Sajan - Gunjan's battle, Samrat's determination

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HOW CAN THEY DO THIS????

Who ... just WHO writes Sajan???? I can't decide whether to hug them, bless them for bringing this couple into my life ... or kill them for driving me so crazy! I'm actually reeling as I write this ... twice before have Sajan had this effect, once was Samrat's heartbreak, second was Gunjan's ... and tonight was ... what exactly was it?!!! I can't call it love ... love seems far too small for what is between them ... the sea of emotions that is exchanged with every little look, every gesture ...

I thought Gunjan was the determined one, the strong one ... ready to do anything, but ANYTHING for the ones she loved,
but today ... Samrat ... oh my god ... does love like this exist for real? So powerful, so all consuming - his love is like a storm which will carry everything in front of it, it will carry away all her protests, her fears, her doubts, it's like an ocean, the depth of which can't even be fathomed, and it's like a gale which will sweep her off her feet and into his arms, however much she tries to fight it.

And she IS trying to fight ... all her old doubts, her insecurities back in full force, head and heart engaged in fierce battle, one she recognises even as she gives in to the first one - that of putting color on him, because he will not let anyone else do it otherwise ... she knows what he's doing and he knows what she's trying to do ... because they KNOW, they just know each other, they can read each others' minds and souls. If ever I wondered why Sajan have such few dialogues at times, the answer was clear today ... who needs words when they can read each others' eyes, each others' minds, each others' hearts ...

So she tries again ... this time more bluntly - or as blunt as she can be ... don't change yourself for me, go away, I'll manage ... 😕
and Samrat's expressions ... yes, he knows what she's doing, but he won't let her succeed, so another effort at lightheartedness - I won't risk your NOT being dependent on me, because then I'll be left alone ... and his look - now argue with that one, Chashmish ... 😊
and I fell totally in love with Samrat - not "you're alone, so I want to be with you," but "I'LL be left alone" ... as though to tell her, if you're not there, no one else can take your place ...

But she's still fighting ... You're making me feel I'm a burden, go away ...
And he protests immediately ... tum bojh nahin ho, especially not for me ...
And she stops him in his tracks ... then prove it ... go away.
And oh god ... their look ... who needs words when their looks say everything, his says, I know what you're doing, but you can't do this to us, hers says, I have to do this not just for you ... but for me ...
And because he knows it's for her as well ... so he goes ... leaving her heart to curse her mind for making him leave when she wanted him to stay, then she recovers her determination ... and it's that determination that makes her try so hard ... and take her first slow, painful step on the road to recovery ... the first step, and the first fall ...

And his promise ... we'll make you walk again. We - both of us. Together.

Next bit has left me totally incoherent so don't blame me if I don't make sense.

Angry Samrat ... needling gunjan, riling her, getting at her ... you CAN do it, but you won't even try ... all you want is sympathy ... and I'm not going to give you that.
And Gunjan - is that what you think? So of course she's ready to try anything ...
Even when she realises that was his plan all along ...

And so they start ... and try ... and try again ... and again ... with him firmly behind her, beside her all the way, pushing her, encouraging her, supporting her ... till she falls and he picks her up ever so gently ... places her back on her bed as though she's made of glass ...
... and tells her ... not never, Chashmish, just not today ... but tomorrow we try again ... because he knows, under that fragile exterior is steel, that inner core of strength which has been his support for so long, and now has to be her own ...

And the precap ... Samrat's determination - try what you like, I'm not going anywhere ... because I love you.
Samrat ... you totally deserve Gunjan - and I can't give you higher praise than that!!! 👏 👏 👏

Mads, Ayesha, this is for you ....and for ALL my Sajan deewanees ... if it's incoherent, don't blame me .... I told you I was GONE tonight!!!


