RANTARA SS-Ehsaas -the Feeling Part 29 & 30-page 54 - Page 29

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Update soon please where have u disappeared too

Where have you vanished?

Missing your updates... its been a month now

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Originally posted by: hareem27

Where have you vanished?

Missing your updates... its been a month now

Please update soon

I wont say anything to amfi, im so disappointed

Originally posted by: Roy.nikki143

I wont say anything to amfi, im so disappointed

Maybe she's tooo busy...
Or maybe shes stuck with some personal problem

Originally posted by: hareem27

Maybe she's tooo busy...
Or maybe shes stuck with some personal problem

May be

Originally posted by: Roy.nikki143

May be

It was 9 am of the morning nd Antara is at Dining Table waiting for her Breakfast but lost somewhere. She still didn't understand why she was feeling so strange since last nite. She was here from 1 week nd no doubt she Misses Raghu every single second but the feling she had since last nite she never had in this 1 week.

Antara(to herself): Is Raghu allrite? I havent even talked to him in this 1 week neither I responded of any of his calls. I left from their without even meeting him. I wish he was fine over dere, yes he is fine over dere otherwise I wont be Fine over here but den y m I getting dis strange feeling in me, like Raghu is somewhere around me.

Her thoughts were distracted by her Mother's voice

Geeta: Antara... where r u lost beta

Antara: No Mom nothing like dat

Geeta: Oh really! Den y r u not having ur Breakfast. It there in front of u since last 15 mins.

Antara: Oh sorry Mom, I didn't noticed

Geeta(concerned): Antara, is everything ok?

Antara: ya Mom

Geeta: does something happened between u nd Raghu

Antara: No mom Nothing has happened. Everything is fine between us. Y u said dis?

Geeta: Beta u r here from 1 week nd u havent given any prior Notice for coming here also. U came suddenly thatsy I was bothering

Antara: Oh! So nw I have to give a prior Notice before coming to my own home?

Geeta: Wen did I said dat Bachha. U r taking me wrong. I was just concerned about u

Antara: Don't worry Mom everything is fine. I was just Missing u badly so I came over here (she said while hugging her mom)

Geeta: R u sure?

Antara: ya Mom. Acha nw Leave all dis c'mon lets have breakfast I m damn hungry.

Geeta: ya sure. Acha Antara Tumhari Frnd. Krati ka Call aaya tha.

Antara: Krati? Oh Shit! I have to go to meet her today. Actually Mom do u remember our Designing Teacher Mrs. Roy?

Geeta: Ya Ofcourse. Who always consider u as ur Fav. Student.

Antara: Ya She's getting Retired today. So all of us has planned to meet her today. Krati has reminded me yesterday also but I forgot.

Geeta: Dnt worry. Its not much late nw also. U can go nw. infact Krati has called to inform dat only that Mrs Roy's Farewell Party will Start at 11:30 so u have enough tym to reach over dere.

Antara: ya. Ok I should go nd get ready for party.

Geeta: ya sure.

Antara left for her Room nd Geeta was sitting there worried

Geeta(To herself): There's something which she's not telling me. But I'll not force her also because I know she'll tell me wenever she feel rite tym to tell.

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Antara was in her Room getting ready for d Party but her Mind has still didn't came out From Raghu's Thought. She shrugged of all her thoughts nd goes to her Wardrobe to take out a Dress. After 10 mins. Of searching she finally Took out a Red Colour Dress. As soon as she was taking it out from d Wardrobe she Felt that someone has stopped her from taking dat Dress by Keeping his hand on hers. She looked around nd saw that Raghu was standing over dere smiling. Is he really here or she's Dreaming, she thought

Raghu: Not Dis?

He said nd placed it back to the wardrobe nd started looking for another dress while Antara was standing quietly just looking at him. Finally Raghu Take out a white clour dress.

