Himesh is getting ready to fly to Bangkok in an hour for the final schedule of the movie. In midst of all the action at home, he's struggling to find time to answering all the congratulatory calls from people in the trade for the very stylish teaser campaign on television. T-series biggie Bhusan Kumar calls him to confirm the music launch in Pakistan. Himesh beams proudly, "It's the first Hindi film album to be officially launched in Pakistan. My music is very popular over there. They love me." With him turning an actor, Himesh also faces the possibility of being isolated by the other actors in the industry because now, he's stepped into their territory. It happened with Mehmood- heroes stopped working with him when he started stealing the show from under their noses. It happened with Sonu Nigam for a brief period-a few actors didn't want him to sing for them after his decision to become a hero. Considering he's friendly with a lot of them, how have they reacted to his new role? Himesh doesn't beat around the bush when he says, "I think, on my face they all are very nice about it. But behind my back, they must be talking shit about me. They must be saying, "Paagal ho gaya hai, dimag kharab ho gaya hai, acting kiun kar raha hai?" And I don't blame them really. If I was in their place and if somebody had taken such a decision, I would've felt the same thing. But I just want to say that Vijay
Thaneja who's the producer and a huge name in stage show business, is not a fool. He's spent a lot of money in this movie. He wouldn't have done that if he had felt it wasn't worth it."
Problems with heroes-that's something Himesh has learnt to live with. "At one time, they all had issues, especially when I featured in their song. But once they realised that I was accepted, it all changed. Once you are accepted in the market then no one questions. When I do any kind of work, I always see to it that the industry or the actors benefit from it in some way. If I'm giving a hit song, it should also help the actor for his stage shows or the producers or the music companies. If I'm accepted as an actor the industry would also be getting a new actor – right now, we just have 10or 11 of them. If one more actor is coming up, it's good for the industry. But yes, professional rivalries would always exist. Today, people talk about the hostilities between Sonu Nigam and me. I've never spoken about him nor has he. Personally, I don't have anything against Sonu. But professional rivalries could be there. If it's not with X, then might be with Y or Z."
He continues in the same tone, "If at all I affect someone's appeal or somebody's success then it's a different thing. But if I have my own identity, I don't think it will really affect others because I'll always try to be extremely different as an actor and as a personality. Even today, singers like Kay Kay, Shaan or Kunal Ganjawala are my colleagues; they sing for me simply because I don't sing like them or they don't sing like me. The same holds the true for an actor. If at all there's a two-hero script and if I have to do the film with some other actor and if that actor feels I'm not going to over shadow him, there will never be an issue. The problem would arise when the actor feels I'm not worthy to be in that position."
As the film's release date draws near, the talk about it being inspired by his real life story grows louder. Himesh doesn't dent it. "The character is very much like me; he's a rock star, the intensity and he's the kind of an emotional person that I am. The falling in love process is somewhere connected to my own romance. It is something, which connects universally to everyone who has been in love. The rest of drama and thrills is pure fiction."
I can feel him getting little edgy and nervous as I ask him about his love story. Who is the mystery woman he loved and lost? "That's a million dollar question. It's important part of my life; talking about it at this stage would be improper."
So did his relationship with this woman- did it change his life? Himesh searches for the right words and hesitantly answers, "Yes, of course. I wouldn't say it made me a better person but it certainly showed me the right path." Was he always such a romantic or did being a loser in love make him one? Himesh goes on a thinking mode again, "Romance and love are universal emotions, its mutual respect- acceptance-understanding and if I couldn't feel or relate to it, I don't think I would be able to make music." Was losing the woman he loved difficult to get over? "It was difficult but then one has to live life and move ahead," he says.
Just at that instance, I see a pleasant-looking, homely woman walking around the room. That's his wife; the woman Himesh prefers not to talk about. What's her reaction to her husband making his love story public? Himesh gets uncomfortable at that one, "I don't talk about my wife because it's a very personal thing for me.I want to keep her out of all these." But we're talking about her with regard to the film; there's nothing personal about that, I tell him. "Please, I've never spoken about her. Let's not get her into this," he pleads.
Himesh starts opposite two young faces but right now, he's willing to reveal only one of them. "Her name is Ria and she's a very good actress. There is another girl but she's not the romantic lead. She comes in the film and adds an entirely new dramatic angle." Later that evening, I discover that 'Ria' Himesh is talking about is actually Hansika Motwani who was earlier supposed to make her debut with Mithun Chakroborty's som Mimoh. Perhaps the name change is also a crucial part of the film's mystery element.
In the industry, Himesh is known to be someone with a lot of attitude problems.Has that come with success?
Edited by springdale - 18 years ago