Song-bye bye bye by N Sync
Hello! Okay first of all I would like to thank priya for making me listen to this great song And for giving me this idea.
So thankyou priya! (username-fanaah)
And I have nothing more to say
So urm... enjoy reading!
Oh oh one more thing ignore the girl' in some part of the lyrics
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(Hey, Hey)
Bye, Bye, Bye
Bye, Bye...
Bye, Bye...
Oh, Oh..
She whistled merrily as she packed her clothes and her books. At the end of the packing it hurt her to see that the room looked the same without her things too. It didn't make her a difference . her being there didn't matter at all.
I'm doin' this tonight,
You're probably gonna start a fight.
I know this can't be right.
Hey baby come on,
I loved you endlessly,
When you weren't there for me.
So now it's time to leave and make it alone
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
she should have taken this step long back. but then it was never too late.She knew he would be really angry. He would blame her for not supporting him. He might hate her. But she didn't care . she had loved him. She had done everything for him. He was never there for her. His being in her life had only brought her problems and pain. She had now decided that she didn't need him anymore. She would face the world alone now. Her dadi and her ma had managed and she would too. In fact she would be very happy away from this mess.
Bye Bye
Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
Bye Bye
She had changed herself for him. She had put her trust in him even though she knew it would only hurt her in the end. She had clung on the hope of having her love reciprocated even though she knew he loved someone else.
She didn't want to be this vulnerable and weak girl she had made herself. She wanted to go back to being the same old strong pragya. He had been fooling around with her. And now she would not let him break her more. And nor would she let him get away with it.
Don't really wanna make it tough,
I just wanna tell you that I had enough.
It might sound crazy,
But it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye
She didn't want to make it tough for him. But she didn't want more problems for herself. And for once she wanted to be selfish . no! she was not going to help him clear the mess. He had invited the trouble and now he would have to deal with it himself. Why was she always expected to make things right while he went on creating problems? He should know better than to turn up to her everytime he did something wrong and asking her to do the damage control.
She was very serious about it and nothing could change her decision now.
(Oh, Oh)
Just hit me with the truth,
Now, girl you're more than welcome to.
So give me one good reason,
Baby come on
I live for you and me,
And now I really come to see,
That life would be much better once you're gone.
But she would not walk away without confronting him. She would give him a chance to explain himself . but no matter what he said she would not help him this time . his words always made her change her decisions . she was always weak in front of him. But not anymore.
In this marriage she had forgotten to live for herself. She was living for him. Her day would start with praying for him and would end with thinking of a solution to his problem . not that there was anything wrong in it but now she could take no more . she wanted to live her life for herself. She wanted to be selfish.
As she thought how her life in the near future would be she could see that life would be much better than what it was with him . at least she would not have to live a life of pretence.she would not live each moment in the fear of some new problem arising. She would be very glad to be back to her life of a job and a family that loved her. And well her bed in her mother's home was much better than his sofa which always gave her back pains!
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie,
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
Bye Bye
Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie,
Baby Bye, bye, bye...
Bye Bye
The last two days had been life-changing for her. She found out that while she had put her trust on him he had been playing around with her emotions. She didn't expect him to love her. But would it hurt to be honest with her? She had blindly believed his lie about the clients' on lohri. And if that was not enough she found out that he had made tanu pregnant.
It hurt a lot. And she had decided to end it all here. It had to end . because if it didn't she would end up losing herself.
she had streched this fake marriage for more than six months and all this while she was thinking she had gained something. if not his love then at least his friendship. but now she realized that she had only lost many things and gained nothing.it was true that he didn't hate her like he did before but the fact that he did not trust her to tell her about his marriage with tanu had hurt her to the core and had jerked her to reality. she now saw how weak their bond was. in fact there was not even a bond between them! what held them close was the circumstances and nothing else.suddenly she didn't need him anymore. if he didn't trust her enough they would never be able to sustain themselves if by any chance they ever got together.
She had had enough.
Don't really wanna make it tough,
I just wanna tell you that I had enough (ooh ooh)
It might sound crazy,
But it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye
Well she knew it would be difficult for him to deal with all this mess by himself. He would have to talk to dadi and take care of tanu. She knew her talking to dadi would help a lot . but this time she would not take the trouble. She would take the way which would be the easiest for her. And it was leaving everything behind and returning to the warmth of her old home.
This time she would leave him to fend for himself. This time she was going to be selfish. And to her surprise she realized that it felt good.
And with these thoughts in her mind she stepped out of mehra madhouse.
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Edited by -Nimmy- - 10 years ago
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