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NOP! KU?Originally posted by: deepali.rock
Tune title ke fonts change karein h kya??
NOP! KU?
BARISH
PART ONE
it was raining heavily..wind was howling! ashu got out from kgh and ran towards the parking lot...it was again a very hectic day for him...but the cool breeze which was hitting his face was enough to get rid of the tiredness and the rain drop was enough to change his mood! it was raining so heavily that it's really very difficult to open his eyes to get the glimps of the darkness of a rainy night! but as people says the best things in life r the unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss,cry and dream! but may b those people never experienced this feelings of raindrops falling on the face, cool breeze kissing on the cheeks nd touching the body with closed eyes! but the bigest reality of life is all this beautiful moments of life can never last very long!
just like the days which he lived with his beloved parents! he used to enjoy such rainy days with his parents...as a only child of his parents-he was always their first priority! but that day...the car accident made him all alone...ending those special moments of his life! now these raindrops remembered him those moments which was lost with the passage of time!
ashu blow of those thoughts nd got into the car,pressed the start button with a trembling hand! he was shevering with cold...so he thought to light up a ciggerate...but with that raindrops all his things got wet! there was not much traffic as it remains on usual days due to this destructive yet beautiful shape of nature...so he reached a shop nd rushed to the shop for a packet of cigerate without caring the heavy drops of rain..within few minutes and with few more drops of water he returned to his car!
he was letting the smoke to go and dissolve in the water drops falling from the skythrough the glass...suddenly his eyes got stuck to rear-view mirror of his car..the lights of the vehicles coming from the opposite direction were making everything look bright and the moment they were crossing hin=m everything was dissolving in the darkness of the night...it was just like seeing a dream with open eyes!
suddenly he saw a woman trying to wipe off her wait hairs from her face with one hand, while holding a umbrella in other one! the wind was blowing so hard that both her umbrella nd hair were finding difficult to stay at proper place...she was really beautiful..her face was so bright nd her smile was innocent! she had an endaring personality! the lightening on the sky nd the headlights of the vehicles coming from the opposite direction were enough to give him glimpse even though there was darkness everywhere...her face could b compared to moonlight falling on the white pearl in the black ocean...he was just looking at the most beautiful face he had ever seen!!!
it was hard to ignore but he was about reaching home than falling in love with a person whose name even he didn't know! he was always a man known very strict nd introvert! he avoided all relations as he afraid of loosing them again! but falling in love isn't in ur hand all time...it just happened...just like that! still sometimes it is hard for a man to go against what heart is saying nd to listen mind,so he preferred to see her face for few more minutes!he knew that she was not the moon that comes every evening nd he was not even sure when would it rain again so that he would get a chance to experience how it feels to see when the beauty of a women beats the beauty of a nature! few minutes earlier he was experiencing a dream but now it had turned into a beautiful dream!
after few minutes of strugle d umbrella which was dancing with the wind slipped out of her hand!after seeing that the first thought that came to his mind was to run nd hold her umbrella with her so that she could realise there was a person who could b her strength in this journey of life! but then he thought it would b better if he asked her for a lift!
he took the car in reverse for few meters .she noticed him coming towards her but pretends as if she didn't!
ashu asked her if he could drop her somewhere! even though she knew it's already late, with not a single taxi on d road; she preferred to remain silent!may b there was a doubt goinig through her mind nd it was obvious! they never meet before 'they never knew their name;so it was really dificult for a girl to decide whether believe that person or not !
ashu could read her face that moment so he told'what r u thinking?i'm not going to rape u! i just want to help u seeing u alone!
she started laughing listening to this. ashu couldn't get why she was laughing..so he said---no do not think that i can't! it just i do not want to do so!
by listening this she preferred to remain silent! so he continued---aj apko shayaad yaha koi taxi na mile!agar apko lagta hain k main ap par koi ehsaan kar raha hoon to ap mujhe koi taxi driver samajh lijiye! aur mujhe pay kar dijiyega! fair deai! now get in!
...ok! it's fair enough!'she replied with a smiling face nd got into the car!
...but i would b really happy if u will not pay for it!
she smiled nd liked to look outside through glass! both were silent for sometime nd then ashu broke that!
...emmm! mujhe lagta hain mujhe apke address chahiye hoga apko ghar drop karne kliye!
---oh! i'm so sorry! i forgot about that! age se left lelijiye,pls!
...waise main apka naam jaan sakta hoon?
...nidhi..nidhi verma!
...nidhi! nice name..nd i'm ashutosh mathur!
