FF: Fire and Desire note on pg. 24 - Page 11

"RK leave me," she said as he closed the vanity door, but he went on ignoring her.

"RK let me the go," she said as she flung her hand out of his. He just turned back around and grabbed onto her hand again, this time with more force.

"No I won't let go. I am RK, I do whatever I want," he slurred his words. Clearly he was drunk. He turned around then, ran his hands in his hair as if trying to calm down, and Madhu, taking advantage of the situation, tried to leave quietly without his noticing. She did not want to deal with a drunk, was it not enough that she had to deal with the vindictive sober RK? God only knew how much worse he would be drunk. When she had danced slightly intimately with that man, her plan was to give him a taste of his own medicine, not further get humiliated by him.

But ofcourse Madhu's kismet never gave her any allowances, one of the floor boards and RK looked back. He roared in anger and tightly grabbed onto both of her arms and backed her up against the full sized mirror on the closed door.

"What were you doing outside?"

"What was I doing?" she tried playing coy. He would have to spit it out.

"With that man...dancing like that," he spit out 'that.'

"Yeah so. I was dancing with a man. Do you have any issues. I am a single woman, currently in the market, so I was shopping. So what RK. It's nothing you don't do. And what difference does it make to you."

"Madhu stop it. You will never do that again."

Madhu laughed at that. "Who are you to tell me what I can and cannot do. Who are you to drag me away from a man I was dancing with like that. Who are you to touch me? What right do you have to talk to me like this?" She started screaming towards the end, she could not control her anger and the emotions she had controlled for so long all came out. He could not just walk all over her when he wanted and leave her shattered when he wanted, and then come back again. He had to know that.

"What right do I have? You are MINE. Sirf meri (Only mine)," he said looking deep into her eyes as if trying to connect to her on another level...as if trying to sear his dominance into her very soul.

Madhu was taken back, she had not expected to hear that. She could not find any words.

"From the first moment I saw you. From those 4 slaps, you were mine. Mine to play with, mine to laugh with, mine to hate, mine to love, mine to betray."

Madhu felt tears emerge in her eyes, and she blinked them away so she could look into his eyes, so she could try to read what was in his heart through his eyes. Could she dare hope?

"Tum meri thi, hoon, aur rohogi (You were, are, and will always remain mine). Just because you don't wear the mangalsutra in your neck anymore does not mean you are not mine anymore. Mein tumhare saath joh bhi karu aur na karo, hak hain mera. (Whatever I do or don't with you, is my right."

"No RK, at one point in time this Madhu was yours completely, body and soul, but you broke that soul in which you lived. You broke everything Rishab. I would have given up this whole world if it meant I could have you, but you gave me up when you choose your ego over me. I am no longer yours."

Did he think of her as his property to do as he pleased...love her, hate her, as if she was not a person. The hope she had felt died again.

Madhu tried to leave because there really was nothing more to say after that, but RK placed his on her lower back and brought her close to his body.

"No Madhu. Mine...Mine," he kept repeating as he collapsed in her arms.

Madhu stumbled back a little into the door as the brunt of his full weight landed on her. She was annoyed now. First she had to fight him when she did not want to, and now she has to care for his drunk highness. But she could not leave him laying on her floor either.

She somehow managed to get him on the couch and went out looking for bittuji, but she found that everyone had left. She ran to the door to go get RK's driver, but she found that the door to the sets was locked from the outside. She and RK were locked in here. It brought back memories of something she would rather not revisit. Madhu turned her attention towards the present situation. She tried calling bittuji, but she could not find any bars on her phone.

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"Yes, the work is done auntyji," bittuji said.

"Good. Let's hope they both find some way to sort out their differences. Let's hope Rishab stops being so stubborn now," Radhaji said.

"Yes auntyji," bittuji hung up.

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Madhu went back to where she had left RK. She tried to lay him down on the couch on his side though since he was drunk, but as she tried to move him he firmly held on to her hands and opened his eyes slowly.

(Click on link: Yun hi re)

He looked so innocent and childlike that it brought a small smile on her face. For a second she was tempted to just forget everything. She wanted to fall in his arms and never leave. She wanted him to look at her like that forever. Oh how she wished he hadn't betrayed her.

"Madhu please don't leave. Stay." He said as he pulled her forward. She landed on his lap. She tried to get up, but he would not let her. Why did he have to look at her like that? Did he wish to hurt her more by giving her a taste of something she could never have? She tried to get up once again, and this time he pulled her beside him so she sat right next to him on the sofa. He held onto her hand, so she could not leave.

He looked into her eyes as he slowly bend down to place his head on her laps. Madhu tried getting up but he held onto her hand with one of his hands and held her thigh with her other.

He then placed both his hands around her waist and went to sleep on her lap like a baby.

Madhu did not want to, but she could not help herself but run her hands through his hair. Oh how she would wish for the rest of her life.

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Clearly assume RK's vanity is inside the sets, which is how they got locked in.

I wanted to thank AliciaZA...I have never gotten a reply so long 😆 with so much feedback and that was so encouraging that I had to give a shout out (not that the other replies are not encouraging because they seriously are...so don't stop replying coz I look forward to reading each and every single reply. It is the only reward us ff writers get). And I will definetely provide english translation. I stupidly assumed everyone spoke hindi, and that if they didn't they would let me know...which you did. When I have time, I will go back and post english translations for the other parts. I would go completely without hindi, but some things just sound better in hindi.

I can't help but wonder why the likes keep decreasing 🤔 Let me know if the progression of the story sucks which is why some people are losing interest and what you would like to see in the story. Is it because no pregnancy track yet... 🤔

P.S. Yes I just heard the song yun hi re and clearly was left amazed.