Wat the yaar its so painful, so difficult to bear that d person u care for n is do dear to has gone through so much.. Its really difficult n painful to read but at d same time it has to b out, it would make ferl lighter...
Samrat was scared to trust anyone after what Mayank had done to him, he was so much into fear that he missed getting gunjan's true friendship.. Not everyone is selfish/fake friend.. I wish samrat had kept his fear away for once toh gunjan would hav started healing him long time back.. When gunjan had come to him again n again he should hav not rejected her rather should have understood that bcoz this person is coming again n again after facing rejection so many times means that person has come to stay n not to leave coz the person who would hav wanted to leave would not come back after rejection.. But one cant even blame samrat, he had gone through so much throughout his life it becomes impossible to trust anyone, evn if he for once taken risk to trust someone he would always be in fear that wat if his trust is broken again..
Butm glad gunjan never stopped trying n glad samrat took that one most important, most significant decision of his life to bring gunjan in his life..
I can relate to samrat's not expressing his feelings to some extent, I can never express how important a person is for me to that person, but my gestures my way of behaving with that person can say it all but only if that person could understand all that..
I loved d way gunjan silently understood him, would convey things to him through gestures like hugging him, holding his arms, by kissing him.. Bcoz for samrat gestures can convey more to him then words.. Talking about not saying sorry, I understand that sorry can not undo anything but just accepting ur mistake makes you less responsible, n saying sorry conveys d other person that u are aware of ur mistake n u do agree that u were wrong, just knowing that u understand ur mistakes makes,that person feel better it almost lessons d pain.. its better to try ammending mistake rather then feeling guilty all ur life, what difference does it make to keep things inside you, d other person is not antaryami to know ur remorsefull, dat person infact will feel like u never realized u hav hurt them n that would make d other person more hurt but just knowing that u understand ur mistake would make d other person feel better...
Coming to the end part, I dint understand why did samrat just let her go to her parents place when he couldnt stay away from gunjan, when he couldnt sleep without holding her..
And gunjan when she knows samrat loves her, when she hears him confess his love every night why did she ask him if he loves her...
She knows he even in unconcious state,in sleep too carsees her tummy to,feel his baby how can she doubt if he is happy with d baby.. Rather she should think why is he distancing her n baby when he loves them so much.. Or she is asking such questions just to know why is he distancing them...
Continue soon..