...nice to meet u, mr. ashutosh!
next one hour while driving, they kept on chatting with eachother! it was feeling as if they both knew eachother sinch a long time! nidhi had the ability to make the other person smile out of nothing! ashu didn,t know when he told her about his life which he always tried to hide! he told her that he was adopted...though this truth he forgot himself! he didn't care about if he was looking stupid, while sharing those funny instances of life with her..he was just happy seeing her smile nd wiping off her hairs from her face; so that either she could see him or he could get a glimps of her beautiful face!
ashu stopped the car ...suddenly the silence nd the sound of those raindrops hitting his car's bonnet hard...made him realize that now he had to wake up from the dream...he was experiencing in the real world with open eyes!!
before nidhi got down from the car to walk towards her place; she said 'thank u" with the most beautiful smile!
ashu got a feeling as if she wanted to tell lot more than these two words! but she didn't! might b she was expecting him to speak...but he once again failed to express him! he just said--- it was a pleasure to meeting u, nidhi!
nidhi turned to go in the rain...her foot steps didn't allow her to make a hurry...she once again turned to ashu...nd there he was looking at her!!
she came back to his car nd knocked at d glass nd ashu opened it hurriedly!
...kya hua, nidhi? kuch chahiye apko?
...emmm..mr. ashutosh! apne kaha ap doc. ho! hain na?
...haan! to?
...aj barish me bhigne k bad mujhe lagta hain k shayaad mujhe ak doc ki jaruraat ho! to kya ap apna number de sakte hain pls??
part 2
nidhi turned to go in the rain...her foot steps didn't allow her to make a hurry...she once again turned to ashu...nd there he was looking at her!!
she came back to his car nd knocked at d glass nd ashu opened it hurriedly!
...kya hua, nidhi? kuch chahiye apko?
...emmm..mr. ashutosh! apne kaha ap doc. ho! hain na?
...haan! to?
...aj barish me bhigne k bad mujhe lagta hain k shayaad mujhe ak doc ki jaruraat ho! to kya ap apna number de sakte hain pls??
ashu stared at her amusedly...gathering the meaning of her words...then as if he understood the hidden mystery ...his lips turned into a beautiful smile which came out from his heart nd ended in his eyes!!!
ashu opened the car door nd got out...stood in front of nidhi with a slight smile in his face...looking adoringly at her in the rain!
nidhi's cheeks turned red at his continuous glare...she was feeling very much shy for her boldness though she was not feeling scared!!
seeing him silent she told---it's ok if u don't want to give me ur number! i won't mind!!
...to kya ap dusre doctor k pass jayenge??
nidhi looked at ashu ...looked surprised! ashu started to laugh loudly in that dreamy rainy night...making her many more surprised!
nidhi turned back nd tried to run from there...when he held her wrist tight!!
she didn't turn back...didn't even try to make her wrist free from his hold...suddenly she realised her eyes were getting moistured with her own tears...though those tear drops couldn't b seen for the tears of the sky!!
Ashu slowly crossed the distance between them...still holding her hand...lowerd her mouth to her ear...nd whispered--- nidhi! aj barish me bhigne k baad mere tabiyat bhi shayaad bigar jaye! shayaad thand lag jaye! to kuna hum aj raat hamara haal dekhe aur kal ak coffe shop me mile! garam coffe se thand bhi chali jayegi aur..agar koi aur problem ho wo bhi solve kar lenge!
this time she turned to him...giving the swetest smile she nodded her head...nd ran from there!
ashu shouted from behind---royal cofee shop! kal 6.00 baje! main intezar karunga!
that night was indeed the most beautiful night for both of them!
the next day came to ashu like a bless! the whole night he only thought about nidhi...her talk...her smile! the one meeting made a magic over him...he just wished the time passed quickly...nd he would b able to meet with her! he cursed to himself that why he refused to take the number...he was dying to hear her voice once again!
but he wanted to give her time...time for thinking about him...both of them were in a trance in the last night...nd the magic of rain increased that! nd what happened last night happens in a hurry! may b she felt wrong after that...may b she won't want to meet him again!
he was getting mad with anticipation!...the enthusiasm of meeting her once again made him restless!
at last the most awited time came...ashu reached there in the cofee shop with a bunch of blood red roses! first time in life he was meeting with a girl alone...he was feeling nervous...but there was also a strange kind of happiness in his heart!
the waiter came to him to take order...but he told him to come later as he was waiting for someone!!
one hour passed...two hour passed! but there was no sign of her coming! ashu feeling restless nd terribly helpless! once again his dream was remain a dream! she wouldn't come...nd that thought tore him from inside! he hold the rose bunch tightly in his hand palm nd the thrones pierce his hand...few drops of his red blood came out but may b his heart was bleed more than that at that time!
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ashu was very busy in the hospital! there was three complicated surgery one after another...he just came from the ot nd retired his body in his chair when the nurse came hurriedly---sir! ak accident ka case aaya hain! ap jaldi aaiye!
so he ran behind her...he saw a middle aged male on the bed...bleeding profusely from his head! he was groaning in pain but tried to get up! ashu hold him nd started his treatment!
...doctor sahab! mujhe jaldi se jana hain! pls!
