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How do you write about a woman who fights for what is right? Where do you begin or simply what words do you use to tell the tale of a single brave woman who goes into battle with her one faithful friend by her side all the while knowing that they could fall and never rise?

Life as we know it is not like the morning sun which rises without fail and has been doing it for nearly four and a half billion years and will continue for another five billion years or more.Our lives are counted by decades and very few of us hit the big hundred.

So in the end the question is what is the purpose of life and why we come and why do we have to go.

But these are eternal questions posed by far greater minds and even they say it is up to the one,THE ONE who is the master and creator of all life and all over the universe.

"Attack is the secret of defense; defense is the planning of an attack." ? Sun Tzu, The Art of War

Thenmozhi did not enter into her toughest battle with just a sword by her side but she wore a lightweight armor that protected her upper body from neck to waist,that wrapped all around her body and also from any attacks from behind.The armor came as a complete suit that offered protection for legs,hands and for the head,but thenmozhi took just the one piece to protect her upper body for she wanted her hands and legs free to move as she wished and willed them to move while she swung her sword.

During the past fifteen years,Thenmozhi had explored the inner sanctums of the caves that only she was allowed entry and had learnt many fascinating things about herself and the world and its origins.She learnt that many like her and her lord Azhagan had been born all over earth and would continue to be born and the reasons as to why or what was not revealed to her and neither was she too bothered about them.

But her senses had told her to prepare for the coming moment when she would have to call on all her resources to defeat the enemy that was coming for her and yeshe.Over the years,thenmozhi had spent time learning the various arts of war,fighting and learning about all the deadly weapons that were used in battle to kill others.

What she had discovered after reading all the histories about great kings and warriors was that,two weapons,in fact two types of swords were considered the most deadliest weapons ever made.

One was The Ulfbehrt Sword made by the vikings and the other was The japanese katana used by the samurai warriors.

Thenmozhi had chosen the armor because it housed two katanas on its back and when worn,all the person wearing it had to do was reach over and pull and slash at the same time,either the left sword or the right sword.
For thenmozhi,this was a good solution when fighting because she would lead,launch an attack with the sword by by her side that belonged to her lord Azhagan and if necessity arose then she could reach behind her back for one or both the killer katanas.

Thenmozhi along with Buddha,the tiger entered the forest and the area where the bulk of the caliphs army were just about beginning to split into groups and to take their places and lie in wait for her.But much to their surprise and even before they could prepare their archers and before their swordsmen could be placed in a vantage position,their overconfidence,arrogance and lack of respect for the enemies they were going to face put them in a deadly position of fighting to even stay alive,leave alone being ready and being hidden.

Throughout cultures and time, shouting and yelling have typically been categorized as masculine acts. It makes sense. Yelling is inherently aggressive and often the prelude to actual physical violence. If the roar doesn't work to stave off the fight, well, hopefully it was fierce enough to instill some fear into one's foe, leading him to struggle less fiercely and submit sooner, rather than later.

These roars aren't limited to the animal kingdom, though. In the great epic poems of cultures in both the East and the West, a manly, fierce yell was a desirable trait for a warrior to have.

In The Iliad, Homer often describes the story's heroes in terms of their ability to let out a howl that could weaken the knees of their enemies. Diomedes is called "Diomedes of the loud war cry," and both Menelaus and Odysseus are described as "uttering a piercing shout."

There's something very visceral about the aggressive shout that taps into the animal within us. As historian Dean Miller notes in his book The Epic Hero, "If the human voice...carries the proof of intelligence and therefore of a living vitality specific to humanity, the warrior's shout announces a retrograde act, moving back or down into animality or even into the inanimate (a drumbeat, the sound of the sea)."

Moving back into that raw barbarism via a mighty yell may be a way for us humans to tap into our animal strength. In fact, research backs this idea up: one study showed that athletes who scream when exerting themselves show an 11% increase in power output!

Thenmozhi's and Buddhas attacks were launched with mighty roars and battle cries and both followed one another only moments apart'

Thenmozhi yelled " I come in his name and in the name of the light. In the name of 'Azhagan,Pakalon,Maasilan,Kathiravan,Meykandan,Koman,Nikaran'.

In the few moments it took for the veteran soldiers of the mighty caliph army to realise that the woman and the tiger who had dared to launch an attack on them were not ordinary but extra ordinary beings,a hundred or more lay dead and most of them before they even knew what had killed them and the last thing they saw was a woman with her hair waving around her like green fire around the most beautiful and calm face but for the eyes that blazed death and more death.

Among the forest and in between the trees,thenmozhi took four or more lives with each sweep of her sword and a stab here and slash here meant loss of eyes,split throat and loss of arms and legs.

The stunned few who ran away from there met a even more gory death as gigantic tiger slashed with paws as big as tree branches and in each paw glinted five claws as long and sharp as daggers.

Even the most well trained soldiers,veterans of many great and brutal wars have a limit and a threshold when their will and resolve can be broken.Once broken,their arms freeze in fear and sometimes in awe of the opposing warriors skill at battle and offer no defence as steel comes calling names for the journey beyond the living.

The nearly 450 warriors were of ages ranging from 35 to 65,mature adults,handpicked,well trained and well protected with armor of chain mail,steel breast guards,hand guards and leg guards and steel helmets to cover their heads.They had fought wars in europe,middle east,india,china and were well versed in coping with any eventualities that came towards them in war.

