Tum Mere Kaun Ho?? - A Rikara SS ...Ch19 - 06/04 Pg 71 - Page 45

Originally posted by: 2filmy

fantastic update

thanks for the pm

continue soon

Originally posted by: GinniAARAFAN

Lovely

Originally posted by: Aarathi85

Beautiful update...i loved it...

Originally posted by: tasnimrodela

It was amazing..
I loved the family time...
Badass Gauri is a treat..loved the way she gave back to Pinky..
Omkara is supporting Gauri at every step..
Waiting for Gauri to open up to Omkara..she's melting at his touch though.. ☺️
Continue soonish...

Originally posted by: Mimou

Amazing update...

Loved it ...

Continue soon

Originally posted by: rikara94

I just loved it❤️

Beautiful update dear

Family time was fun..beautifully written

And pinky😡 i hate her yar..but koi na our dabbang chirraiya gave back to her..maza aa gya😆 poor shivaye😉

Ahh omkara supporting her..she felt happy

So they are sharing bedroom😛

Waiting for more rikara moments

Continue soon

Originally posted by: Senapatichandri

Gauri ab kuch zyada hi bhav khaa rhi h yaar...

loved their outing... I think now Gauri need a reality check for once...she need to know in all this not only she bt Omkara is also equally effected...


lovely update dear...
update rooh ka raabta also

Originally posted by: devildiva21

Awesome update...
loved the way gauri stood up for herself infront of Pinky...
hope she forgives Omkara soon... family outing was great
Continue Soon

Originally posted by: KhwabonKiRani

Nice update...

Chapter 17

The morning seeps in; the sun rays directly fall on gauri's face disturbing her sleep.. after being disturbed she stirs around in her semi asleep state! Not being able to change her side she opens her eyes rubbing them to make the vision clear...A hand on her waist holding her protectively...a face buried in her chest and hair scattered is what she sees---- A vision worth remembering; a vision of her omkaraji...

Caressing his face; a small smile appears on his face as if feeling her love him with her tiny hands...she thinks

Kal raat ki neend humari inn 5 saalon ki sabse zaada geheri neend thi...aur aaj ki subeh humari sabse khaas subeh; shayad yeh sirf aapki wajah se hai omkaraji...par hum yeh baat aapko pta nhn chalne denge ki aap hume fer se pighal rahe hain; ki aap humare dil apni jagah dobaara bnaane lage hain.! Par hum iss baat ko nazarandaaz bhi nhn kar sakte ki hum aapse pyaar karne lage hain; aapse umeed karne lage hain...aap par bharosa karne lage hain; hume acha lagta hai jab aap humare liye khade hote hain; hume haq se apni patni bulaate hain..humme bahut pyaar aata hai aap par jab aap humare bachon ke saath khelte sab kuch bhula kar...Hum yeh bhi jaante hain ki aapko humare raviye se takleef hoti hai par kya Karen hum...nhn bhool paa rahe hain; I am sorry omkaraji! Hum maaji se bhi maafi maang lenge apne bartaav ke liye...aura apse bhi!

Par abhi hum sirf wo sab mehsoos karna chahte hain jo hume tab nhn mila jab aapki patni ban ke rehte the aapke ghar main..

( This was the most peaceful slumber I have had in the past 5 years; and this morning is the most precious morning; may be this is all because of you omkaraji..! But I don't want you to ever know this; I will not let you know that I am becoming assuasive towards you; I won't let you know that you are making a place for yourself in my heart.. But I can't even shut my eyes to the fact that I am falling in love with you again; I have started to expect from you; I have strated to trust you again. I feel proud to see you stand up for me; I feel happy when you claim your rights on me as your wife...I just love you beyond words when I see you forget everything and play with our children. I know that you are hurt; hurt with the way I have been behaving with uou but what should I do? I am not able to forgo everything that happened with me; I am sorry omkaraji! I will even ask forgiveness from maaji but for now I just want to live the moments that I have always craved for during the time I was with you in your home as your wife)

Om is admiring a gauri who is laying comfortably in his arms but is lost in thinking something...He doesn't disturb rather just withholds the sight that he has woken up to!