Raghu: U'll wear dis. U remember I told u that no other colour will suit u best then white because it is as pure as u. u look like an angel. (den came close to her) My Angel!!!

Antara smiled wen she hears dis from him. She wanted to hug him tight but as soon as she moves closer to him he disappeared. Antara came back into reality nd noticed that no one is over dere. She looked around whole Room but there was no one except her. she closed her eyes to recover from his thoughts.

Antara(To herself): Y am I not able to recover from his Thoughts? Y Raghu Y? Y had u became so engrained in my Life Dat nw I m Feeling so incomplete without u? Y I m missing u so much today? Y I m missing ur Anger, ur Irritation, ur smile? I m missing u Raghu. Y did u hurt me so much Raghu that I had to take d Decision to stay away from u which is nw Getting difficult for me.

She opens her eyes unable to find the answers. She looked at her hand nd saw that she's still holding the Red Dress in her hand. She placed it back nd took out the White one. She goes to the Washroom nd changed her clothes. She came out after 10 mins. Nd goes straight away to her Dresser Nd started brushing her hair. She saw her Reflection in the mirror but suddenly she saw someone else' reflection also in d mirror behind her. It was Raghu. She turned back to face him. Her heart beats started getting faster wen she notices him coming closer to her. her breaths were getting faster wen he stand just a mere inches away from her. She kept looking for a moment in his Deep Eyes den noticed dat he was picking something from d dresser. It was her Earings. He extended his Hand nd tucked her loose hairs behind her ears sending a jolt of current in Antara's Body due to his touch. She closed her eyes as she feels his touch. He slowly placed Earing on her one Ear.

Raghu: So Missing me?

Antara: No.

Raghu: Jhooth! (he said nd moved to her another ear) few mins back u were saying that u were missing me. Antara u cant even say a lie properly. Den y u try to say so.

Antara: I m not lying Raghu (she said struggling hard to control herself)

Raghu: Really! (he says by placing another Earing). But ur eyes r saying something else.

Antara: since wen u started understand wat my eyes says?

Raghu: Since I met u.

Antara: really! Then hw could u misread it dat day?

Raghu: My mistake. but U only said na that we r not gods. We r humans nd humans can do mistakes.

Antara: Raghu Pls. (she said nd walked to the other side of the Room) I don't want to talk about all dat.

Raghu: Hw long will u run away from me Antara?

Antara: I m not running away from anyone.

Raghu: Yes Antara u r running away. For the First tym I m seeing Antara Kaul running away. Nd from Whom r u running away Antara? From me or from urself? (he says by coming closer to her)

Antara: Wat do u mean?

Raghu: Antara, u r not so stupid that u didn't understand wat I mean? U came to Amritsar because u wanted to escape from me because I hurted u. u run away from me without even telling me. But Antara I live over here (he said pointing towards her Heart) At ur Heart, hw will u escape from ur own heart, hw will u run away from me wen I m melted in u. Hw will u run away from urself?

Antara: its not true

Raghu: oh really! (he came closer to her nd held her by her shoulders) so u r not running away from anyone?

Antara: yes (she said while looking other side)

Raghu: Den look into my eyes nd say dat u r not running away from me, say dat u feel nothing for me, say dat u dnt feel anything wen I come so close to u, say that u were not missing me wen u are alone over here, say dat u dnt wanted to be in my Arms wen I said I love u to u. (he said by lifting her face through her chin)

Antara looked into his eyes in which she find only Immense Love for her. he was rite, she was running away from him, from herself. Its true that she has came to Amritsar because she was angry on him but this is also true that d day since she came over here she couldn't able to stay Peacefully even for a second.

Raghu: Bolo Antara! Kuch fark nahi padta?

Antara: Fark padta hai Raghu. Bahut fark padta hai wen u r around me, wen u touch me, wen u come close to me, u think it was easy for me by staying away from u, from d person to whom I love so much nd I know that he loves me too. ofcourse not. I wanted to be wid u, I wanted to stay in ur Arms Forever, I...

