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I want to Apologize first for this Looonnnggg delay in the update...I am fine with all of your's disrupted interest to read this in continuation...I was working on a song, If you guys would like to see...It's a fusion for SANAM RE...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2r4A0L92ZTE
and finally the update is here... and it is BIG ONE😊
Part 5
There ain't anyone apart from Shivaay in her immediate vicinity to help her with her pain and she is not ready to take one more help of him. He will ask a return for this too. She thinks, while laying in his embrace.
"I'm sorry Anika, this...ummm..this, I had to do!" he speaks, little hesitant about him seeing her little too much.
"Hmmm.." a tear roll out.
" Shivaay, I want to sleep properly, I am feeling tired out of it" wanting to get out of his embrace, asking for a much needed sleep.
" But how will you lay on bed, stay here with me, I will hold you, try and get some sleep." he asks
"No...I can't"
"Why Anika?" he asks concerned.
"Because,one day you will ask me to return this also." he gets emotional but hold her tears.
He feels the building guilt inside, after all what just happened was because of him, infact everything that happened was because of him, if he wanted all this could have been avoided and if not, she could not have been part of this. But it's him who put her in everything and above all, asks her to return everything.
The matter of the fact is, he has to return her alot.
He sighs in guilt and Anika tries to move out of him. As she tries to get up, he asks her "Anika..."
She doesn't respond back and continues to make her bed with pain inside and out.
Somehow she manages to slide pillows behind her and make them tight so that she continues to sleep on her side.
And there he keeps on looking at her and she looks back to him while laying. His eyes are moist and she can see them clearly.
"Sojao Shivaay"
"Nahi.."
Next Day early morning, Anika tries to move on her back but Shivaay holds her. As she opens her eyes, she finds him with red eyes.
In her soft sleepy tone, she asks him " You are not sleeping"
"Nahi..."
"Your eyes are red Shivaay.."
"So is your wound, its bleeding Anika" he cuts her and gestures her to get up. He helps her to get up and sit straight. She can feel the blood on her back as it itches and wound hurts.
He gets first aid box.
"Shivaay, don't!" she gestures to stop him.
"Why...Anika it's bleeding, your shirt is getting red" he questions a little aggressive.
"I don't want you to see me again.." speaks straight.
They look into each other eyes.
Anika with all her efforts to even walk up till bathroom to look to her wounds fails, as she is about to stumble Shivaay holds her carefully " Ab aaram se sunogi ya nahi..."
" I don't want you to see me, not now, not ever..." things getting on her nerves.
" I can't blindfold and aid your wound..now stop acting stupid and let me handle this...PLEASE!" he orders his request to her.
"Sit" he speaks straight.
While she sits, she closes her eyes as he pulls her shirt up, she covers herself with her hands.
She is more nervous this time of him sending chills to her spine rather her own pain. Where as Shivaay concentrates on dressing her.
After almost 10 minutes, he finds his thoughts, wrecking his brain. He is touching her, she is not denying, he bends and send soothing breeze on her back, bare back, she mouns " Shivaay"..
He loses his control and just then hearing his name from her, he kisses on her bare back...She tighten her grip on the couch, shuts her eyes as if lost all the pain in a go..
He kisses her once more, as she doesn't stop, he continues to move up, removes her hair, turns her face to side and gives a peck on her cheeks.
"Shivaay" she breaks him.
"I need to dress." she speak . "Yeah" he surrender his thoughts there. He helps her to put on her dress.
In disbelief to what he just did, he didn't feel it wrong just the wrong timing may be. He watches her to go to her bed and sleep. This time she doesn't see him but he keeps on looking at her.
At around 10 noon when Shivaay brings her breakfast, she avoids him. He places the plate on the side table.
"Anika, your breakfast is here" he tells her.
"Anika.." he speaks again as she is in no mood to look at him, she is feeling embarrassed.
He understands and gets out of the room leaving the food there. He make sure no one calls her today and timing also helps him as much of family members are not around.
He calls a doctor at home, She put two stitches on her wound and comes out of doing everything
" Stitches would not have been required but still since it's bleeding, she will be fine soon" she assures Shivaay giving her all instructions to him.
Shivaay drops the doctor and goes to the room again.
"You got Stitches.." to start a conversation between them as he hasn't heard her all day, he was getting restless.
"Good, I got Stitches.." She speaks straight but not looking at him. He comes nearby and sits.
As she feels his breath on her shoulder again, she tries to move but he holds her hand.
"Don't run Anika, your dressing will be done by me...ONLY BY ME" and he smiles.
"No way.." she cuts him.