Om' POV

Bahut tarsa hoon; bahut tadpa hoon tumahri baahoon main yun sone ke liye; tumahri baahon main yun uthne ke liye! Kal muqadaron baad ek aise raat aayi thi; aaj ek aise haseen subeh aayi hai jisse mera bass chale toh guzarne na doon. Main hamesha iss tasweer ko thaamna chahta hoon apni aankhon main; apne dil main aur apne canvas par bhi. Gauri! kaise main tumhe yakeen dilaayun ki main badal gya hoon. Tumahre mujhe chod ke jaane ke baad he maine khudko aur tumhe samjha hai; rishton ki samjha hai; yeh samjha hai ki shaadi ka bandhan sirf aur sirf pyaar par nhn chalta balki vishwaas uska ek aisa pahiya hai jo agar toot jaaye toh shaadi naam ki gaadi aage nhn badhti. Gauri please mujhe samjho; mujpe fer se ek baar bharosa karo. Mujhe zaroorat hai tumhari; tumhare bharose ki; tumhare pyaar ki. Main chahta hoon ki mera har din sirf tumse shuru aur sirf aur sirf tumpar khatam ho...sone se pehle roz tumhara chehra dekhna chahta hoon; uthne ke baad tumhare chehre se apne din ki shurwaat karna chahta hoon main gauri.

( I have yearned for; I have ached for sleeping in your ams; cuddling to you; to wake up wrapped in the blanket of your arms. Yesterday was that night and today is that morning that has come after decades of my penance; I wish I could hold it forever. I want to capture this serne picture in my eyes and in my canvas.. Gauri! how do I make you believe that I have changed; changed for the better? I have understood myself after you left; I have understood that marriage can not last solely on love; Trust is the front wheel of the car of marriage without which it stumbles. Gauri please understand me; please trust me once more! I need you gauri; I need you to trust me; I need you to love me. I want my day to start and end with you; seeing your face I want to start my day and end my nights)

Both of their trance is broken by the loud knock on their door...Mumma papa comes the sound of their lifelines rayan and omira shout...

Aa rahe hain! Gauri replies trying to get up. ( coming)

Haath hataayie apna Mr.oberoi gauri says when she falls back on the bed due to om's hand pulling her back from the waist.. ( remove your hand Mr.oberoi)

Thoda pyaar se bologi toh height choti nhn ho jaayegi tumhari om tells her smiling! ( Your height won't lessen if you request me to do so)

Dekheye mr.oberoi! yeh waqt ladne ka nhn hai. Rayan aur omira dono bahar khade hain toh chodiye hume. Aur waise bhi humari height bikul theek hain; aapki he thodi zaada lambi hai...gauri tells him ( Mr.oberoi this isn't the best time to fight! Rayan and omira are waiting outside so just let me go. Moreover I am perfect the way I am; you are the one who is extra tall)

Om hovers over her pulling her back on the bed; kissing her on the cheek he says good morning jaan! And leaves to open the door leaving a flushed gauri behind.

The kids get in and hop on the bed as soon as the door opens for them...hugging their mother they snuggle into her and kiss her good morning...

Papa ko toh koi yaad he nhn karta hai yahaan? Om complains pouting ( Nobody remembers papa)

Nhn aisa nhn hai...omira says and jump to reach om ( no it isn't like that)

Good morning papa omira wishes him with a wet kiss on his cheek

Good morning meri princess! Om wishes her back...

Chalo acha hai! Ab omira mujhe aur mumma ko tang nhn karegi; omira tumhe papa mil gye na ab muma ko mere liye rehne do...rayan says clapping ( It's good! Now omira will not disturb mumma and me; Omira leave mumma for me now that you have papa with you)

Haan koi nhn tang karega mere rayan ko! Par rayan; omira ko bhi mumma chaheye na bache theek waise jaise aapko papa ki zaroorat padegi kabhi kabhi...gauri explains him! ( yes nobody will disturb my rayan! But rayan; omira might need me sometimes just like how you would need papa sometimes)

After a cute bed session; the family of 4 moves down towards the breakfast table...