...kaha jana hain apko? itna khun beh raha hain aur apko kaam ki fikr hai?
ashu shouted as he was feeling very disgusted with his conduct!
...doc. sahab! meri patni beemar hain! wo Alzheimer's patient hain! mujhe usse jaldi milna hain!
...alzheimars patient? kabse?
...pisle 10 ssaloon se!
...10 saloon se! wo to apko pehchanti bhi nehi hogi! to itna jaldi ku hain apko?
...wo mujhe nehi pehchanti..par mein to pehchanti hoon na!
the last statement of the man remember him about nidhi once again...one year had passed after that night...but after that day he never crossed that road again...he tried to forget all...but still she came sometime with her cute smile in his dream!
after one long year ashu came again on that road...where he met with her in a dreamy rainy day...and what a coincidents that it was again a rainy day just like that!
"Halfway home, the sky goes from dark gray to almost black and a loud thunder snap accompanies the first few raindrops that fall. Heavy, warm, big drops, they drench him in seconds, like an overturned bucket from the sky dumping just on his head. he reach his hands up and out, as if that can stop his getting wetter, and open his mouth, trying to swallow the downpour, till it finally hits him how funny it is, his trying to stop the rain.!!
ashu closed his eyes...dreamt that dream once again! then suddenly felt the touch of a hand in his back! he opened his eyes..nd turned back...nd what met his eyes made him mesmerized once again!
there was standing nidhi in front of him with that smile once again in the rain...both were silent...tried to gather word but failed to say anything! then she broke the unwanted silence!
...main sirf ak din nehi aapayi thi...issliye apne ak saal saja dia mujhe!
Rain crashing down, thick drops pounding like his heart as he look at her. she was beautiful, more beautiful than the storm around them. his eyes have caught her and he couldn't bring himself to look away. they smile, captivated by each others presence. Never had a moment been so perfect, never had two lovers shared such an amazing scene. they get closer, and adrenaline starts pumping, thunder roars in tune with the beating of their hearts. they embrace each other, wet from head to toe, yet neither of them mind at all. Nothing matters at that moment, nothing except them. The clouds thicken and the sky grows dark, flashes of lightning shine against her pretty face. they both shared tears of joy as they close the distance, the tears impossible to see amongst the rain, but they know they were there. ashu could feel her breath as they get near, the warmth of her face, and the rumbles of the thunder. they kiss, as the lightning cracks and the thunder rolls, with rain running over their lips. The greatest moment of their lives, their love had never been stronger. If only it could never end, he want it to last forever. After the kiss they realize what they already knew, she was the one for him, and he was the one for her. No one else can make him feel like this, he want to have her every day. ashu tell her--you want me forever, but, that's not long enough. We will be together after our time here has ended, in a place where we can experience this every day. I promise its true, I promise to stay' just give me, one more kiss in the rain.
part 3
nidhi was standing at the window...in her bridal dress...waiting for her bridegroom!! she was looking heavenly beautiful in that red lahenga...with matching jwelery! it was raining heavily outside...wind was howling making her shiver in cold! just like the day of their first meeting...in that dreamy rainy day! she closed her eyes...smiled remembering every incident of that night...the night when she had fallen in love...love at first sight!
suddenly there was a lightening with roar of cloud...she opened her eyes...trembled with fear...a tear of grief falls from her eyes...as she remembered those day ...those long separation period!!
that day she was all ready to go to meet him in that coffee shop...how happy nd excited she was! she remembered that night she hardly closed her eyes for sleep...every time she tried his face appeared with his teasing smile...nd that night she realized ...realized that she had tied with that person for life time...that stranger made his place in her heart...nd no matter how but she was in love with him!!
she was all ready to meet him when a phone call made her step stop...it was her sister who called her that her mother had met with an accident! the sudden news came to her as a bolt from the blue...she was at a loss..totally out of mind! the phone falls from her hand...nd she rushed to the hospital...she saw her mother lying in the hospital bed...bleeding profusely!
next two days were the worsest for her...she had to arrange blood...medicine..even she didn't get to time for sleep...nd two days after the accident the doctors said that her mother was out of danger!
in that two days she totally forgot about ashutosh...nd when she remembered about him...she rushed to that cofee shop...but he wasn't there! she enquire about him in the reception...nd they informed that he came...he came to meet with her...waited for a quite long time...nd then left!!
she felt his disappointment...she knew that he misunderstood her...nd that thought pierced her heart into many peaces...!
from that day...every night she used to go that place...the place of their first meeting...hoping that one day he would come...surely come to her!
it took a long year to come him...that was again a rainy day...that day their lips met as a silent promise that they shouldn't leave each other for life time...that they would live rest of their life in each others arm...every rain drops that showered on them as a bless from the almighty to them!
she closed her eyes once again...felt the music of rain! rain had a magic in their love life...every special day of their life...rain had created a special effect!
