Hey friends this is for the first time I am writing a song fic...though its a wierd thought, yet I wished to share this one with you...its not like a regular ones, here Gunur are friends. Here I tried to show the ups n downs in friendship, insecurities n all!!!
The italics paragraphs indicates the FBs n the normal ones present!
Hope you like it!š
I want some silence,,i want to cry,,
let me be alone ,let me count the birds that fly,,
every hand on my shoulder feels me dry,,,
their sympathy prompts me again to ask u "why"
It's a pleasant morning for the birds who are chirping, welcoming the newborn sun, the sun too, overwhelmed by the warm welcome n smiling gently broadening his horizon of gleam, pleasing those who welcomed him warmly!!!!
People kept busy themselves in morning walks, light hearted chats, n welcoming their new dawn with smile!!!!
Nupur held her pen beneath her teeth as she flipped the pages of her notebook. She furrowed her brow with impatience, and after a few minutes tossed the notebook away. It hit the rocks and she looked up. She saw the sun, heard the bird singing, and the clouds floating, but it seemed like nothing was an appropriate balm to soothe her wounds.
She is hurt, she is broken, and her life is gone!!!!! Her Gunjan is gone!!!! She came biding her final good bye to her!!!!
She cursed herself; she cursed herself for the self made emptiness in her life'for not being with her when she needed her the most'
"Why God why I am the chosen one!! What I did??? What went wrong!! Why I met her, n why I left her n why'.why she left me'..forever???" Nupur shouted as broke down and knelt'her eyes became a lagoon, filled with tears, drops after drops falling apart and there is no trace of calming down'.
these days r asking ,these nights ask too,
where have u gone,,,,,why i am alone,
i cant answer,,i cant even lie,,,,,
i want some silence,,,, i want to cry,,,,,,,,,
"Gunjan!!!!! Gunjan!!!!'.come n see wat I got dear!!!!!" Nupur running thru the hallway shouting uncontrollably' "Gunjan where are you'.please dear I want to share it with you first'I don't want some one else to know before you!!!!"
Suddenly a girl came from behind n hugged her with all her force'she gave a light peck on her cheeks "I knew dat dear, I knew dat, I am happy '.YOU GOT 89% N TOPPED THE CLASS!!!!"
"you know dat!!!" Nupur looked puzzled
"yeah dear..n I had full confidence that my cutie pie will emerge as a winner!"
Nupur's eyes became moist'.she hugged Gunjan tightly so as no one could snatch Gunjan from Nupur..
Suddenly they realized that they were standing at the middle of the hall way n were caught in between a lot of wandering eyes!!!!
But this isn't new to the people around, they knew the bond Gunjan 'Nupur shared from day one, they were two bodies n one soul, they were inseparable, n they were two gems of Good Shephard's International School, Ooty.
Gunjan was from Science where as Nupur was from Commerce'their streams differ but not mind'n seeing this the principal too shifted Nupur from commerce hostel to science n that too with Gunjan'.they were academic toppers as well as champs in extra curriculars'.Gunjan is the singing sensation where as Nupur is the tennis champ'they were each other's strength as well as weak ness'n they treasure the most gifted possession of their life, their Friendship
But today is a different day..the body is there lying lifeless as the soul is gone'.Nupur is there but Gunjan'.
that dusted pile of ur cards now stare.,,,,
that broken gift of urs ask r u there........
that blurred image of mine in the mirror ask why,,,,
plz ,i want some silence ,i want to cry...
After their 12th is over Gunjan topped the medical test n got admitted to MBBS first year n Nupur joined the air hostess academy'
Now both started living separately'Gunjan is medical campus n Nuppur in the academy hostel'but they never stopped to miss each other, their day started with greeting each other, n their night ended with dreaming about each other'
Both of them treasured each other's gift as these were the most important part of their life'.Gunjan was a little possessive where as Nupur is a chirpy n bubbly girl, with a care free attitude, but her attitude never meant to hurt others'.