Aaj naashta main bnaata hoon! Om offers ( Today I will make breakfast)

Aapko takleef karne ki zaroorat nhn hai...Cooks hain karlenge! Aap mehmaan hain Mr.oberoi...gauri says rejecting his offer ( You don't have to worry about that. Cooks will do that! You are a guest Mr.oberoi)

Nhn it's fine gauri! main jaanta hon ki aap mujhe mehmaan samjhti hai; magar main yeh apne bachon ke liye kar raha hoon. Mujhe khushi hogi apne bachon ke liye khaana bnaane main...Om tells her hiding his pain; the pain he felt when she addressed him as a guest! ( no it's fine gauri! I know you consider me nothing more than a guest but I am doing this for our children. I will be happy to cook for them)

Om moves towards the kitchen after gauri calls alka and tells her to let om make the breakfast!

Soon after; the breakfast is laid...pancakes with blueberry syrup and chocolate syrup; waffles with some ice cream and whip cream; some scrambled eggs with toast along with some fresh juice and tea...

Wow!! Waffles exclaim rayan

Pancakes bhi hain...omira happily says

Ji! Sab kuch hai jo aap dono ko pasand hai..om tells them

Aur aaj aapko papa khilaayenge om adds and sits down taking both of them on his lap. ( yes; The table has everything you guys like..And today papa will feed you both)

Gauri doesn't say anything rather she marvels on the site of their kids with her husband; their father.. She is proud on how her kids have accepted their father; and how they have no inhibitions in asking their father...

The breakfast time is over and the kids are dressed by alka for their school while gauri goes to dress up for her office!

Gauri and the kids leave for their respective office and school while om stays back to work from home!

Days pass...it's almost 2 months since he has moved in with gauri and their kids...Everyday om forcefully makes gauri sleep with him; he sleeps seeing her face and wakes up to see her face the first every morning...Om has made it a habit to make some yummy breakfast for his family...The kids go off to school while gauri works from her office...but om! He continues to work from home...he takes orders but is very light on his work just to spend more time with his family...He doesn't like gauri leaving him and going off to work but he knows he can't stop her so he stays quiet..! Not many things have changed in these few days; Gauri still shows him attitude; never leaves a chance to put him or his family down...But he takes it all with a smile; atleast he shows her his smiling face...He knows she is equally hurt speaking all those words but he lets her; he lets her get out her anger; agony and frustration of those 5 years...Her attitude towards jhanvi has softened a bit more but she doesn't speak to shivay anika or choti ma..

Neither has she tried to keep any contact nor have they ever visited us in these months...Rudra and bhavya have become our frequent vsitors along with the little ruvyan whom rayan and omira adore...

Today; after almost a week the whole family is coming over for dinner; for a change even daadi and choti maa along with shivay's family are joining.

Gauri kahaan ho tum? Om asks her on call ( gauri where are you)

Hum kaam pe hain! Baar baar hume phone mat kijiye...gauri tells him and hangs up. ( I'm at work! Don't disturb me)

2 mahine! Gauri 2 mahine hogye hain..par aaj bhi tum mujhse seedhe moo baat nhn karti ho! Har kisi se tum muskura ke baat kar sakti ho par mujhse nhn. Aisa kyun hai gauri? Main tumhara diya hua har taana sunta hoon; chubte hain mujhe tumahre shabd; tumhra mujhse moo ferna. Main har kuch hassi ke saath leta hoon par kyun tum jhukne ko taiiyaar he nhn ho. Kyun tum mujhe nhn dikha sakti ki main tumhare liye zaroori hoon. Aisa kyun gauri? bas bahut hogya! Aaj tumhe jawaab dena hoga. Tumhe meri or jhukna hoga nhn toh mera yeh sab karne ka kya fayada hai... (2 months! 2 months have passed gauri. But still you don't talk to me staright. You are always smiling and talking to other people then why not me?? Why are you so indifferent towards me? I listen to every taunt that you direct towards me; You words prick me hard; You attitude and passing through me without even looking at me hurts me more than you could ever imagine gauri... I take in everything with a smile then why are you still not ready to bend a little towards me? Why can't you show me that I still matter to you. Why is it so gauri? Enough now! Today you will have to answer me. You have to deflect towards me or else all this that I am doing has no value at all)

Om!! Mere bache kaise ho?? Jhanvi comes in and hugs him breaking his trance ( OM!! My child how are you??)