And yet,they did not expect a direct and surprise attack and that two from two mighty warriors who were far superior than them in every way.

When Thenmozhi had launched herself with a bloodcurdling roar and had sprang into their group,the noise of her scream had touched their very soul and had evoked fear and the promise of death,swiftly and terribly.

The first men who saw Thenmozhi jumping on top of them were the first ones to lose their heads as she swung her sword beheading five in one mighty stroke and before the other soldiers could react five more died and hell and mayhem then followed as she parted heads and limbs from their owners.

Just when she was chasing a dozen or more soldiers who were running towards their general jalaluddin,Both thenmozhi and buddha came to a sudden halt and looked back to the caves for their senses told them that something was wrong for they felt Yeshe as he ran towards them with only the thought of saving her,the only mother he knew and loved more than anything,even his love for buddha.flesh triumphs over the eternal soul and truth and flesh will be the cause,the reason for what tragedy that was about to take place.

Thenmozhi knew that yeshe had incredible powers of the mind although totally different to what she possessed but even she had not expected him to be able to move mountains of rock and to free himself from the security that she had provided.She knew that he was coming to protect her but she also knew that he expected too much from the world and was naive to its evil and destructive powers.

She looked at Buddha and the tiger knew what had to be done for now their surprise tactics of attacking was gone and now it would be to protect and defend yeshe at whatever costs and both knew what the cost was going to be.


Just a short distance away Mullah Nasreddin Hodja looked at General jalaluddin and the other four who held the unknown weapons that had crossed oceans and millennium to reach their hands " the prophecy of "Qutb al-Din al-Shirazi is realised and the light from the stars and the light of this world are together as mother and son.Now is the time for our attack and remember,no harm should fall come to the young man. Try to take the woman alive and if it is not possible kill her without hesitation for she will not hesitate even a moment before she chops of your heads.As for the tiger,it is of no consequence and kill it on sight."

Genaral jalaluddin nodded and roared to his remaining few dozen men " Allahu Akbar,In the name of the prophet and in the name of the caliph,Lets go my warriors,lets go and do what needs to be done.we have been away from our wives and children for many years now.Show no mercy while we do our jobs.so we can finish and set sail in the next two days.Do you hear my words?"


All his soldiers roared " Allahu Akbar,Allahu Akbar" and charged into battle.

Great battles are won and lost in a moment,in one single incident and what was victory was turned to defeat and death.

Second Battle of Panipat


On 5 November 1556, the Mughal army met Hemu's army at the historic battlefield of Panipat. Akbar and Bairam Khan stayed in the rear, eight miles from the battleground.The Mughal army was led by Ali Quli Khan Shaibani in the centre with Sikandar Khan Uzbak on the right and Abdulla Khan Uzbak towards the left and the vanguard led by Husain Quli Beg and Shah Quli Mahram. Hemu led his army himself into battle, atop an elephant named Hawai. His left was led by his sister's son, Ramya, and the right by Shadi Khan Kakkar. It was a desperately contested battle but the advantage tilted in favour of Hemu. Both the wings of the Mughal army had been driven back and Hemu moved his contingent of war elephants and cavalry forward to crush their centre. Hemu was on the cusp of victory when he was wounded in the eye by a Mughal arrow and collapsed unconscious. This triggered a panic in his army which broke formation and fled. The battle was lost; 5000 dead lay on the field of battle and many more were killed while fleeing.

The elephant carrying the wounded Hemu was captured and led to the Mughal camp. Bairam Khan asked the 13-year-old Akbar to behead Hemu, but he refused to take the sword to a dying man. Akbar was persuaded to touch Hemu's head with his sword after which Bairam Khan executed him. Hemu's head was sent to Kabul while his body was gibbeted on a gate in Delhi. A minaret was subsequently constructed of the heads of the other dead.


Edited by deepak_satish - 8 years ago
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"How can you rise, if you have not burned" Hiba Fatima Ahmad

you rise only when you fall
bruised body,battered soul you rise tall
you look to the ground where you once were
but now on your feet you are ready to fight
arms swinging away and heart pumping
soul on fire you are ready to do battle
now your bones are stronger than metal
and you can show your true mettle
who you are,what you really are
you smile one last time
and as you take the last breath
you take it knowing that you gave all
and that you stood tall
in the face of death and against odds
for that will do,that is all one can do and that is enough


The minute Thenmozhi and Buddha sensed that Yeshe had somehow managed to leave the security of the mountain sanctuary,their battle plans changed from offence to defence and both turned and ran towards the single point that was yeshe.

Thenmozhi knew that they had only seconds before the enemies would realise that the equations had changed and the balance had tilted in their favour before regrouping and attacking with all their combined resources and more than that,she knew that the mystery man with his strange powers of understanding was the key and that they had come armed with something dangerous and weapons that were capable of taking both her and buddha out.

All these thoughts ran through thenmozhi's mind as she and buddha ran towards yeshe and she looked at the tiger
" goodbye my friend for we know what needs to be done.Buy me enough time so that i can take yeshe to a safer place.I am sorry,really sorry for everything and that things have to end this way."

Buddha was running in giant strides towards yeshe and keeping pace with thenmozhi's blinding speed and he turned and looked at her for a second " we are what we are and our lives are meant for this.It has been an honor my queen and i would die countless deaths happily if it means dying by your side."

