Sajna, Aa Bhi Ja
He announced his engagement with Natasha, I murmered to myself, time after time. How could he? He didn't even trust me, not for once! How? Why? Why can't he trust me? I didn't lie to him! I didn't! I love him! Those reasons I gave, where they not enough? Agar dukh ho to seh loongi, agar dard diya, toh pyaar samaj kar pi jayoongi aur agar jaan mangi, toh woh bhi de doongi. And he was the one that told me that to spend just one single moment with me, he would even kill himself. Dil ke liye duniya dedi, bas itni mohabbat hai. I did what I said. To protect him, and for the love in my heart for him, I stopped living my life...as if it just came to halt, that even I didn't have any way of getting out of.
I walk down a dark, anonymous, silent road. No one in sight. Silent just like my heart. Dark just like my life. Anonymous just like me.
He had made so many promises to me. We had made so many promises...couldn't he see that? Flashes of his evil hard smile ran through my brain. Change. He had changed so much...and now, just because of one misunderstanding, he was becoming his old self, Mr. Arjun Punjj, but this time, a lil more strict, a lil more cold-hearted and a lil more of not the Arjun Punjji I knew. He was becoming the A -Arrogant. R -Rude. J -Jallad. U -Ugly. N -Nackchada, except this time, I was the cause. He is like this because of me. I had changed him before and now, I had changed him again. He was not my Arjun sir anymore. He was Arjun Punjj, the guy that I had fought with at the first day of office. The Arjun Punjj who disliked women. And mostly, he is not MY Arjun Punjji...My Punjji.
And tomorrow, I had to go to office again and face him. Why? Why can't he just fire me and let me go? Make his pain ease and so aswell mine. Let both of our pain ease. As much as I'd like to say Arjun looks like he enjoys hurting me, I know that from the inside, he hurts him more to see me hurt then it feels like to get hurt myself. Why did he do this?
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Tears streamed down my eyes making my eyes moist. Arjun Punjj. I love you. I say, and quietly wipe the tears off my face with a vengeful voice. Main aapse bahut pyaar karti hoon, aur isilye, jab tak Arohi hai, woh apna Arjun kisi ko nahin de gi. You may go as far as you want from me sir, but this Arohi will follow you like a shadow and make sure, you are Arjun, the A -Adorable. R -Romantic. J -Jovial. U -Understanding N -Naughty and P -Passionate Punjj. This Arohi loves you too much to let you go so easily aur woh bhi meri sauten ke saam ne? No way!
A smile occurs on my face, as I get ready to show Mr. Arjun Punjj what girl power can really do.
~End~