Arakshi FF - Web of Love - Chapter 20 & 21 updated 27/01 - Page 6

Main aa gayiii... *Sing-songs*

Sheeesh! The opening quote.. 💔

To imagine him waking up to soo many devastating realisations - One cannot possibly live through it!

But yeh toh Hotwaa hai.. 😎

Tch tch.. Sautan, not fair.. Saara emotion dhul gaya na.. 😆😆

Aise koi poochta hai kya.. Will you marry me, ACP Arjun Rawte?" (Oh yeah - the fires of hell call out to me..)

I could almost hear the innocence in her voice, batting lashes, and a cute little pout or perhaps tears..

Okay, before I go on.. I may have told you this before, or perhaps not, coz point chodke baaki bakwaas karne ki paidaishi aadat hai mujhe..

Soo.. I don't know for some reason, (That reason could very well be our insane loouvve), I can always relate to Arjun's POVs better than the rest.. I'm not saying the others aren't upto the mark, na na.. Wouldn't dare to.. meri Piyuu hai na.. 😳

But his thought process, and the way you mould his words and emotions into sheer droolworthy awesomeness feels soo real!

Now, that introductory para about him gaining back consciousness - (If, and I really hope you don't - But I can't help comparing) That is exactly how it feels when anaesthesia wears out, and a person wakes up slowly to the real world..

Absolutely speechless! I could feel that choking sensation of being bound and helpless.. 👏

Told you, you worry too much.. Bass ab agli baar mukka ahmed khan, main aur tum!

Anklets.. Wheat fields.. Yellow lehenga.. Orange and gold bangles.. Haaaye! Laal oh well (peela) ishq bajing in the BG.. You had me right there, in the fields buzzing over the crop..

Honestly, sautan, nature descriptions and you - together, a lethal, heart-fluttering combination..

Subconsciously craving for her presence, immediately sensing that she was in danger, and then falling back into the darkness with that dreadful sensation plaguing his heart..

Oh Em Geee..

I think I fell in love with him, a little more.. (If that is even possible..) 🤪

As he left through the door, something in his last glance told me she wasn't coming back. Something told me that she was in a place where only darkness existed. But how could she exist in darkness when she is built out of light?

My eyes closed again and I heard her voice just as clearly as I used to, "Missed me, ACP Sahab?"

She hadn't ever confessed it, but I always knew: she loved me with all her heart. She was my wife and yet, I never got to tell her how much I loved her.

Mummy!!!

ACP Sahab! Unspoken love, the silences between them, and now the tragedy that separates them - Put all of that together, and you have a live replica of Khamoshiyaan.. The silences that speak.. 😭

Darn it! (Poetic, aur main? Aaj dil shayarana - phir se..) 😉😆

Sameer as a friend, the cop, and Sakshi's well-wisher/brother/friend - I guess, at the moment he's the one who is suffering the most..

Oh hold on, before I resume blabbering.. Was his accident/the elder creepy brother's death/framing Sakshi somehow related to his work; or vice versa or is it even related at all? Or were they different unfortunate events strung together, to bring down their world!)

Hope reminded me of Sakshi.

And me, of you! Always.. 🤗

I've said this before to you, and I have no qualms abt repeating it time and again..

You always, somehow manage to draw out that tiny flicker of light with your little magic wand and then the darkness suddenly vanishes like it never even existed..

(Yeah, I speak for all your previous works here.. Right from Chalte Chalte to The World through your eyes, Between the pages of a Book, Forever with you, Train of Coincidences and lastly, my louuve Phir Milenge..)

If there's anything that is common between all those beauties - It is this!

Take a bow, my dearest Sautanwa.. Not everyone can do that.. And certainly not me.. 🤪

Gossh!! That flashback actually reduced me to tears.. Don't ask me why.. I have no idea.. But I no kid you!

Maybe I was just too engrossed in reading that I didn't even realise it..

They had absolutely no idea, what awaited them, did they! Life is such a cruel little monster.. Grrr..

That little flashback offered a glimpse into their lives.. Maybe they were still falling in love, or perhaps they loved each other so much that words were never needed.. 😳

Aaand.. Again.. *thinking*

Agar kuch pata lage toh phone karna. They have your number as well."

"I don't really care anymore, Arjun. Woh wapas nahi aayenge.

Yeh they' kaun hain?!

Kuch toh choot raha hai, Meerabai! Socheka padi.. *thinks hard*

Aaand all hell breaks loose!

Ohkay.. Now that was a stunner.. But maybe I should've seen it coming.. (HE is messing with my head, I'm telling you..)

Soo Arjunwa and bade bhaiya had issues between them, which I'm assuming were related to Sakshi/ and or their marriage..

His anguish, pain are all soo palpable.. It's one to be angry at your sibling, and then to have to lose them, is waaay different.. Soo it seems like Arjun and his bade bhaiya were really close but something drove them apart..

And *Sherlock mode activated* Did someone do chance pe dance there? As in taking advantage of their soured relationship, and using Sakshi as the bait.. Like killing two birds with one stone?