Suddenly,buddha came to a halt and spinning back,and launched himself in the direction of the small group of men who he and thenmzohi feared the most knowing pretty well that while he attacked them and kept them occupied,his warrior queen would take yeshe back deep into the caves and to safety.

Mullah Nasreddin Hodja had anticipated this for he knew that they faced only two pawns against their numerous warriors and he and jalaluddin saw the young man they were after in the distance and he screamed " Praise allah for his immense grace and this gift that he has delivered right into our hands."

He yelled to general jalaluddin " you and two others go for the woman while the other two take on the tiger.Only you five men with these weapons stand any chance against these two supreme beings.Go now without wasting time."

General jalaluddin along with kareem and abdul went towards thenmozhi while Rasheed and salim rushed towards the huge tiger with their weapons and pulled the triggers just as they were instructed by the wise mullah.

The light like stuff came out from the weapons in their hands with just mild sounds of " whoosh,whoosh " but were sadly way out of the target that was the charging tiger and with just twenty or so feet before it could leap onto their bodies,Rasheed brought all his training into focus and steadying his aim shot at the tigers massive chest and it met its mark.

A huge hole appeared in buddhas chest and he fell to the ground roaring in pain and anger and even with half his heart torn blasted away by this strange weapon being wielded by the enemies,he struggled to his feet and roared his challenge and tried to leap again for he knew that in those vital moments,his queen might just have a chance to escape with yeshe to safety.

But his heroic leap met many of those light like thunderbolts thrown by those shiny sticks and he fell down dead to the ground with his head blown away.

The moment buddhas life left his body,thenmozhi knew that it was over and that she now stood alone against many enemies and their powerful weapons.

She felt a tremendous energy build up in yeshe's body and she turned and looked at him " no yeshe,you were not meant to kill or maim lives.I did not bring up my son to become what i am."

But little did she know or hear,Mullah Nasreddin turn to jalaluddin " wound her jalal for she is not going to come quietly or allow us to capture that young man.Wound her so that she knows that we mean business."

General Jalaluddin raised his new weapon in confidence for he had seen its destruction against the mighty tiger and shot from it.

Thenmozhi who had turned to restrain yeshe from using his powerful and pure energy for destruction felt a tremendous blow on her back and it took all her powers to absord the mighty impact that caused her to lose her breath.But in that instant she knew that if she had not been wearing the armor that her instinct had whispered to her,she would be dead at that very moment.

Roaring in anger and pain,Thenmozhi knew that it was now or never and throwing caution to the wind,raised her sword and swerving left and then right so as not to give the shooters a standing target,began to move forward towards general jalaluddin and the old man with his strange aura.

But she had taken just a few steps,zig zagging when Rasheed fired at her and all thenmozhi felt was a burning sensation on her right arm and she looked down to see that there was nothing below the right elbow.

In an instant,her left arm reached across her right shoulder and at the same time,her legs bunched and coiled like springs and using their energy she leaped on to rasheed and as she descended on Rasheed and salim,her left arm unsheathed the mighty japanese katana from its cage and swept in a lightning stroke beheading both the veteran soldiers heads from their bodies.

But this was not the time to stop and plan and dropping the sword,she reached for the weapons that had fallen from the beheaded soldiers arms and picking it up turned towards the others who had fired at her.

The precious moments in which thenmozhi had killed two of the best soldiers in the army was enough for General jalaluddin,Kareem and abdul to raise,steady and fire their own weapons and they met their mark.

One shot took out thenmozhis right ear.The next shot took out her left arm and the other shots left gaping holes in her legs and the mighty warrior queen fell to the ground.

Thunder roared in the monsoon heavens and a mild drizzle began to fall and yeshe looked up and thought that the universe was crying for his fallen mother.

Mullah Nasreddin looked at jalaluddin " We have done it.Now please go and put that woman out of her misery for even an enemy as terrible as her deserves a quick death and it is not worthy of us to let such a mighty warrior to bleed and die a painful death and watch with her last sight,that young man for who she and the tiger fought so valiantly being captured and taken away.But be very careful for she is like a dead cobra which still has venom in its fangs and just take you by surprise."

General Jalaluddin walked towards the place where Thenmozhi lay dying,unsheathing his glittering sword as he neared her and tightening his grip on the hilt,ready to chop of the woman's head when from the skies came a loud roar and everyone looked up for the dark monsoon clouds were now lit up by strange lights and from those lights a form descended at the speed of light and dropped to the ground with a mighty thud and stood between the general and the fallen thenmozhi.



Heaven and Hell


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Thenmozhi knew her wounds were fatal and that she had only moments before her life ran out.Yet,her soul and mind thought only about yeshe and how to protect him and for a fleeting second thought of begging for his life and freedom from these strange enemies.

Gathering all her strength,she tried to raise herself on to her knees but the wounds were too grevious and she flopped back to the ground and sat and watched as a huge man came towards her,unsheathing his sword and she knew why.

Thenmozhi closed her eyes and a smile played sadly on her bloody face and she opened them to take a last look at yeshe and wish him her best as her neck was going to be chopped off.

Then the thunder roared in the dark skies above and she saw strange lights circle around the air above the forest and a form of a man drop to the ground and land on his feet with the agility of a cat.

