The most heartbreaking episode yet again. I want to get through this through many of my nerves fracturing in pain to see what Rocky is going through. The repulsion of being Shaan and Rocky isn't his usual thing, but he has to suffer the consequences of being human again for the sake of his innocence, for the sake to prove himself not guilty and to see how Happy will react and what will she think of him then? Why can't he just stop being selfless for the sake of himself and leave the selfish world behind? Oh my beloved Rocky, you have had enough!
Today was the same day as the court room scene where Rocky was helpless, restless, and most vulnerable when he pleaded everyone to trust him especially Happy. The history repeated again and brought the same pinch to him where he couldn't understand the feelings of betrayals when Happy decided to dodge him and leave him empty standing in the middle. For the countless efforts he has made to become Shaan, he totally felt lifeless when his body shattered on the floor, to know the fact, if Happy leaves, whom he will prove his innocence to? Because for him it was always Happy who mattered. But what about Happy? Can for once she stop chasing Shaan and be human enough to give Rocky a benefit of doubt? Moreover, be able to understand the subtle hints in shayari that Rocky is constantly bowling at her. Even when they were both seeking blessings from the Golden temple reminded me of their vision of building a hotel so that it benefit them and how again he reminded her the same thing with the same tone as Rocky. It literally broke me! :(
Apart from misery in Rocky's life from the start of being a child out of sexual violence and lack of nurturing from his dad/uncle, one can clearly know the deepest feeling he has for Happy. Selfless for now, but love shall sneak in later which he hasn't even realized it.
@ShadeoWhite: I love how you stated when Shaan told RV off that he should mind his own business rather than intervening between him and Happy, it was definitely not Shaan, but Rocky himself! These little sneak peak of Rocky is what I live for, the rawness.
RV needs to chill and I don't know what else to say. He comes with more disappointments after every episode with his obsession for Happy. Also, Happy being the most irritating character right now in terms of lack of consistency with her thoughts and taking hasty decisions.
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Couldn't she just say.. "No to RV on her own? Why does she have to be always so dependent on him taking a decision for her second thoughts? And why can't RV for once mind his own business and think of what he has been doing? Probably correct it as soon as possible before the matter which is already worse may even worsen in the future where he has nothing to offer except become pure evil once and for all!