Or maybe not! Khair, I shall wait for you to reveal more there..

Haww!! That build up to the accident and arrest.. You could have fooled me, Partner.. That's a crime novel in the making, moi telling u! *Mukka Ahmed Khan* comes your way.. 😳

Soo, the picture is somewhat clear now..

As for the evidences that were planted and used against Sakshi, I'm pretty positive she was trying to defend Arjun - and hence the argument, and of course the panic settling in must be coz he hadn't reached his brother's house..

Oh darn! I wish I could kidnap you, and force the entire story out of you.. But naa. Main toh sweet si Lollipop hoon na, I shall wait! (Or try to..) 😛

Poor poor Sameer.. Like I said, the guy is just burdened with soo much stuff.. His guilt couldn't have been more misplaced, but then again, at times like these, one stops thinking..

If only.. Well, remains to be seen..

My Hotwaaa... Weak, vulnerable, heart-broken, duffer (How could you even think that she'd leave you, bewakoof, Boka..)

And the letter... Phew.. Bachi kucha patience bhi uddan choo..

I could give you.. Err na.. galat ho jayega.. (Hotwa, a kissi) for that letter... No words to describe how it felt..

Filled with soo much desperation, love, suspense, but above all - HOPE!!! (Like I said, I know.. I just know you'd never let us sink into depression..)

** And that letter ka idea - Shree and Bharatee : Oh you lovely ladies, That was a masterstroke..

"How do I live without you, Sakshi?"

Awwiee..

Oyyee.. Drama Queen.. get back on your feet and go get her.. (Jokes apart, I hope you know I fool around when I'm on the verge of tears, by now.. if not, u know now..)

Sigh! Sautan.. Okay, I have babbled enough; so me saying I have no words will sound really ironical..

but honestly, this fic - I didn't just read, I felt every single darn thing.. (Not that the previous ones were any less touching..)

Anyhow, chaddo.. I'm actually babbling now..

Sooo.. you evil evil Sautanwaa.. After tormenting us with that lollipop for soo long, and last night's crazy discovery - Do I even need to tell you how eagerly I'm waiting to lay my hands on Jailwala love?

Hai na.. samajh gayi kudi.. Kaafi samajhdaar ho waise.. *Moi, the waitings!*

And.. 🤗 Thank you, once again for this one.. This particular chapter shall never be forgotten..

Yep!! And now, I'm back to chadariya'.. Yeaah.. Keeel mee... 🤪

P.S. : No emos, dearest.. Sowwy for that, it might look like a suuuper-long essay.. But I typed that out on my phonewa.. Else dad would've gunned me down with his non-existent rifle..

Lots of love,

Crazy Sautan!

P.P.S : Please excuse my lateness at Phir Milenge.. I really need to sit down and re-read the entire fic, once.. Bass kambakht time hi nahi milta..

Will unreserve asap! *Pinky swear*

Originally posted by: NATURESHIVANI

Ahh confusing it is SAKSHI is in prison ...

Arjun condition ..

Will wait till story will progress ...

But have u written that letter really ...

If u have your hand writing is very good ...

Lovely chapter

Can't comment any further as story is confusing for me ...

...right now ...😕

Thanks for pm

Originally posted by: misakiscarlet

amazing update...
arjun loves sakshi soo deeply...
feeling horrible to see sam in such a condition ...
letter... no words to define it .. it was . .magnificient the font .. the colour .. the words everything was just beautiful.. loved it
soo many questions brewing in my mind this time but its better for me to keep mum and wait for for you to unveil it yourself ..
only i can say is plz update soon
thnx for pm

Originally posted by: Fantasia_junkie

Res!!

My louuve is here!! 🥳 (Eh! Not u, Him and HIM!) ❤️

-Unres-

Hola! *waves*

Yes, I feel like an absolute idiot and zombie now.. But it's all worth it in the end.. 🤗

Sooo.. meri eklauti sautan.. How can I ever thank you for penning down this one.. 😳

No.. Honestly, I got major goosebumps right when you mentioned it for the first time.. And my level of curiosity keeps scaling new heights..

And then.. You had to go and make that sheer awesome piece of creation!!

Bass.. *tanpura delivery on the way* - Aata hi hoga.. 🤪

Sooo.. Khamoshiyaan..

Ahem! You already knew that, didn't you.. Evil Sautan!

Do you have the remotest idea of what that lethal, deadly, heart-stopping, mind-boggling, hawt combination did to me? *Sigh*

O wait! I think you do.. 🤣

Seriously.. You were right.. Never again will I be able to listen to it, without the dialogues goonjing in my ears.. *heavy sigh*

That VM is one of the bestest things I've ever watched.. *Pat on the back, my love* absolutely brilliant!

Aaandd.. The banner.. It's just sooo goose-bumpey.. Crap! That's not even a word.. 😆 I mean it is sooo kuch kuch hota hai taipes.. *hatt besharam* not humarawala.. but u know, that warm fuzzy feeling you get, when u listen to 'Duaa' or 'Khamoshiyaan'

Yes.. I had to bring HIM in! *bows*

Anyhow.. sooo..

