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Salut mes amies... i am here with another FF. I got excellent comments for my previous FF Hamari Adhuri Kahaani and i hope u guyz will like this as much... I tried to stop myself from posting this, but i couldn't help it....š So here it goes...
Part 1
Dear Jai,
I am goingā¦ far away where I can't see your eyes or feel your presence. These few months have given me memoriesā¦ the most beautiful memories I ever hadā¦ and I will keep them with me and live the rest of my life... I know you don't like me and have always hated meā¦ but I still couldn't stop myself from writing this letter to youā¦
The truth is Jai that I love you and I loved you ever since I fell in the deep sea hidden in your eyes. I was mad when you irritated me, happy when you talked to me, sad when you were hurt, jealous when you picked someone else over me and hurt when you were betrayed.
Since childhood I was always unknown to what love meant. I never got it from my family and was always mistreatedā¦ Everyone played with my feelings and I only faced dislikeā¦ But everything changed when I met youā¦ I saw the world in your eyes and felt happiness is in your companyā¦ And when I realized that I fell in love with you, you went very far away from meā¦
But destiny brought me close to you once again and this time I saw the other side of youā¦ your hatred. I didn't complain and I never will because I know that you are hurt and to some extent I was the reasonā¦
I am sorry for the pain I caused you because when ever you saw me, you remembered your pastā¦ the past which I tried my best to buryā¦ I know my sister was responsible for this and you always thought that I was part of her disgusting planā¦ but no, I am not. Pia left you for her own benefit and I was forced to sit in the mandap as your dulhan. I had my own reasons for not telling you this before, but now I can't hide anything.
I have faced a lot of ups and downs in life Jaiā¦ and to some extent I didn't want you to experience what I did. But I still remember that night when you gave me strengthā¦ gave me courage to face my own problems instead of running away from them. And then one night, we both forgot our past and pains to understand each other and become oneā¦.
I never want to see you brokenā¦ like when I lost our babyā¦ The pain I saw in your eyes is unforgettableā¦ and I still feel guilty for being the reason for your unspoken painā¦
I just want to tell you today that you have given me everything. You have given memories that I can hold on to. You taught me what love means and what a family meansā¦ and more than all you have given me a few moments to be your wifeā¦ Mrs. Jai Walia. I want to thank you for everythingā¦ I am leaving today hoping that you will start a new and better lifeā¦
Yours truly,
Bani
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I will be looking forward to your comments... positive or negative as i always want to improve myself.... and i am not sure when the next part will be up (if you guyz like it thoughš)....
Au Revoir
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Index
Prt 1 Pg 1, Prt 2 Pg 4, Prt 3 Pg 7, Prt 4 Pg 9, Prt 5 Pg 11, Prt 6 Pg 14, Prt 7 Pg 17, Prt 8a Pg 20, Prt 8b Pg 21, Prt 9 Pg 23, Prt 10 Pg 27, Prt 11 Pg 29, Prt 12 Pg 32, Prt 13 Pg 35, Prt 14 Pg 39, Prt 15 Pg 41, Prt 16a Pg 44, Prt 16b Pg 46, Prt 17 Pg 50, Prt 18 Pg 53, Prt 19 Pg 57, Prt 20 Pg 59, Prt 21 Pg 63, Prt 22 Pg 63, Prt 23 Pg 68, Prt 24 Pg 71, Prt 25 Pg 74, Prt 26 Pg 77, Prt 27 Pg 80, Prt 28 Pg 83, Prt 29 Pg 86, Prt 30 Pg 89, Prt 31 Pg 93, Prt 32 Pg 95, Prt 33 Pg 98, Prt 34 Pg 100, Prt 35 Pg 103, Prt 36 Pg 106, Prt 37 Pg 109, Prt 38 Pg 111, Prt 39 Pg 112, Prt 40 Pg 117, Prt 41 Pg 120, Prt 42 Pg 123, Prt 43 Pg 126, Prt 44 Pg 128, Prt 45 Pg 131, Prt 46 Pg 135, Prt 47 Pg 137, Prt 48 Pg 140, Prt 49 Pg 143, Prt 50 Pg 145,
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