As her dying heart pumped its final beat of life,slowing by the moment,Thenmozhi squeezed her eyes and focussed her eyes to see who it was or what had come from the heavens above.

She saw him as he stood tall with his rippling muscled back to her,facing the man with his sword held with both hands and she saw the form of the tall man with a spear in his left hand and glittering sword in his right.

She saw a strong and cool breeze lift his long and wavy hair and time stood still and her mouth opened in excitement and happiness but the blood just gushed out from her and all she could think of was Azhagan.

General jalaluddin reacted with pure and primitive instinct for his senses screamed that the tide had yet again turned in the enemy's favor with the sudden arrival of this mysterious man who had dropped like an angel from the skies.

General Jalaluddin roared " ALLAHU AKBAR" and swung his sword at the strangers neck but the man moved with such incredible speed and jalaluddin died with the roar still leaving his mouth and throat as his body was sliced into two halves.

Mullah Nasreddin Hodja yelled at the men by his side " shoot him,aim and shoot him before he kills all of us."

Kareem and Abdul raised their weapons and fired at the stranger but only found air for he moved faster than the blink of an eye and before they could see where he had moved to and even before they could take aim,the stranger swung his sword and both their heads flew together to one side while their bodies slumped to the other side.

Mullah Nasreddin Hodja stood as if in a frozen trance as the stranger gently placed the shiny and bloody sword on his neck.

Mullah's lips moved in fear " The prophecy of Qutb al-Din al-Shirazi"

Two lights,hidden and out of sight
one light,bright and white of the soul
one light,bright and from the stars
will cross paths and travel as one
together they fill the void
and as one they will be
mother and son

Mullah looked at the stranger "mercy stranger.show mercy as it is in heaven from where you have come from."

The stranger smiled and it was the most terrifying smile mullah had ever seen in a human being and he knew in his soul that it was the last moment of his life.

" Heaven,you are mistaken as you were mistaken by the prophecy.Heaven and hell is here in the life that you live and both are a result of your desires.But at this moment iam hell and i am sending you to where you rightfully belong for wasting your gifts,misusing the little powers that you were given and for causing the deaths of innocent guardians in the name of god."

The stranger took one step back with his right foot and flicked his sword and put an end to Mullah Nasreddin Hodja.

Placing his sword back in its sheath,the tall stranger walked towards the fallen and dying thenmozhi and yeshe too ran towards them for he knew who had come to save them.

Thennozhi's world was going dark and her eyes were losing power,but she roared and mustered all her energy for she wanted to take one last look before her final breath.

Thenmozhi saw him hurry towards her with that same familiar stride and she smiled as her heart burst with love and joy " My lord,you have come,finally."

The stranger gently fell to his knees and looked at Thenmozhi and she looked at him and disappointment filled her eyes for he was not Azhagan.

" Who are you my lord? why have you come to help us?"

The tall stranger softly threw his strong arms around her gathered her tenderly in his arms and laid her on his strong and broad chest and then looked at her with a gentle and loving smile " No my queen,i am not your lord."

Thenmozhi felt a tremendous energy and a beautiful peace fill her body and soul and she looked at his face and realised that he was very young and maybe the same age as yeshe or even younger but much stronger and taller.

She whispered " Please tell me who you are before my life ebbs out? Tell me why i feel this peace and a sense of belonging when you hold me thus?"

He looked at her with a smile and she felt his tears on her cheeks and then she heard his words " Mother,don't you recognise your son."

Thenmozhi's mind struggled to make sense and understand the words that the man had just spoken and she steadied her heart and soul and opening her eyes wide saw the strangers face and the one who had just called him his mother.

He looked like the exact replica of her lord but then she saw deep into his eyes and knew it was her son for he had the same eyes as hers .But more than anything she felt his skin,his touch and sensed his heartbeat and knew it was the son that azhagan had taken from her on the battle field where the pandyans led by him and malar had defeated the cholas with whom she had mistakenly sided.

Thenmozhi smiled sadly " forgive me my child for betraying you and our lord for what i did was done out of the love i had for both of you."

Thenmozhi's son shook his head " it is not a sin to love mother and it will never be.This universe and all that exist in its womb were made out of love.But we fall into sin when we think only about ourselves and not others."

Thenmozhi's son softly placed kisses on her forehead,cheeks and tenderly brushed his lips on hers and she felt the beat of her slowing and dying heart surge again and begin to pump with more energy.

She looked at him " You said home.did you really mean it? does that mean i been redeemed of my sins and have been granted redemption."

He looked at her with tears in his eyes " yes mother.I am taking you home.'

He stood up carrying her effortlessly in his arms and looked at yeshe " brother,lead with courage and with wisdom that you have been given by the source,the creator.Remember that help will come when you ask for it and when it is needed the most."

Yeshe bowed " who are you people and where do you come from? Are you really the gods and angels that we read of in great stories and epics?

Thenmozhi's son looked at him " yeshe,i am like you.We are all one and have come from the same essence and have been made from the same light.But where we differ slightly is in the powers that our bodies and minds possess and that is nothing compared to what you humans beings on earth can achieve once you set your minds to it."