She wanted to say more but Raghu put his fingers on her lips to make her quiet.

Raghu: Ssshhh... don't say anything nw. I understand everything even if u dnt say it. Ur eyes says everything Antara.

Antara looked into his eyes. she can see his heart through it. She can see the Deep nd intense love in his Eyes which was only for her. Suddenly she noticed that Raghu is coming close to her, to kiss her. she didn't protest nd closed her eyes in consent.

But Soon she realizes that there was no one around wen she heard her Mother's Voice. She opened her eyes in jerk nd looked around her Room. so she was Dreaming? Raghu was not there. She thought wen she again heard her Mother's Voice

Geeta: Antara, wat r u doing Beta? U'll get late. Should I come to help u?

Antara: No mom. I m coming outside.

She quickly regains her senses nd moved outside d Room.

Geeta: Antara, Bachha r u feeling fine?

Antara: ya Mom. Y?

Geeta: Den y r u sweating so much? Nd ur face too doesn't look d same as it looks wen u go to meet ur Friends before.

Antara: Mom u worry too much for me. I m perfectly fine. Acha I m going nw.

Geeta: acha Listen one thing. Go to Golden Temple Today. U'll feel better.

Antara: ok. Bye

She said nd moved outside d house. She knows y her mom has adviced her to go to Temple as she has felt her restlessness. She too didn't refuse because she wanted to get rid from all that's happening with her since morning. She started her Scooty nd started driving towards temple.

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Back at Mumbai, in sanjeevani. It was 10:30 am nd Shilpa was in Locker Room wen Arman came to her. she turned her face aside wen she sees her.

Arman (to himself): Nw wats Wrong with her?

Arman: Hey shilpa!

Shilpa(faintly): Hi!

Arman: R u angry?

Shilpa: Ofcourse not, y should I? afterall u didn't fight wid me last nite?

Arman: omg shilpa! U r still taking dat Seriously. For god Sake it was just an argument

Shilpa: o ya! Nd Because of dat Argument Jiju shouts on me.

Arman: If u remember he shouts on me also. Nd By the way y r we fighting? I mean we both should think about Raghu nd Antara rite nw inspite of Fighting

Shilpa: ya rite. So stupid of me

Arman: I know.

Shilpa: Wat?

Arman: Nothing! By the way any news from Raghu. Did he meet Antara yet.

Shilpa: I don't think so. Because I talked to Di just few minutes back nd everuything seems to be normal. I havent told her yet that jiju is in Amritsar.

Arman: good Finally u use ur Brain.

Shilpa: Arman...

Arman: sorry Baba! Nw only god knows wats running in Raghu's Mind.

Shilpa said nothing but tries to guess wat will happen next.

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It was 11 am in d morning wen Antara reached To Golden Temple. She went inside placing her Dupatta on her head. She was really feeling better inside d Temple. She closed her eyes in prayer but suddenly opens her eyes as she felt a something strange in air. She felt his presence around her like he was standing somewhere close to her. She looked around her restlessly but found no one over dere. She closed her eyes in Irritation.

Antara(to Herself): Babaji! Wats happening to me today? Y m I feeling that Raghu is somewhere around me. I myself left him nd came over here den y m I missing him so much today? Y I m having d feeling that I m going to meet him today. Y?

As she was praying Raghu crossed from her behind .Antara quickly turned back as she felt raghu behind her but again found no one. She tried to shrug off all her thoughts nd goes outside d Temple. She started her Scooty nd started Driving towards her College.

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It was 6:00 PM wen d function gets over. Antara was feeling better with her Friends as she was meeting everyone of dem after 4 months. She really had a good tym over dere nd forgots all her feelings that she was having since morning.

Krati: Hey Guys! Lets go to our Fav. Coffee Shop. Afterall we all r meeting after such a long tym.

Antara: No Krati. I m really tired. I need to go home.

