"My friend, I am not what I seem. Seeming is but a garment I wear " a care-woven garment that protects me from thy questionings and thee from my negligence. The "I" in me, my friend, dwells in the house of silence, and therein it shall remain for ever more, unperceived, unapproachable." Kahlil Gibran, The Madman
Rudran got out of the cab at the entrance of Global hospitals and walked into the large reception area.He spoke softly to the receptionist who pointed to the far left corner where the elevators were and thanking her rudran walked into one and reched the fourth floor.The hospital was like a small city and corridors ran away as small tunnels in five directions and rudran took the first one which had a blue sign prominently announcing the cardiology dept.Like many large five star hotels,hospitals now had an exclusive range of rooms for their patients and also suite like rooms for those who could afford it.Just as he reached the area of these rooms he saw to his satisfaction and relief that a man who was obviously one of the private security team standing and guarding the entrance of the corridor in which the rooms were situtated.
Most private security agencies hire retired and ex police officers who opted out using VRS or just made a jump to the private and corporate field for the pay was much better.The man in his mid or late fifties stared at Rudran as he came towards him and his body posture went rigid in attention for a man who has been in the service always recognises another one and especially a higher ranking one.Maybe it is in the way they walk,maybe it is in the way they look at the outside world or just the haircut and posturing a cop always knows and recognises another cop and this gentleman saw rudran and knew he was not a threat and yet kept his eyes on him.
Rudran walked past him and saw the other two members of the team standing alertly outside the second room on the right hand side of the corridor.Rudran stopped outside the door and told them he was here to see his mother and knocked gently and the door was opened by Babu who broke into a huge smile " iyaa,vaanga,ulla vaanga."
Rudran gently hugged babu who said there was nothing to worry about his mother and she was resting well.The shift to the hospital had not created any tensions or stress to her condition and she was just her normal self and normal in her situation was one where she was lost in some world of hers.
Babu placed a chair near the bed and softly walked out leaving mother and son to their privacy.
Rudran sat in the chair and gently took his mother's right hand and kissed it softly " amma.This is rudran.I am sorry that i had to move you from the house but it is for our safety and only for a short while.I am doing okay and so please don't worry about me."
His mother's fingers gently closed around his fingers and she mumbled " Rudy,never leave bhairav alone for he is not well. The doctors have said that there is something wrong with his brain and that he might not live very long.So always keep a close watch on him."
Rudran was shocked and did not know what he had just heard and did not know what to make of it and looked into his mother's eyes wondering what she had meant about Bhairav's condition.But as usual his mother's eyes were filled with that lost,faraway look and he knew she was beyond his reach.
The door opened and babu entered and rudran looked at him and whispered " she spoke and said something about Bhairav not being well.I am not able to make sense of what i just heard."
Babu " Rudra,forget it.I have heard her talk about bhairav many a time and i don't know what she means or is trying to say.It is the same what you heard and that bhairav is not well.It is nearly 30 years since he has been gone from us and yet she still holds on to him instead of reaching out to the one who still lives for her."
Babu gently stroked rudrans head " listen,don't spend too much time pondering over her words and most importantly please do not dwell on the past for it is done.What ever the situation it is right now just finish it quickly and take us back home for she i think she will find more comfort in our home than here.Please look after yourself for more than anyone else i know who bears all the pain and grief in this family.You have been carrying this burden of guilt for far too many years.It is time to let go and spend time here with us.Maybe that might help her condition and maybe we can hope for some sort of recovery in her condition."
Rudran wiped the tears from his eyes and nodded to Babu and left his mother and the room and walked out of the hospital.He touched his mobile and booked a car via the OLA app and it told him that a vehicle would reach him in a few minutes.
His mobile sang and announce ACP balaraman's call and rudran swiped the screen and said " hello bala."
Balaraman " Three dead now.Two in critical condition from the earlier episode and the other will never be able to walk properly ever.i agree that they deserve it but any idea when it is going to stop."
Rudran " bala,that is not in my hands for i am being hunted and everything i care about is being threatened.Tell me what am i supposed to do,keep quiet and get slaughtered.Anyway what is the situation there ?"
Acp balaraman " as usual the commissioner has called for a meeting.the bodies have been removed to the goverment general hospital for autopsy.But we know that they are not from chennai and i guess soon it will be traced out that they flew into chennai from delhi and their identities will be established.But i doubt if anything will come out of it and after a few weeks or months the case will start to gather dust once it is known that the dead men were all wanted criminals with many cases against them in delhi."
Rudran thought for a moment " Bala,i am not worried about these three for they were just the first team and soon more will come and more will die.They are just the butts,tail and limbs of the monster who is yet to make his presence known.I am waiting for the head to show itself for once i chop it off then there won't be any trouble or trouble makers.Thanks for calling me and please just keep me informed."
Acp balaraman said okay and their conversation ended.A white innova pulled up and rudran got in and told him where to go and headed towards home.One thing ate at him and he would not let it go until he found what it meant.They were the words that his mother had whispered in the hospital room and rudran knew that he had to get to the bottom of it and he knew who could solve the mystery behind his mothers words.
"And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it." Roald Dahl