even the day when ashutosh proposed her for marriage...again that was a rainy day!
the day was 14 February...valentines day...day of lovers!
she woke up that morning to her text message ring'happy valentine's day!!-it read!
it was a photo text with a red rose nd text underneath the photo. she smiled nd rolled her eyes..of course it was from ashu! she text him back'thank u nd happy valentinens day to u too!
when she opened her main door hearing door bell...she saw a dozen of roses..along with a big teddy bear nd a note that read---go to armaan's fashon house at noon nd give ur name!
she made a puzzeled face nd read it three times to b sure of what it said! there was no signature...it surely from ashutosh!
when she reached armaan's fashon shop...she met armaan at counter'oh! u r here for ur dress ,huh?'armaan his childhood friend asked me in a teasing tone nd smiled!
"i guess so!"'nidhi was so dumbfounded!armaan gave her a box wrappedin a pink bow! he handed her a note also!
...what's this?'she asked!
...i'm just supposed to hand u that girl! have a good day!'armaan winked at her!
nidhi went outside nd sat on a chair out side the ice cream shop...people were everywhere getting valentine gift! she enjoyed watching the man rushing around getting flowers nd candy for their loved ones!nidhi opened the card..it said'don't put this on just yet! go to anji's house!
" what is he upto?"'she thought!he was generally not so misterious! she had no idea what was going on!..nd she couldn't wait to tell about it to anji! but when she got there..anji had a surprise all her own!
...hello!'she exclaimed hugging her friend! she grabbed her dress nd put it inside on the couch...nd rushed her friend out the doorway!
...anji! see i got this note nd'nidhi stammered!
...mujhe pata hain nidhi!listen we r going to b late for the movie.now ley's go!'she was already hailing a cab for the two women!
...what do u mean? what movie?
...we r going to see the new released !come on...let's go!'she shoved nidhi into the cab!
...anji! ajanak ye movie kahan se aagaya,yaar?'she was still confused!
...arre! mere honewale jija ji ne bheja hain..hum dono k liye!
...kya? dr. ashutosh? aur tu unhe jija ku bol rahi hain! unhone abhi tak mujhe shaadi k liye pucha bhi nehi!'she pouted!
...par ye movie ku?'she was again alot more confused thinking what was in his mind!
though both the friend enjoyed the movie a lot...when she reached home..again got a text---raedy ho jao! main tumhe lene aarahi hoon!aur movie enjoy kia na? bahot dino se tum dono iski plan kar rahe the..mujhe pata hain!
she smiled ...nd rushed to home to get ready!the red dressed was like just made for her...she looked relly pretty like princess...when she heard the door bell! she rushed to open the door...but there was no one on the door..just a jwellery box...she took it nd closed the door! she opened the box...nd her utmost surprise finding a red ruby set matching with her dress! a tear of happiness fall as she thoght how lucky she was getting him in her life!
she wore that set...nd no need to say that enhances her beauty a lot than before!
sharp at eight...a big car stopped infront of her house...she took the passenger sit hoping that at last she would meet with him! but no..he wasn't there...!
the driver took her that place...where they first met...but the exception was that...this time...the road..nd the place was decorated with light...nd flowers!
nidhi closed her mouth with her palms...she saw rose petals on road making a way of its own...she followed that...nd in the end she saw him...standing with that killing smile in his lips!
nd her utmost surprise...it had started raining...making both of them wet...but they didn't mind at all!
ashu came near her...bend on his knees in front of her...took her hand in his...nd took out a beautiful diamond ring saying that----will u marry me, nidhi??
a thunder roared...nd it took away the electricity with that making nidhi return in present!
she felt a pair of hand in her waist...nd she knew who he was!
ashu bend down nd kissed on her neck...making her moan! she closed her eyes to feel the intensity of his touch!
...kya soch rahi hoon,haan?'he whispered in her ear!
nidhi turned towards him...looked into his eyes nd said--- i love u, ashutosh!
both looked into their eyes...nd then slowly ashu lowered his mouth...touched her lips with his...in return of his answer! bahon ko bahon me bharne do jaraa...dheeme se dharkan ko barhne do jaraa...haann..lamho ki gujarish hain ye...pass aajayee...humm..hum--tum!!
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thank u..vidisha di! busy with study...abse agar likhungi to sirf os hi! ss ya ff likhne k liye bahot time lagti hain!😊😊
PAR KABHI KABHI OS TO LIKH SAKTI HO NA?Originally posted by: Vidishaa
Isliye maine bhi stop kiya...
PAR KABHI KABHI OS TO LIKH SAKTI HO NA?
Originally posted by: deepali.rock
Vidisha di, u r also a writer?? Never saw ur works?
os:guilty mind
...nidhi,nidhi! kaha ho tum?
...kya hua, ashutosh? kuch chahiye apko?
