PART 10
Raman- I promise,I will keep myself safe just tell me what subbu ask for.
Ishita cried hearing his words.
Raman- what happened doll.please tell me u r scaring me .kya hua bolo naa.
Ishita- he asked me to spend a night with him.she said crying bitterly.
Raman- what??
Ishita- yes Raman,he told that he will tell u that I never betrayed u only if I give myself to him.he wanted to win me.usne mujhe choone ki koshish ki.itni gandi nazaron se dekha.I felt so dirty.she said crying .
Raman- when ??
Ishita- the day I joined the hospital. U know I was very happy that I will meet u but after meeting u,I came to know that u r so sad .my Raman is so sad and the thing which amazed me so much is that I am the reason for ur sadness.then when we talk and I came to know that u suspected me.I went to subbu and finally he told me how he made this distance between us.I told him to clear the air between us ,I pleaded him but in return he asked for my dignity.he want me.something I can never give anyone but u.I always loved only u Raman.I so wanted to feel safe in ur arms but ur thought that I cheated u never let me feel peace in ur arms.all I got was insult and hatred from u.she said crying.
Raman felt ashamed of himself. How easily he trusted subbu's words and gave his doll so much pain.he hugged her tight and said- I am sorry doll.I was so horrible.I troubled u when u needed me most.bala is right I don't deserve u and ur love.I am the reason of ur every pain.he said crying with her.
Ishita broke the hug and look at him.
Ishita- jeeju told u that u don't deserve me.she asked shockingly.
Raman- yes.saying so he narrated how bala told him everything about subbu thinking me as mihir.he want me to convince u to marry abhimanyu.
Ishita nodded in no and hugged him tight- no ,please don't convince me to marry abhi.I can neither deny u nor marry someone else.she said hiding herself in him.
Raman smiled at her innocence.she is really his doll ,innocent and do as per his wish.he kissed her temple softly and said- how can I give my doll to anyone else.noone can love her like the way I do.and noone can keep her happy the way I will keep.I know I did blunders in my life due to my insecurities but can't do another one by giving u to someone else.u r mine just mine.he said caressing her hair.
Ishita peek off her face out of his chest and said- ishi promise.u won't convince me to marry any abhi tabhi.
Raman- never ,u r just mine and moreover u r not a thing which I can give to anyone.u r the love of my life.u r my heartbeat.how can I live without my heartbeat.Cardiologist hoon par bina dhadkan ke kaise zinda raha jaata hai,yeh toh mujhe bhi nahi aata.he said smiling.
Ishita- main bahut pyaar karti hoon aapse Raman.she said hugging him tight.
Raman- main bhi.he said hugging her back.
Ishita- mujhe kabhi chod ke mat jaiyega.main jee nahi paungi.
Raman- kabhi nahi.I will never leave my doll alone.he said kissing her forehead.she close her eyes feeling his touch.
They remained in the same position for some time.after some time,
Raman- let me go doll.I have to sort put something.
Ishita- I know u want to go and beat that scoundrel blue and black.but right now I want u for me.bahut saalon baad aisa hua hai ki hamare beech koi nahi hai,naa koi misunderstanding, naa kuch aur.today I want u just for me.please ruk jaiye naa.mere liye please.she said pleading.
Raman couldn't deny her.its true he wanted to beat subbu for torturing ishita but cant leave her when she wanted him.he lay beside her and said- OK ,I am.here only.very close to u doll.u can do whatever u want.
Ishita- really.I can do whatever I want to do.u will not stop me.she said teasingly.
Raman- no,for compensating the amount of pain I have given u all these years,I give u freedom to rule over my life for rest of my life.I will never question ur decision. He said lovingly.
Ishita- really.soch lo.ek baar keh diya toh nibhana padega.u can never ever stop me from anything.
Raman- I will never stop u either.
Ishita- OK,let's see.
Raman- what??
Ishita- come closer.she said signalling him.he came closer and she captured his lips in a soul searing kiss.at first he was surprised by her boldness but soon started responding to her assault.she was chewing his lips hungrily making him moan in pleasure.he was enjoying her dominance over him.she bite his lips and make him open his mouth to enter his mouth relishing his flavour.soon they were lost in each other kissing hardly and passionately. At last they broke the kiss in urgency of air but ishita soon started removing his coat making him look at her questioningly.
Ishita- I told u today I want u for myself only.
Raman- ishi,we r not married yet.
Ishita- but we love each other.
Raman- but its not right.
Ishita- u told me u will never question me.
Raman- its true but ,
Ishita- please Raman.I want u for me.kya aap mujhe yeh khushi nahi denge.I lived eight years without u.har pal ,har lamha,all I wish ,desire is to be in ur arms.the day I start feeling some changes in me ,all I can think and desire was u.kya aapko kabhi meri kami mehsus nahi hui.did u never desired me the way I do.she asked sadly.
Raman- its not like that doll.I always wanted to make u mine.always wanted to keep u safe in my arms but all I want to say that once we get married then we can do that.
Ishita- its OK .if u don't want me in a way I want u then I won't pressurise u.but let me tell u one thing,our marriage is just for the society .because for me I was and will always urs.I can never be someone's. U know Raman,from the day I fell in love with u ,from the day I realised whats the meaning of becoming someone's bride,all I can ever think was just to be urs in all senses.for others it can be love making or list but for me it will be always my surrender to u.to make u believe that I am only urs and to make me believe that we will be going to live together forever.koi kabhi hume alag nahi kar payega.but its OK ,if u want I can wait for the day u make me ur bride officially. She said disheartened.and after saying so she was getting off the bed when Raman pulled her on the bed and said- if my doll want something from me.then how can I deny ,whether it's socially correct or not.nothing is over u ishi.
