Next morning,raman opened his eyes feeling someone's head on his hand and saw ishita sleeping keeping her head on his hand.he got up in a jiffy making ishita stir in her sleep.
He look around and saw he was in his bedroom.he rubbed his eyes conforming that she is actually ishita .after confirming that she is ishita,he got confused.
Raman-what she is doing in my room,did I call her.no I remember very well that I told her to go from my room.then what she is doing here,why she is sleeping in my room that to holding my hand.he was thinking and getting restless why a girl is in his room.did he do anything wrong with her.
He tried hard to remember and finally remembered the happenings of the last night,how he was feeling restless and was about to fall when she hold him and make him sleep.he was relieved thinking he didn't do anything wrong with her but she was just helping him.
Raman-thank u ishita for being with me in one of my hardest time.i couldn't thank u enough for ur help.if u would not be with me yesterday I don't know what would have happened with me.thank u so much ,he said looking at her and was lost in her innocent face .she was sleeping hugging herself while her face has turned red and she was looking too innocent.
He couldn't stop himself from caressing her beautiful face and found that her face is red due to cold.she is shivering badly as the AC was too low making the room too cold .
Raman got up in a jiffy and said-shit she is too cold ,what should I do.shall I wake her up and tell her to go.no no she has wasted much of her time for me.i should pick her and took her to her room.but what if someone will see me like this and misunderstand me.kya karun ,he was thinking when something clicked his mind.
Raman-yes,yahin thik rahega.thinking so she picked her in his arms and tucked her in his bed.he covered her properly and went to freshen up,while ishita slept peacefully getting the warmth.
After half an hour,raman came out in his bathrobe as usual forgetting about ishita being in his room.he wore his pant and was wearing his shirt when Ishita got up saying-miku meri coffee.
Raman turned to get hearing her voice buttoning his shirt more fastly while she was opening her droppy eyes stretching her arms over her head.she open her eyes and look raman standing in front of her wearing his shirt,she look around and saw herself in his bed.
Ishita-kya hua,main yahan kaise ,raman ke bed par.hamari shaadi ho gayi kya.but mujhe toh kuch yaad hi nahi.she was thinking when Raman said-thank u ishita for helping me last night.
Ishita look at him when he continued- actually I am so used to those pills that I was feeling so restless without them.i was feeling that my head will explode anytime but thanks to u ,u took care of me.
Ishita smiled hearing this from him and said-dont thank me sir,aapka khayal rakhna hi toh kaam hai mera.its my job.she said making his face fell.
Raman-ofcourse u r doing this coz u r my caretaker.its just ur job naa.he said meekly.
Raman-(st)why r u feeling bad raman,u r destined to be alone.she is taking care of u coz it's her job.she don't have any other feeling for u.he was thinking when ishita said-if u dont mind can I ask u something.
Raman-hmm,he said absentmindedly.
Ishita-why u r so addicted to those medicines.they r dangerous for u.aapko pata hai usse nervous breakdown bhi ho sakta hai.
Raman-how do u know.
Ishita-I read about them sir.
Raman-kahan.
Ishita-in Google,these r antidepressants pills.usse kuch der ka relief jarur milta hai but it did a permanent damage to the mind.
Raman-tumne yeh sab Google mein padha.but why.he asked in surprise.
Ishita-coz I want to see u alright.kal raat ko aapki halat dekh kar main bahut darr gayi thi,u were begging me for those pills.kisi cheez ki itni aadat nahi daalni chahiye ki uske bina aisi haalat ho jaaye.aapko apna khayal rakhna chahiye.
Raman smiled a little and said-for whom I should take care,i don't have anyone.i am all alone ishita.kisi ko koi fark nahi padhta ki main kaisa hoon,kisi ko mere hone nahi hone se koi fark nahi padhta.he sais almost crying.
Ishita felt bad at his words ,she so wanted to took him in a bone crushing hug and sooth all his pain,but she don't know how he will react.will he share his pain with her or not ,so she said-aisa nahi hai sir,koi naa koi har kisi ke liye hota hai.bhagwaan ji ne har kisi ke liye koi aisa khaas banaya hota hai ,jiske liye aap important honge, aapki muskaan maayne rakhegi.u just have to find her.ho sakta hai puri duniya ke liye aap sirf ek normal insaan ho,par koi toh insaan hoga jiske liye aap puri duniya honge.aur jab tak woh khaas insaan aapki zindagi mein nahi aa jaata,to take care of u,u have to take care of urself.and if u can't take care of urself then let me do this for u.she said smiling while raman was just listening to her.
Ishita-u know why God has created these gaps in between our fingers ,so that someone can hold us in time of crisis.koi aisa Jo naa sirf hume balki hamare wajood ko bhi pura karen.koi aisa jiske liye hum uss ki saanson se bhi jyada keemti ho.koi aisa Jo hamari zindagi mein ajnabi ban kar aaye aur phir uska maalik ban jaaye.jaise aap hai.
Raman-jaise main kya,
Ishita-jaise aap mere maalik hain.she said looking at him intensely like her eyes r reaching to his heart .raman was also looking at her with same intensity.theu shared a passionate eye lock,which was broken by his phone ring.
