Originally posted by: Briti1721
@UKGirl22 well as you wanted to know about my psychotic behaviour, here you go. I punched and slapped my bestie who was ridiculing Sobti. I've skipped my food (though I love food) when the news of Sobti quitting IPK surfaced. I've threatened my granny and mother to watch IPK. I've cursed and sweared all my known people who dared to question ArShi Chemistry. I spent many sleepless nights - courtesy ArShi. The worst I did was slapping my mom cause she didn't let me watch IPK Ek Jashn on Hotstar, as I didn't have my own Mobile back then (I feel weird to share this). This action made me extremely guilty and after that I started changing, and accepting other's opinions. N Oh I apologized to my mum, and promised her that I won't raise my hand at anyone for any trivial issue. Even though my mother forgave me, I couldn't sleep that night because of the tantrum I threw. Anyway that's past. Now when I look back, I feel how freaking immature and childish I was back then!
Ur behaviour was obviously wrong (if I may say that if u don't mind) but I absolutely appreciate u for the guts that u have to admit ur mistakes in front of so many people. Not everyone can do that. It takes a lot of courage not to care about the judgement that others may draw about u n accept that u mistook. N I can definitely see in every post of urs that now u know to accept others' opinions which shows u have learnt a lesson from Ur mistakes, that's what matters.
U r very young yet, so this is just ur age that made u misbehave, everybody does similar things in this age, so don't feel guilty about it forever. I m sure u know this now, but just in case if u don't, always remember that this is just a Dreamland n real life is way different than this, don't let it affect u so much or don't mistake it for the real life n save urself from disappointments. I had unconsciously given up studying because I randomly watched one episode of yhm during my exam leaves n it got me so addicted that I only watched all the episodes 24*7 n I screwed up badly in my CA final exams which are already a hard but to crack n the repercussions of the same I face till date. Thankfully I realised that in time n I didn't let it affect my psychology. So just be careful in Ur life...just a muft Ka gyaan from someone bit elder than you😆
Big hug to u🤗