I'm having time of my life. Coming to this world tour with other musicians was indeed a great idea. There is so much to learn, each day is different and fun. Oh, this is so ME. One month has already passed and now only 2 more weeks left and so much to cover. This is LIFE!!!!
Dadi called up after seeing my photos that I had sent to Purab and Aliya. She sounded worried for my health but how to tell her that losing 4-5 kgs is nothing compare to what I'm gaining in terms of musical experience. My life is no less than a hippy nowadays. No difference between day and night, whole day I'm surrounded with music, alcohol, drugs and sex. While drugs were never me but sex was always. But strangely this time so many encounters but none of them ended on bed. Why, what could possibly be wrong with me. Girls are hot and always available but still I couldn't even do a kiss properly. Enough of this crap, today is the day, no matter what, I'll get laid.
With this resolution I went to a lap dance bar. Guy was up and ready to roll, she took me to the adjacent place for the final action and here we go down. The moment her red hair fell on my face, I didn't like that strong smell. I snapped. I couldn't be there, I felt choked.
Almost 2 months that I last saw her. Our relation is pure physical and she cannot control me, she can't stop me from going to another women. Purab was so right; I should have stopped it long back. I'll never, never go back to her, never. Tonight I'm going to my Love Guru, my first one, now a model in Paris, learned so much from her about sex. She was on a personal visit and as usual we planned to spend a good time together. Everything was going as I had expected, I had no doubt on myself. And finally, that moment has arrived, a stunning beautiful woman, in the most gorgeous evening gown, capable to take me to the heavenly ride is finally getting undressed after pushing me on the bed. We started with the lip kiss and dooshhh...this time she snapped. "What's wrong Abhi"- she asked. I was surprised; everything was going fine then what happened.
"Are you in love?"
She asked again. I replied - "no way, not even near that emotion." But after all she was my Guru. She refused to give in on my next attempt and asked me to not go ahead as I may end up in guilt later. And she passed out. So here I was, next to a heavenly beautiful, almost naked woman but I was not even close to that feel or the feelings of lose.
Purab called me up to ask for an upcoming college concert before saying NO to the organizers, just for the formality. I knew, it was supposed to be a big event but couldn't get the reason for his refusal till he told me the university name. I accepted the offer, there were very less chances of seeing her there. She is not that type who attends my concerts. Moreover, money and fame were huge; after all it is the biggest university of the city. No chance of meeting her, no, I'll be safe.
I was going towards my green room when the Vice Chancellor came to meet me. After a polite conversation, he turned back and I heard calling him a name - "Pragya, looking for me? Hey, Thanks a lot for coming. Sorry to bother you but me really wanted to know all about the meeting with the education ministry. Just couldn't wait for the morning."
I came out of the green room after some time and went around looking for her and soon found her. She was talking to him. Wearing a dark blue sari with little white work, a full sleeved blouse, hair tied in a pony. She looked divine. I came back to my green room and shooed my staff away, went back there and my luck, she was alone, checking her phone. I grabbed her arm and took her to my green room. She was no less than surprised and looking around. It was indeed risky. But I know my ways to get things done.
I kissed her hard as there is no other way, pushed her to the tiny bed in the corner and in less than a minute, I was inside her. Oh man, I instantly felt relaxed. So relaxed, I didn't even want to move an inch.
It was my best performance so far, all the experience that I gained on my world tour was paying off. Everyone around me was happy, Purab, Organizers, audience and I was the happiest one.
I have no idea what she might be thinking of me, I literally pounced on her. Oh man, what did I do.
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