He looked at yeshe who was staring in wonder at the ships that hovered all over the skies and smiled " Wise one,Today at this moment you gaze and wonder how this technology is possible.But soon in a few hundreds years or more,human beings will create,invent and discover far greater wonders than you see right now.They will one day reach out and touch the stars and fly far and deep into the infinite universe and discover all the amazing possibilities that lie before them.They will call the entire universe their home and earth and will become guardians of life as we became."

Yeshe came closer to thenmozhi and gently kissed her " Goodbye mother and i wish you the peace and love that you deserve and that i could never ever give you."

Thenmozhi whispered " Yeshe,my child,don't ever say that for you were and will always be my son and remember that it is because of your love that i never gave up my resolve and purpose.I sweaer this on the son in whose arms i am in and on his soul that you were the reason,the cause,the purpose and yes my Redemption."

Yeshe sobbed uncontrollably and cupping her face in his hands kissed her and then looked up " brother,will she be okay for her wounds look fatal."

He smiled " I have come just in time and i can safely tell you that she is going to be okay and she is not going to die not while there is still breath in me."

Both brothers looked at each other and then Thenmozhi's son looked up at the skies and as if they read his mind and command the lights grew brighter and brighter and the ship that had been hovering in the skies slowly sank to the ground and carrying his mother the tall stranger walked into it and on wings of silence,the ship rose higher and higher and then with a thunderous roar vanished into the depths of the heavens above.

Yeshe cried silently and felt his heart break and he whispered into the wind " may you have eternal peace and eternal glory for here on earth the legend of Bhikshuni Thenmozhi will be remembered by those who seek courage and wisdom.


Petraal thaan pillaiyaa
paal kodupavar ellorum nalla thaaimaargala
unmaiyana anbai kodukum ellorum thaaimaargale
ella uyiraiyum than uyiraaga ninaipavar ellorum
nalla thanthaigale
Thaaiyum neeye,thanthaiyum neeye
sari paathithaan ellam
athu polathaan vaazhvum saavum

A circle that was broken on the battlefield in which the pandyas ended the chola reign,a circle that was broken in which a mother and son were separated,a circle which was broken in which lovers were separated,a circle in which souls were broken have all come together and now are healed and complete.

A story that started with a blind mother has now come full circle and ends with the story of another mother who is as pure as her.

I am Thenmozhi and with my Redemption i rise to the stars and travel back home with my son and to be one with my lord,my love,my soul Azhagan.

The boy who went into the dark and came back with light.
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Renuka who had been in a deep sleep came awake for deep inside her womb,her son came awake with a surge of energy and worriedly,Renuka reached to the bedside and switched on the table lamp and sat up removing the soft quilt that had covered her and her child.

In the soft yellow glow of the lamp,she saw him sitting by her side watching her with his characteristic devilish and sexy smile and all she could muster was a startled and happy " Rudran."

He came closer and opened his arms and renuka jumped into them and she looked at him searchingly and tenderly explored his face " When,when did you get back?"

" Now.I came straight from the airport and into your arms."

Renuka looked at him and thought she would die of happiness " What happened? you have been gone for nearly a month now and it has been more than two weeks since i heard your voice."

" I am sorry Renu,but things got very complicated and turned more nasty and dangerous than i expected.But it is okay now and i am here and will not leave your side again."

Renu laid her head on his chest and felt the quiet and unhurried beat of his strong,vital heart and she whispered " My heart is beating so fast and here your heart is beating so calmly."

Rudran gently stroked her head and kissed her head " Renu,i wish i could show you my soul for then you will know how happy i am feeling right at this moment and how much i loved you and missed you."

His lips trailed and slowly found her mouth and then they found the softness of her neck and ears and renuka moaned and a scream nearly escaped her lips as he slipped the arms of her gown away from her shoulders and his lips planted kisses after kisses on her breasts and ran his tongue on her nipples then quickly slipping out of his clothes,he gently lay his body on her and she took him and they were one,father,mother and child.

Every movement of his body on her and deep inside her brought wave after wave of unbearable pleasure and she like a person who had been starved for food and thirsty for water took all that he gave and tears of joy came pouring out of her soul and holding him tightly in her arms she threw her legs tightly around his and whispered " Soldier,you are not going anywhere,not for a long,long time and not until i dismiss you."

Rudran lay on top of her with his strong arms taking his weight and taking care not to hurt his child in anyway " Ma'am,we in the army are told to carry out our duties to the fullest and not abandon our posts until orders come from our higher office.So,trust me when i tell you that i am not going anywhere."

Renuka felt him deep inside her wetness as he grew hard again and this time she could not hold back the screams that erupted again and again as they made love for a very long time.

Much later,renuka with her face buried in his chest " Rudy,I sense something different about you,a strange kind of peace that was not there before."

Rudran looked into her eyes " I feel a lot better now."

" That's it.Is that all you have to say to me.But the most important question to which i need an answer now,is it all over."

" No renu,i am sorry but it has just begun.I am hunting a man who i think will lead me to the one who is behind all this and i know where i am going to find him."

" Where rudy?"

Rudran smiled " Ma'am,do you think you can be happy as police officers wife while living in Madurai?"

Renu smiled slyly " Why madurai for i will be happy to live in hell itself but as long as i have you by my side."


Thus begins the final chapters of Redemption as light and dark meet once again to do battle in the ancient city of Madurai.

The boy who went into the dark and came back with light.




