Great Expectations
This story is nothing like the classic by Charles Dickens. It is yet another Michi offering. Don't know how many parts it would have.
Part I
He sat in front of the holy pyre, attired in an intricately embroidered beige sherwani, renewing his wedding vows in Hindi, thereby making a departure from the practice of having it uttered in Sanskrit by the priest. His long dark hair, which was streaked in silver grey at the temples and the side burns, was swept back. His beard and moustache were well trimmed and gave him a distinguished appearance. He turned his small dark eyes to look at his lovely wife of twenty five years sitting beside him in a grand crimson red silk saree. To him she did not look a day older than when he had first seen her as a young bride. It was amazing that at fifty, her face remained unlined by wrinkles; her hair remained jet black with not a single grey; and her voice as she took the vows sounded as young, sweet and melodious as it did when he first heard her speak. But what drew him to her was her inner beauty rather than her external looks. And to think that for all that love brimming in his heart now she wasn't even his first choice. His thoughts flew to the day they had sat like this, side by side, a quarter century ago.
Twenty five years ago (Milind's flashback)
The wedding was grandiose affair given that it involved two of the biggest tycoons in the hotel industry. Renowned hotelier, Inder Shah's daughter, twenty-five year old Prachi Shah was being married to thirty-year old Milind Mishra, a first generation self made businessman. As Milind sat next to his bride, his heart fluttered in anticipation of realising one of his long cherished dreams.
She had captured his heart ten years ago when he had first laid eyes on her in an inter-collegiate event he almost did not attend. He was finally coaxed into taking part in the quiz competition by his best friend Ali. Having won that event the two young men loitered around the college campus, waiting for the prize distribution which was to take place in a couple of hours. With nothing better to do they decided to witness a few other events which were underway. They strolled into the nearby hall where a panel discussion was taking place. His eyes immediately settled on the lithesome beauty sitting on the dais, animatedly debating with people who were nearly twice her size. He had always been a man of few words, speaking only when spoken to, but he admired people who can articulate their thoughts well. On a scale of one to ten, he gave this wisp of a girl clad in a navy blue jeans and turquoise green t-shirt, a full ten for her strong persuasive skills. Her soft pink lips parted to let out her powerful voice which was in direct contrast to her small delicate frame. Her long hair, braided into a single long plait, swung from side to side every time she shook her head to make her point more forcefully. Her fair arms served to reinforce her arguments as she gesticulated a lot with them. As he leaned against the wall, his sharp eyes not missing a single detail of her face, he felt himself being magnetically drawn to her beauty and intelligence. "She will be mine some day," he whispered with an air of arrogance, more to himself than to his friend who stood close by.
"Are you crazy? The girl is the daughter of Inder Shah, the multi-millionaire hotelier," whispered back Ali.
"So?" he asked languidly, cocking his eyebrows.
"Do you think her father will give his daughter's hand in marriage to a man from a humble background like you?"
"Why not? Mark my words. A day will soon arrive when the mighty Inder Shah himself will approach me and ask me to marry his daughter."
Ali shook his head in resignation to his friend's fate, " You are an insufferable dreamer."
"Correction.... Not just a dreamer but a man who believes in achieving his dreams," he had said with confidence and turned his attention back to the object of his attraction.
Part II
Back to the present
She turned to look at her husband as he uttered his vows so passionately in a booming voice that used to initially scare her but had over the years assumed a reassuring quality for her. She was glad that they decided to dispense with the traditional sehera and the ghunghat in this new age marriage vows renewal ceremony. Her eyes ran over his handsome face, lingering over his well trimmed pepper and salt beard. She still remembered her serious reservations as a child to mingling with men who had facial hair. Her clean shaven father had at one point of time decided to sport a beard and a moustache. She refused to kiss or be kissed by him till he got rid of them. So when she first saw her prospective husband's photograph, that was the first thing her father teased her about. She had at the time assured him that she will get her husband to shave off the offensive facial coating if he wanted to get close to her. But in all these twenty five years, if there was one thing she never allowed her husband to do, it was to go clean shaven even for a single day.
