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Part 15
Ishita smiled and raman encircled her waist. Both were feeling butterflies in tgeir stomach with eachotheres proximity but they were also feeling contended .They walked to dining hall unaware of the fact that there relationship has taken one more step ahead .
At the dining table ,to tease ishita raman signalled her to feed him .
R- ishita why don't you feed me.
I( smile sarcastically)- I think you had your own two hands are they are in perfectly working condition ,so u can use them and make yourself eat .
R- haww ishita how much you have changed ,now you are not scared of me anymore .I think I shouldn't had changed .
I- but so sad you had changed and you know now i m not scared of you .
R- but you should be scared of me .
I- you are so good nobody will be scared of you and moreover I can't be ever scared of you as you are my hu...
She stopped in mid realising what she was about to speak .After that there was a pin drop silence ,nobody spoke further and after completing their dinner both retired to their respective rooms .
Next morning ishita was getting ready for office,she was wearing a dark pink and black floral printed ciffon saree with black blouse .she has not yet tied her hairs and they were still in a loose bun .ishita was pinning her pallu when she heard him calling .Before she can respond ishira saw raman entering her room with a button in his hand.
R- ishita I got ready and then this button broke ,can you please stitch it .
Ishita didn't spoke anything ,took the middle and start sticting the button .she was doing her work while he was busy in admiring her .He slowly took her hands to her back and opened her bun ,now her long hairs were spread till her waist .He spoke admiring her " you look more beautiful in open hairs ."
Ishita was already feeling goosebumps due to his proximity and now he is also admiring her.she was anyhow controlling her self when he tugged the hair strend behind her ears ,she closed her eyes feeling shiver under his touch .
" ouch " she heard .ishita immediately opened her eyes nervously and saw him moaning in pain as she has pinned the niddle in his chest.she cursed herself as it happened because she was closing her eyes ,without thinking anything she started rubbing his bare chest and asked " I m so sorry .jyada to nahi laga ( did it hurt much).
She was still rubbing as he since she has not got any answer from him little did she know that her touches were doing magic to him .He held her hand and pulled her more to him holding her from her bare waist .she again shivered under his ytouch and downcasted her face .He raised her face with his finger and saw she was still closing her eyes .Raman didn't stopped himself this time ,he held her face with his hands ,bent a little and captured her lips,she was shocked with his sudden act,her eyes widened in shock .ishita was feeling uneasy and good at the same time ,at first she tried to free herself but his hold was tied and he was fully engrossed in kiss .Raman was slowly chewing her lower lips softly ,she again closed her eyes loosing herself in his kiss but was not responding .He observed this and pulled her more to him and encircled her arms around her not broking the kiss but when he again noticed that she was still not responding him ,he stopped the kiss .He looked at her she was closing her eyes.Raman tried to read expression of her face but failed ,he thought that she didn't liked it ,next moment he move away from her and walked out of her room mouthing a " sorry".
They both reached office together but non of them talked on the way .They were stealing glances to each other but an unknown awkwardness was build between them .Both were feeling sorry but because of different reasons .Raman was feeling sorry as he thought that he is forced himself on her while ishita was feeling guilty for not responding to him and being the reason of making him uneasy around her.
The moment the entered his cabin mihir announced that they had a conference of all their clients as year ending is nearing .Raman asked ishita for his preparations ,she informed that everything has been done .He ordered her to take required file and come in the conference along with him .ishita nodded and did same .
Though in this situation both wanted to be apart but at the same time they wanted to be with together as both of them know that if he will go to conference it will take whole day and they will not get any chance to meet the other for whole eight to ten hours and it will be difficult for them to be apart from.each other for such a long time that to in the situation when they are not in talking terms .
Both went for the meeting .Tanu was also there as she was daughter of one of his client who is also business friend of Mr bhalla .Because of him only they had hired raman as their CA and tanu was the one who was taking care of all the finance of her father business .Being business friends their fathers has fixed raman and tanu marriage but now raman has broked the alliance .Though tanu was furious on him but she had come to conference to get a chance to talk to him .
