NiBir Story-My Hell My Heaven epilogue up - Page 40

After an hour of drive i reached our house, i did not ring the bell and went inside using my key. I entered our bedroom and found kabir sleeping on the bed. There was a bandage on his forehead and his left hand was inside a cast, it pained me a lot to see him like that, he looked tired and weak too. I went near him and carefully sat beside him and caressed his hair and placed a kiss on his nose, his slowly opened his eyes and u know the first thing he said, "god kabir stop imaging her everywhere" i pinched his nose hard to make him realize that it's actually me. He sat on the bed with a jerk, "Nisha what are you doing here, and how can mom allow u to come here, let me talk to mom right now." Saying so he was about to call mom when i snatched the phone away from him, "kabir mom does not know i am here, she went to get some groceries and" "and you sneaked out right" he completed me and i nodded. "Nisha why, anything could have happen and you even drove alone" "kabir relax i was worried when i got to know about ur accident and just could not stop myself" he cupped my face and said "don't love me so much its dangerous" i was shocked to reply anything and got from the bed ordering him to freshen up while i make coffee for him.

I was in the kitchen making his coffee when i heard the bathroom door closing, i called out to him, but instead of his voice i heard a dark chuckle, i looked up to see him leaning on the wall but it was not him, fear panic overtook me and the mug i was holding for him feel and broke into pieces. "hello miss leader, how r u? And why here?" he asked with his eyes full of rage and fury. I was numb with fear, i somehow manage to tell him a lie that i am here as i forgot some of my stuff here. He started coming towards me closing the distance between us. I raised my hand to order to ask him to stop but instead he held my wrist and twisted it behind me, i cried in pain. I knew that he was angry on me from rejecting a idea he gave in office but i didn't wanted him to harm in any way as that would affect our baby and thus with all my might i pushed him away, he stumbled and his hand feel on one of the broken glass pieces, he let out a painful cry, but i didn't stop i just ran away from there, i just kept running as much as i can, then i started feeling hazy, somehow i managed to reach a park near the house and dialled mom to ask her to pick me, i had no energy to drive give to walk and i dint know when everything blanked out.

When i woke up i was in hospital, doctors and nurses surrounding me, mom was sitting on a stool next to me. The doctor checked me once again and asked to be careful and so much stress could be harmful to me and baby. After she went, i looked at mom who was caressing my head on the while, i looked at her and tears came out from where i did not know, she wiped them away asking me not to cry. Just then the door opened and kabir came in, seeing him my heart could tell it was him but mind played a different game, it made me flinch with the mere sight of him and i turned my face away from him. I don't know how much that would have hurt him, but when i again turned my face i saw he had his hands raised in air and walking backwards. Once he was out i asked mom to tell him that i need time, when mom came inside i just hugged her and cried on to her. She kept caressing my hair asking me to calm down as i need to be happy to have a healthy baby. I calmed down after sometime and as i looked at the door i could see kabir seeing me through the glass partition, his eyes held something else that they as if they were asking permission. He kissed his hand and pressed it on the glass giving me a small smile, but instead of smiling at him, more tears came out and i lied on the bed facing the other side.

After two days i was given discharge, i was back with mom in my maternal house u can say. One month more passed, and i hadn't still spoken to kabir, i was missing him a lot, missing the way he will put me and baby to sleep, the way he will talk to the bay but more than that i was scared for the bay and it weighed more. But not me he himself came to see me one day. It was quite a surprise for me but i was happy to have him again, still a hesitation was there and he must have seen that. He spent the day talking to the bay, asking the baby to be good and not to trouble me, his voice had a different emotion that day which i could not comprehend i hope i had. He kept caressing my baby bump, but we didn't talk, when he got up to go before going he asked me if he could get a hug and kiss. His voice kitty it was broken and no way could I say a no to him, i nodded and he took me in his embrace. U know even after everything that happened his arms were the best place to live in. Breaking the hug he cupped my face and kissed me, a kiss full of love so much that i could feel that intangible emotion, breaking apart he kissed my forehead biding me a good bye and asking me to take care. Only if i had known it was his final good bye.