It's always darkest before dawn - Page 4

yup ahaana .. and u kno what connects them together? nupur .. because she is a part of them all .. as long as they are living, she is living inside them too .. and she connects them all together, which is why they all are still connected even tho they wudnt admit it ..

and I agree wit u when u say gunjan needs to break down and cry..I think all these yrs she cudnt let her heart weap .. she mended, rather, tried to mend her shatteerd heart and wen on in life, but the scars are still very much sire, they wud never heal completely .. but she didnt even give a chance for herself to experinece the pain that comes wit those scars .. she tried to mend them up on her own, to be strong for the rest ..and now she needs to weep down..brace open those scars ..bring them out to the front .. and jus weep her heart out ..

Originally posted by: mads

yup ahaana .. and u kno what connects them together? nupur .. because she is a part of them all .. as long as they are living, she is living inside them too .. and she connects them all together, which is why they all are still connected even tho they wudnt admit it ..

and I agree wit u when u say gunjan needs to break down and cry..I

@ bold mads yes exactly and it is only him . he who could be her shoulder ... mads as much as she is evading him it is herself she is actually avoiding - the reason he couldnt embrace death is as he knows - her pain needs him - she needs him - hence his words he had to console her - his unable to get that chance is killing him as he knows somewhere a part of her has died too a part she isnt yet willing to rest in peace ..

last night when she stops him from calling her chashmish it is not as he has lost the right he has over her - it is as she knows with that name she wouldnt be able to hold back - cause that name - her identity now - his love for her - which lies in heart deep within - makes him own her - as she owns him

mads she'd need some kind of a shock truly like Diya and Ashu said .. something that perhaps like the paralytic track scares her that she might lose him.. perhaps even if momentarily to do this and break that crust - that shell from within

cause perhaps ... perhaps this is what did it for mayank too - as i realized a day before he wasnt even willing to forgive samrat then what did in a night change that within him - it was his fear mads

that phone call - which made him go to the club to save Samrat - somewhere down the line made him realize mads - that after nupur despite his hurt and anger he cant lose Samrat ... no not even him

and when he saw Samrat was there for the same reason too - to save him - thinking he is in danger - he realized the truth he knew all along that - samrat still matters to them - to him

hey diya awesome and wonderful topic honey you deserve this 👏 gosh you r so right here completely agree with your each and every word i am speechless, i will edit soon

Originally posted by: mads

@ bold : u kno ishita..more than the fact that it was destiny that nupur had to die .. I think she has to accept the destiny that it was via sam that nupur had to die ..and that nothing cannot change .. sam's not a murderer for unknowingly killing nupur .. I mean, had it been sum other person that cud hav died because of his mistake, she wud hav been equally angry wit sam, but it wud have been comparitively easier fr her to think then, becaus her heart wud hav been involved to the minimum extent ..

here, thers a war of her heart v/s her head .. so while her mind goes "but its not completely his fault.." her heart goes "but he killed di.." so again her heart goes "but blaming him wont really get her back " her mind goes "but atleast ther is some justice to di's death.." and her heart again goes "if he wud hav listened to me..I cud have stopped di's death.." and its this continous vicious cycle in which she is caught for over three yrs .. its a surpirse she is smiling really .. but sumwher, she needs to break open this cycle .. and this opening of the cycle is all the more difficult since this time, thers two stubbornly similar individuals together - mayank and gunjan .. had it been nupur, she wud hav consoled gunjan a bit and made her listen to her heart's other call too .. but she isnt ther to guide her anymore .. which is why I think the MaJan scene yest was soo beautiful ..

but again, opening that path fr her means entering HELL .. because walking towards him means bulding her own dreamland on her sister's grave .. which she cannot do!

Exactly. Sam was only the medium. He didn't do it intentionally. Even though Mayank was also telling him to drive fast, she doesn't see him at fault, because she feels that Mayank's loss is greater than hers. This is why she blames Samrat. She's built a sort of wall around her and she can't let anyone inside it, specially Samrat, because the moment she does, she would feel she's forgetting her sister's death. So for now, punishing herself by staying away from Sam is the only thing she can do.....

Beautiful Post hun👏
Yeah i agree road accidents are very common, cause of death among the young one's all tht is true..
The six stages u mentioned sum up the whole feeling...its true..thts how it always is..

About MJHT
Mayank- I agree with ur each and every word..and as ahaana says the fear of losing samrat as well, might have changed his thinking, and perhaps thts why he is thinking of forgiving sam. that afterall it was an incident...not samrat's fault.
Gunjan- I agree she has to break down, but the fact tht she is living sanely helping disturbed kids is very wierd to me. I dnt understand that, when she isnt over her mourning, and has not accepted death,still dwelling as to how nupur could have been alive. how is she able to console others? one cant, i myself have tried...one cant console and provide support when they themselves need it.
Doesnt it become a case of "easier said than done" for gunjan?
If i think from ash's pov i will feel only anger on gunjan.
Coz then isnt it wrong to tell others to move on, when she herself hasnt. To tell them to forgive the wrongdoers and move on when she herself hasnt? and tht too she blames a person who was never at fault...tht is being selfish..? no i dunno wat to state it. But she is thinking only of nupur. What about samrat? Nupur was his friend as well, Cant she see his pain?
And when mayank said in the prev scene, tht they encouraged him to drive fast gunjan said "no i didnt"
So that means mayank's encouragement was fine or tht he wasnt driving so its fine? or is mayank forgiven bcoz he lost a wife.

If mayur werent married had gunjan blamed mayank the same?just the way she is blaming samrat?
Does the bond the two guys shared with nupur makes the difference?
That mayank married her and loved her as a wife and tht samrat loved nupur as a friend?
Does this make mayank's pain worst than samrat's ??
I have my doubts there, gunjan is not right when it comes to thinking logically. But her behaviour is justified for she lost her only shelter her elder sis....i had said tht in a prev post, but the injustice of it all on samrat, is simply becoming hard to bear.😕
But what if it had been the other way around? What if Samrat had died in that accident? Who would she have blamed? Her sister and Mayank - for making him take that drive to the airport? For urging him to drive fast? Blame and guilt won't bring Nupur back ... they will only make the lives of the rest a living death. And until Gunjan realises this, she and Samrat can never get back together, she can never get back to living.
^^I cant agree more..!
Tough track, no easy answers. I can see how Mayank and Samrat can heal ... but Gunjan?
^^ same goin on in my mind, this track is very interesting, and m eager to watch the upcoming episodes.

Again beautiful post👍🏼

we want our rati as nupur in the show. till then no mjht for us.

Originally posted by: priya_27_23

we want our rati as nupur in the show. till then no mjht for us.

no more discussion on this matter.

excuse me,

theres a topic esp for that in the forum .. please go there and do whatever u want in that effect ... this topic is clearly abt something else .. and if u dont have anything to add in here, then I wud request u to stay away from it ..

no more discussion on this matter!

Originally posted by: priya_27_23

we want our rati as nupur in the show. till then no mjht for us.

no more discussion on this matter.

ohh plzzz 1st of all we r disgusted abt ur topic on rati again and agian....plzzz stay away frm this topic.....simply cuming here and creating fights..if u dunt wanna watch simply dunt watch...dont eat others head...😡

awesum post...very well ritten agree wit u on each and every word

oh gosh...stop fighting!....
ok back to the point...i feel that samart MAY attempt suicide.....and maybe his condition may beacome serious.....
gunjan may be shaken up,but this is where ash comes in....gunjan herslef wont go up to samrat and help him,shell do it through ash...maybe out of guilt~