"I won't go. he might have been the one to say that the story is over, but how could it end like that? Our story hasn't even gone half way till now! I have just started understanding him. Now he has to understand me.
I know. I know that I feel as if I have lost, today he broke my heart two times. Even then, without being upset about it, in my heart I have this wish, my strength to fight hasn't been broken, in fact it has only doubled! It has happened with me for the first time ever, everything seems so fresh and novel.
You know, throughout my entire life I have done what others told me to do. But today for the first time I would like to do something. MANMAANI!! (be wilful and do what my mind wants), I want to do what my own mind says.
If anyone thinks I am stubborn let them think so! But I would like to live with Major saab, living with him, feels nice to me.. I find happiness. AND I would somehow get this happiness I will feel!
See I will teach him also to smile. In him somewhere there has to be a small kid hidden. And by cajoling that kid with a toffee, or by threatening him, somehow I will get him out! And I would teach that scared, wounded child to once again live.
But for all of this its vital for me to live inside the house. Being near him is vital.
OMG OMG what is this fairylike creature made of? 🤣 She is just so adorable!!
Rudra indeed didn't know what hit him LITERALLY!! 🤣