...tum janti hona tumhe dekhe wagar mera din accha nehi jata!? phir bhi har subah gayeb hojati ho!!
nidhi looked lovingly at her husband...more than that the man who save her from the nasty world...from all that words which people used to abuse her...to make her guilty..to make her life miserable.
every morning her husband want to see her face first...bt she didn'nt...didn't want to show her face him..a face that was full of guilt...the man who loves her with all his soul..she didn't want to spoil his day seeing her who was nothing but a murderer!!
yes..she is a murderer! she killed a tiny life which was formed in her own body giving her a strange kind of emotionens..a new name of her existence...but she killed him with her own hand!!
every night when she came to sllep nd closes her eyes... she heard a small tiny voice like saying her that why she killed him? what was his fault?
the tiny voice didn't allow her to sleep...she couldn't keep her eyes close nd silently leave d bed without waking up ashutosh..
...nidhi, ab kaha kho gayi?
asu's word made her way back to the present.
...hmm..kahi nehi! ap bataiye k ap apna ye pagalpan kab chodenge?
...pagalpan? wo bhala kisne kia?
...mere samne jo 6 ft kebanda khada hain usne!
...mere pyaar ko tumhe pagalpan lagti hain nidhi?-ashu asked her with a changed tone..a tone that made nidhi sllipped of her smile!
ashu could see her changing emotiones...he knew her beautiful wife didn't love her...she loves thta guy who left her behind making her pregnanat fr building up his carrier...nd didn't turn back! but that guy surely had something that made this beautiful women fell in love with him! he was jelouse of that guy...may b he would kill him to crete such miserable condition of nidhi...but on the other hand he was gretful to him...bcs just fr him he was able to get her in his life...nd now it seems difficult to live a single moment without her!!
...mera kehne ka wo matlab nehi tha..main to..
ashu laughed out loud to make the environment normal!
...nidhi! tumne apna chehra dekha! pura laal hogaya hain..main to bass mazak kar rahi thi.
...ab agar apka mazak khatam hua to apko yaad dilaa do k aj naye administer anewla hain kgh main! aur jaha tak mujhe yaad hain ap kgh ka dean hain aur apko waha hona jarury hain!
...yes maam mujhe yaad hain! aur ab to maine apka khubsurat chehra bhi dekhliya hain..age to sab subh hona hi hain!
nidhi smiled at him...this man truly have something that make her happy..what matter it didn't exist much time!!
in kgh!!
everyone was waiting for the new administrator...there was lots of rumer abt him that the guy was very handsome nd also famous in his work! girl's got attracted easily to him.. so especially the interns were eager to meet him!
ashu nd other board members were waiting when a handsome guy entered in d room with a bucket of flower in his hand!!
...hellow! every one!! it's rohan for whom u guys r waiting! hope i havn't kept u wait for a long time??—he greeted all with his bright smile!!
ashu was first who replied him...no mr. rohan? but we like such people whowon't make people for a single moment! we r doctor u know nd they have the responsibilityto save peoples life. nd one moment late can cause the death of someone!
...i agree sir! u must b dr. ashutosh! nd it seems that every word that i heard abt u is absoulutely right! nice to meet u sir!
...same here mr. rohan! meet him – he is dr. ranganath,senior doc. nd also the chief adminastrator! he will make u aware abt ur duty! nd here the most talented doc. of kgh! but where is dr. nidhi ranganath? she should present here!-ashu asked dr. ranganath finding nidhi absent there! bt before ranganath could ans anything rohan asked—dr nihdi? is that dr nidhi verma??
ashu was surprised to hear abt nidhi from rohan...did he know nidhi? but befoire he could answer ranganath told that—no! it;s dr. nidhi mathur!! the most young nd talented doc of kgh!!
...it seems that u people r talking about me!!
all peple present there turned at nidhi but her eyes were fixed at the guy INFRONT OF HER HOLDING A BUNCH OF RED ROSES JUST LIKE THE FIRST DAY SHE MET WITH HIM...
PART 2
...aao nidhi! meet with mr. rohan, d new administrator of kgh!
...hello mr. rohan! nice to meeting u! wellcome in kgh.
nidhi greeted him in a professional way but it seems rohan lost his sense of surronding nd just eyed her...without knowing that past nd present had brought alot of change with passing time...that every thing has changed except nidhi's hatred for him when he saw that in her eyes saying him good bye!
...mr. rohan? r u ok?—ranganath asked him making him aware abt his surrondings!
...yess..emm..i'm ok! nice to meet u dr. nidhi verma!!
...it's nt verma mr. rohan! it's dr. nidhi mathur, wife of dr. ashutosh mathur!
nidhi corrected him giving him her new identity that she wasn't the helpless poor girl whom he left making her pregnant!
...i..i'm sorry!