Ishita- what does it mean.she asked irritatedly.
Raman- it means that today ur Raman will make his ishi doll his forever.aaj hum itne kareeb aa jayenge ki koi hume alag nahi kar payega.
Ishita- sachchi.
Raman- muchi.he said kissing her nose.
Ishita- OK then love me.
Raman- uff despo.first let eat something.I am famished.
Ishita- OK ,lets make something.no u wait.I will make something special for us.something which is not ur not mine but our favourite.
Raman- OK ,u make I will assist u.but kya banayenge.
Ishita- pizza,u remember that bread pizza I use to make for u when u come to our house all hungry from ur coaching classes.
Raman- wow,I love to eat that.let's go.
Soon they were in kitchen making their dinner.ishita was chasing cheese when he come to her and hugged her from back.
Ishita- Raman,let me concentrate.
Raman hugged her tightly and asked-what happened to uncle aunty.
His question make her smiling face pale suddenly.tears made ways from her eyes.she turned and hugged him tightly.he hugged her back and start consoling her.
Raman- I know I shouldn't ask but what happened to them.
Ishita-it was an car accident. Amma appa got died on the day of akka's reception.we three were coming back from the venue .I stopped the car to pick amma's medicine from the store and in front of my eyes a electric wire fell on our car from the electric pole turning our car and my parents into ashes.she said crying.
Raman was horrified hearing this.he hugged her more tightly trying to sooth her pain.
She continued- I was all shattered and in shock. I use to be alone in my house ,sitting all day ,all night crying .akka's MIL don't let her come to me as she think I have lost my senses after seeing my parent's death in front of my eyes.akka and jeeju sometimes come to meet me secretly.but one day she saw me with them and warned me that she will throw akka out of her house if I continue to meet her.I don't wanna be reason of akka's pain ,so I stop meeting them.u know I was all alone at that time and all I want was u and ur love. Aap soch bhi nahi sakte main kitni akeli thi.aapko kitna yaad karti thi .she said crying bitterly.
Raman hugged her more into him feeling bad on making her live a hell without him.
Ishita- I was all alone.none was there to love me ,to take care of me.main bahut akeli thi.my neighbor start to believe that very soon I will die out of my loneliness.I started believing that nobody loves me ,noone want me in their life,not even u.coz u never come back. I was drowning in my darkness when one day I found a letter from ur book.u remember the medical entrance book u have given me for my preparations. That day I was searching something and the book fell off the bookshelf .that day I saw that beautiful pink envelope u have left for me.
Flashback
Ishita picked the envelope and opened it.it was Raman's letter.she smiled and kissed it softly taking its fragrance. Then she open it and start reading.
My ishi doll,
I know u will get this letter after I will go for my further studies.but I want u to know about this only after I go.coz I am little shy naa.I want to tell u something from many days,no from many weeks,no from many months.actually don't know since when but want to say it badly since very long.that
I LOVE U
Yes doll,I love u madly.I know I should have told u this in personal instead of writing letter but u know I am little scared of my jhansi ki rani's .what if u kill me with ur anger only.so to be on a safer side writing u a letter.
I want to spend all my life with u.and u know what I want more.I want u to become a doctor like me.socho kitna maza aayega ,hum dono doctor ban jayenge.I want u to become a cardiologist like me.u will fulfill my wish naa.ur Dr Raman will wait for his Dr ishita.u will fulfill my wish naa.I know u will.
Raman no ur Raman
Ishita smiled reading his letter.she crushed the letter to her heart and cried bitterly.she was sad and happy at the same time.happy that Raman loves her and sad that he is not with her.
Flashback
Ishita- aap nahi the mere saath but aapke uss letter ne mujhe duniya se ladne ki,upar uthne ki taqat di.I studied day night to become a doctor, moreover a cardiologist to fulfill ur dream.I got so happy the day I got my results.that day I couldn't stop myself and went to akka's house.that day jeeju's amma and abhi saw me.they were impressed as I was a cardiologist now and off my own .so she want me to marry abhi but I denied and came to Delhi to get a place in ur hospital. Now u will think how I get to know about u.mihir told me about u.he is mihika's boyfriend. Miku and mihir is my only family after amma appa.aap sirf mere muskurane ki wajah hi nahi hai.aap mere zinda hone ka kaaran bhi ho.because of u I could overcome my problems. U were not with me physically but the strength of ur love never let me feel alone.aapka pyaar hamesha mere saath rehta hai.pata hai kaise.
Raman ,who was looking at her overwhelmed listening her story,asked how by his eyebrows.
She took out her wallet and show him his letter- aise.
Raman look at the letter and hugged her tight.he cried in her hug and said- how can u love me so much ,when I hurt u so much.
Ishita- Maine kaha tha naa,mere liye duniya mein sirf aap ho.aur koi bhi nahi.naa hi koi apna,naa hi koi paraya.I have only u.she said cupping his face.
Raman- I am so sorry doll.I wasn't there and everyone make my doll suffer like hell.but how I am here to love u ,to take care of u and to protect u against all odds.I love u ishi.
Ishita- I love u too Raman.she said hugging him tight.
That's all for now.enjoy and don't forget to leave ur valuable comments and hit like.will wait for it.
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Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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