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OMG !! I had never realized I could feel these emotions and to this extent and that too knowing full well that it is fiction !! This tells us that how fabulous and impressive and skilled you are TK, as a writer who can bring out such intense emotions from all your readers...great job buddy 👏👏 ... I really appreciate your writing skills from bottom of my heart that is where your writings make a great impact !!
Coming to the update,
First half I felt anger, disappointment followed by some more anger !! Second half, I cried..I cried bitterly 😆😆 and later found me contemplating what I would have done if I were Madhu ? Yup am back to that question now !!
Anger Becoz, she again blamed herself, doubted her self-worth, branded herself as unlovable.
Disappointment cos, she again tried to relive in that bubble of hers inspite of knowing that it has already burst !! More anger for Madhu trying to hurt herself physically, neglecting herself and apologizing to RK and I hate it when she tells she will make everything right (this one reminds me of Madhu of MEIEJ...main Sab theek kar doongi RK). Madhu's self esteem is in ruins and I really want her to work on it...seriously !!
I teared up when she called him and asked him to celebrate his Bday.. Man what is she ? Is she really human to do all that !! God !! And she going to the party and realizing her confirmed "exit" from RK's life looked cruel...RK cutting cake standing next to maya and Madhu retreating herself from "RK and his friends" was gut-wrenching finally when she handed the gift with savoring hug was the last straw for me to burst into tears...it hurt a lot...a lot !!
Okay then came all why's ? Why mind and heart can't be in sync in situations ? where u need to take decision from mind but then heart overtakes and messes up everything !! Why death and physical pain all of a sudden becomes so attractive ? Why Madhu couldn't think rationally before breaking into pieces ?? Why is that the emotions that we feel with so much INTENSITY is not felt by our loved ones with the same intensity ?
I sobered up, then asked what's NEXT ? What I would have done if I were Madhu ?
I was surprised with the list that I came up heheh ...
Firstly Madhu needs to keep her bloody mind(heart) occupied hence she needs to occupy herself in many things...physical exertion releases endorphins...Madhu needs to take up new thing, may be dancing or exercising where in her body n mind gets too tired to even process a thought !!
Secondly, if possible take an overseas project ( if possible) get away from the place for a while
Thirdly...she needs to help out those who are in NEED !! Sometimes the truth that there are so many out there who are deprived of so many things in life yet they find some hope to live on may make Madhu see the life in new light !! Anyway she has a caring nature, this can help her to get stronger and even sensible too !!
Well looking at RK's friend group, I felt Ria and Rohan disagree with RK's decision of breaking up with Madhu !! I hope may be they may play an important role bring out the real face n intentions of maya infront of RK !! Sighhh !! A girl can hope right...right TK 😆😉 !!
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