Hi guys,
After today's episode, this forum has gone crazy, everyone seems to have gone in depression. Though, I'm not happy with the episode today, I still have my faith in JB and Ekta and I won't give up. I don't believe for a minute that Jai would do something like this to Bani. I truly believe it's some kind of a plan we're going to find out after the leap. It's going to work in JB's advantage for sure. Thoda sa toh tadpana padega and then we're going to get a great payoff. We always do with Ekta's serial. So please have some patience.
Anyways, very few people on this forum know that I also write poetry and after today's episode, I have changed a few I've written in the name of friendship to love that I'd like to share with you.
If any of you also wriet poetry, please share with us that you think can go with KS right now.
Dard Ka Ehsas
Dard ka ehsas janna hai to pyaar kar ke dekho
Apni aankhon main kisi ko utar kar dekho
Chot un ko lage gi aansoo tumhein aa jayein ge
Ye ehsas janna ho to dil haar kar dekho
Anam B. 12/10/06
Originally it was: "Dard ka esas jana hai to DOSTI kar ke dekho" The rest I've left the same.
Khud se Pyaar (Originally it was written as Khud se Dosti)
Khud se to pyaar hum ne kabhi ki hi nahin thi
Aap ke siwa kisi ko ye haq diya hi nahin tha
Mushkilon main aaj aap ne rishta hi tor diya
Roshni ka khawab dikha kar andhere main chor diya
Anam B. 12/9/2006
Again, origanlly it was Khud se dosti hum ne kabhi ki hi nahi thi.
Kuch kehna Chahti Hoon
Suno kuch kehna chahti hoon magar mein keh nahi sakti
Zindagi ke aik pal mein tujh bin reh nahi sakti
Mein janti hoon mushkil hai mera tujh bin rehna
Mera dil tujh se kabhi bhi judaai seh nahi sakta
Dekho dil ke samunder mein,meri ankhoon ke sagar mein
Mein woh darya hoon jo tujh bin beeh nahi sakti
Bohat bhatki hoon sehra mein
Bohat pyaasi rahi hoon mein
Tere bin kisi ko kinaara keh nahi sakti
Yakeen na ho jo is baat ka, tu dil per haath mere rakh do
Dhadkanoon se dil kabhi bhi jhoot kuch keh nahi sakti
Zara samjho tu sahi mujh ko, zara jano meri chahat
mein lafzoon mein tarjumani ker nahi sakti
Kabhi jo haath chora toh
Kabhi tanha chora jo
Mein jee loon gi magar aisay
Ke zinda laash ho jaisay
Us zinda lash ki kabar per
Kabhi tum bhi chale ana
Aa ker wahan tum zara meri khak se kehna
Kaho kitni thi isaay chahat, kaho kitni thi mohabbat
Is ki mohhabat ka mehwaar kaun tha?
Yeh khak se kehna !!!
Agar khak ke har zaray se kisi aik bhi kankar se
Yeh sada ayie ke teri hoon,mein teri thi
Toh phir tum yeh jaan lena
Mein kuch sach hi kehti thi
Mein kuch sach hi kehti thi
Anam B. 4/19/2006
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The first two were written in name of Dosti, when I was going through some rough time with my best friend/cousin. I come from a family of poets. Everyone in my family writes poetry, whether it's in English or Urdu/Hindi. I guess it runs in my genes. I best describe my feelings by writting stuff down, mostly in the form of poetry. I write better poetry in Urdu/Hindi than in English because I feel that I can describe my inner feelings most in my mother tongue.
After reading today's update, I realized so much of what's going on has been written down by me and I just wanted to share.
The last piece, Kuch Kehna Chahti Hoon, is very close to my heart as it was written when I was going through some depressing time.
I would like to clarify right now that non of these were written for someone I "Love". Meaning, no boyfriends, etc.... I write mostly for people near and dear to me. So please don't make any assumations that few people have made before. It's quiet embarassing lol!
Hope you liked it. Just wanted to share. Feel free to add yours as well.
Anam
Anupamaa