Main theek hoon mom! Aap kaise hain... Om hugs her while asking her ( I am fine mom! How are you?)

Om then greets everyone and moves to a corner with his father after his nudging

Kaise chal raha hai sab! Kya gauri maan gyi?? Tej asks him ( how is everything going?? Did gauri agree??)

Nhn! Kabhi kabhi aise lagta hai jaise sab theek ho jaayega magar agle he pal fer se uska bartaaw ajnabiyon jaise ho jaata hai! Hum ek saath hote toh hain magar fer bhi hum main judaayi hai...Wo bachon ke saamne muskuraati hai; magar akele main tanhaa rehti hai... ( No! sometimes I feel as of everything is fine but the very next second we are back to square one. Gauri and I are together yet not completely there; We have distances even after bring close. She will smile infront of the kids; but will be distant and aloof whn left alone)

Main kuch kahoon toh uska jawaab toh deti hai magar apni taraf kabhi pehl nhn karti hai wo...om tells him ( She answers me if I ask her something But she doesn't take the intiative to talk to me)

Main nhn jaanta ki mujhe kab tak aise aur sehn karna padega; nhn hai mujhme aur himmat apni he biwi ke saath ajnabiyon ki tarah rehne ki; nhn hai himmat ussse door rehne ki...Nhn kar sakta main yeh naatak ek khush parivaar ka jab wo andar se bilkul khush nhn hai..toot raha hoon main ! Om adds ( I don't know till when can I put up with everything. I don't have it in me to take anymore aloofness from my own wife...I can't act like a happy family when we aren't actually happy...I am breaking)

Mere bache! Sabr rakho...ab tak itna sabr rakha hai toh thoda aur sahi. Itna door aake tum yun haar maanke nhn bhaag sakte...Mujhe yakeen hai ki gauri ka dil pighal chukka hai bas wo dikha nhn rahi hai...Main usse jaanta hoon bache! Wo bas dari hui hai..isiliye aise kar rahi hai..tej explains him ( My child! Keep patience... You have held it strong till now; just a little more distance before you cross the last stretch. You can't give up coming this far my son! I am sure gauri's heart has melted; she isn't just showing it to you. I know her well om. She is scared and that is why she is concealing her feelings; her true feelings. She is afraid to bare down her soul to you)

Sach dad! Om asks him like a lost kid ( Are you serious dad)

Haan mere bache! Sach...tej hugs him; happy that his son has called him dad... ( yes my son! Yes)

They both go and join the others...

Gauri kahan hai puttar daadi asks om ( where is gauri)

Aati he hogi daadi; office main kuch zaroori kaam aagya tha om tells her ( she must be on her way; she was caught up in office)

Waise bhavya bache kahan hai...om asks bhavya seeing the kids missing ( bhavya! Where are the kids?)

Rayan aur omira ko ruvyan ke saath khelna tha toh use le gye...bhavya tells him.. ( rayan and omira have ruvyan to play with him)

Anshi bhi saath gyi hai adds anika feeling hurt that nobody took notice of her daughter ...( anshi has also gone with them)

Ji bhabhi! Theek hai...om tells her ( ok bhabhi! That's fine)

Arey bhavya! Akele kyun behej diya ruvyan ko dono ke saath? Chote hain wo dono...om asks her ( Bhavya! Why did you send ruvyan alone with rayan and omira??)