Just then her husband turned towards her and flashed his most charming smile making her heart skip a beat and her face flame up in shyness. No matter how many years have gone by he still could throw her off balance with that one smile. It was not all smiles in the initial period of their marriage though. Her thoughts rewound to the day of their marriage.
Twenty five years ago (Prachi's flashback)
At the wedding mandap, clad in a heavily brocaded wine red lehenga choli and bedecked in ornate jewellery from head to foot, Prachi waited for the ceremony to be over with so that she could change into something more comfortable. She stole a look at the man to whom she would soon belong. She could not see his face through the sehera, although she knew what lay beneath it. His tall masculine frame practically dwarfed her small one, making her conscious of her height. If there was one thing she had wished for, it was that she was atleast three to four inches taller than her modest 5 feet 2 inches height. As that was not possible, she had hoped that the man she weds would be of comparable height so that she does not have to crane her neck up every time she had to interact with him. Alas that wish also remained unfulfilled as here she was, marrying a six footer. But she did not fret too much over it. After all she never did have any great expectations in life. Her father and sister always complained that she lacked drive as they themselves were highly driven and ambitious.
She was more like her mother, Premlatha - docile, home loving and generous. She took pleasure in small things like flying kites with the neighbours' kids; listening to music, especially old classics; spending time with the aged in the nearby old age home; giving music tuitions to children in the locality; trying out new recipes for her family and friends and listening to long conversations. She did her graduation in home science, a diploma in catering technology and a few courses in baking and cookery. She used to pay occasional visits to her father's hotels and give tips to the head chefs and housekeepers there. However, when her father suggested that she take up the reins of atleast one of the vast chain of hotels he owned, she politely declined. She made it clear that she was not cut out for a career and preferred to be a home maker instead. Although her father was not too happy with her limited ambition he did not force her to do something she was not inclined for and started hunting high and low for a man worthy of his precious daughter. None seemed to match up to his expectations till he finally met the dashing Milind Mishra in an hotelier's conference a couple of months back.
Prachi gathered from her father later that he took a strong liking to the self-assured and confident young man from the very first moment. He was suitably impressed by the man's success at a relatively young age. The fact that he had achieved all that on his own merit in a short span of less than 10 years only served to raise him in his eyes. His post-conference interactions with him strengthened his belief that he had finally found the right match for his daughter. He had done a background check on him and found out that he was the only son of an accountant, hailing from a well respected but lower-middle class family. His mother expired when he was barely three years old and his father had died of heart attack three years ago. Milind did not let his economic status constrain him. He was a brilliant student and after his masters in business management which he had finished at a relatively young age of 21, he had gone to Turkey to seek his fortunes. His intelligence and intuition impressed the Sheikh under whom he was working and he quickly rose to head his group of hotels all across the Middle East. He was paid quite handsomely too. Soon he started his own group of hotels, both in India and abroad and was quite a successful businessman in his own right.
As his parents had a love marriage against the wishes of their respective families, they were virtually ostracised by them. Hence, after the death of his parents, Milind was pretty much on his own. So Inder himself approached Milind soon after their first meeting and offered his daughter's hand in marriage. He also suggested the merger of the two groups of hotels after the marriage. Milind was a bit reticent of the merger proposal, citing the need to get the approval of his board as a reason for his hesitancy but he seemed more than keen about the marriage proposal. Inder decided to tackle one thing at a time and decided to first get him as his son-in-law before coaxing the business deal.
Prachi was in the U.S. when all of this was happening. She was sent the bridegroom's photograph by post. Except for the facial hair, she did not have any other complaint against the groom. She trusted her father's judgement and gave her assent. The wedding was finalised within weeks and as soon as she returned to India, the ceremony itself was conducted. Her father had wanted to have all the pre-marital ceremonies such as the engagement, mehendi, haldi. Milind, however, was extremely busy with a new project and couldn't spare the time. He was also impatient to get on with the wedding. So all the ceremonies were dispensed with although Inder got him to agree for the reception after the wedding.
Sitting beside her would-be husband, Prachi wished they had these ceremonies before she took the final step to becoming Mrs. Milind Mishra.
