Shot #9
Totally surprised to witness a personal Prem, who is utterly different from the professional Prem......"Here is the towel.....and if you want, you can change yourse...." interrupting her, she assured the woman with a half smile, "No, it's ok thanks!!"......quite impressed by this young sweet girl, Mrs. Bregenza affectionately touched her cheek, "as you wish beta.........I will leave now.....hope to see you in the morning" smiling at Heer, she left the room after closing the door behind her...
As if she felt a touch of motherhood......she had never seen her mother......and if destiny becomes cruel to her then she will never see her father again........holding the towel close to her, she stood by the window as her eyes filled up with tears........she silently weeped........as if the rain and tears were competing against each other on their ability of stream.....none of them decided to stop.......even though the heavy rain was drenching her upper part of the body, she decided not to move from there as she wanted her tears to be washed away by the rain.......
Resting the right ankle on his left lower thigh, Prem casually settled himself down on the comfy couch in his bedroom while lying his head back on the head rest........then placing the right wrist against his forehead he tried to calm himself down.........closing his eyes, hoping to get a short nap, when he felt something in his heart.......as if someone dear to him was in deep pain.......unable to control himself, he felt this sudden urge to check up on her.....
She startled at the sudden thunderstorm, then looking at the direction of the door, Heer hoped to see a sight of someone as she had always been afraid of loneliness ......but to her dismay, she couldn't see anyone.......turning back to her earlier position, she found herself sobbing from heart.....but this time, the tears rolled down her face out of fear........she wanted to cry her heart out......but found herself powerless to do so due to the different circumstances that were surrounding her at this moment.......she silently pleaded her late mother to send an angel to share her pain as it was too hard for her to bear.......gently hugging herself, she made her way to the bed still sobbing........then helplessly broke down, holding her face with her palms she uncontrollably sobbed.....all she was hoping for a warm shoulder to cry on.......
how he wished he could fight with those every single drop of tears coming out of her heart........how he wished he could hold her into his arms forever, protect her from all the black evils........how he wished he could shower her with happiness and LOVE.......he didn't know whatever he was feeling could refer to love or not.......but all he wanted to do was take her into his arms and love her........love her until all the pains apologize to her for even thinking of hurting her......love her till she smiles........love her till she forgets all about her sorrows......
Incapable of bearing her state, Prem slowly went up to Heer........then gently sitting beside her, he reluctantly held her shoulder to comfort her.......feeling the sudden warmth on her shoulder, without thinking twice she hid her face into his chest, mistaking him of being the angel.......taken aback by her instant act he couldn't hold his sentiment as he firmly held her close to his heart while gently caressed her head.......he let her cry to her content assuming this to be the last time she would ever see those tears in her eyes.......
As if all his grudges against life had faded away from his heart........as if a huge burden has melt away from his heart......as if a part of her immaculate heart had transferred into him as soon as he felt her heartbeat close to his........for the first time in his life, he was feeling purity.......
Thanking the one above, she held herself close to him as if feeling the soothing warmth of devotion........somewhat calmed, she picked up her red face to look up at him........unable to believe herself, she stared at the person in front of her as she felt another flow of her tears down her cheeks.......sitting on her spot like a statue, she kept on admiring his intense and passionate eyes.......holding her face in between his hands, he gently placed soft kisses on it, wiping off the painful tears........touched by his gesture of concerns, she closed her eyes, letting him take over her heart and.......surprisingly her soul....
Early Morning
Gradually openning her eyes, she read the time on the wall clock, 4:30 am........then slightly she removed the silky locks away from her face when Heer felt a sudden flush on her cheeks.......she didn't know why she was feeling pure.......may be because she saw a glimpse of love in his eyes......may be because she felt love by him and not lust......blushed at her own thought, she turned back to his side only to see a single glimpse of his face when she found her heart breaking into million pieces......
Seeing her in a peaceful sleep, he kept staring at her innocent and angelic face........she indeed was the angel in his life.......he felt so content, so loved.......but again being carried away at the wrong time was killing him......that's when he decided to quietly get up from the bed to take in some fresh air.......coming up to the terrace, he cursed himself for not being able to control himself......to control his passion......to control his heart........'I will have to apologize to her........no matter what I will apologize to her.....'...making up his mind, he quickly went to his room.....
He already left her???......what else she could expect from him??......what did she expect? that after spending a night with her, he would even bother to see her face for a second??........'How could I even think of him loving me???.......How could I be such a stupid???'.......all heart broken, she ran out of the Mansion, crying, promising herself not to see his face ever again.......
Taking out the dynamic mangulsutra of his mother from the cupboard, he smiled to himself thinking of asking her to spend the rest of her life with him.........unable to hold his excitement anymore, he left for the guest room........staring at the last symbol of his mother in his hand, he felt the tears rolling down his face when he saw the empty room........she too left him........first it was his mother whom he loved unconditionally......now it's her with whom he wanted to start a new life..........but now leaving him all alone to live his life in the dark.....yet again.....
Coming straight to the hospital, she made her way towards the ICU.......she didn't know what to say or what to do.........first it was her mother......then him......and now her father too........sitting on the floor in front of the ICU room, she sobbed like a baby while calling her friend, "I have lost everything Veera.....you take care...."
end of flashback
back to present
he never meant to talk rubbish with her or hurt her, that was just an attempt to get rid of the emotions that he was feeling for her at that time......her presence kills him inside to be with her.......to look at her.......to be lost in her......never in his life, he felt like this for someone BUT her.......coming out of his thought, he again looked up at the 9th floor window to see a glint of light in the room........his eyes were twinkling, expressing the ray of hope to see her after 2 years of seperation.....
All of a sudden, feeling damn nervous to meet her........standing at the door he was debating within himself on whether to press the bell or not......then noticing the prop-open door, he decided to sneak in as his level of patience has hit its hight.......slowly opening the door, he took a couple of steps forward.......looking around the apartment, Prem felt proud of her sense of style......very few stuffs but yet perfect and elegent........everything neat and clean......his eyes became soften as soon as they fell on her delicate figure........there she is standing by the window, looking out while talking on the phone.....slipping his hands into his pockets, he waited for her for some time when he felt a sudden touch on his right feet then, it was climbing up to his leg......he felt like someone was trying to climb up on him with the support of his pant, thinking of him as a pillar or tree, when his eyes fell on the 25 inches tall little creature......
Quickly opening the door of her apartment, she turned on the light, then running towards the corner table where the telephone was ringing non-stop, she picked up the phone to answer it while keeping the little bundle of love on the clean shiny tiles on the floor.......
Feeling tired of practicing his walking skills, he decided to explore the floor by his own way......then looking down at the shiny floor, he was crawling with his tiny knees and hands when suddenly a pair of black shoes appeared in front of him, finding them pretty cool, he touched it with his chubby hands, as if experiencing a new invention........then holding the black cloth, the little creature decided to stand up with its support to show his mommy the sudden discovery at their living room.......climbing up to his height, he was surprised to notice the length of his support, when he looked up to see the face of the person to flash his few-toothy close-up smile.......
Before he could react to the sudden shock of his life, Prem quickly grabbed the hand of the little baby, who was about to fall on his back due to the lose of his balance.....
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rehana😊
Edited by tania86 - 16 years ago