Gunjan devoted most of the time to her studies, where a Nupur's job demanded her to be more interactive, and this suited her personality, hence, Nupur made quite a few gud frnds in the academy'.
Gunjan was busy in her studies n so as Nupur 'now their interaction became less frequent'.Nupur too had some friends to share her pastime'but the fact was that no one was able to take Gunjn's place in Nupur's heart n vice versa'.
But today, Nupur's heart is completely filled with Gunjan, her thoughts, her memories, n there is nt even an inch empty space where she cud afford any thing else!!!!!
"To live with memories is difficult rather than to live with the person's resentment" Nupur closed her eyes
the moon at night ask me "how"...
the sun at day says me wake up now.....
the time i wasted dreaming u ,now the clock ask why...........
god.. i want some silence ,i want to cry..
"Hey Nupur, wats up these days dear'no call or msgs from your side..I m getting worried dear..please reply me as soon as you get my msg"
Nupur got this voice message when she came back from academy'she was happy to hear her best friend's voice after a long time, almost 2 days!!!!
She immediately called her bck but her cell was switched off'.so she send her a voice message back..
This was their daily routine after passing 12th'.most of the time their communication was through voice messages..in the day time both got busy with their respective classes n at night when Gunjan is in her room, online Nupur's status shows offline as she most of the time goes outside either for shopping or for dinner or for hang outs' n when she comes back gets messages showing "these msgs were sent when you wrer offline"
But today, the thing is different'Nupur waits for the whole night to get Gunjan's offline messages, longs to her her voice messages, but her message box is empty'whenever she hears her cell ringing or a msg tone, she enthusiastically looked at that n searched for Gunjan's name but never gets'
the group of friends whom i forgot,'''''
the advise of parents i never thought,,
they all laughs at me n ask "why"..
i want some silence,,,let me cry,,,,,,,,
Gunjan's thought started getting weird.. She never made more friends there as she always thought if she wud make more friends then this gonna distract her from Nupur'her love for Nupur was un conditional'she cudn't afford losing her at any cost!!!
"Whatt if Nupur forgets me, wat if she makes new frnds n'..No'no Gunjan its you who thinking like that not Nupur'.she is busy just like me'"
Gunjan's thought grew weird day by day'her heart always searched for Nupur'she tried most of the time to overcome this but every thing was in vain'
One day she called Nupur n they both met at their favorite meeting place'a beautiful park at the lake side'where one can easily observe the sun rise n sun set'the birds singing'their favorite pastime was to count the birds flying!!! Though it was weird for others but for them it was fun'they adore the toddlers playing here n there n they revive their olden n golden days looking at those tiny kids!!!
They talked for almost 7 hours without noticing that it was almost 11.30 n two teenagers sitting at a deserted park bench alone!!!
Gunjan was worried but Nupur gave her strength'
"don't worry Gunji, nothing gonna happen to you as long as I m here'"
Both of them hugged n those words made Gunjan to get out of her virtual world where she lived in a thought of losing Nupur!!!
But today is different, the park is same, the scenario is same, the bench is same, but unlike the other days, today it hosted only Nupur'it seemed as if the bench is crying along with Nupur's heart !!! The silence killing it from inside'it was addicted to their talks, their laughs, their emotions n their unbreakable friendship!!! But every thing is gone today, along with Gunjan!!!!
Today Nupur distracted herself from every one, her friends, her families, her surroundings'for her the world meant to be Gunjan'she squeezed herself in that boundary only!!
the twinkling stars together makes ghostly faces,
the books i burnt sometime before into ashes,
togethr they hammer n ask me why.,,
i want some silence,,,let me cry,,,,,,,,,
the lost man in myself laughs,
those faces of clouds covered with scarfs,
that little begger who sleeps in the steert...
they all seen me laughing smtime,so they ask "why".,
i want some silence,,,let me cry,,,,,,,,
It was a fine morning, Gunjan as usual get dressed , took her apron n stethoscope n marched towards her class room'all of a sudden she felt a jerk, her head was paining like any thing n twirling'for some time there was complete dark ness'her vision got blurred'
She held the pillar nearby n tried to straighten her self'but suddenly she fell to the floor n then every thing gone blank'
"Gunjan Bhushan'Ms.Gunjan Bhushan'how you feeling now" Dr.Karmakar, who happens to be the colleague of Gunjan's mother, asked her gently as he ruffled her hair'.