Part III
Note: Past in the rest of the fic is twenty five years ago.
Present
The marriage vows having been taken, Milind was all set to apply the sindoor on Prachi's maang when he froze in the act, hearing a powerful voice that broke through the solemnity of the occasion.
"Stop it," the voice commanded. "Stop the ceremony. How can you go ahead without me?" The guests who had assembled to witness the ceremony were stunned by the sudden intrusion.
Milind, however, smiled hearing the familiar voice. Turning his head to look at the intruder he said genially, "Well, if it is not our dear Ayesha! What is it with you? You never show up on time for our weddings, do you? You barged in late in our first wedding and now again you are late for our silver jubilee wedding."
Ishaan and Sahana who were standing on either side their parents asked in unison, "Badi ma was late for your first wedding too, Papa?"
"Yes, she was!" exclaimed Milind and under his breath muttered, "And what a shock she gave me!" Milind's thoughts went back to the past.
Past (Milind's flashback)
The priest called out to the bride's family to tie the gahtbandhan. Inder and Prem Latha came forward and just as they lifted Milind's stole and Prachi's orni they heard a loud shout.
"Stop, stop, stop. I want to do the honours for my sister."
Milind who had his head bowed down, jerked it up when he heard the voice.
"That's her voice!" his mind screamed at him and sure enough it was her standing in front of him in a meganta salwar kameez which enhanced the fairness of her skin. He wondered whether his eyes and ears were playing tricks on him. He pushed back the floral strands of his sehera to get a clearer view of the vision in front of him. When his eyes confirmed what his brain already knew, he drew in his breath sharply. If she was standing in front of him, who was it sitting next to him in the bridal attire? He looked at the figure seated by his side. He could not make out her face as it was covered in the ghunghat, "Damn these stupid veils" he muttered silently. In the meantime his would be father-in-law was calling out to the intruder.
"Ayesha! So you finally made it! We thought you weren't coming." Both Inder and Prem Latha rushed to her and hugged her tight. The bride was about to get up too but half way up she stopped and sat back wondering whether it would be appropriate for her leave her place.
Holding her father's shoulders in both her hands and looking him in the eye the intruder exclaimed, "Me not coming? And that too for my darling and only sister's wedding? No way! I begged them to allow me to give the exam a few hours before schedule. After a lot of pleading they permitted me to do so. I finished the exam early and rushed to take the first flight back home. Here I am just in the nick of time." She rushed to the bride and leaning down she hugged her. Over her sister's shoulder she looked at the bridegroom who had gone ashen by now and hurriedly whispered in her sister's ears, "Hey, he looks more handsome in person than he did in that photograph Papa sent you." She then silently pleaded with him with her eyes to forgive her for her late appearance. Milind was too stunned to react.
The priest was in the meantime getting restless, muttering that the auspicious time may pass if they don't continue with the proceedings soon. Ayesha apologised to him and quickly straightened herself up and went behind the bride and groom to tie their clothing in gahtbandhan. She leaned forward and whispered to Milind to cover his face. He turned back to look at her and slowly drew back the curtain of flowers over his face. His mind, which had been temporarily paralysed by what had just taken place, started racing now. So the woman he had fallen in love with is not the one sitting beside him but the one standing behind him. By the looks of it, the new comer seemed blissfully unaware of his misunderstanding. .
He wanted to scream that there had been a horrible mistake and that he did not want to get married to the girl covered in ghunghat but his tongue felt heavy and his throat went dry. When the priest asked them to get up to take the pheras (seven steps around the pyre) he blindly got up and mechanically started taking the steps. His thoughts were chaotic as he tried to figure out what went wrong. How could he have made such a huge blunder? His would be father-in-law had addressed the new comer as Ayesha. So was the woman whom he was in love with all these years not Prachi? He knew Inder Shah had two daughters but as Inder kept his family away from media attention, he was not aware of who they were. If Ali had not mentioned that the girl he had seen in the inter-collegiate event was Inder's daughter, he would not have even known that. Ali could not enlighten him of her name though. He associated her with the name 'Prachi' because he himself had seen it on the book she had dropped while getting into her college bus a couple of weeks later. He couldn't give it to her as the bus had sped away. That evening he had gone to Shah Mansion to hand it to her but the watchman took it from him and said that he will do the needful.
