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#6 OS - Her Ex-Husband!
Broken vases, scattered flowers and his throbbing pulse was all I witnessed when I dashed into the room. I had ran as fast as I could in that tight fitting piece of nothing. I wonder how women even wear such clothes. That wasn't important, he was. I was struggling to breathe, and was slightly relaxed to find him okay. I knew he only looked okay. I had very well recognised those emotions that his bluish green orbs had flaunted at the restaurant. I know think that it perhaps wasn't a good idea at all. Certainly not when I was a person with whom everything went wrong. Tripping wasn't a part of the plan, the meeting was. Shivaay had clearly mistakened my meeting with Siddhart as a date with a certain Rohit. But, the moment his arms were on my arms, I knew what would have crossed his heart.
There wasn't a typical husband wife relationship between us. But those sparks, those feelings were not absent. Shivaay had also shown the desire to take our relationship to another level. But at that time, there was too much for me to handle. How could I give myself to a man , I was going to snatch myself from. Certainly not. That would be terrible.
I saw his bleeding palm. Darn it! Whyvdid he have to hurt himself. I picked up the first aid box and walked straight to him. He shoved me off. I glared at him in anger. "Shivaay!" I scolded when once again he pushed me off.
He scowled at me. I was ready to take none of his tantrums. I pulled his hand and started bandaging it at once. Jeez, the pain must have been bad!
Once I was done he looked at me, in a way that I never would want him to look at me in. I would rather die then to take that look from him.
"How long have you been with this Rohit?"
I didn't respond. I simply looked ta the floor. Did he really think of me to be with any man except him?
"Was this on even when you were with me?"
The damage to my heart was done. I looked up at him. "How can you think so low of me!"
"I see now, I heard that day enough of things my Anika would never say. Now I am confused. For how long have I been blind and deaf! I mean look at you, this isn't the Anika I know, or at least I thought I knew." He spat.
"Not a word more Shivaay. I might forget that what you were..." Tears made way to my eyes. He was still my husband. I still loved him. No matter what I would always. Why does he make me want to hate him.
"A no one!" He replied. "What, what exactly did I not give you ? What is it that, that you had to turn away from me?"
I simply gave one last long look, and made my way to the door. Things shouldn't be going this way.
He shut the door before I could leave. "I need my answers!" He demanded.
" I have nothing to say, I m not answerable to you Mr. Oberoi not anymore!"
"Does he..?" He walked closer to me. "Does his touch feel better than mine?" He ran his fingers down the length of my arm. I shuddered but couldn't back off. His words were like powerful blows that left me nothing but bruised.
"I don't deserve this Shivaay!" I cried, meeting his eyes. I could sense he was slightly drunk now that he was closer to me.
He pushed me over, and my back hit the wall. "Did I deserve what you gave me? The way you left me? Do I deserve to see you like this in front of a man other than me?"
I cried. No he din't. Perhaps he never deserved me. Deserved someone better. Who could keep his tender heart from breaking. Who could fit not just his but also his family's life perfectly.
"You deserve better Shivaay." I spoke with tears blurring my vision. I could see his tears well up in his eyes. I turned aside to leave, but found him hugging me from behind.
"Don't!" He pleaded.
I closed my eyes standing there as his arms wrapped around me. His kisses like butterflies were all over my hair and side face.
I turned to look at him. "Do you think of me like tha...
" No. I don't! " he answered before I could even ask.
I couldn't resist my feelings anymore. I kissed his forehead. My lips on their own found a trail down to his lips. I found myself kissing him insane. My arms were everywhere over him. My arms seemed to have lost the ability to connect to my brain, they were on their own. His arms were gently sliding to and fro on my waist. I broke apart breathing hard. My cheeks felt hot. He was still looking at me with those innocent eyes, still asking me not to leave. I couldn't break his heart, not again.
I teased him with my bites andkissed him with my lips soon enough. We were everything but us sans anything. His bare skin felt warm against mine cold. He simply nibbled on to my shoulder as I lay on top of him. He was not wild, neither demanding. He simply had his arms around me, perhaps he still feared I would leave.
"Shivaay!" I whispered. He responded with a kiss on my shoulder.
"You don't have to do this Anika." He said straight.
My heart skipped a beat.
"I want you." I simply said.
"No. You know I want you !"
I had tears blurring my vision once again. I bit my lips from crying. A tear slipped down on his shoulder, from my closed eyes.
Before I had even realized, I was beneath him and he looked at me. I closed my eyes, he would read them I was afraid.
His hand slowly wiped my tears. His lips were slowly kissing my cheeks.
Giving one long stare at me he got up. I sat up confused. But what got into me suddenly even I dint know. But I dint want him to leave not now. I sat up and pushed myself closer to him. I was kissing his lips like a maniac, and moving my hands over his bare chest. I pushed him down. Finally his hands responded with the same madness.
His one hand moved soothingly to my back,and caressed it lightly,while the other tightened round my waist pulling me closer of that was possible.
He gritted his teeth,and inhaled sharply. "Anika." He moaned.
It wasn't long before he was crazily moving his hand over my body and his lips alike. His teeth marking every bit of me.
I closed my eyes as I felt a sharp sting. He kissed me gently. His hands soothingly rubbing over me. He pulled back and my cry faded away into his mouth.
He stroked my bare belly looking at me. My eyes were closed but I could feel his eyes over me. I couldn't meet his eyes then.
The next morning I had disappeared, before he would wake up. But I had been stupid to think he would ignore the night outright.
He slammed the door shut and entered my room. I was startled, and dropped the pile of clothes in hand. " You should have knocked. "
"Stop it!"
I looked up at him.
"Stop this drama!"
"It is you, who goes around creating scenes everywhere." I reminded him.
"What about last night?"
I closed my eyes. A sense of being truly married to him ran through every cell of my body.
"You are my wife and see how I win you back." He was right behind me.
"No. Shivaay you are getting it all wrong. I..."
"You can't lie. Not anymore. I am going to find the truth." He whispered into my ears.
"No." I almost screamed. I had to put up a reason.
"I don't love you, Shivaay!"
He turned me to face him, and titled up my chin. Everything about him was pulling me ike magic. His soft hard hands squeezed at my waist, and I found my hand against his chest. I could feel the crazy hammering of his heart.
I gulped as he looked down at me, bringing his lips closer to mine. My eyes shut on automatic. Before late I found myself crazily responding to his kiss.
"Do you still have something to say ?" He rubbed his knuckles like feathers against my cheeks.
"Let's go back...to being us. Shift back in my room."
"It's not that easy Shivaay."
"I don't know what you fear. But there is one thing you should know. I am nothing without you."
"Shivaay! You..deserve someone better."
"Are your fears bigger than your love for me?" He asked frankly.
I nodded in a no.
He wiped my tears. "Then come back. We won't let each other sink. I don't know about you but I am afraid Anika, I will drown without you."
"Shivaay!" I whispered hugging him. "I won't let you.."
"I know!" He almost crushed me in the hug.
"Shivaay!" I said asking him to free me.
He laughed. After ages I saw him like that. "How about a date with your ex husband today? I won't mind of you want to dress like .."
I hit him on the shoulder. " I can be me with you. " he smiled.
And I lost to that smile. I pressed my lips against his, I was madly in love with my ex husband!
*The End.
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