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Is raat ki koi subah na ho!
In lafzoan par koi viraam naa ho!
Is raste ki koi manzil naa ho
Ab bus sang tere, chalte hee jaana hai!
In lafzoan par koi viraam naa ho!
Is raste ki koi manzil naa ho
Ab bus sang tere, chalte hee jaana hai!
Dutta was ready to take the next plunge in their e-LS, the SR night! Dutta chose not to jump into the marriage straight on but to set the foundation right! He chose to walk down the memory lane and reminisce their journey of love first. Take the next step for right reasons, tut tut, not plural but singular reason - Love! ❤️...The girl who changed him and showed him the eternal path to love, she deserved every bit of ovation for making him see this day, day that he had always dreamt about, day when he had attained his love with every possible affirmation required fron the nature! Dutta was not going to let it go without thanking her for being in his life! This was the purity of their love, poignant and profound at every level! ❤️❤️❤️
Dutta has been on the "make-amends" journey for quite someime and today was the day of its culmination! He wanted to give his sins a proper closure and what better than to accept it sincerly! He had been through pain, turbulence and betrayal, each and every upheavel, denting his heart further but Naku's love was so powerful, it changed a beast into a man, made an impossible task possible! Many say, love can move mountains, Naku just did it! ❤️❤️❤️
Dutta confesses today that he always felt this unexplained feeling in him which he never sat down to retrospect but it was there! They were made for each other and hence, no matter how much he tried disassociating himself from her, she would spring back in his life! ❤️❤️❤️...Thats what Fate wanted, thats what Bappa wanted and all the forces in Universe worked to keep them together even in impossible circumstances! JMM was no less than magic, an opportunity baked and served to Dutta to introspect and give a name to his "anchaahi", "anjaani" feeling. ❤️❤️❤️
Dutta gets nostalgic on the cliffhanging memory when Naku refused to leave him in the face of death! That incident was the climax of their LS, a stand-alone incident, complete in itself and capable of passing Naku with distinction but Dutta still had traces of roughness left but Naku never gave up, Life kept on throwing obstracles at her and she kept on dodging them successfully! He struggled with his heart that constantly tried surfacing the care and love it harbored, for Naku, but his head told him otherwise because the past still haunted him! Then JMM happened to him...Jungle/Jagtap gave him an alien feeling of serenity that made him reflect back on his feelings! Naku's kidnapping got him face to face with his heart! A direct confrontation and there was no looking back now!...This confrontation opened the doors for him, "Mujhe Pyaar ho gaya tha Naku"...Naku had become his life and being away from her could send jitters inside him! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dutta admits that Naku had passed all exams for him and now, "Ek tu hee toh hai, jisse mein apnaa sab kuch maantaa hoon, chahein kuch bhi ho jaaye, tujh par se yeh bharosaa kabhie nahi uthegaa"...
(I quote here the lines from my OS - "Waapis Aaogi Na"!)
"Mere har apnoan se apni ab tu hogi, Meri har zooban ki dooa mein ab tu hogi,
Meri har khushi se pehle ab tu hogi, Tere har ghum se pehle ab mein hoonga,
Meraa har din ab tujhse shuru hogaa, meri har raat ab tujhe dekh ke khatam hogi,
Ab toh duniyaa hee tujhse hogi, aur woh aakhri pal, ab tere naam hogaa,"
This unconditional love and in-situ trust shakes Naku's roots! She gets up to unveil herself..She is scared, she is skeptical but not for her own sake but for him! The self-castigation that he was capable of, was scaring her! Dutta yet again talks about beauty! Naku was beautiful in true sense because her inner self was exquisite! But wouldnt this be true irrespective of facial beauty or non-beauty? Dutta had to understand that!
As Naku clearly states, Dutta has understood Naku like noone had ever done! But the book was incomplete without its prologue! Dutta had to read the prologue to cherish the book to its utmost capacity but was he ready?Her fright speaks! She makes him promise that he would give her a chance to defend herself and then she would be ready for any consequences! Dutta was not scared of the prologue because she now owned him. ❤️❤️...She had the right to manoeuver him anywhere she desired but only if the manoeuvering could be so easy!
The beauty of this night was the stark contrast that Dutta would go thru in an instant on his feelings, expressions and words. He promises to dedicate his life to her and he meant it but in few moments, thats not what he would feel like. He confessed his love for her, but in few moments the anger would totally overpower his senses. The 180 degree turn that he would make would be a sight to watch!! 👏👏👏
Dutta was now sure of his love and confident of his life with Naku, but when has the eternal love story being simple...Life throws plethora of tests at the love birds and the true love just emerges with glow and glory! if scratched then healed! ❤️❤️❤️....Naku has a huge task drawn in front of her, On one hand she has to pay the price for hiding her canonical truth and learn to trust her love, and on the other hand she had to help Dutta win this phase! Dutta had openly defined his love and the ingredients that made it glow - Trust, ownership, unweathered glow due to testing times...He now had to stand by it! Would he be the rising phoenix and shut every waiging tail? Only the time would tell us!
The eternity with no end! Phew!
Growing in eternity,
DD ❤️❤️
Arjun