Chinta mat karo om! Alka leke gyi hai ruvyan ko...aur wo wahin rahe gi bachon ke saath..! jhanvi tells him seeing his care ( Don't worry om! Alka has taken ruvyan; and she will stay there with the kids)

Waise jethani ji aise bhi kya kaam ki ghar main mehmaan aaye hain aur ghar ki maalkin ka kuch ata pta he nhn...pinky tauntingly asks ( Jethani! What work did gauri have that she still isn't home despite having guests at home)

Kahin aisa toh nhn ki gauri humare om ko ek house husbands bna ke bahar office ke bahaane se kisi aur ke saath...pinki starts ( I hope she isn't enjoying somewhere lese after making om a house husband)

Bas kijiye choti maa! Agar kuch acha nhn bol sakti toh kuch bura bolne ka haq bhi nhn hai aapko. Om tells off her angrily ( enough choti maa! You don't have the right to misbehave and speak ill about gauri if you can't be a well wisher)

Waise 5 saal tak gauri ne akele bachon ko sambhaala hai; mera koi role nhn tha isiliye main apni marzi se ruka hoonn ghar pe bachon ko sambhaalne ke liye...Aapki soch bahut choti hai jo aap mujhe house husband samjh bethi hain...Waise main aapko bta doon ki ghar pe rehte hue bhi main orders leta hoon theek waise he jaise pehle leta tha...om adds (Gauri had brought up the kids single handedly for the past 5 years; I had no role in their upbringing so that is why now I have decided to actively get involved in my kids' lives... Too bad for you if you think of me staying back home as me being a house husband...But let me just tell you that I still take orders like I used to before)

Aur pinki mujhe aur tej ko naaz hai humare bte pe...ki wo yeh soch badal raha hai...jhanvi rudely tells her ( And pinki tej and I are proud of our son; that he is changing the mindset...)

Gauri comes back home disheveled...and goes to her room to freshen up after a tiring day.!

Ghar main mehmaan aaye hain aur yeh maharani huh...pinki speaks about gauri in a mocking tone ( Look at her!! What an attitude)

Pinki chup ho jaa! Daadi shuts her up! ( pinki just shut up)

Gauri comes back after changing...greeting everyone she apologizes for the delay!..

Soon everyone moves for dinner...

Mr.oberoi aap bhi beth jaayie; hum serve karwa dete hoon...gauri tells om ( Mr.oberoi pleasebe seated! I will get it served)

Nhn gauri! it's fine...tum beth jaao; main dekhta hoon..om tells gauri caringly waise bhi tum bahut thaki hui lag rahi ho.. he adds later ( no gauri! it's fine.. You sit I will take care of it. Anyways you look tired)

Aap beth jaayie; aapko humari fikar karne ki zaroorat nhn hai...she tells om irking him ( you don't have to be worried for me; just sit down)

Om sits down irritated while gauri serves the dinner.!

The dinner being a silent affair for adults passes smoothly for everyone except om who was highly bothered by gauri's attitude!

Everyone leaves towards their cars except for tej who stays back to speak to gauri...

Gauri beta! Main jaanta hoon ki tum om ko abhi tak maaf nhn kar paayi ho...tej tells her ( gauri my child! I know that you haven't forgivem om yet)

Pappaji! Hum koshish kar rahe hain; kya Karen hum...Darte hain hum bharosa karne se? kaise samjhaye apne dil ko...gauri tells tej ( Pappaji! I am trying; what should I do? I am afraid to trust people? How do I explain my heart?)

Beta! Koshish karne waalon ki kabhi haar nhn hoti...Tum koshish karti jaao! Tum jaanti ho na ki usse tumhare raviye se kitni takleef pahunch rahi hai...Tej asks her ( My child! The people who try never loose... My child I hope you know how distressed he is with your ignorance)

Ji hum jaante hain! Par wo nhn jaante nhn ki hume bhi utni he taqleef ho rahi hai...She tells tej ( Yes! I know...But he doesn't know that I'm equally hurt)

Par aap chinta mat kijiye; humse jo ho sakega hum wo karenge...she adds ( But don't worry pappaji! I will do everything that I can)

Tej leaves satisfied blessing her...