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If the beautiful state,emotion called love that binds a man and woman is just an illusion,a biological necessity created by mother nature to bring them together to breed,to make children then i wonder why she in her immense knowledge gave us the capacity to derive so much pleasure and at the same time feel so much pain from our five senses and from our heart.

I think mother nature herself fell in love and from that powerful emotion she made two halves of herself,the sun and the earth.I think the sun is male and the earth is female for how much ever heat and light the sun fires on her,Mother earth takes it all in and still gives life and creates all life that we see and only a mother is capable of that.

So,it stands to good reason and example that when mother nature herself felt love and its power then why should a humble creation of man and woman think less of it and not succumb to its heights of ecstasy.What chance does a human being have when he goes against a working model that has been in the works for nearly four billion years on this planet but who knows how much longer this recipe has been used all over the universe.Mind boggling.But then i am here to boggle your mind.

One heartbeat at a time


Raman could not just shake the fragrance of Jeeva's hair from his senses and the way she had felt against him when she had fallen on to him for that brief moment in the busand his rational mind knew that he was hopelessly in love.But now began the battle between advocate raman and first time lover raman.

He walked with a smile and whispered " raman,it is good that we held out for so long without getting hurried into marriage by appa and amma.For,then we wouldn't have known and felt this joy,pleasures of being in love and that we have heard and read so much about."

People who are in love forget that they appear suddenly different,because their face,body language,speech all change being trapped and held tightly by the chains of love.It is true,that they forget to eat on time,do things on time,talk to themselves and hardly sleep at all and yet all the time,their outward appearance shines and throws off an aura that is not mistaken and the world knows when you are happy beyond silly and that you are madly in love.

But advocate raman whispered " you are in love agreed but what about the defendant who stands facing you.Are you accusing her to in the crime that you have committed and a capital crime called falling in love"

Raman sat in his cabin completely lost in the thoughts about jeeva and oblivious to the fact that Muthu,the chamber's go to man friday stood watching him with a huge smile plastered on his face.

" okay sir,so no coffee,no mini meals,no food.okay sir."

Raman looked at him and nodded " thanks muthu" and reached into his wallet and gave him a 100 rupee note.

Muthu took the money,looked at it and then " sir,do you have share it app on your mobile."

Raman confused " shareit.An app called shareit.What does it do muthu? is it some kind of digital payment app like paypal,E wallet and other apps which you use for cashless transactions online."

Muthu laid his hand and dramatically rolled his eyes to the heavens " enna koduma saravanan."

He extended his right hand " sir,give me your mobile."

Raman bemused handed muthu his mobile which the young man examined " Samsung galaxy.Okay,will do although this model is nearly two years old."

Raman shrugged his shoulders and muthu " boss,today everything is about branding and displaying the branding you are carrying and wearing."

" But muthu,those are habits of the young folks not for adults like me.What would i stand to gain by flashing latest phones and clothes."

Muthu placed his hands and stood in his favourite hero,superstar rajinikanths baasha pose and raising his left eye brow " Oru varshatukku use panna mobile marubadiyum use panna matten.Oru thadava potta shirta marubadiyum oru monthukku marubadiyum poda matten."

Raman burst out laughing and he laughed so hard that tears streamed out of his eyes and muthu looked at him with a lot of respect and love " Boss,it is so nice to see you like this,laughing and being in love."

Raman's face became a bit serious and wiping the tears,he chuckled " love,you think i am in love.Sorry,i think you are mistaken."

" boss,you can lie to me but you cannot lie to yourself for it is written in your face.Believe me,whether it is a rich man or poor man, strong man or weak man love does the same things to all of them.Trust me for i was in love once and i was just like you."

Raman ' muthu,what are you saying? you were in love? what happened?"

Muthu's face turned serious and sad and seeing him raman felt ashamed for having asked him such a personal question " sorry muthu,please forgive me for asking such a personal question and invading your privacy."

Muthu " it is okay sir.But do you want to know what happened to my love and to the woman who i loved?"

Raman searched for an answer and muthu " Dont worry sir for i will tell you.It was a tragedy sir for i married the woman who i love so much."

" you married her,the girl whom you loved.Then why all this sadness and drama."

Muthu smiling " sir,love is different and marriage is different for everything changes.But how much ever i try to explain or describe it,this is something you have to experience yourself."

Muthu's fingers moved like magic on ramans mobile and a few minutes later he gave it back and raman taking it " what did you do with my mobile?"

" Nothing boss but i just downloaded the share it app and installed it and transferred some songs from my mobile,for i bet you will be listening to them a lot over the next few days,months or years."

Muthu turned and just as he exited the door,he turned back and looked at raman " One thing i am sure of boss and that is the woman you are in love with is one hell of a lucky person for she is being loved by a great human being and a rare species in todays world."

