Hey guys i am writing this piece on suggestion of one of the beautiful writers of the form.
Hope so you will like it........
Open for your suggestions so that i can improve....
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"Raavi please main sab theek kar dunga abb jab mujhe pata gai ki tu bhi mujhse pyaar karti hai toh main sab kuch therk kar dunga....... Raavi main kisi aur Shaadi nahi kar sakta......... I love you...... "
"Bhut der ho chuki hai Shiva bhut jyaada......... Abb kuch nahi hi sakta....... Kash hum log pehle sab suljha lete.......... Abb kuch bhi karne ka tym nahi bacha hai......... "
"Raavi tu mujhse pyaar karti hai na........please main sab ke samne confess kar dunga ki main tujhse pyaar karta hoon......."
"Aur main yeh nahi chahti ki jo mere saath 8 mahine pehle huya hai vo kisi aur ladki ke saath ho...... Shiva vo dard vo takleef mujhe pata hai jab koii apko chod kar kisi aur ke pass chale jata hain yeh takleef ikk baar nahi do baar seh chuki hoon aur koii aur ladki vohi dukh, dard aur takleef meri vajah se sahe Shiva yeh main kaise hone de sakti hoon.......Shiva vada kar kii shaadi ke baad tu Disha ko apni patni hone ka pura maan samaan dega aur usse kabhi bhi bure tarike se pesh nahi ayega......... Hamare pyaar ke liye yeh vada pura jaroor karna "
"Raavi..... Please samajh agar abb kuch nahi kiya toh kabhi nahi mil payenge....ikk dusre ko hamesha ke liye kho denge "
"Ishq de mere mitra pehchaan hi
jadd mit jaye zidd apnan di... "
Tears flooded from their eyes no words were left but two lovers were seperating again for the sake of someone's respect (Disha) , someone's stubborness (suman) and harshness of time which was passing each minute.......
"Raavi ikk aakhri baar tujhe gale lagana chahta hoon...... Kya hamara pyaar itna deserve nahi karta..... Please...... "
Raavi who had tears flowing hugged Shiva and both cried miserably choking, comforting and basking the warmth of each other. After a while they both seperated reluctantly and with aheavy heart but they had to because they have to go long way.. . .. . .. . No words said and Shiva and Raavi seperated they both have an urge to stop each other but were held back there eye lock didn't broke but their hearts were breaking with each step she was taking back she stood near the door and had a look at her neck here he had gave her the most precious thing of his the trishul pendant gifted by his father to him and he gave her this yesterday she hold that and left crying. Shiva stood their in tears he wanted to stop her hug her and not let her go anywhere but he can't as his one step will have a lot of consequences. He sat in bed dipping his head in his hands and thinking of last night when they poured their hearts out.
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FLASHBACK STARTS,
Shiva was standing in the balcony thinking about his life in which everything was going on without his wish just one thing what he wanted for Raavi's sake was not accomplished yet as their final signatures were left to do with which they will part away officially but emotionally their connection was unbreakable he knew it deep within but now his marriage is next day with another girl who desires him and his mother want them marry he didn't want to but had to for his mother.