Putting the kids to bed; gauri goes to her room where she sees om pacing around the room...

Gauri! she hears om speak as soon as she enters

She ignores him and continues to search in her wardrobe...

Om gets irritated by her continuous ignorance; frustrated he goes and turns her around holding her shoulders...

Kya lagta hai tumhe? Haan?? Kya karne ki koshish kar rahi ho tum haan? Kyun itna ignore kar rahi ho mujhe jaise main kuch hoon he nhn! ( what do you think?? Haan?? What are you trying to do haan??? Why are you ignoring me as if I am non existant??)

Bolo gauri kuch pooch raha hoon main he shouts making her flinch ( Speak up gauri! I'm asking you something)

Seeing her not respond; he clutches her face and says bolo gauri kyun kar rahi ho aise?? Kya bigaada hai maine tumhara ki tum mujhe yun tadpa rahi ho?? Bolo yaar! Kuch toh bolo... ( Speak up dammit!! Why are you doing this?? What sin have I committed?? Why are you making me yearn ?? Speak up gauri! say something)

One look into her eyes; his hold around her face loosens; in a softer tone he begins

Gauri dekho! Main Jaanta hoon ki tum bahut hurt ho mere kaaran; par poori koshish kar raha hoon apni taraf se ki sab theek ho jaaye. Par gauri sab main akele theek nhn kar sakta; tum thoda toh saath do mera...Do mahine hogye hain; do mahino se main yahan sab kuch chod ke aaya sirf tumhare aur humare bachon ke liye; magar fer bhi tum taiyaar nhn ho mujhe mauka dene ke liye; tum koi mauqa nhn chodti mujhe neecha dikhaane ka; mujhe bahar waalon jaisa feel karwane ka... Main bhi insaan hoon gauri; par main ek kamzor insaan hoon jisse aur bardaash nhn ho raha hai. Thak gya hoon main gauri; thak gaya hoon apni he biwi se aise door reh reh ke...! Agar itna he mushkil hai tumahre liye mujhe mauqa dena toh bolo mujhe main chala jaunga; chala jaaunga main yahan se; sabse bahut door...Itni he nafrat hai agar tumhe mujhse toh nhn aaunga main kabhi tumhare saamne...Lekin please apne saamne mujhe rakh ke aise mat tadpao...Nhn sehn ho raha hai mujhse...Please gauri! Mujhe bachon se badhke tum ho...Bina tumhare mera har sach adhoora hai...Nhn chaheye mujhe bache agar tum meri zindagi main nhn ho toh! Nhn chaheye mujhe yeh zindagi agar isme tumahra saath nhn hai... Main jaa raha hoon gauri. Bas yeh kehna tha tumse ki main haar gya! Nhn jeet paaya main tumhara dil. Ho sake toh maaf kardena apne iss jatadhari hippie ko.

(Gauri look! I know you are very hurt because of me; but I am trying to fix everything.. But gauri I can't do it alone; please be with me. It's been 2 months; 2 months since I am here leaving everything behind just for you and our kids gauri and still you aren't ready to give me a chance. Gauri you don't let go of any chance of taunting me; making me feel like an outsider; even I am a human gauri; a weak person who doesn't have anymore capacity to endure. I'm tired; Tired of staying away from my wife. Gauri tell me I will leave if you can't give me a chance; a chance to prove myself. I will go away from everyone.. I will not show you my face if you hate me so much! But please don't make me crave for you by letting me stay here with you. I can't take it anymore gauri! please. For me; you hold more value than the kids; none of my joys are complete without you...I don't want the kids if you can't be with me in my life...I don't even want this life if I have to stay without you...I am leaving gauri.. I just wanted to let you know that I have lost! I couldn't win back your heart; I couldn't make a place for myself in your heart...Please forgive me if possible; forgive your jathadhari hippie)

Om withdraws his hands from her face and turning around he begins to walk out;

Khud toh sab kuch bol diya..Magar humari baat bina sunne kaise jaa sakte hain aap? Haq nhn hai aapko yun humse moo fair ke jaane ka! Samjhe aap gauri tells om angrily surprising him ( How can you leave without listening to me? You have expressed your feelings; now listen to me... You have no right to turn your face away from me and just walk off. Do you understand?)

