With Your Ocean Eyes Heal Me Forever NEW update on 71 - Page 47

Radhi got sachin's autograph :O :D :D

Originally posted by: BabajiKaThullu

thankoo 😆 and yes they are in their characters 😃 YUp he is..he is damn serious about it.. dont worry watch all videos of sajan u will come to know about Sajan fully..

Haa wo Gunjan to kya sabse gusaa ho jata che

read next part u will come to know about it 😆

Haa nahi to tease to karna hi 6 ☺️

I know u have never read fictions on Sajan and I am glad u loved it and thankoo for reading and for such a beautiful comment...

its ok read aaram se after 2nd 😳

ok pakka padhungi 😉

Present:

"I love you Samrat" softly pecked on his lips and whispered with a smile. Samrat too smiled for getting Royal Biwi-sh treatment. " Saying I love u too' after wife says I love u' is customary like saying Jai Mata di' after someone says Zor se bolo...'" Gunjan laughed and hit him on his head hard hoping to hit his brain cells. "Sidha Love you TOO bhi nahi bol sakte... I know I know U do believe in proving your love.." "yah so don't pressure cells of your brain.. Now get up and lets play closing the eyes game. " He got up from swing while holding her soft hand. "And you are the winner Samrat I can't win over you in Sleeping in your words closing the eyes game. I know You are live in relationship with your so called baby called BED in not so psycho world. ' " stepping down stairs and enjoying sweet warm of her hubby's hand around her body. "yay yah, Have I ever told you , You are Home wrecker , waha bhi mujhe akele mere bed ke sath nahi sone deti.. aajati ho awesome threesome karne. " "Of course Mr. -I-am-kind-of-psycho now go and change your attire." She laid down on her bed but she wont need bed to sleep she needed something else and something else was yet to join her in bed. Soon he proceeded towards her. She was sleeping facing her back to him. He slowly took his favourite soft puffy pillow and threw it under bed and started his acting as he if he wasn't aware about lost pillow.

Next morning

She was talking on phone and Samrat was making her drink her juice. "No papa, yes Yes. Haa papa bye papa,,,errmmm Samrat Dhire dhire let me talk naa.." she disconnect call and Samrat made him drink more. She was coughing. "Relax Samrat, cough, meine mom dad(Samrat's parents) se baat karli hai wo log parso ki flight se aa rahe hai. " She said happily. "Hmm good now finish your juice."he picked his phone. "Yes papa, Gunjan is here, yah wo mere mom dad se baat kar rahi thi iss liye busy aa raha tha, yes.. ok wait she is here." He handed her phone. He went to Kitchen placed dishes in sink when he came back he saw Gunjan was on phone "Papa mein waha itne dino tak nahi reh sakti.. Ohk I will ask Samrat OK yah papa bye." She cut the call. "What happened?" Samrat asked while wiping his hands with napkin. "Mom dad chahte hai ki mein waha kuch din rehne ke liye jaau... You know pehla baby hai to kuch rituals hai... " she hesitant to tell him. "Ohk, when do you want to go?" Gunjan was surprised by his question. Ohk She knew it was not romantic movie. Its real life but Samrat's response surprised her totally thats what not she expected from him.He was so happy when he came to know about baby coming in their world. And may be for the sake of baby he opened himself in front of her but generally Husbands become possessive when it comes to his pregnant wife and unborn baby. And this is thanda response from him, didn't he care for her and their baby or what? she was scared, sometimes she scared of his behaviour with her, she had felt rejections so many times in past life and that too from same person and now she was at this stage his wife and more over pregnant with his child ,she feared of something. "Samrat are you not happy with baby?" Gunjan asked in state of fear and Samrat's facial expression was worth watching, it was like someone dropped bomb on his house. "what did you say? , repeat it." Samrat asked with no expression on his face. She held her hand "Samrat , listen why are you behaving like this?" she asked this with pleading look on her face. "like what Gunjan?" "you didn't say anything when dad called me and told me to stay at his home for few days , you were just like kab jaana chahti ho? Why was that Samrat? Don't you love me or baby , then why do you want me to go? Kya tum baby ko bhi pyaar nahi karte ?" he dialled number, "Hello papa, am fine papa, yah Thank you, Yah bataya usne mujhe, yah I know , ok wo aaj hi aana chahti hai papa, thik hai thodi der baad mein usko aapke ghar pe drop kar deta hu, yah, you welcome papa, mom ko pyaar dena, yah bye.." Gunjan had tears in her eyes. And Samrat closed his eyes seeing these.

to be continued...

installment 2

Perplexed deranged dumfound that was the situation of Samrat. He went to his room and packed bags for Gunjan .He waited for her but she didnt come. Opss he again regretted he was again making her cry he walked up to her she was sitting on sofa staring at nowhere. He sat beside her and sighed.

"papa ke paas Chali jaao Gunjan You need them most now.its happiest days of your life and see from last 2 days the only thing is you are doing is CRY CRY and CRY sometimes for me ,sometimes because of me" she kept silence. Hushed.

"What should I say Gunjan?" He just bored his eyes into hers and asked or should say pleaded with his question.

