua hai?
Akshara aur Abhimanyu... Kabhi lagta hoga na ki duniya se shikayatein kaisi jab har vaar apno ne kiya hai?
Bachpan mein bohot kuch seekha hai aap dono... And a part of you is thankful kyunki shayad wo nahi hota toh shayad aap jitne strong hai waise nahi hote but a part of you also know ki agar waise nhi hota toh aap bhi itne toote huye nahi hote.
A part of you is childhood but the inner child in you who lost the childhood still cries but then you met each other.
Pehli baar zidd karne ka mann kiya. Pehli baar sab kuch bhula kar ek dusre ka haath thaamne ka mann kiya. Pehli baar jo bachpan bhul aaye ya chod aaye, unn bachpan ki galiyon se guzarne ka mann kiya. Pehli baar duniya bhula kar, sirf ek dusre ka hone ka mann kiya.
Jaanti hun zindagi ne bohot thokre di hai. Aur ye bohot bakhoobhi jaanti hun ki na rone se, na cheekhne se aur na hi dard chupane se ghaav mit jaate hain. Haan, rone ke baad ek pal ko lagta zarur hai ki sab thik hai. Sab acha hai. Ki hum theek hai par darr saath hamesha rehta hai.
Aur shayad isiliye bhagwan ne aap dono ko milaya hai. Aap dono ne apna bachpan khoya hai... Shayad isiliye ki jo duniya ke har thokar ne aapse bachpan Cheena hai, wahi kismat aapko apne pyaar ke saath bade hone ka ek aur mauka de. Wapas se apne bachpan ka, kishoriavastha ka aur chalte chalte jo sab khoya hai usse ek baar phir chalte chalte jod sake. Ek dusre ke saath apne har adhure pal ko ek dusre ke pyaar aur saath se poora kar sake.
Being in love is such a surreal feeling. You feel you are on the top of the world. You trust that no matter how many times you fall, your love will always by your side... To catch or to fall with you and even then protecting you.
Love is selfish and love is selfless. Human are imperfectly perfect and AbhiRa, you are beautifully imperfectly perfect.
Life gives us lemons only... Hum par hai ki hum sharbat bana kar piye ya rakhe rakhe usko sada dein.
I am glad in a life full of problems, you guys steal your moments of happiness and sukoon.
You guys know you have a full plate but crying over it will do no good. So thank you for finding your happiness and also thank you for talking about your problems. Thank you for not binding yourself once again over the societal norms of how love should be. Thank you for being in love đ„°
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
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