You had be thud-ing right from the first quote!!

It's funny how words can do that to you..

But.. For someone who eats, breathes and loves mushkil prem kahanis, that quote is like a soothing balm..

Sigh! Yeh louuve bhi humse kya kya likhwata hai.. *facepalm*

*Will be back later when I find a quiet corner for myself!*

Until then - please fetch me a box of tissues or a AK-47 (Kissiko threaten karna hai..)

- Okay.. So I am back-

But aaj toh historic day hai, you know why!

I wonder if I shall make any sense.. 🤪

Bahahahahaa.. I doubt you will😆😆😆 Mera kya haal hai u already know. Kal train mein pagla gayi thi.. Got at least a dozen weird looks from my parents who happened to be sitting RIGHT opposite! Ab muh kahan chupati bolo?☺️🤪 Khaiiirrr!😳

Sooo..

Aaj toh sirf.. Kholun jo baahein' hi sunaayi de raha hai..

Okay enough blabbering -

Sheeeshhh don't... it just started playing AGAIN!🤪

The prologue! Trust me sautanwa, if you were here I'd give you a jaadu ki jhappi.. 🤗

This is it! You set the ball rolling right with the first few lines, setting pace for the rest of the fic..

Though you haven't revealed much about their past or their marriage, those few lines pretty much summed it up.. It wasn't perhaps a bed of roses, or a happily ever after, as much as they wanted it to be..

Ahhh coming from you.. do u know how much that means to me?🤗

Nope it wasn't ...

And also, the banner says it all.. Zaalim duniya pyaar ki dushman.. I'm seriously on the edge of my seat waiting for you to reveal more about how and why, was their marriage and later cursed.. Perhaps it's got something to do with Arjunwa's family, I guess..

Anyway, I shall wait for you to reveal more there..

Paaartly correct... 😛 Hehehe... I am hoping my plot actually works out😆

And of course.. the pehli mulaakat! Sautan, kitna tadpaaogi.. Main ab gaana gaaungi.. 'tadap tadap ke iss dil se aah nikalti rahi..'

Kab milenge?

Aur phir milenge?

(yeah, call me crazy - But Jailwala love is sooo close to my heart, for some reason..) ❤️

Hehehehe.. pehli mulakaat is coming up sooon..😉 It has to be perfect.. the way I imagined it! I was on a bus and a song was playing.. no no NOT his song lol... my phone was on shuffle😛 .. it was Sawaar Loon .. and I started imagining the scene right then!

Haan.. so it will be.. mushkil love hai na😛

Oooh imagine tadap tadap in his voice? *dil tooting*

Nahiii.. Nooo... Seedhe coma mein! How.. Why.. What?

And the first thing that came to my mind is - was his accident accidental, or was it pre-planned to keep him away from Sakshi, while she was being framed?

Andd.. His brother is dead.. Maybe Sakshi and him weren't on good terms.. And hence all evidence points towards her?

Sherlock Sautanwa.. you might be right😉 But more on that later!

But God no! My heart really went out to her.. As if being framed and landing in prison wasn't painful enough, her saviour (Haaye! ) isn't with her, when she needs him the most..

So eventually, she gives up fighting.. And one wouldn't blame her for it.. Without him, she's as good as half-dead; a life sentence wouldn't have mattered much at that moment.

Exactly.. hearing about his state and not being able to see him was worse than her life sentence

But what I don't understand is - why does she blame herself for his comatose state? Either it's just an irrational guilt trip, or there's more to it, which you haven't revealed yet..

Yeah, told ya, I may not make sense.. But yahan to Sherlock ki aatma ghus gayi hai mere andar.. 🤪

Hahahaa.. umm... she blames herself because... no wait! I'll reveal it partly in the next chapter. You'll figure it out.. Sherlock jo ho😎

I had lost my saviour..'

I was like that lump of dry earth, drained of all the water that once used to hold it together.

That was such an 'ouch' moment.. Kuch kuch hua, sach mein.. Why does love have to be soo painful..

(O wait, we're hopeless.. Sigh!

Of course we are🥺 And chadariya makes it worse now😭

Anyhow.. The beginning couldn't have been any better.. The trailer set the mood, and what followed was sheer awesomeness! The scenes just played out before my eyes.. Sakshi's fear, pain, crumbling under the weight of realisations, and lastly defeat!

Poignant, heart-breaking and yet soo beautiful! ❤️ *Sniff*

Errm.. Diary entry, eh? Or monologue? 😈

You mean for the rest of the story?😛 Well, you already know😆

(yeah, yours truly, laalchi sautan!) 🤗

I'm off to read and unres the next one, And Khamoshiyaan it is, for tonight.. (Oh well, for now, atleast.. Raat tak kya pata kya ho jaaye.. *Hint* Nahi???)

Khair, I should stop being greedy..

Thank you once again, for coming up with this one.. It's going straight into my favorites list..

P.S. : I'm horribly late.. Sorry bhi nahi bol sakti.. But just know, that I always look forward to reading everything you write! Coz it's sheer magic, Sach mein! <3 🤗