All the time in conference there was a different type of caring ,awkwardness ,pleading ,pleasing was between ishra and it was very much visible also that though they were talking business from mouth but their eyes were talking only about them.Everyone present there noticed this but they were busy with their business except tanu .she was searching a chance to talk to raman but was not getting any .The meeting ended well and raman was bidding adieu to his clients ,ishita was busy in arranging his files and papers ,Tanu was talking to someone else .
A person who was having a private ltd company walked to ishita and spoke " hello ishita ."
Ishita looked at him and responded " yes sir ,raman sir is there ."
The man - no ishita I want to talk to you only.
I- yes sir ,how may I help you .
The man - I had heard that you have done MBA .
Ishita nodded .
The man - then why are you working as PA ,you come to me ,I will give you some managerial job which is your nature of job .
Raman listened this and felt uneasy ,ishita was searching for answer and from her gesture he understood that she want to deny that man .Raman walked to them ,he slid his hands on ishitas waist very authoritively and spoke
" no Mr sharma she will not be able to work with you as very soon she is going to have her own business .isn't it ishita ."
Ishita looked at him with confused face when he pressed his one eye as a signal for her that he want to deny that man .
I- oh yes yes sir ,very soon I m planning open my own business .
Mr sharma - oh that's a great idea in that way your MBA degree will not be wasted .
Saying so he went away ,ishra looked at eachotger and smiled for the very first time in whole day .
R- ishitayou go and wait for me in car .
Ishita nodded and was leaving when tanu called her .ishita turned but before she talk talk something Tanu started shouting on her .
T- before you leave I want to see you .I just want to see that what had raman seen in you ,why he is denying me for you .what special quality did raman saw in you which he didn't found in me .I was knowing that you are shameless as you eye on other man besides being married but I m surprised of Raman's choice .How he can fall for you .just tell me what magic have you done to him .
Ishita was stunned with her sudden and such a dirty accusation. She didn't spoke anything .
Tanu ( again )- tell me damn it what have you done to him .I know you type of woman very well ,don't you have shame atleadt think about your husband or he himself have send you do flirt with your boss.
Ishita was in tears in till she opened her mouth to speak something but before she can speak anything ,she was pulled and she hit on Raman's hard chest ,he wounded his arms protectively around her and roared " how dare to speak to her like this ."
T- raman you don't come in between I want to talk to her ,I just want yo know why she is coming between us .
R- she is not coming between me and you but you are coming in between us .
Tanu's eye widened in shock .
R- yeah ,got a shock na ,the husband of her whom you are talking about is me only .
Saying so he walked out of the place with ishita leaving a surprised and confused tanu behind.
Ishra drove directly to home .ishita was crying on the whole ride while raman was red with anger .After reaching home ,he dragged her to his room ,threw her in bed and shouted " ishira what's wrong with you ".
Ishita didn't spoke anything and was still crying.
R- answer me damn it ,why are you behaving like this .
I( crying )- I don't get you .
R- oh you don't get me ,no madam I don't get you .I have given you all the right as my wife ,I m trying to move further in this relationship but seems you don't want to step ahead .Tellme why you stopped yesterday when you were addressing me as your husband ,then in morning also you proved me guilty as I had done something wrong in kissing my own wife then now ,why were you listening to all the craps of that tanu .she was going on accusing you and you were listening and crying like a culprit. Why ,tell me why are you hesitating to accepting me as your husband .
Till now he has became soft and his eyes were teary .He spoke further " I know ishita we had spend a pain full year in this marriage but now I want to fix everything and I m doing everything to make you comfortable in this relation but don't know why you are not comfortable. Ushita just tell me if you regret our marriage ,if you want to free from this relation."
Till this time ishita was silent but listening to this she opened her mouth and spoke " No please you don't think anything like this .nothing is wrong with you and this relation but with me .you know when I want to call you as my husband I always recalls that you were not mine but akkas would be husband .its not like that ,that I didn't feel good when you hold me but whenever I want to anticipate you I imagine shaguns akkas face accusing me that I had taken her place ,accusing me that she was not there and I made you mine being oppertunist.I always think that if she ever met us she will tell that I had cheated her .
Raman was stunned listening to her talks .Both were silent and were looking to each other without blinking their eyes thinking that what they have to do further .
That's all for now friends .Hope you like this part .I hope you all will agree with ishitas hesitation .Enjoy reading and do comment friends .Don't forget to hit like buttons.
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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