Originally posted by: ayesha_80
I never thought that I wud ever b in such a state where I want to write sooo much , but the words don't seem to b coming AT ALL. If SaJan weren't enuf, Diya and Mads, ur posts have made me COMPLETEY SPEECHLESS. I've read them innumerable times, and still can't get over them. So, loads of love to u girls.
What we saw day before yest. and specifically yest. the mind is still trying to figure out what it was. Was it love? Mayb yes, it was LOVE, and that too in its most pure, selfless, and genuine form. Love that is beyond any ifs and buts, any you and me, any give and take. Its just give, give and give. You all have written and expressed SaJan so beautifully here that u've made my task even more difficult, coz whatever i write, will b nothing in front of it all.
So, again i'll take the help of my last resort, and that is a song to describe the eternal bond of love that exists b/w these two blessed souls. I'm using Gunjan's terminology "blessed" here, because she herself told Sam that "those ppl r extremely lucky and blessed who get true love in life". They both have got each other, and so r truly blessed.
Before proceeding further, lemme confess that prior to this whenever i've narrated a song it has been from Gunjan's perspective, but today for the first time, i'm going to write it from Sam's perspective. His determination, his love, his efforts, all have forced me in doing so. I'm pretty sure that most of u, mayb all of u wudn't have heard this song but I feel that it is sooo apt for these two and I genuinely think that even u all will find SG connect wid it. It goes like:
Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de, Aanso terey saarey meri palkon pe saja de:
She's in pain, her legs are not working, she can't walk.. but he's suffering every minute, every second wid her. He's assuring her that when i'm wid u why are u worrying abt this pain. Just try. Doesn't matter if it hurts and if this pain brings tears in ur eyes. I'm here so just give me those tears. I'll keep them safely in my eyes. But plz don't let this pain, these tears become a barrier for u.. U simply hold my hand, use ur will power and leave the rest to me. Believe me, i'll never disappoint u. Afterall, its not ur pain, it's our pain.
Tu her ghadi her waqt merey saath raha hai, Haan ye jism kabhi dur kabhi paas raha hai:
I can so so relate it wid Sam's words when he said "i'll not leave from here, coz if i do so, i'll be left alone" and then gives her a smile. A smile that says this very thing that even if i go from here, it will be just my body that will go, the soul will always always remain here, remain wherever u go, it will always remain wid u, for u. Just like no matter how hard u try to run away from ur shadow, u just can't. Similarly, u can try as hard as possible, my soul will never leave urs coz they are not two, they r ONE.
Jo bhi gham hein ye terey unhein tu mera pataa de:
His every breath is saying this every minute, every second. He promised himself that he'll make her walk on her own feet and this they both will do together".. He can't see her in pain bcoz this pain is unbearable for him too. So, he's assuring her that whatever problem, worry, sorrow comes ur way, divert it to me. I'll deal wid it, but will never let u suffer because of it. And that's y he also said that u r not all a burden on me. I love u, and my love will always be ur strength.
We know that pain and sorrow reduce if we share it wid someone, and this is exactly what he's doing. He's sharing her pain, her sorrow. He's being her strength to fight wid this and is standing beside her to hold her if she falls. His only aim in life is to bring his love back to her normal life.. The way he was pressing her feet was the height of his determination because he wants the sensation back in them for her, for him. And at that moment, she was left totally in awe, looking at him as if was saying "tu bin bataye mujhey le chal kahin.." (Mads, i'm in love wid this song, i don't know how many times will i write it more, but i have to).
Mujhko to terey chehrey pe ye gham nahin jachta, Jaizz nahin lagta mujhey dard se tera rishta:
This is sooo Sam.. He's showing tantrums, he's being rude, using harsh words and is telling her that she's doing all this to get all the attention, to gain sympathy. Because he knows that she hates the word sympathy. So, is triggering her to respond, to challenge him and to prove him wrong. Why?? Because he can't see her lose hope, loose her will power, surrender to life. As this all brings sadness on her face, which he can never tolerate. He can never imagine her accepting this reality of life.. because he knows that his Chashmish is a strong and a brave girl. It's just that she needs to take the first step and then the rest will follow.
And his efforts didn't go futile. He succeeded, because even if she didn't walk, she tried and atleast stood on her feet.
Sun meri ye guzarish isse chehreye se hataa de:
And that is why he said ke "kabhi nahin nahin, abhi nahin". Do not loose hope. What if we didn't succeed today, we'll try again tomorrow and day after, and after and after.. until we win this battle. So, just wipe of this worry from ur face and get ready to walk, run and fly wid me..😊😊😊
Again a loong post, but cudn't help it.. Thanks again Diya sooo sooo much for ur brilliant post. And before i forget this time also, Mads thank u for making Diya write this masterpiece, otherwise she wudn't have done it.. So, the credit goes to u too. Right Diya??? Loads and loads of love and hugsss to u. 🤗🤗🤗
Jhanak