He never met that beautiful and intelligent girl again. Goaded by Ali, he tried to write to her several times but was too shy to bare his heart. He was also apprehensive that she may reject him, for he was after all just a poor accountant's son. He decided then that he will first make a name for himself so as to be worthy of her. He was sure then that her father himself would approach him to offer his daughter's hand in marriage, as he had challenged Ali. He immersed himself in his studies and later in his work abroad but had not forgotten the girl he had seen only twice in his life and had not spoken to on both occasions. When he returned to India to set up his hotels in the country he tried to meet her but his secretary told him that Inder's eldest daughter was pursuing a law course in the Harvard Law School in the U.S. He then decided to wait for her return.
In the meantime he met Inder at the hotelier's conference and immediately sought his company. He did not have to do much to impress the man for Inder seemed quite in awe of him. In fact, the admiration was mutual. He had heard a lot about Inder Shah and his business acumen but he got a first-hand feel of it when a couple of weeks later Inder approached him with the twin proposals of a merger of the Mishra and Shah groups of hotels and a marriage with his daughter, Prachi who was presently in the U.S. Inder offered to show him her photograph but he assured him that he does not need to see it for he has already seen her in person. The marriage was fixed as soon as the girl accepted him. He still remembered how happy he was when Inder Shah called him up to convey the news. He could not sleep a wink for two whole days. He got her phone number and wanted to talk to her but his shyness got the better of him. He could not understand why he was behaving like a lovelorn teenager. A man who was bold enough to confidently negotiate and conclude the best business deals could not open up to the woman he loved and was about to marry. He felt that he needed to face her eye to eye to be able to covey what was in his heart. So he decided he will wait till they were wedded before he revealed his long standing love for her. Now he realised what a big mistake he had done in bottling up all his emotions for so long.
The saath phere was over and the bride and groom resumed their seat in front of the pyre. The priest asked him to put the mangalsutra and the sindoor on the bride. Milind looked up to see the woman he loved with melancholic eyes. She smiled happily at him and encouraged him to go ahead. He realised then that he had lost her even before he had won her. There was no point in making an issue now. Her sister's life and reputation were at stake. He cannot afford to turn his back on Prachi for no fault of hers. He grimly put the mangalsutra around her neck and lifted the ghunghat to smear the vermillion on her maang. He finally got to see the woman he wedded. She had an oval face, blemishless skin, almond eyes lined by neat brows, a small but sharp nose, soft pink lips. She was beautiful in her own way, the sober kind of beauty, not exactly the kind he would be attracted to but now she was his wife, for better and for worse and there was nothing he could do about it.
Part IV
Present
Prachi smiled at her husband's comment on Ayesha's late attendance at their weddings. Meanwhile Ishan and Sahana rushed to hug their aunt and uncle.
Ayesha felt the need to defend herself. "Milind, blame it on your co-brother, my dear hubby, Neevu for our delayed entry. He misplaced our passports and by the time we could locate it, we had missed our flight from L.A. and had to wait for the next available one. Otherwise we could have reached here last night itself."
"You always come with some 'valid' reason, don't you?" teased Milind getting up from his place and pulling Prachi with him.
They walked up to the new entrants. While Prachi hugged her sister, Milind fondly back slapped Neev.
"OK di... jiju, now that you are finally here can we get on with the rest of the ceremony?" asked Prachi.
"Yes, Ayesha darling. My daughter is desperate to wed her husband all over again. Don't delay her any further," said Inder, turning to his wife and winking at her. Prem Latha smiled at him and looked at her daughters indulgently
"Papa!" whined Prachi, pouting her lips which prompted a chuckle from Inder.
"Now that we are here, you may go ahead," said Ayesha in a regal tone.
"Yes, Madame. Your wish is my command," mocked Milind and smilingly he led Prachi back to their place before the pyre. He then spread the vermillion generously on Prachi's maang and put the mangalsutra around her neck as the small group of close family and friends applauded and sprinkled them with flowers. Prachi smiled happily at her husband and her family. She was glad that Ayesha was there to grace the occasion along with her husband. She remembered the last time when Ayesha very nearly did not attend her wedding.
