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Here's a short OS I have written based on the current track from the show.
It basically portrays Ishita's guilt feelings and is from her POV and have given it the treatment according to the show.
I have also added a song whose lyrics I believe truly brings out her feelings.
This is just on a random thought which I got after yesterday's ep which I penned down.
Am I Right
Ishita had just come back home after meeting Prateek,Shagun and Abhishek.She had changed and was lying on the bed while Raman was sleeping.Sleep had long deserted her as she thought.
Pal pal ka marna
Pal pal ka jeena,
Jeena hai kam kam
Ghutta hai dam dam dam dam
Dam dam dam dam ghutta hai
Dukhta hai dil, dukhta hai
Ghutta hai dam dam dam dam
Dam dam dam dam ghutta hai
Darr hai andar, chupta hai
Murugun,please give me strength.I know I am doing right but please help me to support myself.
No one knows how I am managing all this except myself and no one will understand the pain I am undergoing.
It all started with Shagun telling me about the child and how Ashok is after Raman to kill him.
Ashok was a rival but never knew he would stoop this low.
To know about all this how much and literally mean how much drama I did.
From fighting with shagun,to the fake tears and all.
But this all is nothing compared to how much I have hurt the family.
Ho..
Pal pal ka marna
Pal pal ka jeena,
Jeena hai kam kam
Ghutta hai dam dam dam dam
Dam dam dam dam ghutta hai
Ghutta hai dam dam dam dam
Dam dam dam dam ghutta hai
How much badly I talked to Mummyji and Simmi,what all they must be thinking.To convince that Ashok,I had to scold them,drink fake alcohol and eat that mock meat.
I tried to kill amma,I don't know how to convince myself that although all this was a drama I tried to hurt her,a person who was always with me.
My kids,I hurt them so much.I scared Ruhi,Ruhi my life and my angel because of whom I came close to Raman and found my love.I scared her and her friends,i don't know what will she be thinking.
Because of all this,I have not been able to talk to her freely,shower my love towards her.
She is so scared to come also towards me,what all I have to do.
I am sorry my Ru bachha,please forgive me,forgive your Ishima.
Kyun baar baar lagta hai mujhe,
Koi door chupke takta hai mujhe
Koi aas paas aaya toh nahi,
Mere saath mera saaya toh nahi
Chalti hai lekin, nafz bhi thodi
Saans bhi kam kam
Raman...he is the worst affected of them all.The love of my life,my breath,my reason to live,my everything.For whom I am doing this I am hurting him the most.
How much insults can a person bear.But Raman he did,he did this all for me.Bala jiju told me what all happened at Ashok's house.If it was in my hand I would have just slapped Ashok.
That man always causes trouble for him.
What all I did to him,shouted at him,scared him,tried to harm him and what not ,Whatever the matter was he was always with me and didn't give up on me.
How I wish I could tell that I am doing all this for you but I cannot...Whyyy????
His talks when he used to be alone with me,his unconditional support,his never ending trust and his love,how am I ever going to repay it back.How???
I am risking your and full family 's life by doing all this and also cheating you by hiding the facts but I am very sorry,I don't have any option as Ashok's informer is someone from my family and I don't want to tell you anything about it as you won't do anything about neither let me do anything.
So I had to take to this step.I am very very sorry but Ashok has to be punished for his antics as he has always created trouble for you.
Hope you will understand and I am again very sorry for doing all this to you.
I am very sorry.
Ghutta hai dam dam dam dam
Dam dam dam dam ghutta hai
3rd person's POV
She caressed his hair and slept next him with hopes of another day to fight Ashok and save her beloved's life.Her tears not stopping.
So how was it?
Please do give you invaluable feedbacks and criticisms below as it will surely help me to improve my writing.
Sorry if it was really stupid,boring or bland.😭
I just wanted to write something about her feelings and wish we could get something like this in the show as well.
Apologies if it didn't live upto your expectations.😭
For those who want to know the name of the song it is called Dum Ghutta Hai from the Hindi movie Drishyam(2015).
All sorts of criticsms are welcome.😊
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