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Tadap ki saath saath Possessivekara bhi milega..

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Hmm.. i am planning to make Gauri withhold to the maximum possible extent.. afterall self respect ki savaal hai..

Omie have to undergo lot of dharamsankat.. 😛😆

Khoye hue mil gaye..par pyaar nahi hai.. takkar chal rahi hai.. 😆

devdaas possessive bhi ho gaya..😆

Chapter 7

Gauri kind of guessed what to expect. She opened the door with a calm face. Omkaara was standing at door. He spoke hastily when she opened the door..

"Gauri, tumse kuch baat karni hai.. akele mein.. Please" his tone was yearning.

"Andar aayiye.."

She just closed the door. It was a small but beautifully maintained house.

"Baitiye.. mein aathi hoon.." She went inside to get something.

Omkaara sat on the little 2 seater sofa. He was full of it.. There were no other chairs for her to sit.. He just looked around. Her mother's photo was hanging in the wall with mala and small diya. Omkaara was shocked.

Gauri came outside with a glass of mosambi juice. Omkaara was feeling sorry for her mother passing away. She didn't even tell this to anyone in the household. She had no one other than her mother. If she had passed away, is she living all alone?

"Gauri.. wo teri maa..?" He couldn't complete the sentence..

"Haan .. Guzar chuke hain.. 6 mahine pehle.." Her voice had a control not to break down. She looked down.

"Am very sorry Gauri.. Tumne akele itna kuch sambhala?"

"Haan aur koi nahin hain.. humhaare liye karne waale.." She just said it plainly.

Omkaara felt like a slap on face. His face fell. She is indirectly saying she doesn't consider him family, not anymore.. If she did, definitely she would have told him during such a difficult situation. Gauri noticed his face. Something softened inside her. She scolded herself for doing that. She kept that juice infront of him.

"Ye lijiye.. juice.. pee lijiye.."

Omkaara was in no mood to drink that juice.. But he didn't want to refuse whatever she is giving.

"Batayiye kya baat karni hai aap ko?"

There was a knock at the door.. "Kaun hai..?"

"Gauri bitiya.. main hoon.."

It was driver Shyam.. He wanted to check on Gauri's safety.

"Wo tumhaari ghar mein mehmaan aaya hain na.. Issliye kuch chahiye to.. chachi se pooch lo.. teek hai bitiya?"

Gauri understood and was moved by his concern..

"Wo.. shyam bhaiyya.. Sir ko main jaanti hoon.. Kaam ki silisile mein aaye hain.. main sambhaloongi.. teek hai na.." Gauri smiled.. The man went with a satisfactory smile.

She turned towards Omkaara.. "Wo Shyam bhaiyya.. humhe apni behen samajthe hain.. aap naye hain na.. issliye thoda gabra gaye hain.. bahut ache hain uski poori parivaar.."

"Har koi mujh jaisa fool nahi hote Gauri.. Shayaad usko tumhaari value pata hain.." Omkaara came straight to the point.

Gauri was surprised. What.. is he..?

"Aap kehna kya chahte hain?"

Omkaara looked at her. "Sorry" would be understatement to what he did her. He went near her and held her hand.. Gauri was trying to pull away immediately. Omkaara was not leaving it and knelt down before her.

"Tum pe shak karke maine bahut badi galti ki.. Gauri.. Meri zindagi ki sabse bahut badi galti hai yeh.. aur tumhe bahut taqleef diya.. Main jaanta hoon.. sorry shabd bhi iss situation ke liye understatement hain.. Par mujhe apni galtiyon ki ehsaas ho gaya.. Please mujhe maaf kar dena Gauri.."

Gauri pulled her hands out..

"aap ko saare sach kaisa our kisse pata chala.."

Omkaara told the whole detective story and how he came to know..

Gauri listened patiently. "Acha hai.. aapko saare sach pata chal hi gaya.. aakhir.. Dobara kisi bhi ladki ki aadha adhura sach jaankar, usse taqleef mat pahoonchiye.."

Omkaara was shocked with this reply. Is she saying him to move on.. or has she moved on?

"Gauri.. Meri zindagi mein tumhaari alava kisi ke liye jaga nahi.." Omkaara said in a firm tone.

"Humhaari shaadi ek contract thi, ek naukri thi.. jo poori ho chuki thi.. Omkaara ji.. Shaayad aap bhool gaye.. ab naahi aap shaadi shuda hai.. naahi main.."

"To humhaari shaadi ki koi matlab nahi thi?"

"Thi.. ab nahi hai.."

"Ab nahi hai.. matlab.. kya hai.?"

"Matlab.. humhari shaadi ek sauda thi.. wo sauda kab se khatam ho gaya.. aur hum alag hue.. to kaise matlab ho sakthe hain ab?"

"Gauri mere taraf dekho.. Batao.. kya main tumhaari pati nahi hoon?"

Gauri didn't want to see him and answer that.. She might lose her control over her emotions.. She didn't want to give up.. She has suffered a lot for loosing herself in his ocean eyes..