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Posted: 16 years ago
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brilliant post Diya....d most beautiful aspect of today's episode for me was Samrat' one point focus ....I was planning to post it in naveen's post to show yet another example of Samrat's determination but since u have done us d honor of this wonderful post, I will add it here

a new saga of love in d life of SAJAN
some of d lines in today's episode and acts were beyond d realms of human love....it cud only be d portrayed as white love which symbolizes d purity of intentions and shows d highest form of divine love which involves loving ur beloved as loving thy self....in fact if i were to quote "loving ur beloved more than d thy self"

One Point Focus ....I had learnt about this power in meditation but never saw a more beautiful practical life implementation of this power. When ur single point focus, coupled with ur subconscious mind's most imperative desire, to give life to d thot thats taken root at d base of ur mind n will not allow u to rest in peace till it takes the form of action, n when it does u create an experience that can never in expressed in words n d feel of which can never be measured even in d intensity of emotions. SAMRAT's love today held that intensity

Samrat's one point focus is to get Gunjan on her feet so that he can live d dream of her running into his arms of her own will rather that he thrusting it on her. Gunjan's one point focus is to drive sammy away from her life so that he can find happiness with someone else. Now to understand whose' one point focus will win, we need to know what it means by one point focus

What does it mean to be make ur beloved ur one point focus

-Look out for ur beloved before urself
-go thru the thorns of life before they can prickle ur beloved
-fulfill d dreams of ur beloved before they even take complete shape
-be there for ur beloved even before they can think of u
-take care of ur beloved even before a need arises to
-love ur beloved like there is no one but dat one person
-show how dat one person means the world to u
-live every minute with ur beloved like there's no tomorrow
-care for ur partner without ne reason
-paint d color of happiness in ur love's life before a situation demands to
-treasure every moment with ur beloved coz u never know when time's running out
-even in d face of adversity give only hope for a better tomorrow
-never let a single doubt take ur love's attention away from u
-never falter from ur everyday goal of bringing a smile on ur beloved's face
-never let a moments impulsive anger/reaction destroy a lifetime of happiness
-never ever feel satisfied that u have done it all coz that's d moment u will start losing it for ever
-always let ur beloved's love be much more than than ur own requirement, happiness, sadness why even ur very existence.
-never let d soul feel d pinch of being separated from d spirit which it finds in ur beloved

And samrat's one point focus according to me is all of the above so Samrat is sure to win over Gunjan as he's fighting for both their happiness whereas Gunjan is fighting for just samrat's n didnt they teach us a bigger cause always wins over a smaller one😆

when samrat says "jaanta hun chashmish agar tumhe mere zaroorat nahi padi tho mai toh akela rah jaoonga"

this line was d show stopper today. Its so full of love and yet so filled with fear of loneliness.....yet again samrat exhibited his vulnerability behind d strength of his love....he wants to there for Gunjan not for her sake alone much more for his own sake....who said being selfish in love is not good....if u get to feel d self centered love showered on u, which has been exhibited at d cost of baring one's own vulnerability u would cherish that moment for a long long time to come coz it shows ur need n value ind life of d person who loves u so much beyond words n emotions can ever do justice

Samrat just wrote a new chapter with his unimaginable-but-there-for-you-to-feel love

Gunajn definitely was not far away. Everything said and done, all the efforts she took today was just for Samrat's happiness and thats kind of strength her love should nurture and develop, ur right to fight for ur beloved, ur need to survive with ur beloved, ur desire to live with ur beloved, ur penance to earn d love of ur beloved, ur soul to entwine n unite with its other half......I wud love it if she starts believing in d happiness, which no one more than her deserves and rather than fighting samrat fights her inability with Samrat .... the very fact that she's still wearing that "S" pendant shows what her mind is refusing to accept S symbolizing "yes"

S- for samrat
S- I love u
S- I will be there for u
S- I cannot be but without u
S- I will try but can never get away from u
S- I will act but can never hide it from u
S- I am hurt but nothing u cant heal me from
S- I am scared but no fear that u can't drive away for me
S- I am hopeful coz u r d dreams of my future
S- I can't live away from u as I will wither away
S- I believe in u without which I will be lost
S - I am d one for u as my heart, body, mind, soul all belong to u
S- I am yours forever as much as u want me to be
S- I accept defeat coz i can't deceive my heart as it depends on my honesty to take its next beat

@ Naveen ---now u have to accept this dhakkan is best for this chashmish 😆and they r soulmates whether Gunjan accpets it or not....only he can make her fight for what she thinks she doesnt deserve 😉
Edited by meens1981 - 16 years ago
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Originally posted by: DiyaS



HOW CAN THEY DO THIS????

