Okay guys here i am with part 3 of the SS...Even though this is the part i updated at the earliest as everyone was very eagerly waiting for it..It took me the maximum amount of time to shape it up as it was Dev's confession..I did not want him to go out of his character so yaaah it was difficult ...So i hope you guys like it...
SS: Jab Dil ke faisle dimaag se hote hai : Part 3.
" Sona jana zaruri hai kya " her mother asked holding back the tears in her eyes...She did not know the actual reason behind her daughter's sudden decision but as always she trusted her with the decision and wanted to be strong to support her...
" Haa maa, humne baat ki hai na iss baare mein.. It's my golden opportunity ..Please let me do this " she said in a little irritated tone as she was angry on herself...Why was she making her parents and family suffer just because she wants to be at peace with this entire Dev scenario ..Is she being selfish ??? for her own peace of mind and may be because she was a little coward, that instead of facing the situation she is making her family go through all this...
But she had no choice...She had taken the decision and there was no looking back now...
" Maa baba mujhe nikalna chahiye " she said looking at the clock .. It was almost 9 she had to leave...She hugged them hard and hoped for them to forgive for being selfish...She took everyone's blessings and left..
Elena and Saurabh were accompanying her to the airport..They were the only one who partly knew about the actual reason as to why she was leaving...They reached the airport in 20 mins ...
Here Dev was driving like a maniac to get to the airport...All his ethics and rules about safe driving were thrown for a toss...One woman can bring out the crazy in you..From the day they met he had done everything which was a strict NO in his rule book...Fired a doctor from her hospital, had heated fights day in and out with a crazy girl, hid things from his mom, cancelled all the meetings and waited 5 hours for someone, laughed , opened up about his past, shared his feelings , pranked along and today this crazy and unsafe driving ...These are the things the Dev he knew 3 months back wouldn't even dare think about doing yet the very same Dev did all the above things and never felt guilty about them because one way or the other it was for HER or because of HER ...
Driving for about 20 mins he reached the airport..He did not even bother to park the car and just bolted out of the car towards the entry gate...And the site he saw in front of him, got him some peace and relief..
There she was hugging elena about to leave...He did not loose her...he was on time...he did not miss his ONLY chance..He could hear his heart beat again...As if all this time his heart had forgotten to beat but the moment he saw her relief and happiness is what he felt... He didn't even realise but tears burst out his eyes and before he could know THEIR EYES MET..
She saw him standing about 20 metres away from her...She saw him cry...She saw him vulnerable and she froze...Elena and Saurabh turned behind to see and they were more than happy to see Dev there...HOPE is all that they were left with looking at him standing there...
Dev wiped off his tears and ran towards her..
" Sona i mean Sonakhsi ...
I mean Miss. Bose mai aapse do min baat kar sakta hoon please " he sounded as if he was pleading to her to hear him...
Sona couldnt bear the site in front of her...She had never seen him so vulnerable before...She was at the loss of words..She did not know how to react..She wanted to hug him tight and tell him how nuch she hated the idea of leaving everyone she loved behind and fight with him for making her do this...She wanted to seize the moment to confess about how she felt...but then reality struck her, it is him and natasha not you and him sona..may be he just came here to fight with you for leaving the job and nothing else...
" Mr.Dixit mujhe aapse koi baat nhi karni hai, aur waise bhi mai late ho rahi hoon " saying so she was about to leave when she felt a sudden tight grip around her wrist..It was Dev holding her hand...
The two minutes back vulnerable and helpless Dev now showed determination his eyes as if he will not let her go without a fight...
He dragged her from the spot and started walking until they reached a hallway under construction where it was just the two of them now...
" Mr.Dixit chodiye mujhe , leave my hand... Yeh kya batameezi hai ? Haan ?" Anger was visible in her eyes ...she jerked off his hand and moved away..
" Yeh kya batameezi hai Mr.Dixit haan... Aap samajhte hai kya hai aapne aapko haan ???" She frowned with anger..
Dev was irritated by her behaviour now ...
" Mai kya samjhata hoon apne aap ko haan Miss. Bose? Yeh AAP puch rahi hai mujhse ? "
Aaj sawal aap nhi mai karne aaya hoon yahan.
" Tum kya samjhti ho apane aapko ?? Aise kaise itana bada decision le liya and mujhe batana zaruri bhi nhi samjha ?
Bus nikalne wali thi na tum ???
Hum sabko ko chod ke?
Socha kisi ke baare yeh decision lene se pehele ???" He was angry she could tell...
" Aap hote kon hai mujhse yeh sawal puchane wale haan ???
Mere maa baba ne mere decision par objection nhi liya toh aap kon hote hai mujhse yeh puchane wale...Aur rahi baat sochane ki maine jinke baare mein sochana chahiye tha soch liya ...Maa baba elena dada dadi sab ke baare mein socha...aur koi hai kiske baare mujhe sochana chahiye tha, boliye???" Even she gave him back with the same intensity...If he was gonna play the blame game today she was also not gonna spare him..
" Bus aur koi nhi ?? " dev asked with pain in his eyes..He was hurt by her answer even she could tell that..
" Mere baare mein ek baar nhi socha SONA ???
SONA he said it, with so much compassion and purity...
No one had ever taken her name with so much of love..She was feeling weak on her knees now..His words melted her ...She did not have the courage to fight him...