"Kaash tujhe bata sakta Raavi ki main kya chahta hoon.......abb jis mod par main khada hoon main kuch bhu nahi kar sakta....... "
His eyes suddenly saw Raavi coming out of mami's house he thought may be mami said something but the lights were off and it is 2 o clock who would be awake at this hour, but than he saw she was crying she walked past the pandya niwas touching the flower decoration hanging and crying she ran away. Shiva can't think of anything he went after her as it is not safe for her and she was crying that was even more bad, after walking on her traces he saw her in the temple saying something leaning on the foot of somnath's idol he went close and started listening what she was saying,
"Mere saath hi hamesha aisa kyon hota hai......... Har baar mujhe jisse pyaar hota hai vo mujhse pyaar kio nahi karta, Dev ne bhi aisa kiya tha aur ab Shiva bhi,par pata nahi kioo jab dev ne choda tha tab takleef huyi thi par itni nahi huyi jitni abb shiva ke chodne par ho rahi hai....... Iss baat ka hamesha malal rahega mujhe kii mera pyaar fir adhura reh gaya pichli baar bhi apne bachpane ki wajah se itna kuch kar baithi aur iss baar apni bewakoofiyon kii wajah se maine sab kharab kar liya.......Shiva mujhse kabhi pyaar kar hi nahi sakta....... Use toh hamesha Dhara dii jaisi ladki chahiye thi........... Par maine koshish ki thi ki main Dhara Dii jaisi banu unke jaise sab ka khayal rakhu par main fail ho gayi........ Bhut buri tarah se fail ho gayi............... Par main na promise karti hoon Shiva ki khushiyon ke beech main nahi aaungi main kal hi chale jaungi yaha se fir kabhi nahi aaungi main......... Par sach mein Shiva se pyaar karne lagi thi uski banana chahti thi main uski hina chahti thi par mera yeh dil fir tut gya fir tut gya kal vo kisi aur ka ho jayega.............. "
Shiva was flooded with so much emotions, he was happy that Raavi also loved him but was guilty about what he had made out of Raavi..... He straight away went to her and said,
"Raavi........ "
Raavi turned and looked Shiva at her vulnerable state was and Shiva took her in hug she can't hold back and she cried even more in his arms letting out sobs and crying bitterly and squealing in between. Shiva tried hus best to comfort her after a fine 15 minutes she stopped crying and came out of trance she pulled back from hug and started moving in opposite direction but Shiva hold her hand and let her sit again in front of him Shiva cupped her face and fresh tears came out of her eyes he wiped with his thumb and said,
"Raavi...... I love you..... Tera pyaar adhura nahi hai main bhi tujhse bhut pyaar karta hoon bass darr gya tha ki shayad tu mere sath zabardasti reh rahi hai par abb pata lagg gya ki aisa nahi hai tu bhi mujhe pyar karti haj Raavi main bata nahi sakta ki main kitna khush hoon..... "
Raavi looked into his eyes tgese hold a lot of love for her but the time for searchubh love in hus eyes and drowing in it has passed......
"Yeh sab tu abb bol raha hai Shiva seriously jab baat itni agge badh chuki hai.......... Kal teri shaadi hai Disha se................ "
"Raavi main nahi chahta yeh shaadi"
"Toh pehle kio mana nahi kiya kyon............ Abb toh time nikal chuka hai Shiva............ "
"Raavi...... "
"Nahi shiva......... Abb baat ghar ki ijjat ka hai aur ghar ki ijjat ke saath khilwad nahi kar sakte hum........ Kal teri Shaadi hain aur tu mere saath yaha............ Tu jaa...... "
"Raavi main tujhe dur bhej raha tha kio kii mujhe laga tu khush nahi hai par agar tu mujhse pyaar karti hai toh main tujhe kaise jane doon.......... "
"shiva kaash tune mujhse pehle pucha hota............ Par abb backout karne ka tym nahi hai........ Main kal chale jaungi yaha se dur fir tu aur Disha apni jindagi shuru krna.......... "
"Nahi Raavi......... Mat bol please...... "
"Shiva hum log kal ke baad koii connection nahi rakhenge main mausapaa aur massi maa ko bata kar chale jaungi...... "
Raavi was not letting him speak as it was too late for them to put fireard their choice so shiva remived his pendant and put into her hands and said,
"Raavi yeh mere liye mere dil ke tukde ki tarah hai aur vo dil tere paas hai main chahta hoon tu isse rakh le please....... Teri sabhi batein maan lunga bass yeh apne pass rakh le toh mujhe lagega ki mera pyaar jinda hai........Raavi kal hane se pehle ikk baar mujhse milna jaroor please..... "
Raavi wanted to protest but his eyes were full of tears she can't do that to him she can't refuse and nodded and handed him her mangalsutra and wore his pendant instead.
FLASHBACK ENDS
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He looked at himself in mirror and thought she had went without signing the divorce papers and he also not wanted to sign those everyone has forgotten about that but he was not happy about all these happenings but he had to di this cause of Raavi's sake for their love's sake.
He looked at tge doorstep and Disha was standing there with anger in her eyes, Shiva says,
"Disha... . .. . . "
And she runs
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This was for the first part guys hope so you all like it please share your views on the same.
Yours
ODETTE_DELUSION
Part-I above
Part-II
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/159494871
Part-III
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/159525866
Part-IV
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/159572426
Part-V
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/159604115
Part-VI
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/159932136
Part-Vll
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/160181133
Part-Vlll