...it's ok mr.rohan! pls have ur seat!
in this whole conversation ashus eyes were fixed on nidhi...didn't know why he found a new nidhi infront of him like she found something new...new kind of dimension to live her life!!
is this because of this guy?? is this the guy that..that she fell in love with??
this thought made him shook frm inside...the thought of loosing his nidhi...his treasur of life!! how he could b able to live without her!!!
rest of the time in the meeting these three people seems absent minded...they were lost in their own thought...thought of their future with or without eachother!!!
rohan could visualize nidhi when he left india...a blooming flower who saw the world colourful nd discover good things in every sort of bad one...the girl was badly madly in love with him...he could see her bright smile whenever she felt the presence of him around her...as if he was become the reason of his smile...nd he admitted that he had also strong fellings for her...but the fact was he understood it lately...he realised his fellings when he left her saying that he was not the right person for her nd she should moov away in her life...with someone who loves her without having the knowledge that he was giving his real love to that someone!!
now the women sitting infront of him is more mature nd confident about herself...nd it seems she has really moved on in her life!!!
in lunch time, nidhi went to ashu's cabin but it was empty. janky by informed her that he was in ot nd he told her to not wait for him in launch...nidhi was felling restless after seeing rohan...she want to tell ashutosh about rohan...about the man who ruined her whole life...who was responsible to make her a murderer of her own child...with many more thoughts she entered in the canteen ...seeing her the freash group of interns greet her nd offer her to join for launch with them...she hadn't the heart to deny their request...in the middle of their launch rohan came their...nd without caring about nidhi's presence he also joined them!!
...to here r the beautiful interns of kgh haan? – rohan asked them making all of them surprised nd happy at a time!!
...yes mr. rohan! but see here is a beautiful doc. also! dr. nidhi! –priyanka answered her making rohan turned to see nidhi!! he could see nidhi's awkardness for his presence but he had to try to make her easy with him...he want to b a friend of her...at any cost!!
...excuse me, guys! i'm done with my launch! see u soon!—saying that nidhi left from there without giving anyone a chanch to stop her!!
...dr. nidhi bhi na! dr. ashutosh k bina unhe kabhi kuch dekhta hi nahin!! dekhona aj wo nehi aaye launch ke liye to thikse khana bhi nehi khaya!—one of the interns said!
rohan was becoming curious to know about nidhi's life...he didn't know why but he felt that nidhi wasn't happy with her life...her smile didn't use to reach her eyes...it liked she was pretened to b happy infront of the world!!
...dr. ahana apko indono ka jodi kaisi lagti hain? i mean there is a huge age gap between them! the society must have created problem!
...yes mr. rohan! but u know na love don't know any boundaries nd it makes its own way to reach its destination!
...hmm..it seems that dr. ahana has some experienced in love line!!—this comment of rohan made all laugh! rest of the launch passed with light chit-chat! but all the time his thoughts roamed over nidhi!!
it was quite late of evening...nidhi was waiting in parking lot for dr. ashutosh but there was nt any indication of his arrival...she was getting impatient when he heard a voice from behind..
...hi! nidhi! it's along time to see u last!
nidhi turned to see the person nd found him rohan...she knew that this moment would come when she had to face him alone...
...ya long time! but i wished that i hadn't see ur face again! but here u r infront of me!!
...i want to say u soory, nidhi! sorry for everything that i told u..i had done with u!!
... u don't need to b sorry! acctually i should say u thank u for leaving me ! if u didn't do that i wouldn't able to get ashutosh in my life!
...but nidhi! u don't look happy with him..u two look strange with eachother! why u marry him nidhi? a man who is almost double of ur age?
...who r u to ask me that question? nd how could u tell me that i'm nt happy,haan??
rohan hold her arm nd forced her to look at his eyes!
...because ur eyes say so! u r nt happy nidhi with that old man! nd i can't see u like that! i want my same nidhi whom i left!!
...u want that nidhi back whome u left making her pregnant??!! who had to kill her child ..a tiny life with my own hands, haan!?
...what..what r u saying nidhi? u were pregnant? why u didn't tell me?
...rohan,pls! leave me alone! u lost ur all right to question me that day when u left me behind saying that i was nothing for u! i was just a way to meet ur desire!!