Gunjan opened her eyes..n looked here n there
"Uncle, why I am here? Wat happened?" She questioned him still getting uncomfortable lying on the hospital bed
"Gunjan you were unconscious n lying on the floor outside the anatomy hall..tell me in detail wat happened"
Gunjan explained every thing to Dr.Karmakar
He seemed to be a little worried
"Gunjan beta tell me one thing, this is for the first time or happened before?"
"Ummm'.wel yes I had 3 to 4 times before"
The doctor was now completely worried but shed his worries aside n took Gunjan for some tests' "Don't worry dear you will be fit n fyn!!" He kissed her fore head n let her go
Gunjan called Nupur the very next moment n told every thing'Nupur got worried instantly
"Hey Gunji nothing serious na? I am worried dear!"
"Nups if I say its serious then will you come to me?"
Nupur cut off the fone n immediately rushed towards the medical college
"Gunjan'.Gunjan'"she started shouting as soon as she reached the college n searched for Gunjan madly'
"Nupur!! You here!!...you'Nupur that was'.that was just a joke dear'" Gunjan was flabbergasted with sudden arrival of Nupur
But Nupur eyes filled with tears of joy a she found Gunjan standing fit in front of her, on the other hand her heart raged and she slapped Gunjan n hugged her tightly
Gunjan too was happy because after a long time n this time really long'both of them hugged each other!!
The people gathered in the hall way n observed an unique reunion'
But today the thing is different, Nupur wandered through the hall way alone , no one to shout, no one to hug'.
my old teacher whom i used to annoy,
the lonely tennis court where i had sm joy,,
my favourite dish i ate all the time,
they all sympathise n ask me "why"..
i just want some silence ....plz let me cry,
Now a days Gunjan's condition worsened, she had regular head aches, severe pain, complaints of blurred vision n weakness'with the special permission from the dean she went back to her home n continued her studies as a day scholar
Her grand parents too came to her after learning about her ill ness'they loved her more than any thing coz after her parents death she was brought up by them n only because of her, they forgot that huge loss!!!
In fact Nupur's air hostess training too started n most of the time she was on board'both missed each other like any thing not able to talk or to chat properly'Nupur was too busy n most of the time she even failed to answer the voice messages n the off line messages sent by Gunjan
Gunjan's insecurities increased'most of the time she gt angry'n almost every night she dreamt of an unknown force trying to depart them away'.
Gunjan wasn't able to figure out wat to do'she was afraid becoz of that night mare'she wished n prayed God not to make this true!!! her thoughts interrupted as her cell started ringing'
"Gunjan will you please meet me after your classes today?" Dr.Karmakar called Gunjan n enquired
"Uncle any thing serious? Is it urgent?"
"Yes dear' ur grand parents arriving today? I am happy for that"
"Ok uncle I will be there at 12.30"
Gunjan cut off the fone'..
"So Gunjan , how you keeping these days my dear?" Doc asked Gunjan as she reached the cabin
"Not that gud uncle'most of the time I feel head pain n then severr nausea"
There was a pause'.completely silence'Doc not able to collect the exact words
"Uncle is there any thing serious"
"Hmmm'.ya'.I mean..Gunjan you know the tests that I performed on you?"
Gunjan looked up with questioning eyes
"Wel it was 'it was Biopsy'Bio'."
"But uncle biopsy is for..its for Cancer na?" Gunjan was confused
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