Preeti: C'mon Antara don't be a spoil sport. Phir kahan sabka saath hota hai.

Her other two friends Gunjan nd Deepali too insisted her to stay so she couldn't refuse dem. They all headed towards d Coffee Shop. It was d same Coffee Shop where she has gone to met Raghu. Their First unofficial Date. As soon as she entered inside she had d memories of the tym they spend in d Coffee Shop together in her mind. All of dem has taken their seats nd ordered for d Coffee.

Krati: So Antara tell me Hws ur Life in Mumbai.

Antara: Preety Cool

Deepali: Preety cool? I think u r working for Naik's?

Antara: ya So?

Deepali: So working with person like NAIK is a gr8 achievement nd u says just Preety Cool. Yaar it should be Rocking.

Antara: its not like dat Deeps working with him is not easy.

Gunjan: Ya I heard that he always stay away from girls. I wonder hw will he get married.

Preeti: Dnt worry he'll?

Krati: y did he Propose u?

Preeti: No, actually section 377 has been legalized nw. u know wat I mean (she winks)

Everyone laughs except Antara. Hw can she see anyone making fun of him.

Antara: Shut up Guys! Is tarah kisi ka Mazaak nahi banana chahiye.

Deepali: oho! Kisi ko bura lag raha hai. wats wrong? Is there something between u two?

Antara: its not like dat Deeps. Afterall he's my boss. Hw can I listen anything against him.

Gunjan: Antara, if I remember u use to make fun of our Maths Teacher also. Afterall he was also our teacher.

Antara: ya that was different thing.

Krati: try to understand Gunjan. He was not as Handsome as NAIK. Rite Antara?

Antara: Guys Enough! Dnt u have any other topic den NAIK? (she said irritated)

Preeti: Relax Antara! We all r kidding. Wats wrong wid u? really u have changed a lot after going to Mumbai. NAIK effect.

Antara looks at her angrily so Preeti decided to be quiet nw. they changed d Topic nd started discussing about their jobs nd bosses nd their respective lives.

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It was 7:30 PM wen Antara finally came to her Home. She was feeling so Fresh after chit-chat wid her friends. After such a long tym they all were together so its really feel great to her. She was smiling at their talks especially at the Preeti's Words "Sec 377". She wondered wat will happen if Raghu would hear it. He would definitely kill Preeti for dis. Poor Guys didn't know that NAIK has actually fallen for someone who is a girl.

Antara(to herself): Antara wats wrong? again u r thinking about him? Remember u r angry with him. Dnt smile too much.

She said nd started pressing d Doorbell. She pressed it two-three tymes but Door didn't opened. She wondered wats taking her Mom so long in opening d Door. She never do that. Is She allrite? She thought nd again pressed d Bell. This tym Door was opened. She had a sigh of relief.

"Kitni Der Laga Di. Pata hai hum log Kabse wait kar rahe hai" a voice came as soon as d door was opened.

Antara(while Coming inside): Haan, wo traffic mein'''..

Den suddenly she stops. She realize d voice is familiar. Hw can she forget this Voice. She turned back quickly nd Found Raghu standing in front of her smiling while crossing his Arms acrossed his chest.

Antara couldn't believe in her eyes. was she Dreaming again or Raghu is actually over dere. May be she's again hallucinating. Hw can he be over here? She was lost in dese thoughts wen she again hear his Voice

Raghu: Wat Happen? U have been so Shocked like u saw any Ghost in front of u Ms. Amritsar Express.

Nw this was enough to make her sure that she was not dreaming. Raghu is actually over dere.

Antara(Shocked): Tum?!!!! Yahan?

Raghu: Tum jahan Main Wahan.

He said with a mischievios smile which irritates Antara. She was not knowing wat to do nd even able to understand y is he over here?

Antara(To herself): Babaji! Nw wat is he doing over here? Did he told everything to Mom? What should I do now?

Precap:

More Rantara moments to come