...thats nt true! i love u nidhi
...bass!rohan! akbar bol dia firse maat bolna! main tumse nafrat karta hoon! sirf nafrat..isse jyada tumhe ab kuch aur nehi mill sakta! now pls leave me alone!!
tears were flowing from her eyes...but she knew that she had to b strong...because she had to tell this truth one more person...the man who loved her...respect her!!
she knew that he love her but he didn't know that she also love him a lot...she loves him most in the world...but she afraid of loosing him..bcs without him she wouldn't able to live! she afraid that if he got to know the truth he may b hate part 3
nidhi was standing in the balkony of which was attached with their room! she seemed lost in her own thought...some such kind of thought that was killing her from inside...ashu was observing her from their ride to home...she was quite..caim...unusual to her normal sight!
he knew her nidhi was strugling with herself every minute, every second! he want...want so much to take all her pain...nd in return wanted to give him only happiness...if her happiness lying with someone else..he was ready to free her then...though he knew then he couldn't live bt he would be happy if he saw her happy!!
ashu came near her...stood beside nd looked at her...he felt her trembling body...though he couldn't see her face as well her tears due to insufficient light...he felt heart-broken! he loved this lady so much...so very much...but he was so helpless that he couldn't take away her pain! and she also didn't feel that he was that person with whom she could share all her thoughts! a breath of his dissatisfaction came out from his heart! he couldn't bear her tears anymore...so slowly stepped back...when he felt her hands in his wrist!!
ashu looked back at his hand...she pulled him close to her...looked up at him! he saw tears in those beautiful eyes...those eyes in which he falls in love again nd again! those eyes which could express her inner turmoil!
nidhi jumped in his arm...nd unknowingly his hand hold her tight in a warm hug...his nidhi...his love was searching comfort in his arm...!!
time paused...the whole world stopped functioning for sometime...they stood still like that in eachother's arm!
then nidhi said those untold..most beautiful 4 words to him—i love u! i love u,dr.ashutosh! i love u more than my life...more than anything nd everything!---she whispered!
and her every uttering word make him feeling the peace of heaven! he tighten his arm around her in return! he wanted to fell that moment...wanted to keep safe in his memory for life time! his utter joy followed by his tears which was uncontrollable!
...i love u too, nidhi!—he said that like he was breathing in them!
nidhi broke the hug...looked at him with her beautiful eyes...nd observed only love for her in his eyes!
...par main apki pyaar ki kabil nahin dr. ashutosh! kabil nehin! i don't deserve u...i am not perfect for u! not like me who was a murderer!
she went away from him...!
...murderer?—he was shocked to hear her!
nidhi looked at him..straight at his eyes—haan! dr.ashutosh! main khuni hoon! apne hi bacchi ka khun kardia maine!..apko pata hain..main raat ko soon nehi pati..meri bacchi mujhe kehti hain k maa tumne mujhe kaise maar daala? main to duniya mein aayi tak nehi thi...aur tumne mujhe aane bhi nehi dia!
ashu looked buffled...he was still at shock! he didn't know how to react nd how to not!
...roj subah ap mujhe dekhna cahte hain..par main apna ye manhoose shakal apko kaisi dikhau..kaise!
...nidhi!—ashu took one step towards her...but she stopped him!
...nehi! mujhe maat chuna ap! main apki pyaar ki layak hi nehi! mujhe maar jana cahiye!marjana cahiye!
she cried loud...cried her heart out! nd ashu didn't stop her...he gave her the chance to flow the pain with her tears!
there was pin-point silent everywhere...nd the sound of her crying pierced his heart into picaeses...he felt miserable...not for that she hide this truth from him...but for that k she suffered from this huge pain alone...all alone in this long period!
he came to her...nd once again took her in his arm!
...shant ho jao!shant ho jao,nidhi! kisne kaha tum mere pyaar k kabil nehi! walki mera pyaar tumhare liye aur bad gaya aj...bahot jyada!
she clutched his shirt tight...which was got wet with her tears!
...tumne itni dino tak mujhe ku nehi bataya,haan!? akele mehi ghute rahein!
...main daar gayi thi, dr.ashutosh! dar gayi thi..bahot! apko khone ka daar! agar maine apko kho dia..
...sshhh! tum mujhe kabhi nehi khougi,nidhi! kuki main aisa honehi nehi dunga! i love u..ilove u alot!
both felt peace in eachothers arm...a burden broke from their heart...they felt eternity in that time...!
ashu led her in the room! nd that night...the night of their reunion...without any hesitation...without any guilt! there exist only pure love...because there was no place left for anything between them!!
her...but now she couidn't hide it from him...an part--4
next day morning: a ray of morning sun greets nidhi...a ray which indicates her new life! a sweet..bright smile formed in her lips though her eyes were still closed! she stretched her hand to find her husband with her...beside her! this time she wants to start her new morning with the glimps of her husband!
but her smile vanished when she couldn't find him...she opened her eyes abruptly...a fear gathered in her eyes...she looked everywhere of the room...but he wasn't there!
she was panicked for a while when she saw a note on the bed with a gift packet! the lost smile again took place in her throat when she opened the note...it's says--- to my beloved NIDHI!