Yeh humara ghar hai aur yahan wahi hota hai jo hum chahte hain...adds gauri pulling om from his arms... ( This is my house and everything here moves according to my wish)

Mujhe pta hai ki yeh tumhara ghr hai aur 2 mahine se main wo he kar raha hoon jo tumne mujhse kaha hai...om reminds gauri ( I know this is your house and I have been following you since 2 months)

Aap toh 2 mahine main he thak gye; humne aapke ghar aapka hukum maante hue kitna waqt guzaara tha yaad hai aapko; kaise haalat main rahe the kuch maaloom hai; kaise bartaaw karte the aap humse? Gauri reminds him ( You got tired in 2 months; just 2 months. Do you remember for how long did I stay in your house? Do you in what conditions did I stay? Do you remember the way you behaved with me during that time??)

Jaanta hoon aur maanta bhi hoon; sharminda bhi hoon...Tabhi kaha tha tumse ki main nhn chahta ki tum wo sab karke sharminda ho jo maine kiya tha tumhare saath om tells her with his head hung low ( I know and I agree. I am ashamed that I why I told you that I don't want you to repeat what I had done with you...I don't want you to regret the way I am regretting for my deeds)

Nhn karenge hum wo sab; itna sahaas nhn hai ki hum aapko uss kadar tadapta hua dekh saken jaise hum tadpe the; himmat nhn hai humme aapko waise tootte hue dekhne ki jaise hum toote the... Utna bada dil nhn hai humara jo apne omkaraji ko bikharte hue dekh ke chup rahe...gauri tells him cupping his face ( I won't do any of those things. I am not that heroic to see you ache like I was; I am not that courageous to see you break like I broke; My heart isn't that big too silently see my omkaraji shatter)

Kya kaha aapne nafrat karte hain hum aapse; afsos! Sab kuch kar sakti hai gauri kumara sharma par aapse nafrat nhn kar sakti...gauri says pointing towards him ( what did you say that I hate you? The irony is I could never do that... Gauri kumara sharma can do anything but hate you)

Nafrat toh kabhi kar he nhn paaye; na tab jab aapne humse shaadi karke thukra diya; na tab jab aapne humari bezati kari har pal hume taana diya; na tab jab aapne humare charitar par ungli uthaayi aur na he tab jab aap apne bhai ki problem main itna ulajh gye ki humari anniversary tak bhool gye... Kabhi nhn ki nafrat humne aapse; aur na ke himmat hai karne ki... ( I could never hate you. I didn't hate you when you rejected me after marrying me; I didn't hate you when you hurled insults and taunts towards me; I didn't hate you when you maligned my character, accused me of infedelity..I couldn't hate you when you forgot our anniversary and me just because you were engrossed in helping your brother...I have never hated you and neither do I have the valor to do so)

Aapse nafrat karne se pehle saansein nikal jaayengi humari..she adds ( I will die before my heart starts to hate you)

Nhn! Aisa kabhi mat kehna...om tells her covering her mouth...tumhari saanson ke sahaare he main jee raha hoon; tumhe kuch hogya toh main kaise rahunga gauri...Nhn main tumhe kabhi kuch nhn hone doonga...he adds ( No! please don't ever say that again! I am living just because of you... I will die if something happens to you...I will never let any danger fall on you)

Bahut pyaar karte hain aapse hum; shiddat se mohabbat ki hai aapse humne. Uss din bhi kit hi jab aapne humari maang main apna khoon bharke humse shaadi kit hi; uss din bhi kit hi jab aap hume apni contract biwi bna kar apne ghar legye the; uss din bhi kit hi jab aap hume baryelli se waapis le aaye the... ( I love you a lot! I have loved you with all my heart and soul...I loved you the day you filled my partition with your blood; I loved you when you took me to you home as your contract wife; I loved you when you came to baryelli to win me back...)