Who ... just WHO writes Sajan???? I can't decide whether to hug them, bless them for bringing this couple into my life ... or kill them for driving me so crazy! I'm actually reeling as I write this ... twice before have Sajan had this effect, once was Samrat's heartbreak, second was Gunjan's ... and tonight was ... what exactly was it?!!! I can't call it love ... love seems far too small for what is between them ... the sea of emotions that is exchanged with every little look, every gesture ...

I thought Gunjan was the determined one, the strong one ... ready to do anything, but ANYTHING for the ones she loved,
but today ... Samrat ... oh my god ... does love like this exist for real? So powerful, so all consuming - his love is like a storm which will carry everything in front of it, it will carry away all her protests, her fears, her doubts, it's like an ocean, the depth of which can't even be fathomed, and it's like a gale which will sweep her off her feet and into his arms, however much she tries to fight it.

And she IS trying to fight ... all her old doubts, her insecurities back in full force, head and heart engaged in fierce battle, one she recognises even as she gives in to the first one - that of putting color on him, because he will not let anyone else do it otherwise ... she knows what he's doing and he knows what she's trying to do ... because they KNOW, they just know each other, they can read each others' minds and souls. If ever I wondered why Sajan have such few dialogues at times, the answer was clear today ... who needs words when they can read each others' eyes, each others' minds, each others' hearts ...

So she tries again ... this time more bluntly - or as blunt as she can be ... don't change yourself for me, go away, I'll manage ... 😕
and Samrat's expressions ... yes, he knows what she's doing, but he won't let her succeed, so another effort at lightheartedness - I won't risk your NOT being dependent on me, because then I'll be left alone ... and his look - now argue with that one, Chashmish ... 😊
and I fell totally in love with Samrat - not "you're alone, so I want to be with you," but "I'LL be left alone" ... as though to tell her, if you're not there, no one else can take your place ...

But she's still fighting ... You're making me feel I'm a burden, go away ...
And he protests immediately ... tum bojh nahin ho, especially not for me ...
And she stops him in his tracks ... then prove it ... go away.
And oh god ... their look ... who needs words when their looks say everything, his says, I know what you're doing, but you can't do this to us, hers says, I have to do this not just for you ... but for me ...
And because he knows it's for her as well ... so he goes ... leaving her heart to curse her mind for making him leave when she wanted him to stay, then she recovers her determination ... and it's that determination that makes her try so hard ... and take her first slow, painful step on the road to recovery ... the first step, and the first fall ...

And his promise ... we'll make you walk again. We - both of us. Together.

Next bit has left me totally incoherent so don't blame me if I don't make sense.

Angry Samrat ... needling gunjan, riling her, getting at her ... you CAN do it, but you won't even try ... all you want is sympathy ... and I'm not going to give you that.
And Gunjan - is that what you think? So of course she's ready to try anything ...
Even when she realises that was his plan all along ...

And so they start ... and try ... and try again ... and again ... with him firmly behind her, beside her all the way, pushing her, encouraging her, supporting her ... till she falls and he picks her up ever so gently ... places her back on her bed as though she's made of glass ...
... and tells her ... not never, Chashmish, just not today ... but tomorrow we try again ... because he knows, under that fragile exterior is steel, that inner core of strength which has been his support for so long, and now has to be her own ...

And the precap ... Samrat's determination - try what you like, I'm not going anywhere ... because I love you.
Samrat ... you totally deserve Gunjan - and I can't give you higher praise than that!!! 👏 👏 👏

Mads, Ayesha, this is for you ....and for ALL my Sajan deewanees ... if it's incoherent, don't blame me .... I told you I was GONE tonight!!!




Diya @ bold....
u have written something much more than even Sajan tried to convey
and d very joy of reliving it thru ur words is an experience I suggest one doesn't miss away....
Edited by meens1981 - 16 years ago
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Wow!!...awesome, awesome post diya, meens!!👏👏

Okay guys wasn it enough that sajan are already drowning me in their world of magical all consuming love but you all have to take away what little sanity I have left after watching that episode…😲😆.