I love and adore u!ever since i first laid eyes on u at the very first day of ur internship in kgh i was certain they would never again picture sweeter image. ur beauty captered my eyes..ur voice reached my ears like the swetest melody...beating the lustful pulse of my aching heart!
ever sinch that first glance my life shifted as a whole,because in a instant i understand what love really is,because i understood that when love nd joy are shared,move intense they become nd that grief and hardship r a lesser burden when faced with clarity ndtrust.loving u make me feel safer nd more alive nidhi!bring me the courage to search,in puriest spring,the water that will quench our trust,the strength to reach for the ripest fruit that insisted in growing in the highest branch,energy to overcome each nd every obstacle nd to have a forever open chest nd a willing heart to keep u warm,body nd soul always!
i will always b aware of this love nd a constant readiness to review this feelings is a promise of a truthful worship i have towards u.have absolute certainty that my bigest fullfillment is knowing that i can make u the happiest woman nd the most beloved in this earth..because i dedicates my seconds in this goal! i love u nidhi! i want u in my life without any guilt...any hesitation! i'll wait for my bride...u know where...nd there is a small gift for u..a bridal dress.for my love!
ASUTOSH!
tears started to gather in her eyes...which washed away every guilt of her mind nd brings new light to their life! she read the letter again nd again nd again! nd every word of it make her feel proud thinking that she was the one who gained this pure love of ashutosh! she was very lucky indeed!
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in kgh---ashu was very much delighted as he could picturised nihi's glowing face in that beautiful red saari! he was smiling in his own mind when he heard a knock at his door'yes! come in!
nd there entered rohan in his cabin!
--haan! dr>rohan! pls b seated! kuch kehna tha apko!
rohan hesited for sometime then as if determined to tell what he want took a seat in front of him!
--dr.ashutosh! main..main...kehna cahta tha k..
--rohan! apko jo kehna hain ap keh sakte hain!
rohan looked up at those assuring eyes nd said'i'm sorry, dr.ashutosh! i'm very sorry!
ashu was though confused with that sudden outburst bt waited to continuing frm him! then after a quite second pause rohan again started'i'm the culprit dr. ashutosh who is responsible for nidhi's such condition! i'm the one who left her hand in midway to achieve success..nd for that process..i..i have lost my child! i'm the culprit..i'm!
there were tears in his eyes...nd with that teary eyes he looked at ashutosh! he was expecting a bitter look frm him though...but in contrary he found pity in them!
-- rohan! i have nothing to say u! no complain! u know in those years when i tried to find love for me in nidhi's eyes ...bt failed everytime! i felt a hatred..a rage in my heart thinking that nidhi didn't love me! i would like to kill that person...i..i was helpless seeing nidhi so sad all the time! but now..now when i know all the truth...my love for her has gotten strenghth..deeper than ever! nd u know i ..i feel pity for u! that u loose a treasure like nidhi!my nidhi!
--yes! dr.ashutosh! i'm worthy of ur pity! but u know i was feeling guilty for nidhi's such condition..but now i can see destini's play! nidhi is destined to u dr. ashutosh! she is in deeply in love with u! she choose u over me..nd that is her best choice indeed!
ashu smiled at that !
--best of luck dr. ashutosh! i know u will make my nidhi forget about me!
--i'm over confident about that rohan! nd..start ur life a fresh! don't do the mistake again!
--i won't! i won't! i'm getting engaged next month! hope both nidhi nd u will come nd give bless for my new life!
--of course, rohan! we will come!
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in evening'ashu was all set to go home...their sweet home where his lovely wife was waiting for him!he was smiling all through his ride to home...when he found a flower shop in his way! he stopped the car nd quickly bought a bunch of red roses for her..nidhi!
he ran towards the door as soon as he got down from the car...he was about to knock at the door when he found the door lock open...nd what greets him amused him very much...the whole house was decorated with candels...which dim light make a illusion! he stepped in but then again steeped out as his feet greets with rose petals...the petals were made it's way to his bedroom...he smiled nd followed the path which leads him to nidhi!
he opened the door of his bedroom...nd their...their she was ...sitting in the middle of the bed...in that red bridal dress...looking extremly gorgious! he forgot to breath for sometime looking at that heavenly beauty...forgot abt his surrondings...!
nidhi was in her ghungghat...she couldn't see him...but could feel her gaze on her...and that intense look made her shiver frm inside...she was waiting...waiting to b held in his arms...where she found peace! she heard his step coming towards her...nd then felt her husband to b seated infront of her!
ashu lifted her ghungghat...nd that glowing ...loving face face of his wife greeted him making him breathless...he didn't talk...nd even didn't fell her gaze from her! nidhi lifted up her eyes to looked into him...when ashu whisper'u r gorgeous ,nidhi!
she felt shy nd lowered her gaze. a smile creped up her lips when ashu gathered her in his arm...when he heard nidhi saying'dr.ashutosh! i want our own baby...a life which will b formed in me...nd we will make him the blessed child in this earth!!
there were tears in her eyes...so he broke the hug nd lowered his mouth to her ears nd whispered'of course my love!!
nd then his lips touched her's...ending all that guiltiness from their mind forever...!
ymore!!!