"wahi jo mujhe ye samjaa sake ki KYU? Aisa behaviour kyu? Few words Samrat I won't ask anything, I know you don't voice your feeling, this time not FOR you Samrat For me, please."and this pleading did kind of magic and Samrat spoke.

"Your greatest test is, when your able to bless someone else, while your going through your own storm" thats it. No need to say anything Gunjan just hugged him. "Gunjan, um not scared of admitting my wrong...um scared of...how i will ever face myself after u just let it all go n forgive me...i dont think i could take a simple 'its ok' from u after all this... You need a break from me Gunjan, bahut hurt kiya hai tumhe, tumhe kaise samjaau Gunjan...""You can't be selfish understood, this time I won't leave you every time you said leave me and thats what exactly I did for you but never knew why always you told me to leave you. Har dard tumhaare paas tum nahi rakh sakte.. shaadi ki hai meine tumse, tumhaari har chiz pe 50% hakk hai mera. Tum please regret matt karo kit um mujhe rulaa rahe ho, mujhe dard de rahe ho, baby bhi sunn raha hai usko bhi proud feel hoga dekhnaa.. yaad rakhnaa meri baat wo mujse jyada tumhaare paas hoga. "

"You need break Gunjan, you are pregnant Jaan You can't cry like this naa.. you need to take care of yourself" He just hugged her so tightly. He hardly used this Jaan' word. Gunjan understood this shade of Samrat and smiled. "Samrat.." "hmm" "what is difference between Take care and I will take care of you?" Samrat looked into her eyes. "then please say I will take care of you.'"she just whispered.It took them to the memory lane... the day they again started to talk with each other after 38 days of long distance.

---------------------FLASHBACK------------

No matter how Expensive your Watch Is. TIME is always in the Hands of GOD. Yes it had been 38 days since last they talked to eachother.last time they talked on Mayank's birthday. When Samrat broke her Dosti. Ohk Only Samrat wasn't in talking terms , Gunjan tried to talk but no use. She was hurt on that day but then she thought with cool mind and it was her fault. she blamed him for stuff she was expecting out of him without a base n didnt get...that wasnt his fault. She can't forget how caring and supportive he was when she was harassed. He was her close friend. So what if he isn't taking her as his friend but she can't break her connection with Samrat. Its so hard to forget the person who saved your life, its more like that person gave you another life. And indirectly Samrat gave her new life from saving her from that monster and coloring her life like a rainbow. And attraction was on cherry on top and not getting him all these days increasing her crave for him.

But it was said No , "Koun kisi se chah kar dur hota hai,har koi apne halatose majbur hota hai"

Now it was lunch break and Samrat saw Gunjan was coughing, he wanted to grab water and make her drink to stop her cough but he didn't or should say he couldn't what did stop him? May be his rude words which were thrown to Gunjan on Mayank's birthday.

(Samrat's POV)

Gunjan was coughing and I wanted to rub her back to ease her but i again stopped myself Jay grabbed water bottle and handed it to her. She tried to talk to me so many times and but I always refused to talk to her. Its not like I have Ego this time. And I know I did was wrong very very wrong I am not scared of admitting my wrong , I am scared of... how I will ever face myself after she just let it all go and forgive me , I don't think I could take simple its ok' from her after all this. I thought she will stop talking to me after I rejected her in front of everyone. But now she genuinely always smiled to me and has very small set of expressions to choose from. Sometimes I can't really understand. All these years Experience or few days with Gunjan ? In my school I was told told that we have one face, two hands, two legs, two eyes and two ears. They were wrong about the face . But Gunjan well as I said early very small set of expressions and she has always same expression like she is happy being around me even though I don't even look at her Should I start taking to her? after debating with myself I sighed and looked at Gunjan well technically everybody was gone except me and Gunjan. I wanted to ask her is she Ok? But well I don't think can its better to simply leave her than making more awkward situation between us. I was about to go Gunjan again said my name and I stopped.

I didn't reply just stopped in my position. I was waiting for her to continue. "these are the topics of next physics project, we have to submit project before our exams" she handed me a paper. Oh god again physics. Well not to forget I am her partner. So technically we have only 10 days left. Freak. I just nodded yes and took paper from her. "Thank you" I just whispered. Gunjan again gave me smile and didn't know what came over me I just asked "are you Ok?" Gunjan looked puzzled first her deranged face was something different. "I mean you were coughing.. so.."Gunjan again smiled and "Yes" replied sweetly. She didn't attempt to continue our talk may be she understood my awkwardness. She was about to go she stopped well this time I called her name. She turned surprisingly I know I know why she was surprised well she didn't really expected that from me well even I didn't plan it but I wanted to clear all awkwardness between us. Now i understood she is not like others I don't feel suffocate with her. May be like others she doesn't try to control me. After rejecting again and again she always was the same Gunjan. She didn't change a bit. If she wouldn't have valued me she would have never looked back to me again. But what if she again try to make any relationship? Even if its friendship.? No I don't want to be in any relationship not again. But every person deserved a CHANCE? Last night i talked to mom about Gunjan and she gave me advice to give Gunjan a Chance. She told me not to punish all the people who cross my path. She just told me why to punish to 1 good person because of 99 bad persons?' didn't that person deserve a fair chance? I think mom was right.