Raman looked at his phone and said-ishita,go and get ready.saying so he went to pick the call while ishita just get off the bed and went to her room.
Ishita went to her room and smiled fully hugging herself.
Ishita-woh badal rahe hai,he is changing ishu,he is changing for u.i can see the same passion in his eyes which I had for him.murugan bas unko thik kar dijiye and let him fall in love with me.main unki saari takleefein khatam kar dena chahti hoon.she was thinking when something strikes her mind.she took out her phone and called her psychiatrist friend and told her about Raman's condition and him taking antidepressants.
Ishita-shreya bata naa main kya karun jisse woh thik ho jaaye.
Dr shreya-dekh ishu,depression is a mental disease,in this person start to believe that he can't overcome his problem.toh woh khud ko har kisi se dur kar deta hai.and then his loneliness start to consume him.
Ishita-toh mujhe kya karna chahiye.she said worriedly.
Shreya-at first u have to make him believe that he is not alone.tujhe pata hai depression ko thik karne ka first step yahin hai that u have to be with the person all time.usse kabhi akela mat chod.usse yeh ehsaas hi naa hone do ki he is alone and noone care for him.hamesha usse yeh ehsaas dilao ki woh kitna zaruri hai aapke liye.
Ishita-that means to treat him ,I have to be with him always.
Shreya- haan ,tujhe hamesha uske saath rehna hoga.uske itne kareeb raho ki chahe toh bhi tujhse khud ko alag naa kar paaye.
Ishita-thanks dear ab main yahin karungi ,she said happily and hung the call.
She look at the mirror and said-bas dekhte jaiye raman,ab main kaise aapki need banti hoon.she smiled realising her words and went to freshen up.
On the other hand,raman was sitting in his room thinking about her words ,that for someone he will be her world.he was smiling slowly thinking,is it possible that someone will love him so unconditionally.
Raman-kya sach much aisa ho sakta hai.kya main bhi itna lucky ho sakta hoon ki mujhe bhi koi pyaar bahut pyaar karen.he said smiling to himself when suddenly he saw dead bodies of his loved ones and romi accusing him for their death.he got up at once and said-no I don't want anyone in my life,mujhe kisi ki jarurat nahi.i can't let anyone die because of me.main akela hi sahi hoon.he thought to himself and was tying the knot of his tie ,but couldn't concentrate on it due to the inner battle when she held his tie and start tying the knot.
Raman felt someone's presence and look at her.she was wearing a purple top with denims and was tying his tie's knot very effectively.
Raman-leave it,i can do it my own.he said trying to shrug her hand but she pulled him and said-let me do it sir,i am ur caretaker and it's my job.and if u stop me doing my job then I will not accept any kind of help from u.phir mujhe aapka ghar chod kar bhi jaana hoga coz u r not letting me do my job .phir mujhe sadakon par bhookha pyasa ghoomne padega,jo aapko bilkul achcha nahi lagega.lagega kya.she said looking at him.
He nodded in no confused at her words.
Ishita-so let me do my job efficiently.let me look after u efficiently.ok.
Raman nodded in yes.
Ishita-that's like my good maalik.ab bas aap khud ko mujhe de dijiye.
Raman looked at her confused.
Ishita-I mean to say,apni har takleef mujhe de dijiye.i will look after everything.ok,she said making him wear his coat.
Raman just hmmed,lost in her touch.
Ishita-good,now let's go downstairs,aapka breakfast lagaa diya hai.
Raman-I will eat at the office,meri meeting hai ek.he said looking at her.
Ishita-yes I know what u will eat in the meeting.wahin yucky saa soup aur boiled veggies.no way ,I have prepared something very special for u.chaliye breakfast karne.she said in authorative voice.
Raman simple nodded and went with her.she make him sit and served hot gobhi ka parantha for him.
Ishita-I know it's ur favourite,chaliye jaldi se khatam kijiye,phir hi aap kahin jayenge.she said while raman couldn't hear anything as he was just lost in her.
Raman was looking at her all lost as after ages someone was asking him to eat with such an authority and somewhere deep beneath he was liking it.
Ishita-khaiye sir,u r getting late naa.she said again but he didn't reacted again.
Seeing no response from him ,she tore a bite and feed him.while he was still looking at her.
Ishita-ab chabaiye toh.she said smiling when Raman realised what he is doing.he just look down and start eating the parantha slowly.while the helps were shocked to see him having his breakfast in home after ages and so was mihir who has just entered the mansion.
Mihir-kuch toh hai iss ladki mein,she is changing Bhai.woh uski har baat maan rahe hai.like she is his master and he is her puppet.and it's not good,what if she had some evil intentions.god knows what she want from Bhai.i have to know about her.thinking so he called a person and asked-did u find anything about mihika iyer.
Person - no sir,there r many mihika iyer.its hard to find her with such a small detail.
Mihir-i don't know anything.i just want details about her.chahe zameen khodo yaa aasmaan dhoondho,i want details about these iyers sisters.saying so he hung the call and said to himself-I don't know what u want ishita,but if u r here to harm my Bhai then u have to face me before harming him.he said with determination looking at ishita.
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