Ishra ss-mera ishq deewangi,pt 11 on pg 128,teaser on 135 - Page 43

Raman held Ishita's hand and said -i love u ishita. Will u marry me?? He asked smiling expecting a yes from her but to his surprise she withdrew her hand and said -yeh kya bakwaas kar rahe hai aap, it's not possible. Saying so she turned to go but he held her hand and said -kya matlab hai iska??

Ishita -yahin, ki yeh impossible hai.

Raman -but kyun, aakhir aisi kya kami hai mujhme. Young hoon, handsome hoon, successful hoon. Haan shayad tumse thoda kam, he was saying when ishita said -its not like that raman, baat kuch aur hai.

Raman -kya??

Ishita -dont pretend like u don't know.

Raman -kya ishita??

Ishita -i am elder then u, main aapse badi hoon.

Raman -haan toh, I got to know that u r elder then me, toh phir.

Ishita -what do u mean by toh phir. Kya aapko iss baat se farak nahi padhta.

Raman -aaj kal ki zamane mein kis zamane ki baat le kar baithi ho. Ek do saal ke difference se kya farak hai, Main baat yeh hai ki main tumse pyaar karta hoon aur tum mujhse.

Ishita -yahin toh baat hai, hum dono mein Ek yaa do saal ka nahi, pure aath saal ka difference hai. U r 26 and I am 34,hum dono ka koi mel nahi hai,raman.she said making Raman shocked. Yes he knows that ishita is elder then him but never ever has thought that the difference would be so much. Ishita never look so aged to him.

He was still looking at her all shocked when ishita said -i think now u got to know that why I said ki hum dono mein koi mel nahi. Saying so she was going when Raman said -hum dono mein koi mel nahi, still u know how much elder u r then me. Tumhe exactly pata hai ki hum dono ke beech age difference kitna hai. How come, kya tumne bhi calculate kiya tha yeh sab. Kya tumhare dimaag mein bhi yeh sab chal raha tha. He said making ishita look at him.

Ishita was tongue tied hearing this while Raman smiled and walked towards her.

Raman stood very close to her and said -i think tumhe bhi mujhse pyaar ho gaya hai, tabhi toh tumne yeh sab calculate kar rakha hai.

Ishita -aisa kuch nahi hai, I saw ur driving licence and got to know ur age. Mere mann mein aisa kuch bhi hai aur naa hi kabhi hoga.

Raman -kya nahi hai, tum mujhse pyaar nahi karti yaa karti ho but manna nahi chahti. Tell me ishita, u love me naa, tell me u love me. I can see it in ur eyes, u r hesitating just because of ur age. Yahin baat hai naa, he was saying when ishita said -aisi koi baat nahi hai, Main aapse pyaar nahi karti, u r just a normal guy for me, jiski behan ki delivery karayi maine aur jisse mera koi personal relationship nahi hai. Yahin sach hai raman aur yeh aap maan lijiye. And please let me go. Aur haan ,mujhe dobara pareshan mat kijiyega aur khud ko bhi dur rakhiye inn sab se. Kyunki iss pyaar mein padh kar aapko siva nuksaan ke kuch nahi milega. She said and went out of the place leaving Raman alone.

Ishita -uss din Maine Raman ko mana kiya tha toh he was OK, not that much disturbed. Phir achanak aisa kya hua ki raman aise ho gaye, mujhse jabardasti shaadi ki. Kahin unka ego toh nahi hurt ho gaya tha, jisko satisfy karne ke liye, he did all this. But itni si baat par shaadi, isn't it too much. Agar unhe mujhe pareshan karna hota toh he has many other ways, iss tarah mujhe shaadi karna. Apni khud ki zindagi trouble mein daalna, aisa kyun karenge woh.but unko kya farak padhta hai iss baat se, he is Raman bhalla, anyone will marry him even after ten marriages also. I think yahin baat hogi, he married me just because his ego got hurt. Aur shayad mujhe haasil karna bhi unka maksad raha ho, but he is so handsome, did he really fell for me. Nahi I think it's all because I denied him and he couldn't take this rejection. Haan yahin baat hogi, he did all this just because I rejected him. But I had a reason behind it. Main badi thi unse aur banjh bhi, mera unka koi mel nahi tha, that's why I denied him. Why don't he understood this small thing. Agar samajh gaye hote toh Aaj yeh sab nahi hota. She said to herself and closed her eyes feeling the pain. The pain of being rejected several time, the pain of getting stuck into an unwanted marriage .

She was lost in her thoughts when she felt raman waking up hearing his phone ringing and went out of the room talking to someone. May be getting angry.

Ishita got up to hear what he is talking but he went bit far so that she can't hear him.

Raman-meri zindagi hai, mera faisla hai. Main jisse shaadi karna chahun karunga, no-one can stop me. I am not answerable to anyone. He said and went to his study in anger.

Ishita -pata nahi kya baat hai, he was really angry. She thought and went inside.

Raman throw his phone on his table and said -i really don't know logon ko kya interest hai mere life mein. Arey I loved her that's why I married her, toh logon ko kya problem hai. I just wanted to protect her from that disgusting man. I have seen how he use to trouble her and none ever tried to save her, not even her appa. Waise bhi I remember how restless I was after her denial. Though she left denying me, and I tried to forget her knowing the difference between us,but kuch hua nahi. Every day I was trying to forget her but not able to. Aur jab saari koshish naa kaamyaab hui then I went to meet her to tell her that I can't live without her, where I saw him for the first time and got to know about her pain and disability.

It was a week since raman proposed her, even after trying hard, he couldn't forget her so went to meet her and was about to enter her cabin but stopped seeing a man with ishita. He could feel that ishita was not happy with his presence, so stop there to know who is he.

Ishita got up seeing him and said -tum yahan, phir se??

Subbu smirked and said -what to do, main mard hoon naa. Meri biwi phir pregnant hai, toh le aaya tumhare paas. Tum gynaecologist ho naa. Treat her.

Ishita -why u always do this to me, subbu?? Tumne mujhe nikaal diya tha naa apni zindagi se, the moment u come to know about my disability, phir kyun har baar aate ho. This is the third time ur wife conceived, atleast this time take her to somewhere else. she said making Raman think about which disability she is talking and who is the man.

Subbu -kyun, tumhe takleef hoti hai yeh dekh kar ki mere bachchon ki maa koi aur hai. he said smirking making Raman angry thinking she is in love with someone else.

Ishita -nahi, mujhe gussa aata hai tumhari shakal dekh kar aur taras aata hai ragini par, yeh soch kar ki uska pregnant hona is a good news for u, just because u get another chance to show off infront of me.she said looking at his face with disgust.

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