" The TOUCH 'O' CLOCK is at 8 PM and early 4 AM, run where ever you want to.." he smiles and gesture his assurance of him doing all her dressing despite how hard she can try to run away.
and finally the update is here... and it is BIG ONE😊
Part 5
There ain't anyone apart from Shivaay in her immediate vicinity to help her with her pain and she is not ready to take one more help of him. He will ask a return for this too. She thinks, while laying in his embrace.
"I'm sorry Anika, this...ummm..this, I had to do!" he speaks, little hesitant about him seeing her little too much.
"Hmmm.." a tear roll out.
" Shivaay, I want to sleep properly, I am feeling tired out of it" wanting to get out of his embrace, asking for a much needed sleep.
" But how will you lay on bed, stay here with me, I will hold you, try and get some sleep." he asks
"No...I can't"
"Why Anika?" he asks concerned.
"Because,one day you will ask me to return this also." he gets emotional but hold her tears.
He feels the building guilt inside, after all what just happened was because of him, infact everything that happened was because of him, if he wanted all this could have been avoided and if not, she could not have been part of this. But it's him who put her in everything and above all, asks her to return everything.
The matter of the fact is, he has to return her alot.
He sighs in guilt and Anika tries to move out of him. As she tries to get up, he asks her "Anika..."
She doesn't respond back and continues to make her bed with pain inside and out.
Somehow she manages to slide pillows behind her and make them tight so that she continues to sleep on her side.
And there he keeps on looking at her and she looks back to him while laying. His eyes are moist and she can see them clearly.
"Sojao Shivaay"
"Nahi.."
Next Day early morning, Anika tries to move on her back but Shivaay holds her. As she opens her eyes, she finds him with red eyes.
In her soft sleepy tone, she asks him " You are not sleeping"
"Nahi..."
"Your eyes are red Shivaay.."
"So is your wound, its bleeding Anika" he cuts her and gestures her to get up. He helps her to get up and sit straight. She can feel the blood on her back as it itches and wound hurts.
He gets first aid box.
"Shivaay, don't!" she gestures to stop him.
"Why...Anika it's bleeding, your shirt is getting red" he questions a little aggressive.
"I don't want you to see me again.." speaks straight.
They look into each other eyes.
Anika with all her efforts to even walk up till bathroom to look to her wounds fails, as she is about to stumble Shivaay holds her carefully " Ab aaram se sunogi ya nahi..."
" I don't want you to see me, not now, not ever..." things getting on her nerves.
" I can't blindfold and aid your wound..now stop acting stupid and let me handle this...PLEASE!" he orders his request to her.
"Sit" he speaks straight.
While she sits, she closes her eyes as he pulls her shirt up, she covers herself with her hands.
She is more nervous this time of him sending chills to her spine rather her own pain. Where as Shivaay concentrates on dressing her.
After almost 10 minutes, he finds his thoughts, wrecking his brain. He is touching her, she is not denying, he bends and send soothing breeze on her back, bare back, she mouns " Shivaay"..
He loses his control and just then hearing his name from her, he kisses on her bare back...She tighten her grip on the couch, shuts her eyes as if lost all the pain in a go..
He kisses her once more, as she doesn't stop, he continues to move up, removes her hair, turns her face to side and gives a peck on her cheeks.
"Shivaay" she breaks him.
"I need to dress." she speak . "Yeah" he surrender his thoughts there. He helps her to put on her dress.
In disbelief to what he just did, he didn't feel it wrong just the wrong timing may be. He watches her to go to her bed and sleep. This time she doesn't see him but he keeps on looking at her.
At around 10 noon when Shivaay brings her breakfast, she avoids him. He places the plate on the side table.
"Anika, your breakfast is here" he tells her.
"Anika.." he speaks again as she is in no mood to look at him, she is feeling embarrassed.
He understands and gets out of the room leaving the food there. He make sure no one calls her today and timing also helps him as much of family members are not around.
He calls a doctor at home, She put two stitches on her wound and comes out of doing everything
" Stitches would not have been required but still since it's bleeding, she will be fine soon" she assures Shivaay giving her all instructions to him.
Shivaay drops the doctor and goes to the room again.
"You got Stitches.." to start a conversation between them as he hasn't heard her all day, he was getting restless.
"Good, I got Stitches.." She speaks straight but not looking at him. He comes nearby and sits.
As she feels his breath on her shoulder again, she tries to move but he holds her hand.
"Don't run Anika, your dressing will be done by me...ONLY BY ME" and he smiles.
"No way.." she cuts him.
" The TOUCH 'O' CLOCK is at 8 PM and early 4 AM, run where ever you want to.." he smiles and gesture his assurance of him doing all her dressing despite how hard she can try to run away.
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