All I can say is that today what we saw was what love is all about….no romance, no flirting but actually being there for each other in the darkest hour of need, without having to ask for it….fighting for each other's happiness without wanting anything in return….and making someone the reason for your existence…

But guys what I want to know is, does love like this really exist in real world???...is anyone capable of this kind of selfless devotion to another person??...do we have it in us to love someone so much that we are willing to be anything, do anything just to make someone smile?....god I really hope so because nothing can be more precious in this world than a love like what we saw today….

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Posted: 16 years ago
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ahhhhhhhhhhhh diya...........now first tell me what to do with u.............then we will decide what to do with CVs he he !!
ur post is just too brillient!!!!! U said it all!!! u know what...this is the hardest time for us non-writers!!! bz whatever we feel....we cant put it into words.......sometimes it annoys me..... thats the reason ..I dont open much topics...........just becase I dont think I can give a justice to this BEAUTIFUL relationship!!!! and when u guys come up with such awsome posts.........feels good when we say ditto!!! he he
SG realtionship is so unique and beautiful......I m wondering ...this kind of LOVE really exist in real life too?? I mean such pure and internal!!! just love the today's epi!!! THIS is what called JANUABLE !! even I m thinking........who made this charcters?....hatts off to them.....and Monaya.......see here again m out of words.......how do I say it?.......I have never seen actors like them.......thats all.........
today's epi was a way too touching.........from expressions to dialogues.........all were mesmerizing!!! m so excited for the upcoming track!! just love them!!!!❤️
Edited by --Pari-- - 16 years ago
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Posted: 16 years ago
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oh MAN .. diya dont I jus LOVEEE u for this 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

this is beyond BEAUTIFUL ... and I wil soon b back wit my reply too .. but right now I jus wanna go on hugging u, because u made those moments b/w them 1000000 times much more januable for me 🤗🤗🤗🤗
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Oh! Here comes our rescuer!!!
Diya, I feel sooo sooo blessed to have met friends like u here.. Love u sooo sooo soooo (add in as many o's as u want) much..U're a genius dear!!! May be u know that i don't these emoticons that often, but today is def. an exception. So, these hugs r all for u !!!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Ur post is truly AMAZING, FANTASTIC, SUPERB...... I want to write sooo many things but have really fallen short of words atm..Let me get back to my senses and will def. come back with my detailed reply.
And, the most imp. thing, thank u sooo much for making tonite's epi. even MORE special.
*Goes to read ur post for the fifth time* 😆😆😆
Edited by ayesha_80 - 16 years ago
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Diya, you're such a sweet! Sajan were mindblowing. The way they love each other can not be described in words something beyond this world. Gina, I don't have an answer if someone can love so deeply, unselfishly... But once again I fell in love with Samrat today. Can't wait to watch upcoming track!!!
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Diyaaaaaaaaaaa wow what a post! I just watched the epi and woah what an epi! soo touching! I loved both their determinations! Both were sticking to their word, I felt for samrat when she was like fine just go.. gosh the hurt! the pain! awww but loved gunjy for saying that he shouldnt leave his friends just for love, just for her! awww
And when he went he was still adamnent that he wa sgonna help her yet she stuck by her word and wasnt having any of it! and because of that she actually made progress herself! You go girl!
and then the bedroom scene! wow samrat and his attention seeking lines are soo funny! but that got g going! lolzzz that made her more determined than ever! trying to porve samrat wrong! yet he was doing it on purpose! typical sammy! had everything ready and all! such a sweety!
I just loved how he supported her throughout, it was very realistic, all was done in her pace and nothing drastic like I can walk now! it was all about khoshish! and also love how its not endless eyelocks or whatever! thing is sajan dont even need that! their just soo beautiful and hypnotic in their own simple way!!
Ohh man cant wait for tomorrows epi! Love how its all going!
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Hey seeing all ure comments i was just wondering if some one can make a VM on Sajan with the song Tere Liye or Main yahaan hoon from Veer Zaara with all the present scenes like Sammy lifting Gunjan and mix with old ones.It would be sooo Sajanastic!!! haha

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