Raman blushed and nodded his thanks and sat quietly for a few minutes after muthu had left and then curiosity overtook his composure and he slid the arrow to unlock his mobile and saw a message saying " download complete" and pressed it and the file used the mobiles music player to operate and then just like that the chambers of Rangachari and associates filled with ilayarajas music

Medhuva Medhuva Oru Kadhal Pattu
Malarum Malarum Pudhu Thaalam Pottu
Pudhusa Pudhusa Adhai Kadhil Ketu
Puzhuvaai Thudithal Indha Minnal Keetru

The song died away slowly and another even more beautiful song filled the chambers and raman's soul as SPB sand through the superstar


Kaathalin Deepam Onru Aetrinaalae En Nenjil
Oodalil Vantha Sontham Koodalil Kanda Inbam
Mayakkam Enna Kaathal Vaazhga

Naetru Poal Inru Illai Inru Poal Naalai Illai
Naetru Poal Inru Illai Inru Poal Naalai Illai
Anbilae Vaazhum Nenjil..
Anbilae Vaazhum Nenjil Aayiram Paadalae
Onruthaan Ennam Enraal Uravuthaan Kaathalae
Ennam Yaavum Solla Vaa


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3_67E-d4Vw




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Christina Aguilera - Beautiful (Official Video)

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Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring me down
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What if-The Return part 6

DIG Arivuselvam knocked softly on the the door that led to the DGP Ashok kumars room and entered and coming to a halt near the table,rapped out a stiff and immaculate salute,that brought a smile on his boss's face.

" Arivu,sit down please for from the looks of you i can imagine that the night operation went out well and that you haven't had any sleep in nearly 48 hours."

DIG Arivuselvam looked at the DGP with tired eyes " no sleep for the wicked and us cops who keep an eye on them.But,yes is the answer to both your observation sir."

Placing a folder and a usb flash drive on the table,DIG Arivuselvam " sir,this contains my report in detail and this pen drive contains all the photos of our surveillance from last night and the past month."

DGP Ashok kumar leaned forward and pulled the file towards him and yet both his keen eyes were on Arivuselvam " Okay,that was the official version and details but the look in your eye tells me that you have left out some important details in these documents that you have given me."

DIG Arivuselvam sighed softly and yet the sadness of the action was felt by the DGP who waited for his subordinate to continue at his leisure.

" sir,the information given by my informant was absolutely correct and like he had told us,the local MLA kannapan was there in the forest meeting the sandalwood smugglers and we also found out the local authorities who are in nexus with him in this criminal act."

DIG Arivuselvam spread both his heads as if he was pleading to DGP Ashok kumar " Sir,the more time i spend in our department,the more and more disgusted i am becoming with these politicians and their infinite greed.

Just imagine sir,this man is nearly 65 years old,has been a cabinet minister nearly three times,has changed parties at least five times,started new parties two times,officially owns five huge villas in and around Madurai,dindugul,theni and kodaikanal.The famous Pleasure travels and Pleasure resorts here in kodai and ooty are his although under benaami people who are actually his relations.How much more wealth does he need sir? I just don't get their greed and need for more and more money when in reality they cant spend any of it for the Income tax,fera,enforcement directorate and CBI will take him to task and yet here he is dealing and smuggling sandal wood and teak trees from protected forest lands."


DGP Ashok kumar looked at Arivuselvam for a moment and then swivelled his chair and looked out through the window " I have been asking the same question for nearly 30 years of my career and let me be brutally honest with you when i tell you that many a time i have felt the urge to take a gun and shoot the balls of all these corrupt bas***ds who live and breathe and thrive on the hard work of the citizens of this great country and the irony is that we have to protect them while they go about doing their illegal activities.

Take Veerappan for instance,for although he cut and smuggled so many trees,killed hundreds of elephants for their ivory,killed our police officers,he did that with the protection of govt officials and politicians in power and yet he lived like a wild and persecuted animal who just worked and toiled for the benefit of others.In the end,he rubbed the wrong people in power and was caught between two political parties and was executed.But the heads are still alive,kicking,thriving and still spitting venom."


DGP Ashok " But remember one thing,my young officer,that more than anybody we owe our loyalty to this land and its crores of innocent people,who work hard to make ends meet.Our duties are to them and that is enough reason for us to go on working even when disillusioned and depressed with the law and its law makers."

DIG Arivuselvam nodded " That is the only reason that i still havent resigned my post and followed my father in the publishing business."

" Sir,one more important thing and this is a slightly dicey and delicate matter."

DGP Ashok kumar with concern and very alert " what is it?"

" Sir,Bishop thomas paulsamy called to inform me that a priest from the church of saint john bosco,kodaikanal has been missing for nearly two days now and has requested that we look into the matter and solve it immediately."

DGP Ashok muttered " god,you are so right arivu,for this is a pretty delicate matter as i as all matters concerning religions and gods."

Looking at Arivuselvam " We need to solve this immediately for the bishop was handpicked by the pope himself and add to that our state home minister Francis rathnavelu is a rabid catholic and belongs to the bishops diocese and a major contributor to the church in and around these districts.Get on with it and please report to me by today evening for i might have to go to chennai to meet and update the minister and probably the chief minister herself."

DIG Arivuselvam stood up " i am on it sir.i am going home and after that my next destination is kodaikanal.I will see you with my report by evening."

Whacking another stiff and proper salute,DIG Arivuselvam exited the DGP'S room and reached for his mobile and dialled a number.

A tired voice answered " sir."

"Loganathan,meet me at my quarters in exactly an hours time for we are leaving to kodaikanal on an important matter.we will talk further on our way up."

Inspector Loganathan,Crime branch " yes sir.I will see you there sir."

His wife maragatham sarcastically " chinna veedu phone pannaangala."

" chellam,you are my chinna veedu set up and my police job is my first wife and whom i met long before you came into my life.I am going to kodaikanal with the DIG and i think i wont be coming back for lunch.So,make something quickly."

