Blast from the Past Thread #17, pg 72, epi 188 - Page 78

Originally posted by: indi52

thanks so much, horizon.

aw you liked the edits? possessed is right i think... sometimes this whole thing just foinishes me off... which is why wedding must be spaced out... i am thinking if watchingh is doing thsi to us, what acting this phase out must have done to the actors, also the creatives... who all work practically seven days a week, 12 hours or more...

i am glad you are finallly ready for this. i keep running away... even though it is impossible to forget "shadi karni hogi... mujhse... chhay mahine ke liye..." the low voice like a forest fire blowing through the night, her eyes aflame with emotions of a nature she perhaps had no idea she even had as she tried to make some sense of this chaos. a knowledge of the end of worlds in both their eyes. how could a scene that was just shown in bits and parts be so powerful that it gets lodged in you like this, maybe they intercut it with so much of other things just to help the viewer deal with the impact somehow. little doses... baby steps we took into hell and, no idea how this was ever ever going to get to a better place.

layers here that are too deep to fathom at times. intense pain yet a terrible thrill and a scaredness, elemental eternity. astonishing days. i am hoping to watch and think 190 today. i know it is not possible to ever understand this "forced wedding" in all its splendour, but i think i would like to write a bit about it.

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episodes 187 - 188

Raksha Di ki

Beparda hui aisi gehri chaal

Bichaya hai usne makdi ka jaal

Lubhata raha sabko baaton se

Kathputli si lagi Di, uske haaton mein

Itni izzat nawazi, usey raas na aayi

Bepanah mohabbat, uske kaam na aayi

Pehen rakha tha usne achhai ka naqab

Hairaan hua sunkar uska ghatiya hisaab

Khush khabar Di ki bani uska dhaal

Khamosh raha main, wo baazi jeeta filhaal

Chaane laga ghane badalon ka saaya

Bura waqt phir se dohraata nazar aaya

Di ke Khushi ko na bikharne doonga

Di tak koi dukh na pahunchne doonga

Karoonga main kuch bhi, unki raksha ke liye

Di ko diya vachan, na tootne doonga

Translation:

A grave ploy got unveiled

A spider's web he laid

With his words everyone he enticed

In his hands Di seemed like a puppet

So much respect given, it never bothered him

Infinite love, never mattered to him

He had worn a mask of goodness

Got perplexed listening to his awful account

Di's good news became his shield

I remained silent, for now he won the round

The shadow of dark clouds began looming around

Felt the bad time was repeating again

I will not let Di's happiness disintegrate

I will not let any sorrow reach Di

I will do anything to protect her

The promise I gave to Di, I will not let it break

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Originally posted by: Katelyn

Wow, excellent job, Durga! 👏❤️⭐️ 👍🏼 This is so intense and emotional. I feel for this man who felt betrayed by these two people. I really love the last stanza! How does one come out of the abyss of shock and pain? 😭

Originally posted by: sohara

stupendous Durga.

how you depicted Arnav's inner feelings and determination to protect his di is marvelous. Never saw such kind of loving and caring brother before in my life.

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episode 188

Jhooth

Bankar baarish ki thandi phuhaar

Mere dil pe jab dastak de gayi

Ansuna kiya tha dil ki pukaar

Par harpal tum kareeb aati gayi

Tumse door rehne ki karta raha koshish

Magar badhta hi raha tumhare liye kashish

Nazar na hata saka, bhanwar mein jaise kho gaya

Tumhari muskaan ne rachayi thi saazish

Aankhon ne aisa jadoo kiya

Aansuon ki baadh mein dil beh gaya

Haar chuka tha dil ki zid par

Tumse kehne ko bhi raazi ho gaya

Dil cheerta hua dekha ek nazara

Phir laut aaya waqt ka wo ishaara

Jhootha hai dil aur dil ki baatein

Kisi apne ne dhokha diya dobara

Masoomsi wo muskaan jhooth thi

Aankhon ki kahi saari baatein jhooth thi

Jhoothi thi fikar jo tumne jataayi

Behlaane wali saari adaayein jhooth thi

Fareb ya dhokha, kya doon isko naam?

Iss dagabaazi ka tumhe kya doon inaam?

Socha bhi na hoga tumne kabhi

Tumhare jhooth ko aisa doonga anjaam

Translation:

Turning into a cool sprinkle of rain

When you knocked on my heart

I let the call of the heart unheard

But you kept coming closer

I tried to remain far away from you

But kept increasing, the attraction towards you

Couldn't take off my eyes, got lost like in a twister

Your smile had devised a conspiracy

The eyes created such a magic

My heart got carried away in the flood of tears

I lost at the tenacity of my heart

I even acceded to tell you

Saw a sight that tore away my heart

The sign of a time returned

The heart is a lie and so are its words

Once again someone dear betrayed

That innocent smile was a lie

The words that your eyes spoke were all lies

The worry that you displayed was a lie

The soothing flairs were all lies

Deceit or betrayal, what should I name it?

What reward should I give for this treachery?

Never would you have thought

The conclusion I would give for your lies

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