Kangana flips; calls herself B-grade 😂😂😂 - Page 12

Originally posted by: GrumpyTheCat

She can marry a certain Khan . She goes around apologizing on his behalf anyway. 😂

Originally posted by: anjs

her language is as crass as it can be...........and maybe she is making it all about herself, like you all say.......but after reading the whole thing......it seems like somewhere there is a need to get the truth out.......even if its for her own validation....

posting some other parts here, which the other members didnt share.........and see for yourself how much she has spoken about him and how much about herself........... she might be delusional and all that........but even such a person needs to be heard without making fun if she is talking about something serious

When you first heard the news that Sushant Singh Rajput has died, what were your thoughts?

I have to admit that I was not following Sushant and his career. I don't follow anybody. But my first reaction was shock, sheer disbelief. To me, he was (at that point) just another star, very promising and very talented. I would admit that at first, it looked like an impulsive thing that he might have done. I thought maybe because everyone is locked down, and this is a very unusual situation, so maybe that got to him? I was not thinking about all the layers.

(After his death) I called Kamal ji, and I spoke to him. And Ankita being a dear friend, I spoke to Ankita. I spoke to Sandip. Because that's what you do, right? You try and understand what just happened.

Kamal ji told me that Sushant spoke to him days ago and said, 'Make a big film with me. Kamal ji, you have to announce a big film with me. Everybody has banned me.' That’s what he said to Kamal Jain. From there, I was very curious about this situation.

And then I understood his personality. I asked Kamal ji, how he was, I asked those regular questions – was he into drugs or a sex maniac as people had portrayed him? I had read blinds about him that he is having sex with anything that moves. And Kamal ji was like, 'What rubbish! He was a genius, no drugs, he was very health conscious' and all of that. And one thing he said – that he was very ambitious. But he wasn't thick-skinned. If you are ambitious and thin-skinned, how is that gonna work?

I want to be very honest. I can't say that Sushant came and told me all this but I gathered my perception of him and I understood that he was trapped, jaise Abhimanyu ko chakravyuh mein ghera jata hai. And a few personality traits of him did not work for him, one of which he mentioned, that he cannot express himself.

I spoke to Abhishek Kapoor ji and he said, 'Kangana, woh shaheed ho gaya'. I am quoting these people because I cannot tell you the whole conversations, but everyone summed it up in their own way. Abhishek in his interviews said that he was not the same boy from Kai Po Che by the time of 'Kedarnath'. He had changed. Woh ghut gaya tha, he said, he had changed, they had choked him way before he actually choked himself.

At what point of time did it come to your mind, after absorbing all of this, that you need to speak about and talk about his case in the public space, in the manner you have been doing?

See, I don’t want to be standing on some high ground and be like, I always knew Sushant. No, I did not. And to be honest, when I would read these blinds after blinds, news after news that he is a rapist, he is a sex addict, he is doing drugs, he is beating up his directors, I remember thinking vaguely, ‘What is up with this boy? He needs to get control of his life.’

That was my perception of Sushant – but when I actually went deeper into the matter, I was taken over by an unbearable amount of guilt and shame. The kind of trap that they laid for him and the prejudice of an outsider, I saw it from (the perspective of) an outsider, who has been called a witch, a whore, what not. When I actually got to know about him, I was taken over by a strong sense of guilt and shame. And I recorded my first video, and I was shaking. I remember I was on the verge of crying because everything was clear to me that what had happened and honestly, it was just spontaneous.

this below part is the whole conversation, among which only the part where she mentioned Hrithik was posted here by others :

In 2017, you and Sushant were being considered for a movie by Homi Adajania?

Yeah. I still remember that day when Homi called me to his office. I was about to step out and I was given the legal notice that Hrithik Roshan had sent me about criminal charges. In a dazed state, I went to Homi, and he narrated me a love story and I could not just focus on it because I was so shattered. I told him I would revisit it, but nobody knew my state of mind. After that, for one year, the kind of filth that I faced, the kind of butchering that I faced, I didn’t sign any film that year, but I vaguely remember that story. It was a love story about an urban couple.

When this whole thing happened, it occurred to me that if I had done that film, would our lives have been different now? I don't know. I just don’t know. It is so unfortunate at so many levels. Would I be his friend and would I have given him a perspective for not longing for acceptance? I don't know what I would do on finding such an amazing person.

That was so unfortunate and this makes me feel so bad. Had I done that film, what would our lives be, I don't know. I can only think about it.