"will you help me with physics project right?" i asked her without any expression on my face I didn't want her to read me. "Yah, I will Samrat." I was totally surprised by her answer she said yes and with a very genuine smile? She smiled widely seeing my amused and surprised face. Well she actually laughed seeing my face. I didn't know what to say. She took everything with so much ease I mean how can be she cool after all these? But then her next words came out of her mouth and I was surprised by her maturity and i think she read my thoughts.

"I blamed you for stuff I was expecting out of you without a base n didnt get...that wasnt your fault." These were her words and I was totally surprised I smiled. "Gunjan I honestly don't know what to say .. I .. just"she cut me "I know , and I promise Samrat I won't tag you in any relationship not even in friendship. Well you were never in relationship wo to bass mere liye. I understand Samrat I just over reacted, but my Mom made me understand. Mom told me that just because I have perfect like its not necessary for everyone to have one.its just I was never experienced anything may be thats why" she said last line with sad smile and I felt guilty."Gunjan.. you.. you can't say..its ok after all this." "Samrat let me speak ... please" "I know Samrat, you didn't want to talk me and even now you don't want me to be your friend. And trust me I won't tag you with me. Samrat I had only you as a friend. You supported me through my worst, You were my only...friend.. its just I don't want you to leave sour taste in my mouth about sacred friendship relationship. Its so hard to get a True Friend, and for me you were and are my frie---. Well my partner in collage" This time questions popped to my mind, other people snatched my innocence was I doing same with Gunjan by behaving like that? NO, No I am not cruel That small voice made me shiver. I didn't believe in relations because of all the people around me except Mom. They made me hate all relations and I am making Gunjan hate? Whats difference between me & them? No. Yes I Did. I felt like someone throw bucket of cold water on my face.

I was just staring at her. Well I can't take her as my friend I hate friend word. But least I can do is to be with her "Gunjan, you..no.. friend.. you Gunjan no.. understand.. you"I just spoke something i didnt know what nonsense i was speaking. "Samrat.. I know its totally up to you what want, its not your fault its..."but i moved forwarded and hugged her tightly. Well I just did. She was taken back by my sudden hug but then I could feel her smile and her hands around my neck. I think she got her answer what I wanted. Then I moved still having her in my arms and staring at her ocean eyes

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And wished. I wished I again wished Gunjan seeing your eyes I wished with' before Samrat could continue gunjan spoke

"With Your Ocean Eyes Heal Me Forever"

NEXT PART Is coming soon 😛

reason behind updting in installments

first I was writing this part i attached to this part and dont know why actually felt emotions with each and everyline, after last paragraph it was tough for me to write more ,

when i wrote 7 parts before this.. i always had to take break after 1-2 para, and when even i wrote emotional scenes i had to sleep after writing it or before writing it i had to go for a walk to calm my mind ..

on 3rd cried on 4th i slept for hours on 7th i had to go for walk for 2 hours to calm my mind

and now on 8th i dont know why the hell i am getting this emotions.. okss, why the hell should i feel emotions.. over this silly emotion scenes..

so as of now just stopped here, will write after calming my mind somehow, with better lines which can describe right emotions

here is installment 1 read it.. this part will be updated in installments so bear with me... I promise I will try to give my best and any Question feel free to ask me..

i know Samrat's Character is very confusing . but wait for sometimes it will take time to understand it 😊

its damn irritating when i want to talk someone and none is free

oh god 🤢🤢🤢

let me get out of here 🤢🤢

m free.. Kya Hua hai?? Tune uss post me b aisa bola if u hav time..

Originally posted by: BabajiKaThullu

reason behind updting in installments

first I was writing this part i attached to this part and dont know why actually felt emotions with each and everyline, after last paragraph it was tough for me to write more ,

when i wrote 7 parts before this.. i always had to take break after 1-2 para, and when even i wrote emotional scenes i had to sleep after writing it or before writing it i had to go for a walk to calm my mind ..

on 3rd cried on 4th i slept for hours on 7th i had to go for walk for 2 hours to calm my mind

and now on 8th i dont know why the hell i am getting this emotions.. okss, why the hell should i feel emotions.. over this silly emotion scenes..

so as of now just stopped here, will write after calming my mind somehow, with better lines which can describe right emotions

here is installment 1 read it.. this part will be updated in installments so bear with me... I promise I will try to give my best and any Question feel free to ask me..

i know Samrat's Character is very confusing . but wait for sometimes it will take time to understand it 😊

you are a person to feel emotions or get emotional.. I knw this is special n what it means to you... M glad ur writing things out.. After writing it may affect you but taking this emotions out is important for you...its needed..

Res will take time to read as u said it is emotional n second hell busy coz of vacttion

Originally posted by: charmee_sammy

m free.. Kya Hua hai?? Tune uss post me b aisa bola if u hav time..

kuch nahi chod

Originally posted by: BabajiKaThullu

kuch nahi chod

took rest? Feeling better?