Past (Prachi's flashback)
Prachi had hoped that her only sister would make it to her wedding. Inder was keen to hold her wedding as early as possible so that he can make Milind his son-in-law and try persuading him to accept the merger of the two hotel groups. There were only two to three auspicious days that month, followed by a long dry spell. Inder had fixed the wedding date, taking into account the auspicious day and Ayesha's exams. However, due to unforeseen circumstances, one of her exams got postponed by a day. Ayesha had expressed her inability to attend the wedding as she would miss the flight for the day if she were finish the paper. As there was no flight till the next morning, she would not be in time for the wedding. Although her family was upset about it, they were reassured that she would be there for the reception which was to be held the day after the wedding. Luckily for them Ayesha managed to reach on time to tie the gahtbandhan and witness the wedding.
A grand wedding dinner was laid out after the ceremony. Although the guests had a scrumptious feast, Prachi could hardly eat anything, her appetite having gone for a toss in all her anxiety. She glaced sideways at Milind's plate and realised he was having as much trouble eating as she did. She wondered whether he too was as anxious as she was. She slowly raised her eyes and studied his profile. There were beads of sweat on his brow even though they were in an air-conditioned hall. She concluded that her husband was indeed nervous and anxious and felt relieved that she was not the only one feeling so.
The bidai ceremony which followed the wedding was an emotional affair. Milind waited for Prachi in his car while she bade a tearful farewell to her family. She hugged her parents and sister and wept her heart out. She had never spent a day away from her family. A couple of months back she had gone to the U.S. to be with her sister and take care of her while she prepared rigorously for her exams. Due to the wedding arrangements, she had to cut short her trip and return home just a week before the wedding. Since then she was caught up in the hectic preparations for the wedding that she did not have time to think about anything. Now the prospect of leaving the people she knew and loved and going away to live with a man she barely knew scared her. Her mother kissed her forehead and reassured her that everything will be all right. "Milind seems to be a good gentleman, darling. I am sure he would take good care of you. Try and get to know each other. The two of you have led separate lives till now but will be together from now on. You need to adjust to each other. Be patient and understanding. Things will just be fine. There is nothing to worry about. After all you are going to live in the same city. If there is any help that you need, remember that your papa and I are always there for you."
"Come on sis. Rohna bandh karo(stop crying). Why are you weeping on a happy occasion? You have got yourself a handsome and successful man. What more do you want?" Ayesha tried to lighten the emotional moment.
Prem Latha tweeked Ayesha's ear. "If marriage is such a happy occasion why are you adamant in remaining single?" she queried. Prachi knew that her parents were worried about Ayesha's future but she was firm in her decision to stay single as she claimed that she was not cut for marriage. She wanted to be a full-fledged career woman. If Ayesha sets her mind on something, there is nothing anyone could do to change her. Her parents finally gave up trying to coax her and got her younger sister married instead.
After Prachi completed the customary ritual of throwing back rice, Inder led his daughter to Milind's car. Prachi got in and sat beside her husband. She turned to see him in the dimly lit interiors of the car but Milind seemed lost in his own thoughts and did not acknowledge her. The car drove to the Mishra Mansion. Ayesha and her aunt along with Milind's friends followed them to the house in their own cars as Milind did not have any relatives of his own to receive them and conduct the rituals there. Prachi's masi, Prem Latha's sister Subhadra, welcomed them. Ayesha took Prachi up to Milind's bedroom which was decked up for the nuptial night while Milind's friends dragged him away to be ragged.
Ayesha kept her sister company, chatting away animatedly till Milind's friends finally let him go to his wife. Hearing the knock on the door Ayesha hastily got up and opened it. She smiled broadly at Milind who still seemed to be on the edge. She raised herself on her toes and whispered something in his ears. Before he could react, she quickly winked at him and left, closing the door behind her. Prachi nervously got up from the bed to greet her husband wondering how long her night was going to be.