"Mere liye iss duniye mein ab koi nahi hain.."

"Jo harkatein maine kiye.. isski baad.. it's fair enough tum mujhe nafrat karo.. Par sach mein kya tum mujhe nafrat karti ho.. issliye aise baatein kar rahi ho..?"

"Main kyon nafrat karoon aapse.. Mujhe koi nafrat nahi.. aur chahat bhi nahi.." Her tone was cold and disinterested. Omkaara couldn't take anymore.

"Gauri please.. aise baatein mat karo naa.. please..." his voice was yearning now.. "Main jaanta hoon.. ki I have hurt you a lot.. Aur main tumse baar baar apologize karne ke liye bhi tayyar hoon.. Par please.. tum aise baatein mat karo.. Jo bhi saza deni hai, mere saath hokar de do.. Main aur seh nahi saktha hoon Gauri.. Laut aao.. meri zindagi mein.. Please.."

Gauri was shocked.

"Nahi omkaaraji.. Maaf kijiye.. yeh nahi ho saktha.."

"Please Gauri.. aisa mat kaho.. tumhaari gussa jayaz hai.. par toda tandi dimaag se soch lo, hum dono ki rishthe sirf contract nahi hai.. ye tum bhi jaante ho.. main bhi jaanta hoon.. tum meri best buddy bhi ho.. remember..? Kya tum apni best friend ki ek ghatiya galati nahi maaf kar sakthi ho Gauri..?"

Gauri was silent.. Omkaara continued..

"Main tumhaari alaava kisi ka nahi ho saktha hoon Gauri.. Yeh sach mujhe baad mein hi pata chala.. Jab tum thi mere saamne, mujhe gusse ki alava kuch nahi realize hua.. Par ab main jaan chukka hoon.. Main sirf tumhaare saath jeena chahtha hoon.. Gauri.. Please ek mauka do.. mere liye"

Gauri had seen many faces of him.. emotional, heroic, vulnerable, anger, frustration, depression, doubtful, fierce.. but she is witnessing this Omkaara for the first time. The omkaara who saved her from goonda's with a heroic nature, who held the sword empty handed for her.. is pleading before her like a child.. It did melt Gauri's heart a little but her wounds were too deep to heal from this.

"Omkaara ji.. aap please aise baat mat kijiye.. Agar aapko sach mein.. ehsaas hua mere baare mein.. to teek hai.. aapko maaf kiya.. par aise hi chod dijiye please.. dobara main yeh sab sehna nahi chahthi.. Meri zakkam bahut gehri hai.. please mujhe aise hi chod dijiye.. apne liye ek achi ladki chun lijiye jo aap ke liye har hissab se sahi ho.."

"Bas karo Gauri.. Main already tumse keh chukka hoon ki tumhaari alava main kisi aur ladki ke saath rehna nahi chahtha. Mujhe sirf tumhaari pyaar chahiye.."

"Pyaar.." Gauri smiled bitterly. "Aise giri hui aurat se aapko kaise pyaar hogaya?"

Omkaara knew this would come.. He tried to move near her.. Gauri stepped back a little. "Gauri.. please.. Mujse bahut badi galti hogayi.. I shouldn't have accused with these cheap words.. Par I was under misconception. Par ab sab clear hogayi.. Please ho saktha hai.. to yeh sab baatein bhool jao.."

"Bhool jao.. itna aasani se kehrahe naa aap.. bhool jao.. Kaali taakur humhaari izzat ko tez pahoonchane ki kosish kiya, par aap.. humhaari aatma samman ko tod diya.. aur aap chahte ho ki main sab bhool jaon.. Main ek baat poochon aapse, kya uss raat main aapki paas ayi thi ya aap meri paas aye the? Main aapko phasa rahi thi ya aap humhe phasa rahe the? Aap pee chuke the aur apni ghatiya zaroorat ke liye humhe isthamal karna chah rahe the.. maine aapko dur jo kar diya aap ko itna gussa aaya.. samaj kya rahe the aap.. aapne contract ke liye paise dethe hi.. jo chahe sab kar sakthe hain?.. main kya paise keliye khud ko biknewaali.. " Gauri stopped in disgust. She couldn't complete the sentence. Completing it would be a disrespect to her own self.

<to be continued>

and then omkara want to apologise ufff... idiot fir se yaha glt if you want her in life you have accept your feelings and apologies and reconcile and you have to have manaofying vaala attitude...

Gauri's outburst on him was justified...

Ok she can forgive or may be she will accept but todha tadpao todha jalao fir maan jao... itni punishment toh bnti hai mr omkara singh oberoi k liye...

he hurted her so much with his words...

if it was someone other than gauri she would have slapped him...her questions are right...he came to her at that night when he was drunk..he was attracted to her but when she protest he said poisonous things which any girl can never forget...and one day the same person appears in front of you and say forgive me...will you forgive him...never...om deserved this and I really don't want gauri to forgive him so easily...he should earn it