Gauri shaayd main tumse kabhi waise pyaar na kar paaun jaise tum mujhse karti ho; shayad main tumhe kabhi waise na pooj paayun jaise tum mujhe poojti ho! Magar fer bhi mujhe mauka de do gauri...Main koshish karna chahta hoon; tumhe pyaar karna chahta hoon; tumhe poojna chahta hoon main Om tells gauri while cupping her face. ( Gauri I might not be able to love you like you do; I might also not be able to worship you like you worship me...But still give me a chance gauri. I want to try; to love you; to idiolize you gauri)

Filled with emotions; gauri just slides down on the floor...Om sits down in front of her and taking her onto his lap swings her...

Gauri bolo na? maaf karogi na mujhe? Nhn tadapaogi na mujhe aur? Khudse door rehne ko nhn khaogi na?? om asks her ( gauri tell me will you forgive me?? You won't make me yearn more right?? You won't tell me to stay away from you right??)

Pta hai inn 2 mahino main mujhe sabse achi neend aayi thi; kyunki tum mere saath thi magar mujhe guilt bhi hai gauri kyunki tum khud apni marzi se nhn aayi thi main tumhe zabardasti sulaata tha toh he aati thi tum... ( do you know that I have had the most peaceful slumber in these past 2 months? It was because you were with me, by my side but gauri I am guilty because you weren't there willingly; I used to forcefully make you sleep next to me)

Kya tum roz mujhe aise chain ki neend sone dogi?? He asks ( Will you let me sleep peacefully everyday for the rest of our lives gauri)

Sirf aapko he nhn; hume bhi sabse achi neend innhi 2 mahino main aayi hai...Ab sirf aap he nhn balki hum bhi sukoon se sona chahte hain...Thak chuke hain hum; ab hum pyaar mehsoos karna chahte hain; khushi mehsoos karna chahte hain..she tells him ( Not just you; even I had the most serene sleep in these months... Even I want to sleep like this everyday... I am tired; I want to feel loved; I want to enjoy happiness)

Aur aapko kyun lagta hai ki aap hume zabardasti sulaate the roz apne saath? Bhooliye mat ki gauri kumari sharma ke saath koi zabardasti kare toh ek jhaap main deewar se sata denge hum use... ( and what makes you think that I didn't willingly sleep with you in the past months? Don't forget that I amm gauri kumara sharma...And I will slap the person who tries to dictate me)

Fer kyun nhn btaya mujhe kabhi?? Mujhe aise laachaar dekh ke bahut maza aata hai kya tumhe?? Pta hai kitna tarsa hoon main tumhare mooh se yeh sab sunne ke liye...Om tells her joining their foreheads... ( Then why did you not tell me?? Did you enjoy seeing me vulnerable? Do you have any idea how I was waiting to hear these words to quench my thirst...)

Khair koi baat nhn! Mujhe koi shikaayat nhn hai..Mujhe garv hai ki maine yeh sab mehnat tumahre liye ki; yeh tapasya tumahre liye ki maine aur safal ho gya mera pran...He adds ( anyways! Let that go because I have no complaints; I am proud that I have worked had for you; All this asceticisim that I did for you is now finally complete)

Kaise nhn safal hote aap! Kabhi nhn haarne de sakte hain hum aapko... Jab tak hum zinda hain hum humesha koshish karenge ki humare jatadhari hippie har cheez main jeete; aapki jeet main he humari khushi hai... She tells him emotionally ( How would it not have completed?? I can never let you lose.. till my last breath I will strive hard to make you win...My happiness lie in your victory)

Aur tumhari khushi main meri zindagi! Om tells her ( and my life is dependent on your happiness)

Gauri hugs him; burying her face in the crook of his neck she places a small kiss...

Om with all his might hugs her back to never let her go...!!

I love you she whispers hugging him

I love you too he replies with all the love he possesses for her...

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