" Ek baar bhi nhi socha what would i go through if u leave me..? "
She was shocked, she wanted to hug him tight...She wanted to just crash in his arms ...She felt the pain and helplessness on his face and his words conveyed the same ...But also she wanted answers today ..She couldn't just go on living in a world of assumptions...Today she needed to hear it out loud from him...why does it matter to him so much...?
What does she mean to him ??She gathered all the strength she had , fighting all her fears
" Kyu Mr.Dixit kya farak padata hai aapko ? Kya lagati hoon mai aapki ? " she finally said it , still unsure if she really wanted to know the answer to this...what if it breaks her completely ...
But she had said it...there was no running away from it now..
Whatever his answer was she had to face it...
" Mujhe kya farak padata hai ?" He asked with a little grin on his face as if it had be obvious for her to know ...
She was not able to read his face with this sudden change of emotions...her heart was in her mouth now..
The anticipation was killing her with every passing second...
And the tension between them was building up too..
" Tum janana chahati ho na ?" She nodded a yes with hesitation .
" To suno...
Dr.Sonakshi bose maine aaj tak tumhari jaise pagal, ziddi aur jhagadalu ladaki nahi dekhi...Tumne mujhe pagal kar rakha hai ..
From the moment we have met you are driving me crazy...
And by crazy i mean crazy with a capital ' K ' " sona's mouth almost dropped to the ground...
He came all the way here to blame me and tell me that im crazy..She frowned with irritation while he continued now with a smile on his face ..
"No one has ever spoken to me like you speak to me...
Jis din se mile ho bus jhagadi chali ja rahi ho yaar...Na sunane ki aadat nhi thi mujhe, koi mujhe argue kare aadat nhi thi mujhe ...But jabse tum aayi hoo nah meri life mein tabse...
" I like control Sonakshi Bose and around you that just""he stands, his gaze intense"
"evaporates." He waves his hand vaguely, then runs it through his hair and takes a deep breath.
" Aadat ho gayi hai tumse ladane ki...usse jyada tumhe manane ki " he says it with a playful smile on his face...
" Zindagi mein ab tak jitani baar kitchen mein nhi gaya hounga usse 10 times jyada ghus chuka hoon in 3 mahino mein...Tumse milane , tumhe dekhane ke liye " the moment he said this a chill went down Sona's body...She couldn't believe what she just heared..Was it actually happening...Did he just say that..A smile carved on her lips..
He continued
" Its suffocating when i dont see you...You have become my habit Sona... until now i had control over others but now it's you who controls my mood..Im happy when you are happy...it pricks my heart when you are sad or when i see tears in your eyes and i feel low and neglected when you ignore me..
Its you who controls how i feel Sona..."
"I have spent all my adult life trying to avoid any extreme emotion so that it does not affect my responsibilty. Yet you . . . you bring out feelings in me that are completely alien. It's very . . ." He
frowns, grasping for the word. "Unsettling.
She just froze there in the moment..Trying to sink in each and every word he just said...Dev Dixit, her love stood there in front of her pouring his heart out as he could not bear the fear of loosing her..
The man who never said a word about how he felt was standing there today explaining exactly how he felt word by word...If this was not the confession of his PURE and UNCONDITIONAL love for her then what was ?...
She now no more needed the I love yous and the roses and the stars ...This...this was more than enough and in a way a lot more comforting that anything else in this world...
Tears of happiness started started flowing down her cheeks...She felt contended and happy and like the QUEEN of the world ...
He continued
" Sona all this is very new for me...I dont even know all this that i am doing is the right way to do it or no...All i know is i can't stay without you...
Pllzz don't go " again a wave of fear and helplessness spread across his face...
" Sona the decisin is yours...
Whether you wanna go or stay here...I want you to stay...Call me selfish or whatever but I WANT YOU WITH ME... i wont force you but i had to make sure before you leave we have this talk..
I dont know where you fit in my life right now...
All i know is that everything else will fall apart if you leave...
Bohot jaruri tha tumhe yeh batana ki aisa ho gaya..."
He said with a pride on his face..he was happy and proud to embrace his feelings for her...
" I know mai bohot buddhu hoon yeh sabme, confused bhi and i have no idea how this works and maybe i will take months to understand it but...he paused searching for words to phrase it..
"Don't go , please"have a little faith in me
and a little patience. Please." He looked so vulnerable..
She couldn't take it anymore..She ran towards him and just crashed in his arms and hugged him tight with all the strength she had.
He too hugged her back tight never to let her go ...
Ever again...
She cried in his embrace letting all the tears flow.. letting go of all the pain in her heart, as there was no place of it in there, now. Even if this meant draining her competely, she didn't care as she knew he was there WITH HER to hold and and will never let her fall...
She broke their hug wiped his tears and cupped his face with both her hands...
The intense gaze he had, the love his eyes reflected for her was overwhelming...
"Okay. Faith and patience, I can live with that." she said with a big smile on her face ...
" That means you are not going, right ? " he asked her with a puzzled expression on his face...
" No ... You don't really understand woman Mr. Dixit do you "
They both bursted out laughing...
Both of them had a smile that reflected in their eyes..
Hugging each other again both were lost in each others embrace experiencing the divine feeling, to which both of them were newly exposed to, but all they knew was that in that very moment THEY COMPLETED EACH OTHER...!!!!
Okay guys thats it for todays part ..
I know its not full on romantic but i hope u like it...
Pllzzz pllzzz do comment and share your views on the same...
Im looking forward to your views especically on this one..
- Shaina :)
Edited by arshiayanzaya - 9 years ago
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