Ishita hold raman tight and called his name aloud only to get no response. Ishita ran and called the watchman. He himself was coming running to tell her something when ishita said-raman ki tabiyat bahut kharab hai, help me to take him to the car.
Watchman nodded and both took raman to the car. Ishita settled on the driver's seat and drove fastly to the nearest hospital. Soon she reached and called for help. Ward boy came running to ishita and all took raman inside. Ishita told the doctor to treat him asap.
Doc saw raman and said-i can't treat him, yeh toh suicide case lag raha hai, it's police case.
Ishita start crying hearing this. She fell on doctor's feet and said-please dont say like this, please save him. I don't have anyone else then him. Agar raman ko kuch ho gaya toh main mar jaungi aur mere saath mera hone wala bachcha bhi, so think not one but three lives r at stake. Please save us, main khud police ko bula dungi but for now save him, warna woh nahi bachenge, please doctor please. She said pleading crying bitterly.
Doctor felt bad and said-ok I am treating him, Aap please baith jaiye.
Ishita got up happily while doctor told the ward boys to take raman inside.
An hour passed since raman was in, ishita was pacing to and fro in tension waiting for some good news when doctor came out. She ran to him and asked about Raman.
Doc-he is fine, sleeping pills ka overdose ho gaya hai. Main toh unhe treat bhi nahi karta as it was a police case but had to do it for u.
Ishita folded her hand in gratitude and thanked him.
Doc-dont do that, go and see him. He is in room no. 436.
Ishita nodded and went to his room. He was sitting keeping his head in between his legs. Ishita was just standing near to him. Feeling someone's gaze he raised his head.
He saw her glaring at him with blood shot red eyes.
Raman was about to say something but before that he received a tight slap.
Ishita clutched his collar and said-how dare u do that, Ek baar bhi mere yaa hamare bachche ke baare mein nahi socha. Yeh nahi socha how I will live without u. I hate u raman, I really hate u for giving me so much pain.she said while Raman was looking at her smiling.
Ishita slapped him again and said-why u r laughing, main joke kaha kya. She said glaring him.
Raman nodded and said-nahi, but smiling thinking, I hurt u so much, dusri ladki ke aaya, declared her as my wife but u never slapped me aur aaj maar rahi ho when u hurt myself. Ab bhi itna pyaar kaise kar sakti ho mujhse.
Ishita-coz I am not like u, mera pyaar aapke pyaar ko tarah badalta nahi hai. If I started to love u, I will continue to love u, no matter what happens. Aur aapko khud ko takleef dene ki izzajat nahi hai, if u ever tried this again naa, trust me I will kill u. She said and start crying bitterly while he took her in tight hug. Ishita took hugged him back and continued crying while Raman was just trying hard to console her.
After sometime, when her sob lessen, he said-i am sorry jaan. It was a mistake, I didn't try to commit suicide, kar hi nahi sakta, I can't leave u and our baby alone. It was just a mistake. He said making ishita look at him.
Raman -yes, actually I was not feeling sleepy, was very disturbed so took few sleeping pills, but neend hi nahi aayi. Then take few more but phir bhi nahi aayi. Unknowingly I consumed the whole bottle aur phir pata hi nahi chala kya hua. I am sorry, main disturb tha aur yeh ho gaya.
Ishita-and why u were disturbed, because of me or because of that Shagun.
Raman -no actually Shagun ki galti, he was saying when realised she is nowhere.
Raman -shagun Kahan hai.
Ishita -ab bhi Shagun, Raman. I am understanding what is between u two that u r so worried for her.
Raman -i will tell u everything but for now we have to find Shagun. Tumhe pata hai Kahan hai Shagun.
Ishita -i don't know and I don't care too. Hogi kahin.
Raman got up and said-we have to find her, isse pehle ki uske saath kuch galat ho jaaye.
Ishita-but u r not fine raman.
Raman -I am good jaan, we have to find her. He said and was going out but stopped seeing ishita still sitting there.
Raman -jaan, chalo.
Ishita-why should I, u go and find ur wife. U r so worried for her. Meri kisi ko koi fikar nahi hai.
Raman -please jaan don't say like this, I will explain everything but now please come with me.
Ishita wasn't moving a bit when he said-please jaan, for ur raman.
Ishita looked at him with moist eyes hearing this while he was looking at her with pleading eyes. Ishita got up and walked behind him. Raman settled on the passenger's seat while ishita settled on the wheels.
Ishita-kahan dhoondhna hai usse.
Raman -i don't know where to find her but I had to find her ,warna main khud ko maaf nahi kar paaunga.
Ishita looked at Raman and was about to say something when something strike her mind.
Ishita-raman when I was going to call the watchman for help he was coming to me to say something. May be he knows about shagun. Call him and ask.
Raman took the phone and called the watchman only to know that Shagun is in his house and she is unconscious.
Raman -we r coming, u call a doctor for her. He said while ishita looked away wiping her tears. Raman told her to drive and ishita drove towards their home.
Soon they reached their society and then to the watchman's house only to see doctor checking shagun.
Ishra went inside and stand in a side.
Doc -inka bp bahut high tha,toh stress se faint ho gayi .i have given injection, she will get conscious in few hours.
Raman nodded and asked -and how's the baby?? He asked making ishita shocked to wits. She got disbalanced only to held by raman.she looked at him with accused eyes while Raman signalled her that he will explain anything.
Doc -baby is fine. And so is the mother.
Raman -thank u doctor. He said and paid him fees. He went while Raman thanks the watchman and told him to take Shagun to their apartment while he was holding ishita tight knowing well that she needs his support now.
Watchman picked Shagun and start going upstairs while Raman was taking ishita up who was walking lifelessly with him.
Watchman was taking Shagun to Ishra bedroom when Raman told him to keep her in guest room. Watchman did so and raman give him some money too.
Raman covered the quilt over shagun and came out only to see ishita looking at him for an answer. He picked her in his arms and took her to their bedroom.
Ishita-leave me raman and answer me, what's happening.
Raman -u just wait, I am telling everything, saying so he make her sit on the bed comfortably and went out.
After sometime, Raman came with fruits and juice and gave ishita to have it.
Ishita just looked away when Raman start feeding her and said-shagun is not my wife. He said making ishita shocked.
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