His wife smiled worriedly " listen,you know that you are suffering from high blood pressure and the doctor has asked you not to strain yourself too much and also eat at proper intervals.But at the rate you have been working the past few months i doubt if you can look after your health properly and also eat at the right time and that too proper home cooked food."

Loganathan gave her a tight hug and a loud smack on her lips and maragatham shyly " Stupid man,remember that you have two grown up children and away in college and here you are dreaming of another one.Even if you want to i cannot because you know i am going through my menopause."

Inspector loganathan doing his nambiar imitation " Who wants any more babies,all i want is some hot and steamy sex."

Maragatham " we will see but before that please go and bathe for at least half an hour for you are stinking of sweat."

Loganathan made a sad puppy face " But werent you the one who told me so many times that you like the smell of my body and the feel of my palms on your body."

" Yes,i said it and that was back when you were young and handsome and not like now with a small belly and high blood pressure for you might just give yourself a heart attack trying to make love to me."

With mock anger " what an insult? you dare question this bulls strength."

He grabbed and her and lifted her into his arms as if she was a small doll and kicking the bedroom door open went inside and maragatham needled him " Enna boss,quickie ya ille ?"

Loganathan " we will see what happens and take it as it goes."

Far away and deep in the forest,the darkness darker than natural darkness sat from far and watched as crows and even eagles filled their bellies with Father john and at the same time the crows and ravens rolled their black eyes in fear for they knew by instinct that death hovered watching them eat what she had killed.

"Home is the place where when you go there, you have to finally face the thing in the dark." Stephen King, It


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.Lord Ram gave Hanuman a quizzical look and said, "What are you, a monkey or a man?" Hanuman bowed his head reverently, folded his hands and said, "When I do not know who I am, I serve You and when I do know who I am, You and I are One." -Valmiki from the Ramayana.

The above has no meaning for many. For those who know about Ram (God) and Hanuman (ardent devotee of Ram) the above shows how much "love," Hanuman has for Ram. The typical devotee longing to be "one" with God.. And while that devotee is not one with Him, then he is a servant of God...

The above quote from the "Ramayana," is much deeper. It is the essence of the journey of a seeker.

It is not the question "are you a monkey or a man?" what matters. It is the response:"When I don't know who I am, I am your servant" But... "When I know who I am, then we are ONE."

A monkey... A man... A soul... That is not "who I am;" those are only labels, intellectual answers giving information but never experiential knowledge.

Thus, many people looking for God become servants of an ideal, a label, a religion. That is part of the journey. Until that KNOWING is BEING, then there is no servant nor master, the dualities vanish.
Oneness.

How to explain Oneness to intellectuals?
It is like peeling the layers of an onion. Because the journey is internal, there is nothing to add, but rather peel off. The layers are all the fluff which we believe to BE: Beliefs, Emotional Traumas, Taboos, Hang ups, Morals Do's and Don'ts...

What do we find at the end of peeling the onion?
The bulb! That is who truly I am!
No! Peel that bulb, go deeper... If you find something you will call it something and believe to be that... Go on until there is nothing...
It is empty!!!

That is exactly how everything is ONE.
Your gods, Your devils, your angels, humanity... The Uni-Verse... All ONE.
Valmiki has given the 2 states of consciousness of a seeker: The "I" playing servant to "lower his ego," by acting humble and the "No-I," which is emptiness, voidness, sunyata...
Two sides of the same coin.
So the truth is that there are 2 states of consciousness and answers will depend on the state of consciousness of the seeker?
NO!
It is the drop of the Ocean and the Ocean... Not 2 sides of the coin.

Understanding is in "no-mind."

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Russ and Sam, two friends, very old and frail, met in the park every day to feed the birds, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems.

One day Russ didn't show up. Sam didn't think much about it and figured maybe he had a cold or something.

But after Russ hadn't shown up for a week or so, Sam really got worried.

However, since the only time they ever got together was at the park, Sam didn't know where Russ lived, so he was unable to find out what had happened to him.

A month had passed, and Sam figured he had seen the last of Russ,but one day, Sam approached the park and -- lo and behold! -- there sat Russ! Sam was very excited and happy to see him and told him so.

Then he said, "For crying out loud Russ, what in the world happened to you?"

Russ replied, "I was in jail."

"Jail?" cried Sam. "What in the world for?"

"Well," Russ said, "you know Sue, that cute sexy little blonde waitress at the coffee shop where I sometimes go?"



"Yeah," said Sam, "I remember her. What about her?"



"Well, one day she filed rape charges against me; and, at 89 years old, I was so proud that when I got into court, I pleaded 'guilty'."



"The damn judge gave me 30 days for lying under oath."
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Life before computers

An application was for employment
A program was a TV show
A cursor used profanity
And a keyboard was on a piano!

Memory was something that you lost with age
And a CD was a bank account
And if you had a corrupted disk
It would hurt when you found out!

Compress was what you did to garbage
Not something you did to a file
And if you unzipped anything in public
You'd be in jail for a while!

Log on was adding wood to a fire
A hard drive was a trip on the road
A mouse pad was where a mouse lived
And a backup happened to the commode!

Cutting, you did with a pocket knife,
Pasting, you did with glue.
The Web was where a spider lived
And a virus was the flu!

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